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I Wish Sometimes I Was More Cold Hearted

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    Cold Hearted

    I have said many times that I wish I could be cold hearted, or heartless. I have been taken advantage of, pushed around, walked on, cheated on, lied too, given away money I needed, Knowing it would't be paid back.   so many times simply because I have to big of a heart...
    BlueGeorgia BlueGeorgia 41-45, M 23 Responses Oct 16, 2007

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    AS Cold As Ice

    I wish my heart was as cold as ice. I wish I didn't care as much as I do. I feel like all the people I have ever loved have disappointed me in some cruel and unjust way. I feel like so much has happened in my life I have reach my thresh hold. I want it all to end. I want the lies...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 25, 2008

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    Because

    then I wouldn't get hurt as easily as I do.  I take way too much to heart.  I guess it comes from my fear of rejection.  I couldn't say for sure.  The upside to being more cold hearted is that I wouldn't get hurt as easily and as deeply as I do.  The...
    goddessone goddessone 41-45, F 14 Responses Apr 19, 2008

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    I Need to Be For Me.....

    I have the tendency to leave my heart open to hurt. I have always been like this my whole life. I want to learn now....to be cold hearted towards people that I know arent good for me or never really were good for me. I feel like Im being a cruel and horrible person for being cold...
    picgirl picgirl 31-35, F 14 Responses Dec 11, 2007

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    Keep Getting Duped...!

    I just got out of a relationship. I dated this guy over a year ago. Then we broke up before i moved to another city. We dated only for 6 months. And during that time he was not available, showed no emotion, and put me down all the time ( called me useless and worthless). But...
    Amethysthidden Amethysthidden 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2009

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    I Hope You Folks Don't Mind My Sharing...

    My story even though I don't wish I was more cold hearted. Maybe sometimes when I feel I've been trampled down, misunderstand, left out one time too often I wish I was cold hearted but mostly... I'm glad I'm not, and I'm glad there are others who wear their hearts right there...
    WendyWanderer WendyWanderer 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2007

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    I have such a warm heart,

    I care for others more then I do myself. I could be on my last ten dollars.. If I see a poor woman on the street I'd give her the full ten. BUT it has bitten me in the a** when it comes to ungrateful ex friends that I've had. Tell me really sad stories, play on my heart strings...
    ADeepPerspective ADeepPerspective 18-21, F Jan 12

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    I'm the type if person

    that will do something because someone else wants me to even though it makes me miserable. So while everyone if happy I'm just sad and no one seems to care . If I wasn't like this I wouldn't be pushed into things so much
    Justme2396 Justme2396 16-17, F Mar 5

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    I'd Say...

    I moved into a 2 bedroom apartment with my boyfriend, and our roomate. We became friends with our neighbors, a guy and a girl, both our ages. Before we knew it, they were getting evicted, and neither of them really had anywhere to go. His father wouldn't let him move back home...
    xMellyx xMellyx 21-25, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2007

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    I Really Do Wish

    I am a nice person with a heart of gold, i just want to give ALL the time and make people happy. Quite a lot of the time no one appreciates anything i ever do. No one appreciates me as a person. I just end up hurt. I wish i was more cold hearted so that i could stop trying to...
    SammyCymru SammyCymru 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2009

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    Just a Bit Colder That's All

    I just hope to be a bit colder, just a bit...I don't want to keep getting hurt by every little thing I hear or see...really..I'm soooooo easily hurt, and I hate it
    Harmonyyy Harmonyyy 19-21, F Dec 9, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    I really do wish i was more motivated but after several failed attempts to find work..wow My motivation is no more..application after application..denial after denial.
    strawberry38 strawberry38 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    I do... For you I wish I was more than what I am now because I know I can never be what you truly want and I am so scared you'll leave me for someone for actually deserves you...
    KawaiiMushmew KawaiiMushmew 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I wish I was strong and organized and had the courage and know how to make my dreams fly. I want to be victorious over my problems instead of falling apart all the time. I wish I...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I wish I was everything you deserved everything you wanted. I'm insecure, I'm a mess, I'm constantly afraid that you will leave me for someone better. I don't like these fears, but...
    FeelingAmazingRightNow FeelingAmazingRightNow 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I just don't get what my bf sees in me. I have tiny boobs, I am short I have brown eyes. I don't know. I know people are like well from your pictures you are so pretty. Maybe I am...
    RjMommy245 RjMommy245 22-25, F 8 Responses Jun 29

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    Ugh, there's just not enough time for me to do what I really want to do! And I don't take care of anyone else but myself! I work all day, I come home, eat, watch my favorite shows...
    NaturalJoy NaturalJoy 26-30, F a week ago

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    I feel like a broken person like I can't make any connection with people emotionally, being cold hearted you don't actually realise you even are cold hearted until you turn around...
    ElizaChloe ElizaChloe 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    You know how when my heart was broken and didn't want to pick up the pieces? Well soon I picked them up, but the hurt and pain was still present. I was just a shell of a man. No...
    LuckyGuy001 LuckyGuy001 13-15, M Jul 13

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    I wish I was dead. I just can't take my family, my life anymore. My family is really cruel to me. They constantly tell me that the world would be better of if I were dead, or...
    Katalynn17 Katalynn17 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I think I'm just kind of there, and that no one would really notice If I wasn't. That sounded way more depressed than I meant it too, oops. I'm not depressed or anything...
    soccerplayer974 soccerplayer974 18-21 1 Response Jun 25

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    I really wish I was a boy!!! I'm mean my mom and aunt say I should dress and act more like a girl!! I don't want too!! It's to much work!!! And they always say I'm going to be...
    FighterWolf FighterWolf 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    Sometimes I wish I was someone else. I'll get an urge to be a completely different person. I really should love me for me, but I really hate me sometimes. My emotions get the...
    UniqueFemale UniqueFemale 22-25, F Jul 5

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    Oh boy, where do I start. I hate myself and my life, and I often cry. My dad is successful and has big dreams about me continuing his business. But not only can I not excel in...
    Shket Shket 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 25

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    I wish I wasn't always feeling like someone less than equal. I wish I was out of the relationship I am in now, and in a relationship with a person who could love me for me. When I...
    Momma1985 Momma1985 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    Guys are so emotionless they don't care they don't give a **** if they broke a girls heart and girls are always so emotional they feel like dying every night waiting for someone to...
    elissahindoyan elissahindoyan 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I seriously wish I had more friends like my bestie in high school nobody appreciated me I was used a lot. I put ppl I care about a lot first before myself.This was so random but...
    PhoenixSky PhoenixSky 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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    I was once a very outgoing person and became very introverted while I was married. Now my husband has left and I am left wishing I had more friends. I will now move forward and...
    holdhope holdhope 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I wish EP wasn't full of pedophiles and creepers.
    Xxina Xxina 13-15, F 8 Responses Jun 27

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    I wish I was pretty, I wish I was skinny, I wish guys would think wow she's pretty or at least think I'm average. I hate myself I just want to be pretty. Is that so hard
    lovemelovexox lovemelovexox 13-15, F Jul 15

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    I want to have control, I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul. I want you to notice when I'm not around. You're so ******* special, I wish I was special. But I'm a creep...
    TheFlamingLips TheFlamingLips 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I really do wish I had more close friends, like the ones you can talk to all day about anything and everything or go do stupid things together. The ones who are always there for...
    Angel428 Angel428 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I really wish I was the kind of girl guys fell for. But I'm just me. And that's ok. I I wish guys liked me, but I like me and that's what matters :)
    tonib123 tonib123 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    I always wished I was pretty and skinny. I always been the chubby girl. I wish wouldn't compare myself to other girls, but at times. I just feel so gross.
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F Jul 15

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    I wish I was normal like i was before. It feels like i won't ever be normal. What makes you abnormal?
    oxLalaxo oxLalaxo 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I'm 36....told I'm "pretty". Yet I'm alone...in all facets, well except for a dog, and now 1 cat. I don't have the guts or the means to kill myself...I'm afraid I'd fail, and then...
    justmeandmydog78 justmeandmydog78 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I wish I was. So that I could run and hide when I need to. get away from the constant fighting the judging to get away and just have everyone not know me anymore like I was never...
    milichja milichja 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    My sisters are pretty😒 wish i was too
    hinichele hinichele 13-15, F Jul 4

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    I wish I was beautiful and fit the list of what makes girls pretty. But even if I had everything on the list, someone would find a way to make me ugly. Who relates?
    DepressedButWellDressed DepressedButWellDressed 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I wish I was one of those girls where everyone wanted to be me, where I could walk into a store and everyone would think "holy crap, she's beautiful" where guys would think about...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    I wish I was 6 again.. I didn't have to worry about anything....
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F Jul 15

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    I wish I was pretty. Or at least average. Ahh ****.
    whalesmakingbabies whalesmakingbabies 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I wish I did, those ones you could go months with out talking to but they would treat you all the same the next time you said hello and asked to hang out. Ones you could say the...
    CrashingComet CrashingComet 22-25 2 hrs ago

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    Well mostly everything I post upsets people to the 10th degree even though all I'm trying to do is share my honest concerns. It sure isn't easy being me, but I'm not 1 to complain...
    Sebastianblack Sebastianblack 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I wish I could hide my emotions better sometimes or at least be more in control of them..Especially when it comes to certain people,I wish I could show them "I made it!!" "I don't...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    if i was able to see my younger self this is what i would say . If I were to go back to my younger self let's say the age of 12. I would tell him the following things . " younger...
    Aniceguyforyou Aniceguyforyou 18-21, M Jul 6

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    So in depth, hold on with all of my might. Waiting in the rain, a cold winter night. Inhale, exhale. Calm as I am. Hair blowing in the wind. Somebody take my hand. My eyes they...
    silvermoon9619 silvermoon9619 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    It's times like this I wish I had friends that I could just talk to on the phone and just laugh about stupid stuff, but all the ones I could call just gossip all the damn time or...
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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