I wish I could switch off all my emotions.
I no longer want to feel anything.
Sadness, Anger, Loneliness, Confusion,
Irritation, Jelousy, Shame, Depression,
Stress, Unworthiness, Numbness, Loveless..
I wish to have no feelings anymore.
I don't want to feel.
What it is like to have boyfriend after boyfriend? The feeling of true aloneness. The idea that you are going crazy. The acceptance of depression and anxiety. The realization of love. It's strange to be young and to understand these things. But I don't want to feel any of it. I...