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I Wish People Knew How I Was Feeling

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 237 People

    Close Your Eyes Feel My Heart

    If you could close your eyes and touched my heart, feel my pain. Would you try to understand what I'm feeling or is another one's pain so meaningless to you, because it's not your own. Life does not have favourites who suffers today and who will find happiness tomorrow. When...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    Maybe

    Maybe then people wouldn't be insulted and confused when I lash out at them. Maybe then thye would realise that I'm not really mad at them, I'm just mad at the world. I have those days, and they're inavoidable. Maybe then people would understand the joy I get out of writing...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2011

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    My Feelings

     i just find it oh so difficult to share things face to face. i know its low self confidence as i've had a lifetime of being called stupid fat and ugly, and also worthless and useless. now i know i am none of those things, i pray(wish peace and happiness) for the people who...
    aaangie aaangie 41-45, F 1 Response May 14, 2009

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    I Am Stressed....

    I wish people would see that I am really strressed, and I am dealing with so much right now, I wish people could see that and give me a little slack. I don't feel like anyone knows how I feel right now, and its hard to cope with it all. BroknWings
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 27, 2009

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    So They Could

    Reach out and just ******* hold me.Just hold me while I cried. Just gave me some wisdom, some courage, some words to believe in. Just sat down and listened to me.! Listen to me!! FOR ONCE CAN SOMEONE JUST CARE AND ASK ME HOW I'M FEELING, can someone sit down and hear me rage on...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    Devastated.....

    ,You know... one day on school a colleague of mine read my diary... she is nothing related to me, not a friend, just a colleague, she read all the pages..... she said to me "no matter what don't show it to people, really I understanded you and I didn't know that behind your...
    TheX TheX 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 14, 2011

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    I'm suppose to be In bed by now,

    by almost an hour.. But I haven't had my zero time. My quiet aloneness. I'm gonna wait a little while longer to medicate. I really needs this quiet before I sleep or tomorrow will really blow. But not taking it at the same time every day makes the next day blow too. But...
    Defiantlypeaceful Defiantlypeaceful 31-35, M May 10

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    A Different Language

    Boy would it be great if people did.  I seem to have people misunderstand what I say.  It is quite clear to me but am mostly taken wrong.  Most of the time I go back over what I said and still cant figure out why, I don't know if people don't listen or if I am...
    LostInTyme LostInTyme 61-65, M 1 Response May 16, 2009

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    I Guess...

    Even I know don't know what I'm feeling. I just feel...well...kinda 'dead' would be the perfect word. Apathetic to life around me. It's like I'm watching a movie, not caring that the heroine is digging her own grave. I'm simply a spectator. Uncaring and indifferent. Watching...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 22, 2010

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    I Wish People Knew

    I wish people knew, How I feel at times, I have good days, But then, There's the others, They're the problem, I wonder, Does anyone know? And do they really care?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    echoalpha echoalpha 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    She'll Never Know

    Whats the point of living like this anymore? I do so much for her and never get anything in return. All I wanted was her love. I tried to be the good samaritan but I end up crying on the sidewalk. I dont see my point and i dont see this point. Like I know GOD...
    Nimzo33 Nimzo33 70+ 4 Responses May 12, 2009

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    I Wish I Could Tell Them.

    You know that saying? "when you look into the abyss, it looks back into you".  Thats why I can never share to much, as much of a curse my torment is to me to explain it's rhyme and reason to the people I care about and who care about me can only be selfserving, and if they...
    zasek zasek 26-30, M 4 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    I wanna hug you all and tell you

    why im so interovert and unavailable. I just wanna cry, but i cant.
    notworthitatall notworthitatall 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    Scared

    I can't tell anyone how I feel deep inside since I can't trust anyone completely. It always seems that there is one reason or another why I can't.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2012

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    I Can't Tell You

    I wish people knew how I was feeling, because sometimes I am not able to accurately describe how I feel. Unless of course I'm angry. At this very moment I can't even put into words what I am feeling. Normally I would be able to write a whole long story about it, but not this time...
    ashleyxxpiano ashleyxxpiano 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2011

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    JEJ2259 JEJ2259 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I met him when I was fresh out of high school. I moved to a new town following old and dear friends into the belly of the beast. A spontaneous and trendy city, and I was ready to...
    dandelionsandlighthouses dandelionsandlighthouses 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Sometimes it is hard to tell how person feels about you. They can go the whole day being very affectionate to you, like kissing, hugging, rubbing, biting and kissing on your neck...
    candacej1983 candacej1983 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I feel like I annoy everyone I talk to and they stop liking me. I don't mean to be annoying.... I actually try really hard not to annoy people... But I fail epically. I'm sorry to...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Wishing and praying for my happily ever after. I found the "who" it should be with, but now it's a question of "how".
    EmotionalScribe EmotionalScribe 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    There's only 1 person that I have been talking about here lately and I want to shut up! I know what he's like- a charming tattoo guy who knows his way around people to use them in...
    PieceOfSummer PieceOfSummer 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I'm a white guy I have no rhythm to twerk. But I sure like watching woman with nice butt twerk.
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I Don't Know How I Am Feeling... I don't seem to know how i am feeling in this relationship. I don't even know if i like him or not. I don't know what is happening. It been 5 days...
    MayIToo MayIToo 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    The title of this post says it all. I wish I knew then what I know now. I know that I am still very young, and this will probably apply when I'm older, but I can still see just how...
    Heresmystory Heresmystory 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    Coming out was the best thing I have ever done for myself. I have always been the one that worries about everyone else first then I deal with my problems later. Since I was younger...
    foreverbeautifultoni foreverbeautifultoni 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    I love her im not lesbian but someone said I was possessive as if a mother would be and what he said helped but I still can't get over that I'd do anything for them. I'll protect...
    AlphasMate AlphasMate 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I wish I knew what my passion was. I see people with this drive and I wish I had some. I am involved with a lot but nothing I would say I'm passionate about. I'm not a detail kind...
    KRam42 KRam42 36-40, M Nov 29

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    Addiction made me ignore the most important thing in the world to me. I wish wish wish I knew then that I was wasting the most important year of my life.
    Kimbizz Kimbizz 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I wish this as well, was laying down minding my own business then I get a message I open it and it says yeah hello it's amazing how after 8 days you have no friends, I'm like wow I...
    yeahis18 yeahis18 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I wish I knew more girls. I don't know any like I use too. And now it's harder because I am studying in the auto industry and you hardly see any nice attractive girls lol. Their...
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M Nov 23

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    I wish I knew to pick a trade/ profession earlier in life, now I'm trying to play catch up in a bad economy.
    flyersguy flyersguy 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 29

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    I also wish people would stop calling homosexuality a sin. Abortion is not murder and it certainly is not genocide. So many ignorant judgemental fanatics really make me want to...
    findmeholdmeloveme findmeholdmeloveme 18-21 2 Responses Nov 29

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    They don't understand. They don't see how much I hate my life. They make me feel about an inch tall and I'm miserable. Nothing I do is good enough. For example, I tried throwing my...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I wish my family knew that my brother molested me since I was 3 till I was 9. I wish they understood my anger towards my brother and why I verbally abuse him rather than thinking...
    Karinas2 Karinas2 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    There was someone great in my life who accepted me for who I am. We lost contact and I never saw how much he did until it was too late. I wish I could go back and say what I needed...
    lozzenbee lozzenbee 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I thought I knew what it was like once. Everything felt so fast and exciting. But now I can only seem to boil it down to mere infatuation. I don't know if I can find another person...
    SylverCoyote SylverCoyote 18-21, M Nov 29

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    I know some people don't feel Xmas is a nice time of the year and I get them well...especially when some of our beloved ones have departed, in my case my dear grandparents and some...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    All i want is someone to look at me and tell me honey u will be fine..just keep walking ..just keep trying..i m currently a heart full of sadness..i dont no how else to put it...
    sunnsood sunnsood 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    You lied. It's that simple. I have been your source of support, your cheerleader and you have touched my heart. You told me how it hurt you that someone saw you as one of many...
    WrittenWishes WrittenWishes 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    I also am in a Very Dark place in my life. Probably the DARKEST in 36 years. I have been in a mentally abusive realtionship for 3 years now. I just recently found out this past...
    gutierrezgia7 gutierrezgia7 36-40, F Nov 30

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    I love my family more than life in itself. I really do. But everything is being put on me. I have to figure out everyone's problems and I'm always getting the short end of the...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    When my step mom told my dad that my mom was beating me and she thought something fishy was going on with my step dad he told her it wasn't his business. That's how close he and I...
    CaliArs CaliArs 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I got married too soon too a woman I knew when we were both younger...than she started the mental abuse.Telling me things like I need too save for gastric bypass surgery cause it's...
    feelslost37 feelslost37 36-40, M Dec 11

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    Clearly, my husband and I are having problems. Last night I found out he has been doing drugs behind my back. I'm not sure what to do. I am livid, disappointed and heart broken. We...
    IFOS125 IFOS125 22-25, F Nov 30

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    I could see broken souls everywhere... Even in this sight, I can deeply connect and I feel for them... I wish I can experiment with those complete formula which is the best...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I wish I were more humble. When I was eight years old, my mother was told, "Put him in a really good school, or he'll rot. He won't be able to handle public schools." You know the...
    PhresnoPhoenix PhresnoPhoenix 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 8

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