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I Wish Sometimes I Was More Cold Hearted

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    I'm the type if person that will do something because someone else wants me to even though it makes me miserable. So while everyone if happy I'm just sad and no one seems to care...
    Justme2396 Justme2396 16-17, F Mar 5

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    I'd Say... - I moved into a 2 bedroom apartment with my boyfriend, and our roomate. We became friends with our neighbors, a guy and a girl, both our ages. Before we knew it, they...
    xMellyx xMellyx 21-25, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2007

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    Just a Bit Colder That's All - I just hope to be a bit colder, just a bit...I don't want to keep getting hurt by every little thing I hear or see...really..I'm soooooo easily hurt...
    Harmonyyy Harmonyyy 19-21, F Dec 9, 2007

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    AS Cold As Ice - I wish my heart was as cold as ice. I wish I didn't care as much as I do. I feel like all the people I have ever loved have disappointed me in some cruel and...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 25, 2008

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    I Need to Be For Me..... - I have the tendency to leave my heart open to hurt. I have always been like this my whole life. I want to learn now....to be cold hearted towards people...
    picgirl picgirl 31-35, F 14 Responses Dec 11, 2007

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    Keep Getting Duped...! - I just got out of a relationship. I dated this guy over a year ago. Then we broke up before i moved to another city. We dated only for 6 months. And during...
    Amethysthidden Amethysthidden 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2009

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    Cold Hearted - I have said many times that I wish I could be cold hearted, or heartless. I have been taken advantage of, pushed around, walked on, cheated on, lied too, given away...
    BlueGeorgia BlueGeorgia 41-45, M 23 Responses Oct 16, 2007

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    I Really Do Wish - I am a nice person with a heart of gold, i just want to give ALL the time and make people happy. Quite a lot of the time no one appreciates anything i ever do...
    SammyCymru SammyCymru 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2009

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    Because - then I wouldn't get hurt as easily as I do.  I take way too much to heart.  I guess it comes from my fear of rejection.  I couldn't say for sure.  The...
    goddessone goddessone 41-45, F 14 Responses Apr 19, 2008

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    I Hope You Folks Don't Mind My Sharing... - My story even though I don't wish I was more cold hearted. Maybe sometimes when I feel I've been trampled down, misunderstand, left...
    WendyWanderer WendyWanderer 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2007

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    To be honest I do wish I was in a great relationship. I think of what it would be like and it sort of scares me but at the same time I wish I could have it. I've never been in a...
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    I still have a lot of growing up to do with my sense of self-worth, but being different would be much more fun. It would make more sense. I wish I was a loose girl. I wish I could...
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    Sometimes it literally just hurts me hearing things that people say to each other. I think I just feel too much for other people and it's probably not good for me because it's all...
    Destrxctive Destrxctive 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I envy people like that. They don't think about stuff like I do, and that makes them able to just fumble their way through life without ever worrying about complicated...
    lowlandgirl lowlandgirl 41-45, F Mar 18

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    Waking up each day becomes more and more of a chore, sometime's I can't think of a valid reason to wake up. I'm stupid, lazy, fat, worthless, and can't do anything right. Failure...
    xDeadspacex xDeadspacex 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    I wish I had more money, waking up stress free. Not needing to even think about how you might have to struggle to pay bills and thinking how to manage your finances. I wish money...
    shellzshawtee shellzshawtee 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 18

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    Just one time in my life, I wish I was good enough. I wish I was skinny enough. I wish I was pretty enough. I wish I was kinky enough. I wish I was sexy enough. I wish I was...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    noellegabriella95 noellegabriella95 18-21, F Apr 7

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    I joined this website mainly because I feel I can't talk to anyone else about what I'm thinking. This is a good place to vent my frustrations about my life and not be judged or...
    Wednesdayschild15 Wednesdayschild15 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I do wish I was pretty, or rather I wish I "felt" pretty, but I have never felt pretty in my entire life. I have plenty of people in my past life, who made it next to impossible to...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I am supposed to be gone . I have waisted so much time with you. Yes you love, me but all you want out of life is reefer, sports & a cell phone . You are only with me as a leach...
    Caponebaby Caponebaby 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wish everyone around me would go away. I've grown scared. I know that even just sitting alone in your room doesn't cut it. "Life" always comes along. So I hate hearing people...
    majesticmaddy majesticmaddy 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Gosh!! I wish I was pretty...
    KitKat292 KitKat292 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    Today I wish I was on a rooftop in Paris, mid afternoon. Nearly summer time. Laying amongst a flowery and plant sprawled deck toking a rich blunt and listening to dreamy sounds...
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    I always dwell on my mistakes... I wish it was 10 years ago so I can get a second chance at life, meet him again for the first time, befriend the right people, avoid hurting my...
    LadyMayah LadyMayah 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    what i mean is that i wish i was a better mother in law, to be. my son's fiance is a difficult person and i feel like i am losing my son. i don't want to make trouble, but i love...
    paulabj paulabj 61-65, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I wish I was genuinely happy with life, but I'm not and I don't think I ever will. Don't see the point in even having a life.
    ellavalencia ellavalencia 18-21, F Mar 28

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    Although i am not but i just wish everyday was like that. No worries and does think about what to do or work out. That is why i have hash once a month. It feels nothing and nothing...
    noxicillin noxicillin 26-30, F Apr 2

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    I wish I was stronger than I am, but I'm not. I'm not a strong girl, I am a girl who breaks down on a weekly basis, and thinks about suicide quite often. I am not as strong as...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I'd like to have someone to lean on, and someone who can lean on me. A partner, someone to walk through life with. I've always been single and I'm really sick of if. But I don't...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 22-25, F Apr 7

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    I wish I was innocent again. Just. Something about innocence in a female is so attractive and lovable. So cute. Idk. I'm weird.
    PandaHaven PandaHaven 18-21, F a week ago

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    I was born in 1999, and am currently 14 years old. I have always been a talkative and kind person, but a few years ago my step dad and mom got divorce, and I haven't talked to my...
    UnwantedShadow UnwantedShadow 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I Wish I Was Hot! I want to know what it's like to turn heads everywhere I go. To be able to look good in anything without trying. To have a chance with guys that are out of my...
    Lifeshouldsparkle Lifeshouldsparkle 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My mind is a caos of a million thoughts at once.. Keeping my head spinning, stealing away my rest.. The anxiety is never ending and every day just feels like another test.. Will I...
    SilentGhost2748 SilentGhost2748 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    I do.. I really really do.. Well I know I'm this super awesome Mr. Epic Fantastic kind of guy (no not being conceited).. But sometimes I wish I can just be somebody else.. Like in...
    StevensTHEname StevensTHEname 26-30, M Apr 4

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    Doesn't everybody wish that? I mean single life is great sometimes but to have somebodies attention, love, and respect is an amazing feeling. To have somebody care about you and...
    93rp 93rp 18-21, F Mar 16

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    I wish I did not exist at all. I am not suicidal but I also feel that I am done living. There is no point to getting up every morning to go about your day, make money, get an...
    Girlincrisis Girlincrisis 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I don't really know what's wrong with me. Next I'm happy, then I'll just feel empty Sometimes I feel so inspired to do something, then when i'm about do it, I just feel drained all...
    nocturnalninja nocturnalninja 18-21, F Apr 1

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    Sometimes I wish I can restart , my life to correct all the mistakes I have made in life , but I have been through good thing/ and bad things because of my mistakes , but I will...
    RubieeCeee RubieeCeee 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    When people see me first thing that comes to mind is, she's high maintenance, or a snob, it amazes me how most friends open up later and say wow, I never thought you were so down...
    Imasadwife Imasadwife 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    All the time, I am wishing that I could start my life all over. I would have done so many things differently. I would have stopped so much crap. I would have spoke up sooner. I...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    This is a normal feeling for me to have. I am in a LDR with an amazing man, the only problem is he is 1235.77 miles away :( every night, every day, every minute, I wish to just be...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I am ready. I have been for quite some time. I got out of my addiction. I wanted to relapse but overcame my urges. My train of thought is much better. I can hold a conversation...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    Ruru88 Ruru88 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Relationship is sometimes annoying. Just kissing and cuddling is better?
    JasminaMacky JasminaMacky 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    Sratomasfer1 Sratomasfer1 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 24

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    ugh. I wish! Lol looking forward to be close with "some" or more people in here. Don't be pervs or rude though
    lovelycee lovelycee 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    I don't, really. My family wishes for me to be "normal", and I know I could if I wanted to, but it would honestly sicken me. I think when people become normal they are more often...
    Poker4Life Poker4Life 18-21, M Mar 30

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    Sometimes, I fantasize about a world, where everything is the same as this one, but everybody is fat. All animals, boys, girls, men and women are all big and round. All you do is...
    dontkillthegoat dontkillthegoat 13-15, M Mar 30

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