I Wish Someone Would Kill Me Now

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    meganchat meganchat
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jan 13

    I have never cut myself,

    nor tried to commit suicide in a serious way, but considered it many times. I don't want to be a "selfish, egoistic, mean" person, "the son they lost to suicide". It's so much better if it looks like an accident or a murder. I just dream about it, when I am getting older, if...
    dysfori dysfori
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Mar 26, 2014

    Many times I have wished to die even

    as a child Iso manty times,I"m at number thirty of trying to kill myself,sometimes I wish someone would just shoot me yea I help others but I never ask for anything nor want anything but to die was three when I first wanted not to live,I even tried to run away from home till I...
    anangelwithbrokenwings anangelwithbrokenwings
    26-30, F
    5 Responses May 26, 2014

    I am so sad. Mood swings

    now maybe, but i cannot deal. My life is a mess! I have been hit and had a controlling abusive father, grown up in dysfuntional family who i cannot turn to. I was constantly used for money by classmates and also used by friends and never actually had a friend which is a sad...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 11

    I'm a kill my self in

    so done with life
    Katy1500 Katy1500
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Feb 27

    I feel like just giving up on life.

    I got hospitalized for depression and I am still miserable
    Cammy1317 Cammy1317
    13-15, F
    2 Responses May 14, 2015

    Can someone please come here

    and kill me. I'll give you, everything I have. I can't take it anymore. I would do it myself but I only have one way I want to do it, but I don't have the thing to do the job.
    Bean2015 Bean2015
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Nov 7, 2015

    Pain Too Much To Bear

    Where do I start...I hate my life at the moment.  You wouldn't know it from the outside, but I am falling apart and have been for quite sometime.  I am on the verge of losing my house, business, and cars.  To make matters wose hubby is a cocaine addict who blames...
    Addictswife Addictswife
    41-45, F
    36 Responses Mar 15, 2010

    Even though I don't feel like it.

    But from other people's point of view, it feels like I'm manipulating someone. And when I think about it from their point of view, I do understand why they feel that way. I have enough of thinking of how people must be hating me until I'm so tired of life. I've changed, and I...
    xlostinthisworld xlostinthisworld
    22-25, F
    Feb 24

    Killer Wanted - I wrote about my death wish on

    here a long time ago. I still feel this way, so my offer is still on the table. If you could kill me, do not hesitate to message me to discuss about conditions and your rewards. I live in L.A. California, so you would need to come to me and make it look like an accident. If you...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Oct 16, 2014

    im a failure,,,,they rejected me.

    ...how i wish someone would kill me now.....
    redre22 redre22
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Aug 10, 2015

    I'm killing myself, I'm

    so done with this world, and if one of y'all have something smart to say like, " oh you're still young" or oh there's so much to look forward to, keep it moving don't even think about responding I don't need help
    Jakesawesome15 Jakesawesome15
    13-15, M
    1 Response Mar 13

    Please. I can't do this.

    I can't I can't I can't.
    beatrice69 beatrice69
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 6, 2014

    To The Land Of The Living

    I 'm broken. Nobody can tell though. In the outside world I smile...I guess more for their sake than mine. Seeing me smile makes them happy. It's always been this way, and it's almost always just been a facade. I have nothing to be upset about, they say, I have what so many could...
    orchid00 orchid00
    26-30, F
    10 Responses Jan 14, 2013

    In bed all the time because of my disease.

    . I can't get away. And I would have nowhere to go anyway. This world has become so horrible. Everyone suing for everything. People lying. And ruining medical help I need because no dr wants to get sued. So thank you to all the druggies, and liars who ruin it for honest people.
    Karmacaughtme Karmacaughtme
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jan 21, 2014

    I hate myself. I hate everything about myself.

    I hate my voice. I hate how I look. I hate my internal organs, I hate how everyone else sees me. I hate how I have no redeeming skills at all. I hate how I can't make any friends. I hate how even at my age, I've never been able to form even the most stupid, short lived romantic...
    IComeWithKnives IComeWithKnives
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 24

    I survived childhood cancer

    and I wish I didn't. Why live as a slave to money, forced to work an entire lifetime with nothing to show for it? Now, I'm in my 30's and it's almost been a decade since I felt a woman's warm embrace. There is nothing for me to live for, no-one to live for. Dying from lukemia...
    LifeisCancer LifeisCancer
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jul 3, 2015

    is anyone near Alabama

    that would kill me? I want to die but I'm too much of a coward.
    sweettlc sweettlc
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jun 30, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 28, 2015

    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 19, 2015

    I Guess I Should ... Could Really Use A Little Advice

    I've been consistently suicidal for nearly twelve years running and have been suicidal since ten. Grew up in an abusive home, but seems a touch different from a lot of the other stories I read. I have a step dad and a mum. My read dad is apparently dead, but I never met him...
    cillianonymous cillianonymous
    22-25
    8 Responses Nov 3, 2013

    I feel I'm done! I'm ready to go!

    Just kill me now. I'm a stupid Syrian who traveled to the states to attend graduate school although I'm a terrible student but I didn't find any other way. Call me a lier but I saw the war coming so I left 7 years ago. I was treated bad by my professor and when the war started...
    Mike3891 Mike3891
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 22, 2015
    Fuckit9 Fuckit9
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 7, 2015

    Death is my only wish.

    Someone please grant it...
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jan 19, 2014

    I need to escape from this mess

    and darkness. I really don't give a damn if someone stabs me or blows my head off... Go ahead. Do it. Do me a favor. Just kill me now. Come find me. I'll pay you for killing me. I am in L.A.
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 2, 2015

    I want to give up,but I don't want to fail at

    it again.How can I go for sure?
    smashancy smashancy
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Jun 3, 2014

    Just buy a gun and pull the trigger

    and it will be all over. No more pain, suffering, endless crying, misery, and the list goes on and on.......
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Dec 2, 2014

    I have a broken car no money

    for rent or my four other bills due. I am a failure at life can some just kill me now.
    Draconc89 Draconc89
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jun 27, 2015

    Just Let Me Go

    I'm too weak to do it myself I'm too tired to stay here alone too sick of watching everyone get theirs, watching the world fall down from the sky and in to their lap all they have to do is grab on and enjoy the ride I'm too dizzy from chasing the latest idea to come from...
    tulick tulick
    31-35, F
    23 Responses Nov 30, 2009

    i dont want to live. im not

    who i used to be and i dont want to go back. im a hideous mashup of who i used to be and who i am now. a mix of suicidal and reality warping comedy. if i could find them i would drug myself to death
    caseygibson caseygibson
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2015

    End

    If someone put a gun to my head now, I would smile and thank him. It would definitely be a good thing to everyone if I died. They wouldn't have to worry about me any more. And I wouldn't have a chance to hurt them.  Besides, I have a feeling that I am...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow
    18-21, F
    53 Responses Sep 8, 2009

    Omfg kill me now ahhhhhh someone shoot me idc

    anymore I just want to die life isn't worth living
    polarbearlove polarbearlove
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 19, 2015

    I Can'T Handle Anymore Life

    Everytime I try to do something someone knocks me down and wont let me back up.. And i can feel myself trying but I can't do it.. I don't feel very needed in the world, I honestly feel like I am nothing and that i can't do anything right. No one likes me and the only people that...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 17, 2013

    I'm having such severe panic attacks lately.

    So bad I feel like I'm gonna die. Its like my throat closes up and I can't breathe... Oh wait I forgot no one give a ****.
    SkinnImIn SkinnImIn
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 23, 2014

    I Don't Know What To Do...

    This will be the first time I've told someone... I've been diagnosed with depression and am taking pills for it, I have recently lost my sister to suicide and my dad has been missing in the army for a few years now, my mum is severely anorexic and is in hospital most of the time...
    NeverLetThemWin NeverLetThemWin
    18-21, F
    24 Responses Aug 19, 2012

    I wish someone would kill me now.

    ...before I get the news :(
    Tianalovesher Tianalovesher
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 17, 2015

    I'm lonely, weak and ashamed.

    I truly have nothing to live for. I will be homeless very soon. Been hungry for months. Lonely for years. Everyone I ever loved has left me to rot after they took all they could from me. That includes family, friends, and lovers. I would kill myself but I am too weak. I'd move...
    seriousasatumor seriousasatumor
    31-35, M
    Mar 3
    godsgab828 godsgab828
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 20, 2014

    I know I need help...

    But I don't know who I can trust.....
    jaywu jaywu
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 5, 2015

    Can someone just kill me?

    I'm fed up of this f***ed up life. I'm letting everyone down and they're not afraid to tell me that.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 26, 2015

    I constantly am reminded

    that Life is harder than Death. I should have died while I was doing Chemo. It is so hard to Live. I Wish Someone Would Kill ME Now.
    mooname mooname
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jan 29, 2014

    I Just Dont Have A Clue What To Do Any More Im At The End Of The Cliff And Ready To Jump

    Well  to start it off i have had a pretty rough life  parents are complete crap  my mother has been pretty much apsent  threw out my entire life and when i did  go to see her she  never stayed for long it was always to go  to the bar or get...
    akimbox akimbox
    26-30, M
    8 Responses Jun 27, 2010

    Can I just die now please?

    Please? I'm actually begging I don't even believe in God so who the heck am I talking to idk idc someone just kill me! Do it in my sleep or do it through torture I don't mind but if you chose torture don't take too long not because I don't like or can't stand it just because I...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove
    16-17, F
    8 Responses Apr 27, 2015

    I had the worce day ever my dog got rushed into

    the vets then when to the options and they said thay wanted to do drops and will probably need glasses
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 3, 2015

    Why?

    Kill me now please this life im living is not worth any ****! trust me what i've been thru. Its worthless s hell i'm worthless like my family has told me i can't do anything in life thats right no one cares about me or loves my and no my family doesnt not even my friends there...
    MoonPrincessLuna MoonPrincessLuna
    18-21, F
    17 Responses Aug 12, 2012
    gypsyprince gypsyprince
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Jun 3, 2014
    Selanis Selanis
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2014

    I'm too chicken to kill myself

    or I would have long time ago. I've had suicidal thoughts going on 20 years now. Nothing changes. High school sucked, same crap in university, working sucks too. I have never been 'happy' per say, ignorant at times, and ignorance is truly bliss. I wish I was uneducated, homeless...
    barneyyenrab barneyyenrab
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 23
    Haymaple Haymaple
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2014
    XxBellabixtch49xX XxBellabixtch49xX
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Apr 26, 2014

    I wsh someone would kill me know

    so i die I want to be shout
    hopetodie hopetodie
    51-55, M
    Jul 20, 2015

    I wish some one would kill me

    now love have some one shoot me
    hopetodie hopetodie
    51-55, M
    Feb 25
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