I wish that they knew that every time I smiled , I was crying inside ,every time I reapplied my mask ,it killed me further and every time I said I was okay ,I died a little bit...
Me: Get on Skype with me :)
C: Cant I'm to busy talking to my gf.
Me: But we always Skype on the weekends....
C: Ya but she is my gf.
C: Maybe next weekend.
Me: Just forget...
I had the worce day ever my dog got rushed into the vets then when to the options and they said thay wanted to do drops and will probably need glasses
The only reason is because no one in my life is supporting me and I need that to go through with this I don't have a great support system at home.
I need to escape from this mess and darkness. I really don't give a damn if someone stabs me or blows my head off... Go ahead. Do it. Do me a favor. Just kill me now. Come find me...
i feel like a shadow when talking to someone i cared about. it was like people hated me and still said i was a friend
Sometimes when you find someone you can be this way towards.. It just feels amazing x3
I hear talk.
I want someone.
I would plan on visiting if I got word.
Oh, if only it were mutual.