I Wish People Knew How I Was Feeling

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    I Wish I Could Tell Them.

    You know that saying? "when you look into the abyss, it looks back into you".  Thats why I can never share to much, as much of a curse my torment is to me to explain it's rhyme and reason to the people I care about and who care about me can only be selfserving, and if they...
    zasek zasek
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Oct 6, 2010

    My Feelings

     i just find it oh so difficult to share things face to face. i know its low self confidence as i've had a lifetime of being called stupid fat and ugly, and also worthless and useless. now i know i am none of those things, i pray(wish peace and happiness) for the people who...
    aaangie aaangie
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 14, 2009

    So They Could

    Reach out and just ******* hold me.Just hold me while I cried. Just gave me some wisdom, some courage, some words to believe in. Just sat down and listened to me.! Listen to me!! FOR ONCE CAN SOMEONE JUST CARE AND ASK ME HOW I'M FEELING, can someone sit down and hear me rage on...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 9, 2011

    I Can't Tell You

    I wish people knew how I was feeling, because sometimes I am not able to accurately describe how I feel. Unless of course I'm angry. At this very moment I can't even put into words what I am feeling. Normally I would be able to write a whole long story about it, but not this time...
    ashleyxxpiano ashleyxxpiano
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 27, 2011

    I Guess...

    Even I know don't know what I'm feeling. I just feel...well...kinda 'dead' would be the perfect word. Apathetic to life around me. It's like I'm watching a movie, not caring that the heroine is digging her own grave. I'm simply a spectator. Uncaring and indifferent. Watching...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 22, 2010

    I'm suppose to be In bed by now,

    by almost an hour.. But I haven't had my zero time. My quiet aloneness. I'm gonna wait a little while longer to medicate. I really needs this quiet before I sleep or tomorrow will really blow. But not taking it at the same time every day makes the next day blow too. But...
    Defiantlypeaceful Defiantlypeaceful
    31-35, M
    May 10, 2014

    Devastated.....

    ,You know... one day on school a colleague of mine read my diary... she is nothing related to me, not a friend, just a colleague, she read all the pages..... she said to me "no matter what don't show it to people, really I understanded you and I didn't know that behind your...
    TheX TheX
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Nov 14, 2011

    I wanna hug you all and tell you

    why im so interovert and unavailable. I just wanna cry, but i cant.
    notworthitatall notworthitatall
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2014

    She'll Never Know

    Whats the point of living like this anymore? I do so much for her and never get anything in return. All I wanted was her love. I tried to be the good samaritan but I end up crying on the sidewalk. I dont see my point and i dont see this point. Like I know GOD...
    Nimzo33 Nimzo33
    70+
    4 Responses May 12, 2009

    I Wish People Knew

    I wish people knew, How I feel at times, I have good days, But then, There's the others, They're the problem, I wonder, Does anyone know? And do they really care?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Feb 2, 2012

    Close Your Eyes Feel My Heart

    If you could close your eyes and touched my heart, feel my pain. Would you try to understand what I'm feeling or is another one's pain so meaningless to you, because it's not your own. Life does not have favourites who suffers today and who will find happiness tomorrow. When...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2013

    i wish i knew how people really felt,

    how to tell if things are going okay. i can see aruas but its more of an energy, but this world still makes no since i could go on with my life but all i get is pitty and not answers
    Bitchenwolf Bitchenwolf
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 31, 2015
    echoalpha echoalpha
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 21, 2014

    I Am Stressed....

    I wish people would see that I am really strressed, and I am dealing with so much right now, I wish people could see that and give me a little slack. I don't feel like anyone knows how I feel right now, and its hard to cope with it all. BroknWings
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 27, 2009

    Maybe

    Maybe then people wouldn't be insulted and confused when I lash out at them. Maybe then thye would realise that I'm not really mad at them, I'm just mad at the world. I have those days, and they're inavoidable. Maybe then people would understand the joy I get out of writing...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 12, 2011

    Scared

    I can't tell anyone how I feel deep inside since I can't trust anyone completely. It always seems that there is one reason or another why I can't.
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    1 Response Feb 3, 2012

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