I Wish Things Could Be Different

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    There's so much I wish could change

    or just not existing. I've done mistakes and I'm paying for it. And the most thing I wish could be different is me. I just can't stand up for myself and it makes me looking weak and insecure, which I am. But it looks so stupid. But I'm going to talk to a shrink about how to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 25, 2014

    "Fell down a rabbit hole" "Spinning out of

    control" "Didn't they tell us don't run into things? Didn't you flash your green eyes at me? Haven't you heard what becomes of curios minds?" "Didn't it all seem new and exciting?" "We found wonderland. You and I got lost in it. We pretended it could last forever. We found...
    catherineeac catherineeac
    16-17, F
    Nov 4, 2014

    Life Happend

        Some point in Life you have to grow up. So I've heard. I thought practically Raising Shi and Aj and Taking care of my Grandfather was Grown up. But That's Not All of it. I also heard that You won't truly understand what motherhood is until you become a mother...
    CountryAngel CountryAngel
    18-21
    Nov 11, 2008

    I wish I hadn't had made

    that one mistake.
    catherineeac catherineeac
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 7, 2014

    Why must my ex feel the need to make me jealous

    all the freaking time. Like no. Stop. You're just wasting your time honestly and I'm wasting my time writing this.
    SunsetsandBubbles SunsetsandBubbles
    18-21, F
    Apr 25, 2014

    I wish we could talk,

    I have so many things to say. I wish we never met. I wish that I could forget. I wish that all of the things we did we can do all over again (ahh I wish). I try to forget you , I try to forget those I love yous, I try to forget your kisses , your hugs, your warmth, I try to...
    PosterGirl PosterGirl
    31-35, F
    Mar 31, 2014

    I used to convince my self,

    that no, no, no, he doesn't care. That, no, he's a jerk don't waste time on him. But you showed up again. You proved me wrong again..
    catherineeac catherineeac
    16-17, F
    Aug 26, 2014

    I wish the world could be different.

    I love my little girl, but I hate that I have to raise her in a world so cruel. I will just continue to teach her the lessons I have learned thru life. I refuse to believe there isn't any good in the world any more. I will always have faith, hope and love. No one will ever...
    Alexicutie Alexicutie
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 31, 2014

    I realise now we really are just friends.

    I have so many unanswered questions...why did you tell me I was gorgeous? Why did you kiss me that way? We connect on another level, desire pulling us together when we are next to each other, yet now it seems like you never did or said these things. Are we lovers or friends? I...
    lilliesmakemesmile lilliesmakemesmile
    36-40, F
    Mar 31, 2014

    It won't happen in a flash.

    . Or a day... Or a week... Or months... Or perhaps years... But I'll move on. I'm not gonna wake up and suddenly realize you aren't who I need. Or perhaps I've already realized I can move on. What's holding me back? Is it that part of my heart that longs for you when you act...
    catherineeac catherineeac
    16-17, F
    Sep 5, 2014
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