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I Wish Someone Would Kill Me Now

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    I just feel like total creep now.

    ( ._.) Considering I was Facebook stalking this person and I accidentally liked their picture from 7 months ago. >.> I think I'll just go crawl in a hole and die now.
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M 5 Responses Feb 21

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    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    I Don't Know What To Do...

    This will be the first time I've told someone... I've been diagnosed with depression and am taking pills for it, I have recently lost my sister to suicide and my dad has been missing in the army for a few years now, my mum is severely anorexic and is in hospital most of the time...
    NeverLetThemWin NeverLetThemWin 18-21, F 25 Responses Aug 19, 2012

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    I Can'T Handle Anymore Life

    Everytime I try to do something someone knocks me down and wont let me back up.. And i can feel myself trying but I can't do it.. I don't feel very needed in the world, I honestly feel like I am nothing and that i can't do anything right. No one likes me and the only people that...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    Of course it never happens to me.

    You hear about such things on the news of course and you think to yourself "darn, lucky person". I want to be free.
    NotgoingsoloAus NotgoingsoloAus 18-21, M Dec 31, 2014

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    Haymaple Haymaple 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    is anyone near Alabama

    that would kill me? I want to die but I'm too much of a coward.
    sweettlc sweettlc 22-25, F Jun 30

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    Many times I have wished to die even

    as a child Iso manty times,I"m at number thirty of trying to kill myself,sometimes I wish someone would just shoot me yea I help others but I never ask for anything nor want anything but to die was three when I first wanted not to live,I even tried to run away from home till I...
    anangelwithbrokenwings anangelwithbrokenwings 22-25, F 5 Responses May 26, 2014

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    I am too much of a coward to do it myself.

    .. This life doesn't need me
    AnonymousSigh AnonymousSigh 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 1, 2014

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    Falling Down Is Easy, Getting Up Is Hard.

    To start out im 15, and my problems are endless. i dont know how to keep living this life because i dont want to hurt anymore. Ive had Manic depression since an early age, and things just get worse. I cant be around people much because of social anxiety and i have PTDS. When i...
    asolas asolas 16-17, F 15 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 19

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    I survived childhood cancer

    and I wish I didn't. Why live as a slave to money, forced to work an entire lifetime with nothing to show for it? Now, I'm in my 30's and it's almost been a decade since I felt a woman's warm embrace. There is nothing for me to live for, no-one to live for. Dying from lukemia...
    LifeisCancer LifeisCancer 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    I'm having such severe panic attacks lately.

    So bad I feel like I'm gonna die. Its like my throat closes up and I can't breathe... Oh wait I forgot no one give a ****.
    SkinnImIn SkinnImIn 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 23, 2014

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    In bed all the time because of my disease.

    . I can't get away. And I would have nowhere to go anyway. This world has become so horrible. Everyone suing for everything. People lying. And ruining medical help I need because no dr wants to get sued. So thank you to all the druggies, and liars who ruin it for honest people.
    Karmacaughtme Karmacaughtme 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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    If a friend of mine who said "me too" Really

    wants killed... She knows who she is... I can in a way obligue... Let us meet. Let me hold you, embrace you. Let me do my best to treat you like a LADY. THIS is how I see you. What this has to do with murder? Simple... Your self doubt would be suffocated and the only reason you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 27

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    I'd Pay For My Death.

    I wish I could find someone that would be willing to end my life, I seriously would pay A LOT of money for it. I don't even care how they do it anymore... I think I'd rather have someone else do it then myself...it's not even that, I just don't want to be alone at the time of my...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 18 Responses Jun 24, 2011

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    End

    If someone put a gun to my head now, I would smile and thank him. It would definitely be a good thing to everyone if I died. They wouldn't have to worry about me any more. And I wouldn't have a chance to hurt them.  Besides, I have a feeling that I am...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 54 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    Omfg kill me now ahhhhhh someone shoot me idc

    anymore I just want to die life isn't worth living
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 16-17, F Jun 19

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    I wsh someone would kill me know

    so i die I want to be shout
    hopetodie hopetodie 51-55, M Jul 20

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    Can I just die now please?

    Please? I'm actually begging I don't even believe in God so who the heck am I talking to idk idc someone just kill me! Do it in my sleep or do it through torture I don't mind but if you chose torture don't take too long not because I don't like or can't stand it just because I...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 16-17, F 10 Responses Apr 27

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    I know I need help...

    But I don't know who I can trust.....
    jaywu jaywu 13-15, M Jul 31

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    im a failure,,,,they rejected me.

    ...how i wish someone would kill me now.....
    redre22 redre22 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 10

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    I feel like just giving up on life.

    I got hospitalized for depression and I am still miserable
    Cammy1317 Cammy1317 13-15, F 3 Responses May 14

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    Pain Too Much To Bear

    Where do I start...I hate my life at the moment.  You wouldn't know it from the outside, but I am falling apart and have been for quite sometime.  I am on the verge of losing my house, business, and cars.  To make matters wose hubby is a cocaine addict who blames...
    Addictswife Addictswife 41-45, F 35 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    Destroyedandgone Destroyedandgone 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    For real it seems like everything is going to

    sh*t. My grades are terrible, my parents are disappointed, I'm not getting anything for Christmas or my birthday, and now I have no one to talk to just pull the trigger already
    thedon21 thedon21 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    hopetodie hopetodie 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I Just Dont Have A Clue What To Do Any More Im At The End Of The Cliff And Ready To Jump

    Well  to start it off i have had a pretty rough life  parents are complete crap  my mother has been pretty much apsent  threw out my entire life and when i did  go to see her she  never stayed for long it was always to go  to the bar or get...
    akimbox akimbox 26-30, M 9 Responses Jun 27, 2010

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    I want to die, all I feel is emptiness

    and pain, someone please end my suffering, I beg of u. I don't want to have to fake it anymore, I want to smile, I want to feel like I'm not worthless, I want to feel happy, because I'm crying and I'm dying.
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    Why?

    Kill me now please this life im living is not worth any ****! trust me what i've been thru. Its worthless s hell i'm worthless like my family has told me i can't do anything in life thats right no one cares about me or loves my and no my family doesnt not even my friends there...
    MoonPrincessLuna MoonPrincessLuna 18-21, F 17 Responses Aug 12, 2012

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    I have a broken car no money

    for rent or my four other bills due. I am a failure at life can some just kill me now.
    Draconc89 Draconc89 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I want to give up,but I don't want to fail at

    it again.How can I go for sure?
    smashancy smashancy 16-17, F 7 Responses Jun 3, 2014

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    XxBellabixtch49xX XxBellabixtch49xX 13-15, F 7 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    My Life.

    Ever since I can remember my father has beaten my mother, physically beaten me and my sisters, raped my grandmother and yet still, my mother refuse to leave him... My parents are alcholics and my sister has bulimi and my other sister used to be beaten by her ex.. I barely have...
    Mjaah Mjaah 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    Sick And Tired

    i hate myself and my life! just got out of prison and am still on parole living with family that i havent seen in19 years. i dont know them they dont know me... im staying with my uncle and we fight. he wanted me to come hear..last night he got in my face and told me to shut my...
    waytostressed waytostressed 26-30, M 18 Responses Jan 4, 2010

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    I constantly am reminded

    that Life is harder than Death. I should have died while I was doing Chemo. It is so hard to Live. I Wish Someone Would Kill ME Now.
    mooname mooname 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2014

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    I Guess I Should ... Could Really Use A Little Advice

    I've been consistently suicidal for nearly twelve years running and have been suicidal since ten. Grew up in an abusive home, but seems a touch different from a lot of the other stories I read. I have a step dad and a mum. My read dad is apparently dead, but I never met him...
    cillianonymous cillianonymous 22-25 7 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    gypsyprince gypsyprince 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 3, 2014

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    Just Let Me Go

    I'm too weak to do it myself I'm too tired to stay here alone too sick of watching everyone get theirs, watching the world fall down from the sky and in to their lap all they have to do is grab on and enjoy the ride I'm too dizzy from chasing the latest idea to come from...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 24 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    godsgab828 godsgab828 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2014

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    If only I were so lucky.

    Although, I'd only wish it if I got to decide the weapon of choice. A quick shot to the head would be ideal. Why? 1. So I wouldn't have to do it myself. 2. So I wouldn't bring tears or pain to anyone's life anymore. 3. So I wouldn't have to live the rest of my miserable life...
    Bethstar Bethstar 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    Fuckit9 Fuckit9 18-21, M 1 Response May 7

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    Wishful thinking at best haha especially in my

    country there aren't many nutters or crazies with guns, so I guess I'll be waiting a long time ha.
    tangledweb94 tangledweb94 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    Just buy a gun and pull the trigger

    and it will be all over. No more pain, suffering, endless crying, misery, and the list goes on and on.......
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    The Aokigahara forest in Japan - called "the

    perfect place to die," has the distinction of the world's most popular place to take one's life. Since the 1950s, Japanese businessmen have wandered in, and at least 500 of them haven't wandered out. Its by mount Fugi so the lava rock messes with compasses. Those who havnt...
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 26-30 2 Responses Dec 3, 2014

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    my two cousins came down

    and there 3 and 5 and their driving me nuts
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 7

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