I Wish This Had Never Happened

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 166 People

    I just recently dropped my shiny new phone in a

    target bathroom toilet last week, so to those men who didn't blow up my messages asking "WHY ARENT YOU TEXTING BACK. HELLO. WHAT U UP 2?" Thank you. I appreciate you giving me some damn virtual space.
    HemophobicDaisy HemophobicDaisy
    13-15, F
    Apr 13

    I Wish I Never Was Hired Here.

    My choices have lead me here.  To this meaningless job of which I suffer emotionally everyday.  I applied for a position without reading the fine print.  The money offered was all I saw.  Now I'm trapped in a call center nightmare with people who I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 1, 2009

    Curse the Day

    I wish I had never been born!
    Shonnie Shonnie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2008

    DDT Was Sprayed All Over My Neighborhood For Mosquitoes...

    and I followed the truck on my bike trying to stay in the cloud. lots of kids did it. glad i did not die...but now as i age i regret that i did this because somehow it may come back to haunt me like give me some syndrome or something.
    backalley backalley
    70+
    Nov 1, 2013

    Part 2. So my dad wanted to divorce my mom

    when my big sis was 40 days old but she didn't let him (not cuz she lives him or cuz of the baby ) . So mom took un pregnancy pills for 13 years and she stopped and brought me , I was a mistake , an accident . My parents divorced when I was 2 . But in that time she got pregnant...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

    losing my ******* mind.

    .but it happens I guess
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 14

    I joined EP in 2013. Obviously,

    I haven't been around for a long time. Today is my first time using the app. I remember being on this site. I remember the things I wrote, and I can honestly say that I'm ashamed of most of it. EP changed, and I went through a difficult time or two. I could no longer bring...
    milldc milldc
    16-17, F
    Apr 13

    Near-death Experience

    Life would be different in almost every way possible; I would not have my disability, have known what true love is, be a father, be able to drive, have a steady job, be understood, and so much more. It is not possible at the present time, but hopefully might be in the future...
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    1 Response Dec 10, 2012

    I Wish I Never Spoke to You

    I tried to talk to you everyday and you would never open up to me.  She entered the picture and you were as open as a book to her.  You guided her and answered all her questions, me you pushed a side .  It didn't matter that I helped you when you started work there...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 3, 2009

    Most days i really wish

    that i hadn't found this place 3 years ago. This place has taught me things I never needed to know. it's really bad when one thing completely overshadows the good. i feel like its really ruined me.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 13

    About the Logo Photo

    Sorry this story isn't related but I can delete it afterwards. But does anyone know where the Grim Reaper picture come from? Is the Artist of that picture here???
    Azoru Azoru
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 31, 2009

    How Hurt Would You Be?

    I’m curious about how people think of their lover after the affair......... Help me figure out how angry and hurt people are after being hurt by an affair.   Check out the survey........ “What Would You Do With The Pictures Left Over From Your Affair...
    SHAWNTWAIN SHAWNTWAIN
    51-55, M
    Mar 29, 2010

    Only Two Or Three Things

    it happened after i had been listening to people talk bad about my mothers side of the family,i said some really cruel things.but so did they.and those people they were talking about were dead.and it was all lies.it happened,and i must move on.
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    Mar 23, 2009

    Things

    I wish various things in my life hadn't happened, but they did.   A girl can dream lol
    LeaveAndTakeMeWithYou LeaveAndTakeMeWithYou
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2008

    My Affair

    I wish my affair would of never happened.  I like the guy way too damn much and my feelings are getting hurt way too damn much.    I figured I would add to this one.  I have to take back wishing my affair ever happened.  If I...
    crazyinlove88 crazyinlove88
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 29, 2008

    I wish it all never happened.

    I wish I was still in my home, in my country, with my family, without dad. I wish we never moved with him, I wish I never came here, I wish mom never died, I wish I never liked my crush, I wish I never witnessed my dad's engagement, I wish I can wake up and find everything to be...
    Shamandora Shamandora
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 16, 2014

    My Past.........

    Despite I knew that its not going to work finally, I wasted five years of my life in a relationship with a guy. I could not grow myself personally and professionally because he was there in my life. Not that he did not love me or he dint care, he loved me a lot, but we were just...
    needalmighty needalmighty
    22-25
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2009

    Bad Times

    I wish I never cheated on my boyfriend , we have been dating for 5 years and 1 of those years I was unfaithful i wish it never happened but I was young and nieve , I want to tell him but I can't because I know he will leave and I'm not that person anymore , Why can't I have a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 4, 2012

    My Bestie...

    So, for those who don't know my story, my best friend has been in an abusive marriage for a little under 2 years. Itt's not even just the abuse that's wrong with the relationship, he cheats on her as well, and lies to her constantly, and so forth. I woke up at 5am yesterday...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian
    18-21, F
    Feb 20, 2012

    I Wish My Father Never Passed

    I lost my father in September of 99.  He had cancer that spread from his lungs to other parts of his body.  He was diagnosed in May of 99 and passed in September.  I lost him that fast.  The worse part was he had other health issues and surgeries that he...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 6, 2009

    My parents married with out their parents

    permission . Tdy I asked my sis y is there a huge age gap she told me cuz my mom took un pregnancy pills until my siblings grew up . I was a mistake . My dad was never good he lived my mom for her shapes . And now I'm mix of evil and good (my siblings & my parents) and see wt...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2014

    22/02/2011

    The mighty quake,12:51pm,Christchurch,New Zealand,6.3,Felt far more,My prediction,Come to fruition,Why for once,Couldn't I've been wrong?Perhaps,I'll never know.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Jan 31, 2012

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    MysteriousLion MysteriousLion
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    hopelesslyromantic hopelesslyromantic
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 16
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    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
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    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss
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    trappedwings trappedwings
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 15
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    trappedwings trappedwings
    26-30, F
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    Katakuna Katakuna
    46-50, M
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    meisiemeisie meisiemeisie
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    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
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    sillysweetgirl9 sillysweetgirl9
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    gkelly10 gkelly10
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    bobbyespe2 bobbyespe2
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    randomgirl42 randomgirl42
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    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
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