I Wish Someone Would Kill Me Now

This will be the first time I've told someone...
I've been diagnosed with depression and am taking pills for it, I have recently lost my sister to suicide and my dad has been missing in the army for a few years now, my mum is severely...

I wish I could evaporate like water from this place called earth,Sometimes I wish I could pay someone to kill me,I just don't want to be here,There is no point whatsoever but randomly looking for what is not there,Depth.

My life is worthless. I can only take up space. I'm worthless.
I'm tired of living in a world that bears no fruit for me. I'm tired of not being able to do anything. I'm tired of getting wounds after wounds, injury after injury, even...

Theres a handful of pills in my hand.... I can take them and end it now... or I can wait and see what door opens next. If I take them now, I can finally be at peace, it can end the rumors, it can let me start over in a new life. but if...

Well  to start it off i have had a pretty rough life  parents are complete crap  my mother has been pretty much apsent  threw out my entire life and when i did  go to see her she  never stayed for long it...

Everytime I try to do something someone knocks me down and wont let me back up.. And i can feel myself trying but I can't do it.. I don't feel very needed in the world, I honestly feel like I am nothing and that i can't do anything...

Dear daddy,
I'm getting married to Ray in a year. You prob don't remember him, you were drunk when you met him. He treats me like a queen. Oh, and he's a Marine now. There's been a lot going on lately. I wish you were here so I didn't...

I don't want this. I don't enjoy this life I have. I have no useful skills, no person who cares, no foreseeable future.

Every night, for the past three years, I have laid down to bed, and prayed to whatever gods come to my head. I have...

There comes a time in every man's life, when he must admit defeat. To everything, there must come an end....but not to me. Never to me. No matter how many times life beats me down. No matter how may times I have lost sight of hope. I...

I need the solace of the world within as I watch the world without, each drop of my creativity burning on the drops of their heads, trickling through the sun drenched throat,
as I place the gun to my thinking brain, blowing the logic...

Ever since I can remember my father has beaten my mother, physically beaten me and my sisters, raped my grandmother and yet still, my mother refuse to leave him...
My parents are alcholics and my sister has bulimi and my other sister...

I can't control my thoughts any longer. I just want to give up on life all together, I feel like I will totally better off in a grave than living my life that I am... I'm falling to pieces and I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so...

I wish I could find someone that would be willing to end my life, I seriously would pay A LOT of money for it. I don't even care how they do it anymore... I think I'd rather have someone else do it then myself...it's not even that, I...

I want to die. I want to feel the pain you went through. I want to suffer the way you did. I want to feel what you felt. But I can't do that without dying.
-I'm sorry daddy....

I 'm broken. Nobody can tell though. In the outside world I smile...I guess more for their sake than mine. Seeing me smile makes them happy. It's always been this way, and it's almost always just been a facade. I have nothing to be...

at any moment just die, just murder my self. There is a pistol in here, and it only takes one bullet. Such an appealing opportunity could only be ignored for so long. To end my misery and failure.
I could..
just die.

Kill me now please this life im living is not worth any shit! trust me what i've been thru. Its worthless s hell i'm worthless like my family has told me i can't do anything in life thats right no one cares about me or loves my and no...

If someone put a gun to my head now, I would smile and thank him. It would definitely be a good thing to everyone if I died. They wouldn't have to worry about me any more. And I wouldn't have a chance to hurt them...

Someone just FUCKING KILL ME NOW!!!!!!!!

Where do I start...I hate my life at the moment.  You wouldn't know it from the outside, but I am falling apart and have been for quite sometime.  I am on the verge of losing my house, business, and cars.  To make...