I Wish That I Could Make It All Go Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 196 People

    How Do I Move On When I'M Still In Love With Him?

    Today I took my current boyfriend to a Memorial Day Picnic with my family. I was so awkward and I don't know why. I want to avoid him sometimes, I can not explain it. You see, this picnic was for my church. The boy I am madly in love with (which is not my boyfriend) is also from...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes
    18-21, F
    May 27, 2013

    This Life ≪≪≪

    I learned life isn't promised with how many loved ones I've lost, I learned love isn't always real when he walked out that door. I learned family may not always be there when she picked drugs over me. I learned I wasn't as strong when the cuts started too become deeper or when...
    KickRocks KickRocks
    18-21, F
    May 1, 2013

    Painful Inside And

    I dont like whqt Im feeling anymore. Im scared :( Im so tired of keeping this feeling inside my head I want to tell someone but I know its going to cause a problem. I want to let it go, I have Feeling if I dont say it, it will get worse. But I dont want to say it. Because I...
    ScaredFlower ScaredFlower
    16-17, F
    Feb 23, 2013

    My Addiction !!

    i am an addict battling with my addiction to drugs.had 5 yrs. and i relapsed about a year ago using several times.i am now doing my best to stay clean and sobor.i am really looking forward to a new begining in my life once again.
    honeymyass honeymyass
    56-60, F
    1 Response Mar 26, 2013

    Luggage That Last a Lifetime.......

    Today is my new beginning, my chance to start new....a chance to forget all the discouraging things in life...to leave behind all the despair.It's my opportunity to break a cycle of abuse/neglect, and to learn to love again.......so where do I start, how do i begin again, how do...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 1, 2008

    The Family Affair

    A few years ago, my son-in-law and my daughter -in-law had an affair.  It still seems so unreal to me, but the devastation it left behind is real. I don't think my son and daughter have recovered yet.  I know the innocent children haven't.  Broken lives, hearts...
    naturenanny naturenanny
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2010

    Baggage

    I am tired of lugging around my past.  I want to let it go.  I have thought of taking all my journals and putting them in a suitcase and then just leave the suitcase somewhere.  Let someone else open it and decide what to do with it.
    Freestanding Freestanding
    56-60, F
    12 Responses Oct 24, 2007

    I Wish...

    that I could make it all go away on any given day! When ordinary life presents it's nonsense....can I just wish it all away on any given day!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 16, 2008

    2.0

    fuke fke *** people fuke those around me tht are fake u know i am sick and tried i dont fuken care eho the hell hears me daam them all dam the school dam the teachers that let it happend and dam me for letting this go on solong i have tried to kill myself over and over nut stop...
    pinkapp pinkapp
    13-15, F
    Apr 5, 2011

    Life

    i wish that i could make it all go away. I have had too many major problems in my life, more than the average. I have a major problem that will change my life forever. Im dying inside the closer i know its getting. Especially knowing there is no help. Then on top of that...
    ocngirl ocngirl
    41-45, F
    7 Responses Feb 10, 2012

    How Do I Keep the Balance Going When I Just Want to Be Taken Care of Sometimes...

    Life is stressful enough, with balancing the kids and the house and the job and all of life's changes that just happen.  I feel that if I can't find my balance again, I am going to explode...I have been through so much, and still continue to have it plaguing me.  I...
    RedheadJolene RedheadJolene
    41-45, F
    8 Responses Oct 21, 2008

    Past

    I sometimes wish that I could get my past to go away...happy ever after.,
    ascs ascs
    22-25, F
    May 31, 2009

    Today , I Did Wish It All Away....

    I closed my eyes in the car today and wished it all away! It was one of those days where nothing ever goes right.....and the kids were all in the back nit picking at each other...you know the tipical she's touching me, stop repeating everything I say , Mom! And the hubby is "...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 20, 2008

    My Life

    I wish i could make it all go away. I am a 24 year old female I am currently pursuing a master's degree and working full time. I have been working since i was 16 years old and enrolled in college when i was 17 i did graduate earlier and now i feel like everything is getting to me...
    raiders4life raiders4life
    22-25
    3 Responses May 11, 2009

    I would love to give people happiness

    and take away their sadness and problems make it all better! When I have problems I worry a lot... too much actually and thats not good for your health or mind! I wish I could remove all the hatred so that it would be a better place for everybody and they'll come together...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    Feb 2, 2014

    Your Pain....

    I wish I could make all your pain, and all your hurt go away. I'd take it on, and deal with the pain on my own, rather than have you deal with any hurt or any pain. I wish I could make it all go away for you.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 8, 2010

    Sadness

    Sadness,If I had my way,The world,Would be happier,I'd rid it,Of sadness,Bring peace,Let the world,Live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Feb 19, 2012

    Your Hurt...my Hurt...everyone's Hurt...

    I wish I could make it all go away. I wish I could make everyone's hurt go away. There are a few people's who's hurt, I would want to take away in a heart beat....A few of my very close friends who are hurting. I want to take away my ex's hurt, because it is KILLING me to see him...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 22, 2012

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