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I Wish Someone Would Kill Me Now

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    Kill me now please this life im living is not worth any ****! trust me what i've been thru. Its worthless s hell i'm worthless like my family has told me i can't do anything in life thats right no one cares about me or loves my and no my family doesnt not even my friends there...
    GoAskBetty GoAskBetty 18-21, F 18 Responses Aug 12, 2012

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    I Would Like For Someone To Kill Me And Just Walk Away.

    My 14 yrs old son died april 18th last year my husband divorced me and I am in so much pain nothing is working I want to be with my baby. If you have a erge to kill I am right here in dallas ga, can you give my address and everything. please help
    paine8417 paine8417 31-35 4 Responses Mar 20, 2011

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    Solace

    You try to let it go but you cant lose your grip you want to forget but you need to remember It eats at you; your body,your mind,your heart, your soul Your dying inside drowning falling screaming,begging,pleading The only solace is the blades that draw the blood but that pain...
    Nickinobunny Nickinobunny 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2013

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    I'd Pay For My Death.

    I wish I could find someone that would be willing to end my life, I seriously would pay A LOT of money for it. I don't even care how they do it anymore... I think I'd rather have someone else do it then myself...it's not even that, I just don't want to be alone at the time of my...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 16 Responses Jun 24, 2011

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    dead inside hope to find the meaning to my

    pain feeling worthless thoughts of only the always dark places in my life meaning nothing dreaming screaming begging and pleading just kill me already
    Nickinobunny Nickinobunny 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    In bed all the time because of my disease.

    . I can't get away. And I would have nowhere to go anyway. This world has become so horrible. Everyone suing for everything. People lying. And ruining medical help I need because no dr wants to get sued. So thank you to all the druggies, and liars who ruin it for honest people.
    Karmacaughtme Karmacaughtme 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    I just want to feel the blade,

    go threw me. Slowly killing me fading away. I don't want to live anymore in this world where I'm worthless,****** up and misjudged i can just go on and on. So Please just kill me now
    Emmacvdk Emmacvdk 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    The Story Of Us

    When I first met you, I thought you were cute. We talked, during that time I felt myself began to get happy. For once. Tonight you said, "I'm ending it all tonight. " When I read this my heart shattered. Wouldn't be lovely to switch spots with you. I would die and you would live...
    hopeless101 hopeless101 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    I honestly hold back this all the time.

    I want to yell in someone's face that I don't care, shoot me, stab me, hit me with a car. Just stop giving me this same "you mean nothing treatment." But that freaks people out. I shouted in several times for someone to kill me. I really just hope I die somehow. People's non...
    IAimForHonor IAimForHonor 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 24

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    Something I Once Learned...

    "Suicide isn't cowardly. I'll tell you what is cowardly; treating people so badly that they want to end their lives."
    cheygal10 cheygal10 18-21 1 Response Mar 26, 2013

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    I Can'T Handle Anymore Life

    Everytime I try to do something someone knocks me down and wont let me back up.. And i can feel myself trying but I can't do it.. I don't feel very needed in the world, I honestly feel like I am nothing and that i can't do anything right. No one likes me and the only people that...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    I want to kill myself

    or someone kill me tonight
    Khowther Khowther 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    I Wish It Was Over

    My life has never been easy.  As a child I witnessed my parents fighting constantly.  They argued and would beat eachother.  They made no effort to hide this from me, they were so selfish in that way.  I was exposed to such horrid sights, things nobody should...
    lunacris lunacris 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 9, 2010

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    I Want A Fantasy Killer

    I don't know why I have these thoughts but I want someone to kill me. I fantasize about it, I have clinical depression. I have a great family, friends, I don't have money problems, I have a good job, I live in a great place. All in all I have a great life. But I am restricted, I...
    Sproully36 Sproully36 26-30 7 Responses Sep 25, 2011

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    13 Wishes

    1. I wish I would have told my mom my babysitter raped me. 2. I wish I had friends. 3. I wish I could always smile like the pretty girls. 4. I wish I was pretty... 5. I wish I would have told my her husbands a p3dophile. 6. I wish I would of never got with the man who...
    cheygal10 cheygal10 18-21 1 Response Oct 14, 2013

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    Sometimes I just think it would be easier

    than all this pain. Even if I have thoughts on suicide it's not a good way to go, I would rather someone killed me.
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 7

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    How Can Life Be So Unfair?

    bahh i always get hurt, thanks f-ck yeah, im ugly and many ppl think im worthless alright, but im more than what i seem (thats what i always think) well at least i can play guitar, its the only hope i know for now my dream is to be a great guitarist like Zackyy V, he is my fav...
    HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 22, 2012

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    Pain Too Much To Bear

    Where do I start...I hate my life at the moment.  You wouldn't know it from the outside, but I am falling apart and have been for quite sometime.  I am on the verge of losing my house, business, and cars.  To make matters wose hubby is a cocaine addict who blames...
    Addictswife Addictswife 41-45, F 36 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    I don't believe in that law of attraction.

    Because if it was real I would have been dead a long time ago. I don't want to live in this ****. Life is so stupid, only wanted when we are productive, pleasing, and harmless. I've been wanting to die for so long. I really despise this life and I don't know how people find...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    Heartbroken

    This is a complicated story to tell, but I would first like to thank the people who took the time to read it, your support is greatly appreciated. I am a 23 year old young man who had his entire life ahead of him, who always had a plan. Then she came into my life. This beautiful...
    MarioPeach MarioPeach 22-25 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    From Tyke To Dyke, The Story Of A World Gone Bad

    No one said life would be fair, well except for the same grade school teachers that taught us Columbus discovered America. "Now, play fair kids..." always coming out of their mouths. If you've ever experienced life, you know that if you aren't aggressive, the you can expect to be...
    killmenowplease killmenowplease 26-30 7 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    End

    If someone put a gun to my head now, I would smile and thank him. It would definitely be a good thing to everyone if I died. They wouldn't have to worry about me any more. And I wouldn't have a chance to hurt them.  Besides, I have a feeling that I am...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 53 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    angelofdeath668 angelofdeath668 13-15, M 6 Responses Feb 1

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    I Guess I Should ... Could Really Use A Little Advice

    I've been consistently suicidal for nearly twelve years running and have been suicidal since ten. Grew up in an abusive home, but seems a touch different from a lot of the other stories I read. I have a step dad and a mum. My read dad is apparently dead, but I never met him...
    cillianonymous cillianonymous 22-25 7 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    Not sure that I wish it.

    ... It's more like I don't really care if it happens. Kind of fearless about it to the point of being reckless.
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    What is the point of everything?

    Why would I put up with the pain and suffer? It's so much easier to just die... It is so hard to go through the same sh*t every day... It hurts.. But I just can't kill myself.. I wanted, but then I start thinking about my friends and family, how are they going to deal with my...
    Teodora27 Teodora27 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    Cant Stop Crying

    Forget this Sh*t.. im done! I can't do it!
    cheygal10 cheygal10 18-21 Oct 14, 2013

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    My Personality Is Disordered. On The Border Of Life And Death.

    People say that suicide is selfish, but screw them! Guilting me into living because they will miss me...that's selfish! I am miserable, I cant do anything right, no job, no home, no one to love or love me back. No future. This is it for me, I am falling and I want it to end. They...
    ShallowEndings ShallowEndings 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2013

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    I Didn't Choose This Life, Why Shouldn't I Be Able To End It?

    I came to this site, as kind of literally, and figuratively being at the end of my rope. Yes, I want to die. I have tried to commit suicide, obviously unsuccessfully, multiple times, begged to whatever, whoever there is out there that is suppose to listen to take me off of this...
    5150aries 5150aries 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 1, 2013

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    I have no fear. Life is harder

    than death and in death I am not weak I am brave to face what awaits me on the other side.
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 14

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    Falling Down Is Easy, Getting Up Is Hard.

    To start out im 15, and my problems are endless. i dont know how to keep living this life because i dont want to hurt anymore. Ive had Manic depression since an early age, and things just get worse. I cant be around people much because of social anxiety and i have PTDS. When i...
    asolas asolas 16-17, F 14 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    I've never felt so unhappy in my life.

    I've never felt so hopeless. My number one wish right now is for it to all be over.
    mintnation mintnation 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 9

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    People Hate Me So Much

    I can't even say HI w/o being @ risk for arrest. I'd rather be dead than to be tortured in the hands of the law. Seriously! My family hates me because of my disability, & all I gotta do is say HI once, & they'll lie on me, saying I was trying to flirt & was...
    otad12 otad12 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 17, 2009

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    Hhmm......i have no idea

    if the word is describing it because i am myself not really sure on what i feel actually, i feel so numb and hollow inside me like there is no feeling at all just like i am already dead inside.....in this year i have gain so may experience some of them good but most of them...
    scarfire scarfire 18-21 1 Response Dec 12, 2013

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    Death is my only wish.

    Someone please grant it...
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila 13-15, F 6 Responses Jan 19

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    I Wish Someone Would Kill Me!

    Awful thing to say, right? In my heart maybe, in my head it makes complete sense. I mean if someone else did it, it'd be over and I wouldn't have the so called suicide shame. Whatever that is. This should be easy for a non-God fearing person. I lost my faith years ago, when...
    Bonch82 Bonch82 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2013

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    I feel like im going to have a nervous

    breakdown. :( someone please help
    96dixiegirl 96dixiegirl 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    All my life , I've felt unwanted ,

    like something is wrong with me . I ask myself what it could be , and why I'm not important enough for people to stay in my life . My dad walked out before I was old enough to even start pre-k . I have siblings I haven't even met . Everyone that I Love ends up leaving me . I...
    MirahThooo MirahThooo 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    AmberLovesRabbits AmberLovesRabbits 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 20

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    allanrufus allanrufus 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    I'm Too Young For This.

    My dad has never done a great job of making either me or my siblings feel loved and safe, and up until this year, he's never even tried. My mother has a lifetime of her own problems. Whenever I have an issue, my mother goes into a tangent about how horrible her life is. A few of...
    BlueRealta BlueRealta 18-21 1 Response Oct 28, 2011

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    It Is My Fault

    I met my wife and liked her okay. She chased me and I liked it. Eventually we started seeing each other. She started being really angry, I new she had gone through tough times (she was abused as a child) but it was getting to be too much. Then during a fight (over nothing) she...
    getup84 getup84 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 14, 2013

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    I constantly am reminded

    that Life is harder than Death. I should have died while I was doing Chemo. It is so hard to Live. I Wish Someone Would Kill ME Now.
    mooname mooname 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    Evaporating

    I wish I could evaporate like water from this place called earth,Sometimes I wish I could pay someone to kill me,I just don't want to be here,There is no point whatsoever but randomly looking for what is not there,Depth.
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    I Don't Know What To Do...

    This will be the first time I've told someone... I've been diagnosed with depression and am taking pills for it, I have recently lost my sister to suicide and my dad has been missing in the army for a few years now, my mum is severely anorexic and is in hospital most of the time...
    NeverLetThemWin NeverLetThemWin 18-21, F 23 Responses Aug 19, 2012

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    I have never cut myself,

    nor tried to commit suicide in a serious way, but considered it many times. I don't want to be a "selfish, egoistic, mean" person, "the son they lost to suicide". It's so much better if it looks like an accident or a murder. I just dream about it, when I am getting older, if...
    dysfori dysfori 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    Bring It To An End...

    -There comes a time in every man's life, when he must admit defeat. To everything, there must come an end. ...but not to me. Never to me. No matter how many times life beats me down. No matter how may times I have lost sight of hope. I can never see the end. And in a way, people...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 22-25, M 3 Responses May 5, 2013

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    Message me your story,

    ill listen, i cant promise ill be able to help but i can promise i can relate, dont suffer alone, lets suffer together
    angelofdeath668 angelofdeath668 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    I Don'T Want To Be Here

    I'm not happy. I'm never happy in my own home. I don't fit in anywhere. I'm lonely and hurt. Everyday I feel less and less important. I wonder if I actually left would anyone care. I'm so done with everything. I just want out.
    Deadlyfallen Deadlyfallen 18-21, F 16 Responses Aug 4, 2013

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    Why?

    I don't want to trouble others I don't want to be a burden But I can't keep this inside I have to let it out. I've run to everyone I could for help People act nice but inside they hate me Why? I don't understand I've always been nice. I'd never hurt anyone unless they hurt me...
    sebastianxciel21 sebastianxciel21 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2013

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    My Life.

    Ever since I can remember my father has beaten my mother, physically beaten me and my sisters, raped my grandmother and yet still, my mother refuse to leave him... My parents are alcholics and my sister has bulimi and my other sister used to be beaten by her ex.. I barely have...
    Mjaah Mjaah 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I Just Dont Have A Clue What To Do Any More Im At The End Of The Cliff And Ready To Jump

    Well  to start it off i have had a pretty rough life  parents are complete crap  my mother has been pretty much apsent  threw out my entire life and when i did  go to see her she  never stayed for long it was always to go  to the bar or get...
    akimbox akimbox 26-30, M 10 Responses Jun 27, 2010

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    To The Land Of The Living

    I 'm broken. Nobody can tell though. In the outside world I smile...I guess more for their sake than mine. Seeing me smile makes them happy. It's always been this way, and it's almost always just been a facade. I have nothing to be upset about, they say, I have what so many could...
    orchid00 orchid00 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    I have wanted to die

    for a long time. When I was younger I started to put myself in dangerous situations, hoping that something bad would happen and that I'd never go home again. I was drugged, raped and left in the woods when I was 13. Ever since that day I've been wondering why he didn't just kill...
    nuttyduck nuttyduck 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2013

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    thefallenstar thefallenstar 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I really do wish people would realize the type of damage they can do to someone, the pain they can inflict with actions such as lying, cheating , stealing . whatever their dirty...
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