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I Wish Someone Would Kill Me Now

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    Death is my only wish.

    Someone please grant it...
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 19

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    Every day is a horror.

    I can't control the thoughts in my head; I replay trauma and conflict over and over. I have to drown it out by watching 12 hours of a TV a day. I rarely go to work, can't hold down a job. Too ashamed to kill myself, will pay someone 500,000$ to kill me. Cash.
    MEngineer MEngineer 26-30 10 Responses Jul 17

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    Bring It To An End...

    -There comes a time in every man's life, when he must admit defeat. To everything, there must come an end. ...but not to me. Never to me. No matter how many times life beats me down. No matter how may times I have lost sight of hope. I can never see the end. And in a way, people...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 22-25, M 3 Responses May 5, 2013

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    Killer Wanted - I wrote about my death wish on

    here a long time ago. I still feel this way, so my offer is still on the table. If you could kill me, do not hesitate to message me to discuss about conditions and your rewards. I live in L.A. California, so you would need to come to me and make it look like an accident. If you...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 16

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    I hate my life so much.

    . Why do I start fights with people I want to hold on to me? I feel like I'm a normal person till I can't handle myself.. I have no control over my life and what i say sometimes. I hate how I don't mean to yell at the only people that really love me. I hate how easy it is to "say...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 25

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    To The Land Of The Living

    I 'm broken. Nobody can tell though. In the outside world I smile...I guess more for their sake than mine. Seeing me smile makes them happy. It's always been this way, and it's almost always just been a facade. I have nothing to be upset about, they say, I have what so many could...
    orchid00 orchid00 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    In bed all the time because of my disease.

    . I can't get away. And I would have nowhere to go anyway. This world has become so horrible. Everyone suing for everything. People lying. And ruining medical help I need because no dr wants to get sued. So thank you to all the druggies, and liars who ruin it for honest people.
    Karmacaughtme Karmacaughtme 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Why?

    Kill me now please this life im living is not worth any ****! trust me what i've been thru. Its worthless s hell i'm worthless like my family has told me i can't do anything in life thats right no one cares about me or loves my and no my family doesnt not even my friends there...
    GoAskBetty GoAskBetty 18-21, F 17 Responses Aug 12, 2012

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    Being 15 in a dominantly white society along

    with it being controlled by relativism, makes me wanna just give someone a gun and tell them to shoot me. Seriously I can't stand living like this.
    JubilantDayz JubilantDayz 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    I'm like failing everything.

    My friends don't wanna hang out with me anymore. I haven't gone out in ages. I'm really not confident, i hate myself i wish i could just loose 30kgs. My parents argue every night I'm lost.
    secretgirllll secretgirllll 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    Pain Too Much To Bear

    Where do I start...I hate my life at the moment.  You wouldn't know it from the outside, but I am falling apart and have been for quite sometime.  I am on the verge of losing my house, business, and cars.  To make matters wose hubby is a cocaine addict who blames...
    Addictswife Addictswife 41-45, F 38 Responses Mar 15, 2010

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    People Hate Me So Much

    I can't even say HI w/o being @ risk for arrest. I'd rather be dead than to be tortured in the hands of the law. Seriously! My family hates me because of my disability, & all I gotta do is say HI once, & they'll lie on me, saying I was trying to flirt & was...
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 7 Responses Sep 17, 2009

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    For real it seems like everything is going to

    sh*t. My grades are terrible, my parents are disappointed, I'm not getting anything for Christmas or my birthday, and now I have no one to talk to just pull the trigger already
    thedon21 thedon21 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Just buy a gun and pull the trigger

    and it will be all over. No more pain, suffering, endless crying, misery, and the list goes on and on.......
    SweetcakesJr SweetcakesJr 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I'm having such severe panic attacks lately.

    So bad I feel like I'm gonna die. Its like my throat closes up and I can't breathe... Oh wait I forgot no one give a ****.
    SkinnImIn SkinnImIn 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 23

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    The Aokigahara forest in Japan - called "the

    perfect place to die," has the distinction of the world's most popular place to take one's life. Since the 1950s, Japanese businessmen have wandered in, and at least 500 of them haven't wandered out. Its by mount Fugi so the lava rock messes with compasses. Those who havnt...
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 1 Response Dec 3

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    My Life.

    Ever since I can remember my father has beaten my mother, physically beaten me and my sisters, raped my grandmother and yet still, my mother refuse to leave him... My parents are alcholics and my sister has bulimi and my other sister used to be beaten by her ex.. I barely have...
    Mjaah Mjaah 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    Seriously kill me... Wtf does every guy flirt

    with me WITHOUT knowing who I am. Like seriously you are 30 some I'm 16... You are friends with my family who would kick your a** if you even dare to be inappropriate (and yes messages are shown to my family) seriously find a women your own age!! Not some 16 year old!
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    my life seems to get worse

    and worse as each day passes no one seems to want me in their life,and I can't seem to figure out what I've done that was so bad to deserve this ohh,be me a nice person whom seems to care about everyone and everything and just wants to care about one person and their life scence...
    anangelwithbrokenwings anangelwithbrokenwings 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I am too much of a coward to do it myself.

    .. This life doesn't need me
    AnonymousSigh AnonymousSigh 18-21, M Dec 1

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    Help me get away from these stupid mother

    *******... Please? Please?!
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I am a 20 year old white female.

    I honestly don't care if I get raped and killed. Sometimes I just walk around on campus at night with hope that I might just bump into a murderer. There have been a lot of missing girls around my age in my area that have been killed and sometimes I wish that was me. I wish I...
    bloomingheart bloomingheart 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I want to give up,but I don't want to fail at

    it again.How can I go for sure?
    smashancy smashancy 16-17, F 6 Responses Jun 3

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    Haymaple Haymaple 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    Anyone I don't care who just

    as long as I'm dead I'll be happy
    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 1

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    All my life , I've felt unwanted ,

    like something is wrong with me . I ask myself what it could be , and why I'm not important enough for people to stay in my life . My dad walked out before I was old enough to even start pre-k . I have siblings I haven't even met . Everyone that I Love ends up leaving me . I...
    MirahThooo MirahThooo 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    I Just Dont Have A Clue What To Do Any More Im At The End Of The Cliff And Ready To Jump

    Well  to start it off i have had a pretty rough life  parents are complete crap  my mother has been pretty much apsent  threw out my entire life and when i did  go to see her she  never stayed for long it was always to go  to the bar or get...
    akimbox akimbox 26-30, M 10 Responses Jun 27, 2010

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    godsgab828 godsgab828 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    Please. I can't do this.

    I can't I can't I can't.
    beatrice69 beatrice69 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 6

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    If someone doesn't do it fast I will.

    I'm done being sad and depressed, I'm done feeling the way I do and think the way I do. I lost everyone I loved and I have nothing anymore. You ******* think I'm lying? You think I won't do it. **** THIS WORLD!!!!! I'm hurting so much, there's absolutely no point in living now...
    ClassicGamer22 ClassicGamer22 22-25, M 5 Responses Jun 4

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    I want to kill myself

    or someone kill me tonight
    Khowther Khowther 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    34, male, no kids, single,

    straight, smoke, no drugs or alcohol. Never medicated. I'm fairly decent looking. I'm the same gender I was born. There's nothing about my physical self that would prevent me from living a full and successful life. I can hold a job. I'm a very much competent person. My problems...
    Dudustain Dudustain 31-35, M 6 Responses Jun 4

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    Chinrussian Chinrussian 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 7

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    Sick And Tired

    i hate myself and my life! just got out of prison and am still on parole living with family that i havent seen in19 years. i dont know them they dont know me... im staying with my uncle and we fight. he wanted me to come hear..last night he got in my face and told me to shut my...
    waytostressed waytostressed 26-30, M 20 Responses Jan 4, 2010

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    another day where I screw everything up yea me

    just because I do things diffrently ughhh could someone just chop off my head and be done with it now please and thank you.why do I have to live again? ?!
    anangelwithbrokenwings anangelwithbrokenwings 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    Just Let Me Go

    I'm too weak to do it myself I'm too tired to stay here alone too sick of watching everyone get theirs, watching the world fall down from the sky and in to their lap all they have to do is grab on and enjoy the ride I'm too dizzy from chasing the latest idea to come from...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 24 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    many times I've had bad things happen,

    let's start from the begaining scence I was born I've seen been able to talk to hear feel the presants of had. Spirits come visit me.come visit me and more ontop of being physic with all that,shortly after one night I was asleep only night I feel asleep out of every night,I was a...
    anangelwithbrokenwings anangelwithbrokenwings 22-25, F Oct 13

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    gypsyprince gypsyprince 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 3

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    XxBellabixtch49xX XxBellabixtch49xX 13-15, F 8 Responses Apr 26

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    Life never gets better

    so **** it someone kill me? Pm me pls
    stranglemepls stranglemepls 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 14

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    Many times I have wished to die even

    as a child Iso manty times,I"m at number thirty of trying to kill myself,sometimes I wish someone would just shoot me yea I help others but I never ask for anything nor want anything but to die was three when I first wanted not to live,I even tried to run away from home till I...
    anangelwithbrokenwings anangelwithbrokenwings 22-25, F 4 Responses May 26

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    I have to hang out with my bully during lunch

    and resses at 6th grade and it's bc my best friend hangs out with my bully so I hang out with my best friend and so i have to hang out who my ******* bully just **** MY LIFE 😫😫😫😫😫
    Imokandhappy Imokandhappy 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I'd Pay For My Death.

    I wish I could find someone that would be willing to end my life, I seriously would pay A LOT of money for it. I don't even care how they do it anymore... I think I'd rather have someone else do it then myself...it's not even that, I just don't want to be alone at the time of my...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 18 Responses Jun 24, 2011

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    I Can'T Handle Anymore Life

    Everytime I try to do something someone knocks me down and wont let me back up.. And i can feel myself trying but I can't do it.. I don't feel very needed in the world, I honestly feel like I am nothing and that i can't do anything right. No one likes me and the only people that...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    I Want Someone To Kill Me.

    . After contemplating suicide for several years now and being unable to find a quick, painless way... I think being murdered is the answer.
    hopetodie hopetodie 51-55, M 5 Responses Jul 10

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    I Guess I Should ... Could Really Use A Little Advice

    I've been consistently suicidal for nearly twelve years running and have been suicidal since ten. Grew up in an abusive home, but seems a touch different from a lot of the other stories I read. I have a step dad and a mum. My read dad is apparently dead, but I never met him...
    cillianonymous cillianonymous 22-25 7 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    I've always had a problem with low mood one way

    or the other. I suffered from panic attacks and Anxiety throughout my childhood (6-17). As a result i have issues with self-esteem ,confidence, I have an inability to stay in contact with friends or to even initiate conversation because i fear they don't like me. It all gets too...
    username6510 username6510 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    Heartbroken

    This is a complicated story to tell, but I would first like to thank the people who took the time to read it, your support is greatly appreciated. I am a 23 year old young man who had his entire life ahead of him, who always had a plan. Then she came into my life. This beautiful...
    MarioPeach MarioPeach 22-25 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    End

    If someone put a gun to my head now, I would smile and thank him. It would definitely be a good thing to everyone if I died. They wouldn't have to worry about me any more. And I wouldn't have a chance to hurt them.  Besides, I have a feeling that I am...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 54 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    Falling Down Is Easy, Getting Up Is Hard.

    To start out im 15, and my problems are endless. i dont know how to keep living this life because i dont want to hurt anymore. Ive had Manic depression since an early age, and things just get worse. I cant be around people much because of social anxiety and i have PTDS. When i...
    asolas asolas 16-17, F 14 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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