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I Wish Someone Would Kill Me Now

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    Hhmm......i have no idea - if the word is describing it because i am myself not really sure on what i feel actually, i feel so numb and hollow inside me like there is no feeling...
    scarfire scarfire 18-21 1 Response Dec 12, 2013

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    I Didn't Choose This Life, Why Shouldn't I Be Able To End It? - I came to this site, as kind of literally, and figuratively being at the end of my rope. Yes, I want to die. I have...
    5150aries 5150aries 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 1, 2013

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    Death is my only wish - . Someone please grant it...
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila 13-15, F 6 Responses Jan 19

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    All my life - , I've felt unwanted , like something is wrong with me . I ask myself what it could be , and why I'm not important enough for people to stay in my life . My dad...
    MirahThooo MirahThooo 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    I've never felt so unhappy in my life - . I've never felt so hopeless. My number one wish right now is for it to all be over.
    mintnation mintnation 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 9

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    I want to kill myself - or someone kill me tonight
    Khowther Khowther 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    I Would Like For Someone To Kill Me And Just Walk Away. - My 14 yrs old son died april 18th last year my husband divorced me and I am in so much pain nothing is working I want to...
    paine8417 paine8417 31-35 4 Responses Mar 20, 2011

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    Yes somebody,anyone,kill me -
    AmberLovesRabbits AmberLovesRabbits 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 20

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    Bring It To An End... - -There comes a time in every man's life, when he must admit defeat. To everything, there must come an end. ...but not to me. Never to me. No matter how...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 22-25, M 3 Responses May 5, 2013

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    I Can'T Handle Anymore Life - Everytime I try to do something someone knocks me down and wont let me back up.. And i can feel myself trying but I can't do it.. I don't feel very...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    I have never cut myself - , nor tried to commit suicide in a serious way, but considered it many times. I don't want to be a "selfish, egoistic, mean" person, "the son they lost to...
    dysfori dysfori 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    The Story Of Us - When I first met you, I thought you were cute. We talked, during that time I felt myself began to get happy. For once. Tonight you said, "I'm ending it all...
    hopeless101 hopeless101 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    I Just Dont Have A Clue What To Do Any More Im At The End Of The Cliff And Ready To Jump - Well  to start it off i have had a pretty rough life  parents are complete...
    akimbox akimbox 26-30, M 10 Responses Jun 27, 2010

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    13 Wishes - 1. I wish I would have told my mom my babysitter raped me. 2. I wish I had friends. 3. I wish I could always smile like the pretty girls. 4. I wish I was pretty...
    cheygal10 cheygal10 18-21 1 Response Oct 14, 2013

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    End - If someone put a gun to my head now, I would smile and thank him. It would definitely be a good thing to everyone if I died. They wouldn't have to worry...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 53 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    I Wish It Was Over - My life has never been easy.  As a child I witnessed my parents fighting constantly.  They argued and would beat eachother.  They made no effort...
    lunacris lunacris 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 9, 2010

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    I Don'T Want To Be Here - I'm not happy. I'm never happy in my own home. I don't fit in anywhere. I'm lonely and hurt. Everyday I feel less and less important. I wonder if I...
    Deadlyfallen Deadlyfallen 18-21, F 16 Responses Aug 4, 2013

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    I'd Pay For My Death. - I wish I could find someone that would be willing to end my life, I seriously would pay A LOT of money for it. I don't even care how they do it anymore... I...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 16 Responses Jun 24, 2011

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    What is the point of everything? It is - ould I put up with the pain and suffer? It's so much easier to just die... It is so hard to go through the same sh*t every day... It hurts...
    Teodora27 Teodora27 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    People Hate Me So Much - I can't even say HI w/o being @ risk for arrest. I'd rather be dead than to be tortured in the hands of the law. Seriously! My family hates me because...
    otad12 otad12 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 17, 2009

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    I Want A Fantasy Killer - I don't know why I have these thoughts but I want someone to kill me. I fantasize about it, I have clinical depression. I have a great family, friends, I...
    Sproully36 Sproully36 26-30 7 Responses Sep 25, 2011

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    dead inside hope to find the meaning to... - pain feeling worthless thoughts of only the always dark places in my life meaning nothing dreaming screaming begging and pleading...
    Nickinobunny Nickinobunny 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    How Can Life Be So Unfair? - bahh i always get hurt, thanks f-ck yeah, im ugly and many ppl think im worthless alright, but im more than what i seem (thats what i always think...
    HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 22, 2012

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    Falling Down Is Easy, Getting Up Is Hard. - To start out im 15, and my problems are endless. i dont know how to keep living this life because i dont want to hurt anymore. Ive had...
    asolas asolas 16-17, F 14 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    To The Land Of The Living - I 'm broken. Nobody can tell though. In the outside world I smile...I guess more for their sake than mine. Seeing me smile makes them happy. It's always...
    orchid00 orchid00 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    Somebody please talk to me -
    angelofdeath668 angelofdeath668 13-15, M 6 Responses Feb 1

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    In bed all the time because of my disease - . . I can't get away. And I would have nowhere to go anyway. This world has become so horrible. Everyone suing for everything. People...
    Karmacaughtme Karmacaughtme 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Why? - I don't want to trouble others I don't want to be a burden But I can't keep this inside I have to let it out. I've run to everyone I could for help People act nice but...
    sebastianxciel21 sebastianxciel21 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2013

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    I Don't Know What To Do... - This will be the first time I've told someone... I've been diagnosed with depression and am taking pills for it, I have recently lost my sister to...
    NeverLetThemWin NeverLetThemWin 18-21, F 23 Responses Aug 19, 2012

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    Sometimes I just think it would be easier - than all this pain. Even if I have thoughts on suicide it's not a good way to go, I would rather someone killed me.
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 7

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    Not sure that I wish it.... It's more like I ... - like I don't really care if it happens. Kind of fearless about it to the point of being reckless.
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    Solace - You try to let it go but you cant lose your grip you want to forget but you need to remember It eats at you; your body,your mind,your heart, your soul Your dying inside...
    Nickinobunny Nickinobunny 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2013

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    It Is My Fault - I met my wife and liked her okay. She chased me and I liked it. Eventually we started seeing each other. She started being really angry, I new she had gone through...
    getup84 getup84 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 14, 2013

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    I'm Too Young For This. - My dad has never done a great job of making either me or my siblings feel loved and safe, and up until this year, he's never even tried. My mother has a...
    BlueRealta BlueRealta 18-21 1 Response Oct 28, 2011

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    My Personality Is Disordered. On The Border Of Life And Death. - People say that suicide is selfish, but screw them! Guilting me into living because they will miss me...that's...
    ShallowEndings ShallowEndings 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2013

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    I have wanted to die - for a long time. When I was younger I started to put myself in dangerous situations, hoping that something bad would happen and that I'd never go home again...
    nuttyduck nuttyduck 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2013

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    I Wish Someone Would Kill Me! - Awful thing to say, right? In my heart maybe, in my head it makes complete sense. I mean if someone else did it, it'd be over and I wouldn't have...
    Bonch82 Bonch82 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2013

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    Evaporating - I wish I could evaporate like water from this place called earth,Sometimes I wish I could pay someone to kill me,I just don't want to be here,There is no point...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Message me your story - , ill listen, i cant promise ill be able to help but i can promise i can relate, dont suffer alone, lets suffer together
    angelofdeath668 angelofdeath668 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    Pain Too Much To Bear - Where do I start...I hate my life at the moment.  You wouldn't know it from the outside, but I am falling apart and have been for quite sometime...
    Addictswife Addictswife 41-45, F 36 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    I don't believe in that law of attraction.<br... - Because if it was real I would have been dead a long time ago. I don't want to live in this ****. Life is so stupid, only...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    Something I Once Learned... - "Suicide isn't cowardly. I'll tell you what is cowardly; treating people so badly that they want to end their lives."
    cheygal10 cheygal10 18-21 1 Response Mar 26, 2013

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    My Life. - Ever since I can remember my father has beaten my mother, physically beaten me and my sisters, raped my grandmother and yet still, my mother refuse to leave him... My...
    Mjaah Mjaah 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I Guess I Should ... Could Really Use A Little Advice - I've been consistently suicidal for nearly twelve years running and have been suicidal since ten. Grew up in an abusive...
    cillianonymous cillianonymous 22-25 7 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    Cant Stop Crying - Forget this Sh*t.. im done! I can't do it!
    cheygal10 cheygal10 18-21 Oct 14, 2013

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    I honestly hold back this all the time - . I want to yell in someone's face that I don't care, shoot me, stab me, hit me with a car. Just stop giving me this same "you mean nothing...
    IAimForHonor IAimForHonor 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 24

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    Why? - Kill me now please this life im living is not worth any ****! trust me what i've been thru. Its worthless s hell i'm worthless like my family has told me i can't do anything...
    GoAskBetty GoAskBetty 18-21, F 18 Responses Aug 12, 2012

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    I have no fear - . Life is harder than death and in death I am not weak I am brave to face what awaits me on the other side.
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 14

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    I just want to feel the blade - , go threw me. Slowly killing me fading away. I don't want to live anymore in this world where I'm worthless,****** up and misjudged i can just go...
    Emmacvdk Emmacvdk 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Heartbroken - This is a complicated story to tell, but I would first like to thank the people who took the time to read it, your support is greatly appreciated. I am a 23 year old...
    MarioPeach MarioPeach 22-25 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    From Tyke To Dyke, The Story Of A World Gone Bad - No one said life would be fair, well except for the same grade school teachers that taught us Columbus discovered America. "Now...
    killmenowplease killmenowplease 26-30 7 Responses