I screamed your name at the sky until I lost my voice.
Questions without answers. Rhetorical.
I wonder, how many girls he’s kissed
I wonder, if pills will really cure this drowning feeling
I wonder, how much weight one can lose in just over 2 months
I need drugs to take the...
I just want the world to stop, people to stop moving, stop talking, stop going and going for just one minute. I want the world to go silent and still, so that for just one minute, just one, I could actually stop and take a breath. but the world wont stop, people wont stop...
its really how I feel a lot of the time. Between college, family drama, personal mental battles with depression, anxiety and body issuess/self hate. PLUS STRESS for money and job hunting and homework and trying to plan my future and find a place to live, and go to the doctors...
I wish time would just stop for a minute so I could breathe, readjust and just relax for a minute. Everything is based on time and spans of time.
Frankly, I am sick of it.
I need to breathe free again.