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I Wish That I Could Make It All Go Away

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    My Life

    I wish i could make it all go away. I am a 24 year old female I am currently pursuing a master's degree and working full time. I have been working since i was 16 years old and enrolled in college when i was 17 i did graduate earlier and now i feel like everything is getting to me...
    raiders4life raiders4life 22-25 3 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Painful Inside And

    I dont like whqt Im feeling anymore. Im scared :( Im so tired of keeping this feeling inside my head I want to tell someone but I know its going to cause a problem. I want to let it go, I have Feeling if I dont say it, it will get worse. But I dont want to say it. Because I...
    ScaredFlower ScaredFlower 16-17, F Feb 23, 2013

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    The Family Affair

    A few years ago, my son-in-law and my daughter -in-law had an affair.  It still seems so unreal to me, but the devastation it left behind is real. I don't think my son and daughter have recovered yet.  I know the innocent children haven't.  Broken lives, hearts...
    naturenanny naturenanny 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 9, 2010

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    This Life ≪≪≪

    I learned life isn't promised with how many loved ones I've lost, I learned love isn't always real when he walked out that door. I learned family may not always be there when she picked drugs over me. I learned I wasn't as strong when the cuts started too become deeper or when...
    KickRocks KickRocks 18-21, F May 1, 2013

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    How Do I Keep the Balance Going When I Just Want to Be Taken Care of Sometimes...

    Life is stressful enough, with balancing the kids and the house and the job and all of life's changes that just happen.  I feel that if I can't find my balance again, I am going to explode...I have been through so much, and still continue to have it plaguing me.  I...
    RedheadJolene RedheadJolene 41-45, F 9 Responses Oct 21, 2008

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    Sadness

    Sadness,If I had my way,The world,Would be happier,I'd rid it,Of sadness,Bring peace,Let the world,Live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 19, 2012

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    Luggage That Last a Lifetime.......

    Today is my new beginning, my chance to start new....a chance to forget all the discouraging things in life...to leave behind all the despair.It's my opportunity to break a cycle of abuse/neglect, and to learn to love again.......so where do I start, how do i begin again, how do...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 1, 2008

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    Your Hurt...my Hurt...everyone's Hurt...

    I wish I could make it all go away. I wish I could make everyone's hurt go away. There are a few people's who's hurt, I would want to take away in a heart beat....A few of my very close friends who are hurting. I want to take away my ex's hurt, because it is KILLING me to see him...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 22, 2012

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    How Do I Move On When I'M Still In Love With Him?

    Today I took my current boyfriend to a Memorial Day Picnic with my family. I was so awkward and I don't know why. I want to avoid him sometimes, I can not explain it. You see, this picnic was for my church. The boy I am madly in love with (which is not my boyfriend) is also from...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 16-17, F May 27, 2013

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    Baggage

    I am tired of lugging around my past.  I want to let it go.  I have thought of taking all my journals and putting them in a suitcase and then just leave the suitcase somewhere.  Let someone else open it and decide what to do with it.
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 12 Responses Oct 24, 2007

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    Life

    i wish that i could make it all go away. I have had too many major problems in my life, more than the average. I have a major problem that will change my life forever. Im dying inside the closer i know its getting. Especially knowing there is no help. Then on top of that...
    ocngirl ocngirl 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 10, 2012

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    Your Pain....

    I wish I could make all your pain, and all your hurt go away. I'd take it on, and deal with the pain on my own, rather than have you deal with any hurt or any pain. I wish I could make it all go away for you.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 8, 2010

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    I would love to give people happiness

    and take away their sadness and problems make it all better! When I have problems I worry a lot... too much actually and thats not good for your health or mind! I wish I could remove all the hatred so that it would be a better place for everybody and they'll come together...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Feb 2

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    I Wish...

    that I could make it all go away on any given day! When ordinary life presents it's nonsense....can I just wish it all away on any given day!
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 16, 2008

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    Today , I Did Wish It All Away....

    I closed my eyes in the car today and wished it all away! It was one of those days where nothing ever goes right.....and the kids were all in the back nit picking at each other...you know the tipical she's touching me, stop repeating everything I say , Mom! And the hubby is "...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2008

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    Past

    I sometimes wish that I could get my past to go away...happy ever after.,
    ascs ascs 22-25, F May 31, 2009

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    My Addiction !!

    i am an addict battling with my addiction to drugs.had 5 yrs. and i relapsed about a year ago using several times.i am now doing my best to stay clean and sobor.i am really looking forward to a new begining in my life once again.
    honeymyass honeymyass 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2013

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    2.0

    fuke fke *** people fuke those around me tht are fake u know i am sick and tried i dont fuken care eho the hell hears me daam them all dam the school dam the teachers that let it happend and dam me for letting this go on solong i have tried to kill myself over and over nut stop...
    pinkapp pinkapp 13-15, F Apr 5, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Sometimes I do, things like the weather get in the way. I wish I could hide from my feelings. I hate being human and having the ability to feel all of these negative emotions. I...
    Rayven1997 Rayven1997 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    So seven and a half years in I suppose its to late to feel like this. Little bit of history. I moved away from where I grew up to be with my partner and over time have sliped...
    Chesh375 Chesh375 31-35, M Aug 14

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    Now I'm back again from the trip, I had a great time! But the sad part is that I have to go back to school in Denmark:( I don't want to live there, because I don't get to see my...
    josephineclaire josephineclaire 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I love my job but it gets me real stressful and it makes me wonder if the part of my job that I don't feel right is something that I have to overcome or if it simply means there's...
    pheebsh pheebsh 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I always wish i could dissappear, when I feel worthless, not being acknowledge or appreciated, over stress of work and families.
    uulalaa uulalaa 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I'm 18 years old and live at home with my parents. I don't have any friends so i just stay at home most of the time reading or working in my garden. I'm starting to feel stuck and...
    mary4269 mary4269 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    It seems like forever since I have last posted a story to this group. But I am happy to say that I have a new story to tell about Paula and her windy adventures in my life. The...
    scarssymmetry scarssymmetry 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I don't see the harm in doing so. The cause and effect are nothing but good, I live alone and i can get away from my "life". Suicide and running away are the best options as of the...
    hatredofmyself hatredofmyself 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    My heart now aches for this. I have this little fantasy of running away with the love of my life. He'll pick me up just before the sun rises and we'll just drive, no plans, no...
    SheAlwaysBelieved SheAlwaysBelieved 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I want to go far away and never look back. I hate it here! As soon as I can, I'm leaving for college and I won't have to come back.
    lillylolz lillylolz 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I'm only 15 yet all 15 years have been pretty miserable. Ever since I became a teenager my parents decided to turn against me. Especially after they found out I selfharmed. My dad...
    justapainter justapainter 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    It's just so tempting, but I could never do it.
    SkyeThorgerson SkyeThorgerson 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    Even though we aren't official, he has the same feelings for me as I do for him. The thing is that he wants to kill himself and I'm trying to do everything I can to help him. I've...
    fallout07 fallout07 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I've always had depression and anxiety issues from the time I can remember. I wasn't a happy child. I just thought that I was having a rough time and that the feelings would go...
    porcelainsmiles porcelainsmiles 22-25, F Aug 13

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    Yeah , when they say the wind couldn't blow me away , my ******* childhood was ruined
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    Ardellaeh Ardellaeh 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Tonetteqc Tonetteqc 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Things are getting really stressful for me having my overbearing mother work school and now my part time job I hope I can survive these changes but I just want to drop everything...
    ladyyukihime ladyyukihime 18-21, F Aug 7

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    And I have before and It didn't work out.
    TexasYankeesFan TexasYankeesFan 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    My heart bleeds right now the gash is deep it never will heal i know agony of being me internal bottom less inferno consumes you annihilates you and yet you are still alive to drag...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 9

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    Those of us who are prone to tearing ourselves down may well have developed this behaviour by being torn down by others so often and for so long that no experience is complete...
    chefdrewski chefdrewski 51-55, M Aug 11

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    As much as I love my boyfriend, he can drive me insane sometimes. Like today, he gets mad at me for not checking his pockets before I do laundry.. Hell i'm used to doing only my...
    KikiMouse KikiMouse 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    You know one of those days where the walls are closing in? Nothing in particular is going wrong but it just feels like there is an undercurrent of things just waiting to happen...
    catlover96 catlover96 16-17, F Aug 15

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    I hate people...I hate people so much...
    suicideDepression suicideDepression 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am looking for a young woman who is very open minded and wants to do some very kinky things with an older guy, maybe I should say old guy! I don't care what you are looking for...
    RunAwayToMe RunAwayToMe 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    to gaze upon him gives me a violent sickness, as if a future injury so severe transcends space and time for me to feel it here.
    fsck fsck 26-30 Aug 7

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    Blue was sooooo adorable <3___<3!!
    AEHeroine AEHeroine 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    On very rare occasions do I think. I want to experience being a girl. Even though life would be harder. Its just those times and afterwards I'm usually shake the feeling off.
    MrFluFFYL0rd MrFluFFYL0rd 13-15, M Aug 3

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    I havent felt depressed in a while in which i guess is good, but I have that i just to care anymore feeling........I feel almost numb.....Its kinda scary but not at the same time...