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I Wish People Knew How I Was Feeling

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 237 People

    echoalpha echoalpha 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    A Different Language

    Boy would it be great if people did.  I seem to have people misunderstand what I say.  It is quite clear to me but am mostly taken wrong.  Most of the time I go back over what I said and still cant figure out why, I don't know if people don't listen or if I am...
    LostInTyme LostInTyme 61-65, M 1 Response May 16, 2009

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    Maybe

    Maybe then people wouldn't be insulted and confused when I lash out at them. Maybe then thye would realise that I'm not really mad at them, I'm just mad at the world. I have those days, and they're inavoidable. Maybe then people would understand the joy I get out of writing...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2011

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    I wanna hug you all and tell you

    why im so interovert and unavailable. I just wanna cry, but i cant.
    notworthitatall notworthitatall 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I Wish I Could Tell Them.

    You know that saying? "when you look into the abyss, it looks back into you".  Thats why I can never share to much, as much of a curse my torment is to me to explain it's rhyme and reason to the people I care about and who care about me can only be selfserving, and if they...
    zasek zasek 26-30, M 4 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    Scared

    I can't tell anyone how I feel deep inside since I can't trust anyone completely. It always seems that there is one reason or another why I can't.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2012

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    I Am Stressed....

    I wish people would see that I am really strressed, and I am dealing with so much right now, I wish people could see that and give me a little slack. I don't feel like anyone knows how I feel right now, and its hard to cope with it all. BroknWings
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 27, 2009

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    She'll Never Know

    Whats the point of living like this anymore? I do so much for her and never get anything in return. All I wanted was her love. I tried to be the good samaritan but I end up crying on the sidewalk. I dont see my point and i dont see this point. Like I know GOD...
    Nimzo33 Nimzo33 70+ 4 Responses May 12, 2009

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    My Feelings

     i just find it oh so difficult to share things face to face. i know its low self confidence as i've had a lifetime of being called stupid fat and ugly, and also worthless and useless. now i know i am none of those things, i pray(wish peace and happiness) for the people who...
    aaangie aaangie 41-45, F 1 Response May 14, 2009

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    Close Your Eyes Feel My Heart

    If you could close your eyes and touched my heart, feel my pain. Would you try to understand what I'm feeling or is another one's pain so meaningless to you, because it's not your own. Life does not have favourites who suffers today and who will find happiness tomorrow. When...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    Devastated.....

    ,You know... one day on school a colleague of mine read my diary... she is nothing related to me, not a friend, just a colleague, she read all the pages..... she said to me "no matter what don't show it to people, really I understanded you and I didn't know that behind your...
    TheX TheX 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 14, 2011

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    I Can't Tell You

    I wish people knew how I was feeling, because sometimes I am not able to accurately describe how I feel. Unless of course I'm angry. At this very moment I can't even put into words what I am feeling. Normally I would be able to write a whole long story about it, but not this time...
    ashleyxxpiano ashleyxxpiano 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2011

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    I'm suppose to be In bed by now,

    by almost an hour.. But I haven't had my zero time. My quiet aloneness. I'm gonna wait a little while longer to medicate. I really needs this quiet before I sleep or tomorrow will really blow. But not taking it at the same time every day makes the next day blow too. But...
    Defiantlypeaceful Defiantlypeaceful 31-35, M May 10

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    So They Could

    Reach out and just ******* hold me.Just hold me while I cried. Just gave me some wisdom, some courage, some words to believe in. Just sat down and listened to me.! Listen to me!! FOR ONCE CAN SOMEONE JUST CARE AND ASK ME HOW I'M FEELING, can someone sit down and hear me rage on...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    I Wish People Knew

    I wish people knew, How I feel at times, I have good days, But then, There's the others, They're the problem, I wonder, Does anyone know? And do they really care?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    I Guess...

    Even I know don't know what I'm feeling. I just feel...well...kinda 'dead' would be the perfect word. Apathetic to life around me. It's like I'm watching a movie, not caring that the heroine is digging her own grave. I'm simply a spectator. Uncaring and indifferent. Watching...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 22, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I regret opening up to people and just wish I would keep everything to myself like I use to
    kanashimi93 kanashimi93 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 15

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    Sometimes I just wish I could show him these posts and hope that maybe he could see how much I love him and want to be with him and only him. how much I care and this hurts me...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    I can never get out what I want to say after I say one thing another pops into my mind and it's difficult to manage it all I need to get it under control it drives me insane...
    girlwiththegoldeneyes girlwiththegoldeneyes 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 14

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    Pretty sure I have adhd I always cut into people's conversations and finish their sentences and talk too fast trying to be more quiet , it's not working ha...
    wherethewildthingswere wherethewildthingswere 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    Not only my mouth but I wish sometimes my thoughts could shutup..
    filledspaces filledspaces 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    I prefer listening to other people's conversations and sitting in quiet thought than contributing because I always manage to say something dumb. =P
    gglz18 gglz18 22-25, F Nov 17

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    I think this a million times a day. I try to keep my mouth closed but it's an impossibility for me.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    Stupidity cannot be allowed to continue unaddressed.
    RiddikulusSister RiddikulusSister 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    I have a filter, and I use it. It's just not turned to "butt kisser"or "walk all over me".
    RiddikulusSister RiddikulusSister 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    :( me too........ It's my daily goal.. To keep quite and just listen.
    Midnightheart Midnightheart 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    This mouth/fingers don't know restraint! One of the reasons I joined EP is so that I can anonymously post any crap that cross my mind. But yesterday, I met someone that I think I...
    pinkfruitpop pinkfruitpop 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 15

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    So true.. I am the type of man to say whatever comes to his mind straight away without thought that it may upset or annoy someone. I've been told countless times that I can be...
    EnglandsAnswer EnglandsAnswer 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    Shut up. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUUUUT UP!! Lobotomy may be the only cure.
    RiddikulusSister RiddikulusSister 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Almost 8 years .... for 6 and half of those years you told me you were someone else. A story that created a different identity for you; but now all I can think about is each time...
    tryingtogetbacktome tryingtogetbacktome 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I wish this as well, was laying down minding my own business then I get a message I open it and it says yeah hello it's amazing how after 8 days you have no friends, I'm like wow I...
    yeahis18 yeahis18 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I wish I knew more girls. I don't know any like I use too. And now it's harder because I am studying in the auto industry and you hardly see any nice attractive girls lol. Their...
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    How was I so stupid to think he actually loved me and cared about me at all....
    tigersfan195 tigersfan195 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 5

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    I don't know what led me here but definitely something which i wanted to share with someone as i couldn't contain myself no more. I cant share it with anybody so searched on the...
    prinkabedi prinkabedi 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 15

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    my father killed himself when I was young. my virginity was taken by rape and my stepfather molested me while I was growing up. I've been in and out of prison and a meth addict...
    jayleetori jayleetori 26-30, F Nov 18

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    Well she's back. Said she was here to stay. I have so many unanswered questions and mixed up feelings, but like always, I'm going to push them away and take this opportunity. I...
    endofalldays endofalldays 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    What plan? He doesn't have a plan for me. If he did, then he would've helped me a long time ago when I actually wanted his help. But now, I don't care, I don't need him, I don't...
    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    There was someone great in my life who accepted me for who I am. We lost contact and I never saw how much he did until it was too late. I wish I could go back and say what I needed...
    lozzenbee lozzenbee 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wish I can get him off my mind. But how?
    ashley2803 ashley2803 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 5

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    Its so hard sum tym to say the right thing. I dnt want to upset any one so when things dnt go according to wat i wish them to be, i feel helpless, angry and desperate. I know that...
    furmal furmal 26-30 1 Response Nov 11

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    You lied. It's that simple. I have been your source of support, your cheerleader and you have touched my heart. You told me how it hurt you that someone saw you as one of many...
    WrittenWishes WrittenWishes 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    you can't understand the pain of hurting till you are being hurt ed. the realization of your misbehavior with others is itself the feeling of pain.
    kumar412 kumar412 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 31

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    The two women that I recently mentioned in posted stories are on my mind again but not like before. The one that I had thought left, was only on vacation and returned Monday and...
    NightwolfBlackheart NightwolfBlackheart 26-30, M Nov 12

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    Sure wish I could speak whale :/
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I put my life on hold and waited on him 2 years while he was in prison spent $12,000 preparing for him to go home and he got out and LEFT ME
    HurtbyFEDD HurtbyFEDD 36-40, F 11 Responses Nov 7

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    If I could, I would do it all different. I wouldn't have wasted 3 years of my life on you just for you to break my heart over and over and over again...
    Heyitscait Heyitscait 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 8

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    When I was a teen, I used to worry about this all the time. But then. When you're young, you aren't supposed to know are you?
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Nov 12

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