I Wish My Mind Had A Delete Button

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    We can just wish impossible things.

    ... I wish i can forgive you and forget whatever u done with me
    mehak91 mehak91
    26-30, F
    Mar 11, 2016

    I want to be able to forget a few things

    so I can move on. It's proving to be harder than I thought.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Dec 30, 2015

    flashbacks and memories,

    aching heart, haunting feelings. it's all too strong again, thought I was past this and here I am, here again. I would delete so much of it and be free
    goodwitchofthenorth goodwitchofthenorth
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Jan 3, 2016

    Sometimes, I just wish I could erase everything

    and start again from scratch.
    TheMemoriesThatFade TheMemoriesThatFade
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Aug 12, 2015

    I wish I could forget all the hurtful things

    people have done to me and that I have done to others. To be able to really have a fresh start is impossible without a mind delete button
    Maxholding21 Maxholding21
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Jan 16, 2016

    I just wish I could forget all the bad things

    that happened to me. I wish I could forget being hurt. I am so sick and tired of crying because of people who don't even deserve my love and care.
    itsmeSheenaRose itsmeSheenaRose
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2016

    I remember everything every detail

    and there's some things I really wish I could just forget about and block out and just pretend they never happened but that's really hard to do :(
    Vrl1022 Vrl1022
    16-17, F
    Mar 21, 2016

    I wish I could delete everything!

    !! I can't take it anymore.
    ifyourhappyandyouknowit ifyourhappyandyouknowit
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 14, 2016

    Just to get rid of everything

    and not put up with anything anymore
    Ashleigh10122 Ashleigh10122
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2016

    I still think about you.

    I wonder if you are doing okay and if you are happy. Late at night I think about the connection I once felt. It hurts to know it was never real for you. I guess it is easy for you to just walk away. Sometimes I wish I could be that detached. I get it now that it was some...
    IPleadthe5th IPleadthe5th
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

    I really wish i had a magical power to erase

    and delete thoughts that involve me from brains of known and unknown souls ..i dont want to be remembered by anyone. i wish my name,my thoughts,my so called nonsense are deleted from the database of hearts who had a belief i was worthy enuf to be showered with emotions..i tell...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 15, 2016
    youngadult25 youngadult25
    26-30, F
    Mar 21, 2016

    I wish I could forget how I ever felt about him.

    I wish I could forget his gorgeous smile, his hypnotic eyes, the amazing way he tasted... I need a distraction from the one who was my distraction.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 11, 2016
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 11, 2015

    we are all born on this planet

    as equals. soon as we are able to walk and have small ability to think properly. we all get put through 13 years of stressful years of learning. getting our dreams and goals crushed in the process. after those years come to find out that i will only need highschool. for a job...
    KittyLoveKat KittyLoveKat
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 6, 2016

    I fight back and forth with myself continually.

    ..do I really want to forget what happened? Will that take the rest of my memories away with it?I know the rule is nothing can ever be deleted permanently...but right now I'd settle for at least a pause button....or maybe an escape button....
    sknight1970 sknight1970
    46-50, M
    Mar 23, 2016

    I wish my mind had a delete button.

    . I have no problem with saying what's on my mind and it gets me in trouble
    simplyyunique simplyyunique
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 29, 2015
    2lively2blonely 2lively2blonely
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Sep 24, 2015

    If I could go back...

    And said no to letting you kiss me... Not respond to your text.... Not let you come visit me... Not let you meet my family... Not let you inside me... I wouldn't be here now, crying over you.... Not hearing your voice, looking into your ocean deep eyes, feeling the weight...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses May 10, 2015

    And a reset button!!!

    delete, delete, reset, delete, pause, rewind, fast forward lol yes I need a remote control!!
    kiki2016 kiki2016
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Sep 5, 2015

    Never give too much,

    because too much isnt really good, at least save some for yourself.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 27, 2016

    I think way to much my mind is always running

    and I'm always over thinking :( I wish I could just stop because it ruins my day. I feel like I have so many issues and problems and I'm just so messed up and I can't be fixed. I try to piece together all of my broken pieces but I get hurt doing that and I'm so afraid to let...
    Vrl1022 Vrl1022
    16-17, F
    Mar 15, 2016

    Then I could erase all the bad memories

    that I cant seem to forget. Those memories that haunt your soul. Maybe then I would be happier, different yet the same.
    mkp86 mkp86
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2015

    I have a one track mind

    and it's driving me crazy today. Trying to say goodbye to old friends and welcome the new ones as if the old ones never hurt me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 7, 2016

    "You forget what you want to remember,

    and you remember what you want to forget" - Cormac McCarthy This is a quote that sums up my experience pretty well. I have a mind that seems bent on torturing me with past mistakes and tragedies. I've had full blown PTSD, but now it's just like a little voice likes to remind me...
    AMJ32 AMJ32
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 18, 2015

    If it did I would delete the things I regret

    doing and the things I regret not doing. Some memories come floating up from somewhere and it would be great to pop them. An undo button would be even better!
    CaffeineJunky CaffeineJunky
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jun 19, 2015

    Being alive comes with the unchangeable

    condition that we have to die but that delete button would make it very easy for all of us to cope with bitter feelings. Need one right about now.
    0amy 0amy
    26-30, F
    Mar 15, 2016

    If my mind had a delete button-- I would

    delete how to love; how to trust; and you.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 14, 2016

    I want to forget. and I want to not be scared.

    and I want to not have the nightmares and the flashbacks and the broken, splintered mind that isn't all mine anyway. I want to not be sad. to not hate myself. I want Rebecca better and Trina less angry and Gigi less.... less Gigi. Narrator can stay as she has always been.... but...
    Llyz Llyz
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Sep 30, 2015

    I would give anything to forget the pain of my

    past and the ones who couldn't love me back.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Oct 13, 2015

    I would erase all the stupid things people have

    said to me over the years. Things that made me wonder what their intentions were. Once, after I was physically attacked by a family member, I was asked why it happened. Why it happened? I don't know. Why do people feel they have the right to abuse another? Anyway, I said I cut...
    PickoftheLitter PickoftheLitter
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2016

    I had my first real heartbreak in my first

    semester of college last year in the December of 2015. I'd been in a couple relationships here and there before, but never really anything serious. This didn't last too long, but for some reason, I found myself far more attracted to this girl than any other I'd met so far in...
    JFMX JFMX
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Mar 29, 2016

    I carry with me every day the memories of awful,

    yelling, or even quiet, sharp, piercing, words from my own kitchen. I can never get all the horrific things I've heard out of my brain repeating over and over... not a normal childhood.
    beanbagaroni beanbagaroni
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 24, 2016

    I would love to forget

    so many things. To make the nightmares stop. Even for one nights slumber. To rest with no fear, no pain, just happy.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Sep 18, 2015

    Hi,I am 15 years old male-teenager.

    I want to share with you my experience and I hope you will find few minutes to read it. When I was young,I was clever.Maybe you think I am narcissism,but that is not true.I started with reading when I was 3,and finnaly learnt when I was 4.I always loved to explore.I went to the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 13, 2016

    I am a 17 year old girl,

    with my own job and I even lettered in academics at my high school and hopefully I'm up for a scholarship for college. I always have wanted to be there for my family. I still do, but it's been harder and harder recently. I moved out of my parents house in January 2016, so...
    LittleLadyT LittleLadyT
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 11, 2016

    I have bad experience in friendships

    and relationship but I don't mind having them.. what I do mind is my bad reaction in those situations. .the ugly thing that I always feel I didn't learn from them .. they only left me afraid to put my trust in any person anymore and this is not good
    rashahan rashahan
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 15, 2016

    Stop time, rewind it all,

    get temporary amnesia, it's not enough for me. I want to forget people and people to forget me. I want it all to disappear.
    CrystalizedSmile CrystalizedSmile
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 23, 2016

    Why is it so hard to get out of an unhealthy

    relationship? I love my ex so much but he keeps hurting me and I always forgive him. He flirts, he lies, he makes empty promises, he ignores me, and gets mad at me for small things. I break up with him everytime I reach my breaking point but he keeps communicating with me and...
    loveandmisadventure loveandmisadventure
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Sep 22, 2015

    I think about you too often.

    I wish you would just reach out to me.
    JillianXO88 JillianXO88
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 7, 2016

    You know... 80% of people on your mind usually

    dont even deserve to be there.. they're not worth you thinking about them so much!
    iilanaii iilanaii
    18-21, T
    Aug 13, 2015

    There are so many people

    and memories I would delete in a heartbeat.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 11, 2015

    We can just wish impossible things.

    ... I wish i can forgive you and forget whatever u done with me
    mehak91 mehak91
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 11, 2016

    I wish I could delete the years I wasted with

    toxic people who only ****** up my long term mental health. Therapy and meds<this button.
    sunafterstorm sunafterstorm
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 21, 2015

    if only i could delete my emotion

    and i won't felt this way .
    officialclarina officialclarina
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2016

    i want to delete everything.

    not just my memories but the memories of everyone who met me. i want everything gone. no one should remember me. nothing but a total loser. i want to be forgotten. ive done nothing but make lives uncomfortable and make people upset. i should have learned!!! the look in her...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 14, 2016

    I swear sometimes my brain is on repeat.

    I can't help but play the same things over and over again.
    theskippyone theskippyone
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 19, 2016

    So I can forget the seven years I spent with a

    girl that was never in love with me.
    scales121 scales121
    31-35, M
    7 Responses Jun 19, 2015

    Well I haven't told many people about it except

    my family. When I was in 5th grade my step-brothers mom accused me of molesting him. I was 10 and it was my birthday party they day she said it was. I wasn't allowed to see him for two years court order. Him and his mom moved to a different state and my family went to see...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2016

    We always want what we can't have.

    I often wonder what would have happened if I would have met you before she did. I would go back in time. I would have made the moves when I had the opportunity. My life would be completely different. Are we on a destined preplanned path? Or do we have free will? If it was...
    JillianXO88 JillianXO88
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 7, 2016

    Way to stressed today.

    I have a huge day ahead and I really want to hide in bed. But can't cuz I have to go do this **** and then be a mum after a very long day of stress.
    louiseengland85 louiseengland85
    31-35, F
    Mar 31, 2016

    I want to delete all my memories of the people

    I love.. They're gone but their memories haunt me every minute. Even in my sleep, I am plagued with nightmares. My mind feels like it's gonna explode and it's ripping my heart into shreds. I can't do this anymore.
    IAmDaenerysTargaryen IAmDaenerysTargaryen
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2016

    I wish I forgot my whole life

    and just continue it being happy
    perla2346000 perla2346000
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    Ticket is $287. But all of

    that is a problem.? She?s referring to my luggage cart, stacked with suitcases, boxes, and a bag full of shoes. ?One bag is free. Everything else is $100 each.? I tell her I packed my Volkswagen after discovering my wife was cheating. Fried the engine. Hitchhiked to the airport...
    1felicity 1felicity
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Nov 21, 2015

    Meeting people that make you feel comfortable

    enough to put your guard down can really disappoint you afterwards. Separation can be even more painful. This when I wish my mind or memories had a delete button.
    BookDiva BookDiva
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 17, 2015

    I made a huge mistake by taking back a cheating

    ex. Apparently he has been cheating on me with a female co worker in camp for 5 months already and I just found out about it recently. He was so remorseful and promised me he'd do everything for us to have a fresh start. He called her and broke up with her on speakerphone and...
    loveandmisadventure loveandmisadventure
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Mar 30, 2016

    I've deleted his number,

    every message, every picture, blocked him on Facebook.... I just wish I could delete him from my mind :/
    ForeverAlone81 ForeverAlone81
    31-35, F
    15 Responses Sep 1, 2015

    I wish I could delete all the past memories

    that continue to haunt me, It's been over 7 years and I still can't get rid of them, I thought over time they would atleast fade n not effect me so much but I guess not.
    LJglasgow LJglasgow
    26-30, F
    Sep 15, 2015

    I really wish I had a delete button,

    because then I wouldn't lay in bed thinking about everything I regret.
    Fenriis Fenriis
    18-21, T
    6 Responses Jun 8, 2015
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