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I Wish Someone Would Have Saved Me When I Was A Kid

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    That's is what happens

    when we have family secrets. No one knew the extent of the abuse in my family. My God do I wish someone would've came along and stopped the **** I went through
    ICRETO ICRETO 46-50, M 3 Responses May 20

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    Not Fair

    i wish someone would have saved me when i was kid i have gone through alot, i have been sexually abused, physically abused, and emotionally abused. i was in care but then i was returned home and now i want to be back in care where i was happy and safe.
    snowy174 snowy174 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2011

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes I do wish that , but then.. I know that if I hadn't been through all that then I wouldn't have been able to relate so well to the pain of others who have had or are having similar or related experiences. So I wouldn't have been able to do something that I did once for...
    demonizd demonizd 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    My Life

    I have never ever told any one this stuff i was adopred out because my biological father was a rapist he raped me and my sisters and my biological mother watched we were adopted into a home that i thought would love us but instead we were raped and tortured daily and i prayed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 1, 2011

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    When I Was 11

    When i was 11 i think, i didn't do good in math. i failed the subject. That's why my parents were always called by the principal. There was this time that my mom just had enough of being called again and again by the principal and she said how worthless i am, how stupid i was not...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2013

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    If They Knew What They Did Because They Didn't Do Anything Would They Care?

    I just wanted to know I was worth the trouble to be saved. CPS treated it like a joke! The few times cps came to the house they would stand outside and talk to my abuser and take her word as gold every time. Only once did they talk to one of us kids. The report had been made for...
    justexisting89 justexisting89 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    The Person Who Saved My Life 2

    The person that saved my life That person has to be my best friend’s mother for many reasons. She saved me from a home with no love. She taught me about love and how to make it in many ways She protected me many nights over the years from the ghosts And I bet a few other...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2011

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    Questions Of A Child

    Its a new year, and Im approaching 30. Im feeling lost, confused and empty. I feel like a kid asking simple questions with supposedly simple answers. If somebody hurt you, why do you stay? If you dont love them, why dont you leave? Why do people lie? Why do people hurt me and...
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1 26-30, F Jan 5, 2013

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    My Blog About Surviving

    Originally I started my blog just to have a diary to write in. Recently a few others have found it and followed me and Its so nice to get the support. But after talking with friends who are also survivors they told me my writings really help them. So I figured if It can help them...
    silverstar415850 silverstar415850 18-21, F Jul 23, 2012

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    I wish someone would have been there

    for me and loved me, than just told me I was fine.
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 1 Response May 20

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    Can You See Can You Hear

    I WAS SO BADLY ABUSED AND EVERYBODY KNEW IT AND THEY DID NOTHING. FAMILY,NEIGHBORS AND AUTHORITIES. I WAS EVEN RECORDED ON TAPE BY A PSYC AND STILL LEFT ALONE. ODDER STILL ALMOST ALL THE PEOPLE THAT KNEW WERE CATHOLICS. I HAD SO MUCH LOVE AND NOW IT IS JUST MIXED UP. IT IS SO...
    thelambsink thelambsink 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 11, 2010

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    The Other Side

    The other side These part deals basic with me. If you have read the stories, on going you see a lot of love and expectance from others. in all the years we never had a fight we never really even got mad at each other, no one ask us to do anything as it was already done, we knew...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jan 11, 2011

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    I've Moved On Dont Worry But A Part Of Me Still Wishes

    I know that person is supposed to be your parent, but sometimes they are the worst. I thought the Brady Bunch was mocking me and my pain. I was told that if God loved me he would save me instead of sitting up there laughing. I know that is not true of course but there is still a...
    jensenlver jensenlver 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 1, 2010

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    =|

    I know I am still a kid but so much has gone on that it doesn't even matter. If someone saved me I feel that I would be different. Maybe all the things that happened, wouldn't. Maybe if it all just stopped right there. It all started with one little battery. My dad slipped on it...
    PerfectionIsALie PerfectionIsALie 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2011

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    Tears Need To Be Let Go

    i realized lately that my heart is hurting more i feel like a volcano ready to explode i hide it every day all day long i feel like i want to cry but i cant im scared of so many things right now i want someone to love me i want to be someones baby girl i miss having a mom i wish...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Sep 28, 2011

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    My Father Wouldn't Let Them

    After mom, may she rest in peace, succumbed to cancer when i was sixteen months, my brother four months, her mom and also my father's brother's family wanted to raise us but my father wouldn't allow it. So instead, he and our stepmother showed us how unloved and unwanted we were...
    eleanorssong eleanorssong 56-60, F 2 Responses Dec 5, 2011

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    Nobody Rescued Me

    My parents split up when I was around 5-6 years old. It was after the split when my mother's abuse of us kids began. (my story of her abuse can be found in the group titled "I hate my mother"). MANY is the time that I wished someone would have come along and save me. Take me away...
    wishiwasabrady wishiwasabrady 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 29, 2012

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    Someone Should Just Intervene..

    When people knowww already that there is something going on. I don't think I should've had to save myself, I don't think children should have to explicitly inform someone in authority, when others already know from seeing the obvious signs. Children feel too scared to tell...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 16, 2012

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    Neighbor Watched

    One day a neighbor watched me, six years old, get beat with a belt. The neighbor objected to how hard I had been hit and left. She never returned but I heard that she said she could not do anything, but she could not watch. You could have done something. A telephone call would...
    thebelthurtsbad thebelthurtsbad 41-45, M 3 Responses Oct 27, 2012

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    A Psychotic, A Tyrant, And A Bully All Rolled Into One

    This is VERY lengthy, so please bear with me here. My Mother, simply put, is the meanest, angriest, most unpleasant person I know. She is a psychotic, a tyrant, and a bully all rolled into one. My parents split up when I was around 5-6 years old. I'm not exactly sure of the year...
    wishiwasabrady wishiwasabrady 41-45, M 2 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    But Then Again...

    Sometimes I do wish that , but then.. I know that if I hadn't been through all those awful experiences then I wouldn't have been able to relate so well to the pain of others who have had or are having similar or related experiences.. So I wouldn't have been able to do something...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 6 Responses Jun 16, 2012

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    I wish someone would've stepped in.

    I wish my father had gotten arrested. I wish that I had been fed. I wish I had been strong enough to kill my step mother. Most of all I wish somebody had saved me. I was trapped and barely fed and now I have PTSD. It's hard to find a boyfriend willing to stay through flashbacks...
    kill4love kill4love 16-17, M 3 Responses May 26

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    Someone Should've Interviened

    I was assured that worse things would happen to me if I told anyone what was going on at home. I was told that when children are taken away from their parents they are put with all the bad boys and that older boys, teenagers would rape me. It should have been taken out of my...
    demonizd demonizd 31-35, M 6 Responses Jul 1, 2010

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    Proetective Service

    were told by a teacher at school something was going on the talked wityh my mother and father the same as they did with the other 4 kids from the baby sitter nothing was done but the abuse at home got worst i do not know for sure what my girl friends mother used but my parents...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 3, 2011

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    Let Down

    What hurts me so much is that I told people in the words of a child, what was going on, and no one did anything, or did not do enough to put a stop to it all.  Then I read my school reports not so long ago, and all the signs were there, how I'd become introvert, sullen...
    sweetdeanie sweetdeanie 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2010

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    Why I Am So Mad At That No One Helped Me?

      but all of my family, teachers, and mothers friend saw all the signs of emotional and physical abuse and I told them about  the incidents and yet they did nothing. There was a few times DCF came when I was younger, I heard there was a case since moms best friends husband...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 1, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    and I would find her and fall in love with her. we would have our happily ever after....
    Alexacutie Alexacutie 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I Want Someone To Kill Me.. After contemplating suicide for several years now and being unable to find a quick, painless way... I think being murdered is the answer.
    hopetodie hopetodie 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 10

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    I hate to cry when I get mad. When I confront someone when I'm mad it seems like they won't take me seriously bc I'm crying. When I'm actually I'm pi$$ed.
    Gingerl1652 Gingerl1652 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    i want to write something but i don't know what to write it doesnt feel worth anyones time but i guess i'm curious... my mind isn't in order everything is such a mess. i don't know...
    CuriosityTheCat CuriosityTheCat 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I love the idea of witches apprentices A lot of the time new witches don't know what they are doing and old witches just look at them and say "figure it out yourself" It's true...
    lostwonderingsoul lostwonderingsoul 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I want the boy I fell in love who told me I wasn't pretty enough to feel the pain I felt that day and months I want him to fall in love with a gorgeous girl and then have her tell...
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    Every day is a horror. I can't control the thoughts in my head; I replay trauma and conflict over and over. I have to drown it out by watching 12 hours of a TV a day. I rarely...
    MEngineer MEngineer 26-30 6 Responses a week ago

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    I was at a neighborhood pool, swimming when I was in High school. It was a day like all the others . I just happened to look over where I was swimming and there was a young kid...
    libbielane libbielane 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    In high school my friend witnessed his uncle, whom he was very close with, commit suicide by shooting himself in the head with a shotgun. He saw everything, when he came back to...
    Anderson087 Anderson087 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I was kidnapped in my dream again!!! I was supposedly abducted when I was eight years old. And in my dream I was 19 and I was supposed to take care of a younger girl. We were...
    HollyD23 HollyD23 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Anti-psychotics do not take away psychosis in ALL people. I know this because I apparently have psychosis and doctors and nurses have shoved anti-psychotics down my throat for...
    gwyschleff gwyschleff 13-15, F Jun 29

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    Athletic Bilbao continued their march towards UEFA Champions League football next season using a dominant 3-0 home victory over Malaga. Aritz Aduriz scored at the start of each...
    mmogooglegame mmogooglegame 22-25, M Jul 7

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    It's wasn't that big But I stopped like 2 of friends from getting ran over The first one we were walking n the bus was pulling out and I ran to the over side but she was just...
    Hiddenamoungus Hiddenamoungus 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I saved my cousins life I risked mine. My grandpa hit a tree with a golf cart it fell over my cousin fell but I picked him up and keep running
    maddie711 maddie711 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    This is me! I just don't want kids it's simple for me and I don't understand why me not wanting kids has an effect on others.
    SophieBabe20 SophieBabe20 18-21, F a week ago

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    I feel so proud of myself I just talked my friend out of committing suicide I walked in with her dad's gun in her hand at her chest and it took a lot of work to do but we worked...
    Excuseme1357 Excuseme1357 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    Her Boyfriend was beating her I'm in the hospital but I think he was gonna rape her i went to help her he shot me then he lites the place on fire i didn't give up the woman was...
    Drags700 Drags700 26-30 a week ago

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    Larry and I were 12 years old and went fishing down to the creek about a half mile away. There had been heavy rains and we were told not to go because the creek was full to the...
    luv2fish luv2fish 56-60, M 6 days ago

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    Me and my older cousin used to be best friends. We did everything together as kids and we were so close. Now he'll barely spare me a glance, and when we're in the same house, he'll...
    weby667 weby667 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Without going into too much detail....from last September until about February or March was one of the darkest periods of my life for exactly this reason. My husband, people I had...
    Env06 Env06 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    One night I was sitting at home watching TV and I heard the noise of the door handle rattling, I went to look and when I arrived at the door handle it stopped. I disregarded it and...
    mikes930 mikes930 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I spend more time with my niece than her parents do. They both work full time jobs and I babysit all the time. Don't get me wrong I love that little girl but it gets ridiculous...
    deiysianahi deiysianahi 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I would rather someone be honest with me than lie because they don't want to admit the truth. In the end that would hurt less.
    curiousgirl1214 curiousgirl1214 26-30, F a week ago

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    I've always loved girls that are really big or getting bigger, though all I've had when it comes to dating are girls that are not only kinda thin, but still striving to lose weight...
    boopagloop boopagloop 18-21, M Jul 10