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I Wish People Knew How I Was Feeling

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    I'm suppose to be In bed by now,

    by almost an hour.. But I haven't had my zero time. My quiet aloneness. I'm gonna wait a little while longer to medicate. I really needs this quiet before I sleep or tomorrow will really blow. But not taking it at the same time every day makes the next day blow too. But...
    Defiantlypeaceful Defiantlypeaceful 31-35, M May 10, 2014

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    Devastated.....

    ,You know... one day on school a colleague of mine read my diary... she is nothing related to me, not a friend, just a colleague, she read all the pages..... she said to me "no matter what don't show it to people, really I understanded you and I didn't know that behind your...
    TheX TheX 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 14, 2011

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    I Wish I Could Tell Them.

    You know that saying? "when you look into the abyss, it looks back into you".  Thats why I can never share to much, as much of a curse my torment is to me to explain it's rhyme and reason to the people I care about and who care about me can only be selfserving, and if they...
    zasek zasek 26-30, M 4 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    Scared

    I can't tell anyone how I feel deep inside since I can't trust anyone completely. It always seems that there is one reason or another why I can't.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2012

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    I Guess...

    Even I know don't know what I'm feeling. I just feel...well...kinda 'dead' would be the perfect word. Apathetic to life around me. It's like I'm watching a movie, not caring that the heroine is digging her own grave. I'm simply a spectator. Uncaring and indifferent. Watching...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 22, 2010

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    i wish i knew how people really felt,

    how to tell if things are going okay. i can see aruas but its more of an energy, but this world still makes no since i could go on with my life but all i get is pitty and not answers
    Bitchenwolf Bitchenwolf 18-21, F 1 Response May 31

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    I Can't Tell You

    I wish people knew how I was feeling, because sometimes I am not able to accurately describe how I feel. Unless of course I'm angry. At this very moment I can't even put into words what I am feeling. Normally I would be able to write a whole long story about it, but not this time...
    ashleyxxpiano ashleyxxpiano 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2011

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    So They Could

    Reach out and just ******* hold me.Just hold me while I cried. Just gave me some wisdom, some courage, some words to believe in. Just sat down and listened to me.! Listen to me!! FOR ONCE CAN SOMEONE JUST CARE AND ASK ME HOW I'M FEELING, can someone sit down and hear me rage on...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    I wanna hug you all and tell you

    why im so interovert and unavailable. I just wanna cry, but i cant.
    notworthitatall notworthitatall 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 20, 2014

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    Maybe

    Maybe then people wouldn't be insulted and confused when I lash out at them. Maybe then thye would realise that I'm not really mad at them, I'm just mad at the world. I have those days, and they're inavoidable. Maybe then people would understand the joy I get out of writing...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2011

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    A Different Language

    Boy would it be great if people did.  I seem to have people misunderstand what I say.  It is quite clear to me but am mostly taken wrong.  Most of the time I go back over what I said and still cant figure out why, I don't know if people don't listen or if I am...
    LostInTyme LostInTyme 61-65, M 1 Response May 16, 2009

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    Close Your Eyes Feel My Heart

    If you could close your eyes and touched my heart, feel my pain. Would you try to understand what I'm feeling or is another one's pain so meaningless to you, because it's not your own. Life does not have favourites who suffers today and who will find happiness tomorrow. When...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    echoalpha echoalpha 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2014

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    She'll Never Know

    Whats the point of living like this anymore? I do so much for her and never get anything in return. All I wanted was her love. I tried to be the good samaritan but I end up crying on the sidewalk. I dont see my point and i dont see this point. Like I know GOD...
    Nimzo33 Nimzo33 66-70 4 Responses May 12, 2009

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    I Am Stressed....

    I wish people would see that I am really strressed, and I am dealing with so much right now, I wish people could see that and give me a little slack. I don't feel like anyone knows how I feel right now, and its hard to cope with it all. BroknWings
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 27, 2009

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    I Wish People Knew

    I wish people knew, How I feel at times, I have good days, But then, There's the others, They're the problem, I wonder, Does anyone know? And do they really care?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    My Feelings

     i just find it oh so difficult to share things face to face. i know its low self confidence as i've had a lifetime of being called stupid fat and ugly, and also worthless and useless. now i know i am none of those things, i pray(wish peace and happiness) for the people who...
    aaangie aaangie 41-45, F 1 Response May 14, 2009

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    I just spent part of my morning with my Dad whom I haven't seen properly in like 4 years since he and my Mum separated. It was so awkward, he acted as if we were really close...
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    I have been foolishly innocent most part of my life. Being kind to another human has always been my religion. No matter what they did to me despite all my affection, I do not feel...
    deceptiveoutofcloset deceptiveoutofcloset 26-30, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I wish I appreciated being innocent and carefree when I was in my teens as when you're an adult, your eyes are open more and you learn that the world is corrupt
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    I wish you knew what I am going through, I wish you knew that I still think of you, that my heart hurts every time you answer my messages like a complete stranger. I know you are...
    PrincessAmidala PrincessAmidala 26-30 Jun 16

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