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I Wish People Knew How I Was Feeling

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 258 People

    i wish i knew how people really felt,

    how to tell if things are going okay. i can see aruas but its more of an energy, but this world still makes no since i could go on with my life but all i get is pitty and not answers
    Bitchenwolf Bitchenwolf 18-21, F 1 Response May 31

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    I wanna hug you all and tell you

    why im so interovert and unavailable. I just wanna cry, but i cant.
    notworthitatall notworthitatall 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 20, 2014

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    Devastated.....

    ,You know... one day on school a colleague of mine read my diary... she is nothing related to me, not a friend, just a colleague, she read all the pages..... she said to me "no matter what don't show it to people, really I understanded you and I didn't know that behind your...
    TheX TheX 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 14, 2011

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    I Wish People Knew

    I wish people knew, How I feel at times, I have good days, But then, There's the others, They're the problem, I wonder, Does anyone know? And do they really care?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Maybe

    Maybe then people wouldn't be insulted and confused when I lash out at them. Maybe then thye would realise that I'm not really mad at them, I'm just mad at the world. I have those days, and they're inavoidable. Maybe then people would understand the joy I get out of writing...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2011

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    My Feelings

     i just find it oh so difficult to share things face to face. i know its low self confidence as i've had a lifetime of being called stupid fat and ugly, and also worthless and useless. now i know i am none of those things, i pray(wish peace and happiness) for the people who...
    aaangie aaangie 41-45, F 1 Response May 14, 2009

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    Scared

    I can't tell anyone how I feel deep inside since I can't trust anyone completely. It always seems that there is one reason or another why I can't.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2012

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    I'm suppose to be In bed by now,

    by almost an hour.. But I haven't had my zero time. My quiet aloneness. I'm gonna wait a little while longer to medicate. I really needs this quiet before I sleep or tomorrow will really blow. But not taking it at the same time every day makes the next day blow too. But...
    Defiantlypeaceful Defiantlypeaceful 31-35, M May 10, 2014

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    She'll Never Know

    Whats the point of living like this anymore? I do so much for her and never get anything in return. All I wanted was her love. I tried to be the good samaritan but I end up crying on the sidewalk. I dont see my point and i dont see this point. Like I know GOD...
    Nimzo33 Nimzo33 66-70 4 Responses May 12, 2009

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    Close Your Eyes Feel My Heart

    If you could close your eyes and touched my heart, feel my pain. Would you try to understand what I'm feeling or is another one's pain so meaningless to you, because it's not your own. Life does not have favourites who suffers today and who will find happiness tomorrow. When...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    A Different Language

    Boy would it be great if people did.  I seem to have people misunderstand what I say.  It is quite clear to me but am mostly taken wrong.  Most of the time I go back over what I said and still cant figure out why, I don't know if people don't listen or if I am...
    LostInTyme LostInTyme 61-65, M 1 Response May 16, 2009

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    echoalpha echoalpha 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2014

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    I Am Stressed....

    I wish people would see that I am really strressed, and I am dealing with so much right now, I wish people could see that and give me a little slack. I don't feel like anyone knows how I feel right now, and its hard to cope with it all. BroknWings
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 27, 2009

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    I Guess...

    Even I know don't know what I'm feeling. I just feel...well...kinda 'dead' would be the perfect word. Apathetic to life around me. It's like I'm watching a movie, not caring that the heroine is digging her own grave. I'm simply a spectator. Uncaring and indifferent. Watching...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 22, 2010

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    So They Could

    Reach out and just ******* hold me.Just hold me while I cried. Just gave me some wisdom, some courage, some words to believe in. Just sat down and listened to me.! Listen to me!! FOR ONCE CAN SOMEONE JUST CARE AND ASK ME HOW I'M FEELING, can someone sit down and hear me rage on...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    I Wish I Could Tell Them.

    You know that saying? "when you look into the abyss, it looks back into you".  Thats why I can never share to much, as much of a curse my torment is to me to explain it's rhyme and reason to the people I care about and who care about me can only be selfserving, and if they...
    zasek zasek 26-30, M 4 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    I Can't Tell You

    I wish people knew how I was feeling, because sometimes I am not able to accurately describe how I feel. Unless of course I'm angry. At this very moment I can't even put into words what I am feeling. Normally I would be able to write a whole long story about it, but not this time...
    ashleyxxpiano ashleyxxpiano 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2011

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    Really hate how others do what they want and expect you not to get mad. If you do half of what they do, you are a bad person. **** is not fair!
    EternityF EternityF 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I mean seriously! how lame must people be to go around the website and begging people to add them to their circle? do they think that makes them popular on ep because some people...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I posted this on FB hoping to start a conversation or something but it didn't quite turn out that way (1 comment, 8 likes). It was sort of upsetting bc this was the first time I...
    rycbar10 rycbar10 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    This site clearly says to "please respond with authenticity, support, and respect." It's absolutely ridiculous how people try to justify being a jerk for the sake of throwing their...
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    I wish I knew that I shouldn't waste my feelings n all my time to someone that doesn't care bout me
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    I really want to know what my future will be like, like how many boyfriends I will have or will I even have one boyfriend. Who I will marry, where I will live, will I be happy...
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    That moment when you've realized you made a wrong decision and you want everything to make sense but it doesn't and all you can do is cry and wish time would turn back. Then, as...
    LeeLooLeeLoo LeeLooLeeLoo 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    sometimes I do, but then other times I'm just like, nah that probably wouldn't be good. I already have problems giving up control, could you imagine how it would be if I knew his...
    bretneyc bretneyc 26-30, F Jul 14

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    At the end of three hours, I was exhausted. When I offered to take care of my friend’s Autistic son for a few hours, I had no idea what I was getting into. My friend made caring...
    themorningstaracademy themorningstaracademy 26-30, F Jul 14

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    Man I didn't think it was going to be this difficult. I wish the only thing I had to worry about still was fighting with my parents to take a nap.. Who knew those were really the...
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    I wish I had recognized all the warning signs that my pervious relationship was dangerous!
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    she was my bestest friend ever we did everything together and we were friends ever since 2nd grade but this year she hates me and I wish I knew why so I could change it
    Makeeshaosborn Makeeshaosborn 13-15, F Jul 12

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