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I Wish to Be Loved

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    I Wish to Be Loved

    I detest being lonely, but loneliness and being the subject of scurilious remarks had always plagued me. I know many would try to solace by saying solitutude is wonderful. But I am weary of this "solitude". I yearn of being adored, admired and loved. I know my parents...
    umathena umathena 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 26, 2007

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    A Year And Counting....

    My boyfriend and I have been together almost a year. we have both had our hearts broken really badly in the past, the woman he thought he was going to marry, dumped him right before he was going to propose & she was also abusive. my old bf broke my heart and I didn't date or...
    Lithriel Lithriel 26-30, F Aug 30, 2011

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    Emptiness and Insecurities

    i think i'm living in denial, you know. i keep telling thousands of people around me that i'm not getting married. but that's just because i don't think someone as fat, ugly, bipolar and disgusting as me would be able to do so. and a few months back, i fell in love with a girl...
    gcmcrfreako gcmcrfreako 16-18, F 3 Responses Oct 14, 2007

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    Whats So Wrong With Me

    NEW to this but here is a start!   SO depressed today... Took 600 motrin 300 motrin allergy med. stomcah med It really helped me sleep, my boyfriend who i was with for only a week but none for much longer broke up with me, it was over a girl! that...
    SoEmPtY SoEmPtY 16-18, F 3 Responses May 21, 2007

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    The One That Got Away

    Well like it says, i just wish to be loved. I really want a relationship. One that can last. I may not be much, but i will give the most i have to give. I just want to feel that someone else wants me in their life. That someone else needs me to be around them to make them feel at...
    ModelFoSho87 ModelFoSho87 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2007

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    Why It Never Happens

    i don't really know the apt reason why i don't get "i love you" proposal from girls.i am always soft spoken and kind to others. i have a lot f friends (both male and female) and never got break up with others.if it does it compromise so easily.most of my friends said to me that i...
    johnwill1234 johnwill1234 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 13, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    My inbox is empty Y not anyone msg to me .... Really feeling very sad nd aloness I wnt to b loved..... If u cn real plssss I cnt living alone....
    rishalii rishalii 22-25, M 20 hrs ago

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    For the same reason I loved Little Busters, for the same reason I think The Matrix is an overblown extravaganza of special effects. Dark City is the thinking man's existentialist...
    Moltencorgi2 Moltencorgi2 22-25, F 19 hrs ago

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    This would go out to my "Father". I wish you could know the stinging pain of rejection, of your very person, like I suffered under your pious indifference. I wish you could know...
    yppirt yppirt 31-35, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    She lives in the shadow of a lonely girl Voice so quiet you don’t hear a word Always talking but she can’t be heard You can see it there if you catch her eye I know she’s...
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    If I could go back in time I would because I have messed up so many things that I wish I could do better and re do things that I should have done. I'm a hesitant person and...
    NoraCipirano NoraCipirano 13-15, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I don't know how I am going to focus on work today. I didn't want to leave my bed. All I can do is cry all day and all night. How can I go on like this. I feel like I want to leave...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I wouldn't have come to be the woman I am if it weren't for you. So I'm glad I met you. But I regret falling in love with you. Because we didn't fall in love. I fell in love. Just...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 6

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    I wish my face was good enough for you.... Pretty enough. I wish my body was good enough for you.... Perfect enough. I wish my personality was good enough for you...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F Jan 1

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    I wish that i can go back through time so I don't do some fatal mistakes
    jasonwwijaya jasonwwijaya 16-17, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I still resent my father and stepfather for never taking an interest in me. I wish they knew how badly they ruined me for men. Being rejected by both so-called father figures...
    yppirt yppirt 31-35, F 23 hrs ago

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    I wish i had a man tonight,,,to love me,,,,
    pullupgirl102 pullupgirl102 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have wished either for death or that I never had to be here in the first place since at least 6 years old. That's about as far back as I can remember. I can't do anything to...
    realbeerad realbeerad 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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    It's so sad how one day you can be with someone together and happy and the next day they're gone forever :/ and you're just there wishing they could be here physically
    Hazel216 Hazel216 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    I went to the beach yesterday and twenty minutes after I sat down, he arrives with his new girlfriend. What are the chances?! :( such an unlucky start to the year to have to endure...
    missssyme missssyme 31-35, F 7 Responses Jan 2

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    I still remember the first day we met, I was six and you were five. My mum took me to my first tee-ball game and left, I was really shy and started crying. I remember but I don't...
    camxyn camxyn 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I was the perfect child in the perfect family. Good grades, sporty, i have ADD but once that issue was settled my life was generally the perfect childhood. It's hard to express how...
    Cannibalcheezecake Cannibalcheezecake 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    So I just had the idea to watch an anime that I watched about 2 and a half years ago. It had been a while since I watched it, and I really loved it, so decided it was time to watch...
    PlumFudge PlumFudge 18-21, F a week ago

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    I miss u so much it kills me I need U in my life U knew me better than I know myself U would stop whatever u were doing to cheer me up if I was feeling down U never judged me when...
    Scarsdontfade Scarsdontfade 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    I miss my ex girlfriend. She was my first love and we haven't spoken in over a year. I find it pretty so heartbreaking that I'm so young and already feel that she is going to be...
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 3

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    Its a bit late, but unfortunately, I have been working over the last few days, keeping people safe and dealing with unfortunate tragedies that come to some families over this...
    blindfoldstacy blindfoldstacy 41-45, T 3 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    74th post..Well you might have noticed I haven't been posting here in a while. I'm still around. The 20th passed and I'm still alive. Had a bad week struggling all week with the...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Each time we talk I have hopes that things will work out in my favor..I had no business falling for someone at work, but we all know sometimes the hearts does what it wants.. Have...
    xxclusiv xxclusiv 22-25 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    I don't feel loved at all I don't know why though. Maybe I'm taking someone or some thing for granted. sometimes I feel like I don't belong on earth cause of the all the torture...
    Mizo0217 Mizo0217 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    it's coming to the end of 2014.... in fact the last day is today. it kind of made me realize how little close friends I have... and the sad part is that these close friends don't...
    kellyadele kellyadele 13-15, F Dec 31, 2014

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    When I was younger. I fell head first for this woman four or five years older than I. We met through a volunteer project. She was quite pretty. But it was the way she responded and...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 4 Responses Jan 5

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    I looked through your photographs today and sighed in disbelief. The self portraits pressed out from the screen and latched onto my heart, jumping off my ribcage back and forth...
    amillionpeople amillionpeople 22-25 4 Responses Jan 14

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    Interesting,very interesting? I've lived a life of doing all the right things.Believing in God and Jesus Christ.Living a clean safe Christian life. I've had opportunities as early...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I wish i was little again because when your little you had nothing to worry about everyone liked you and your family adored you. But now you have to worry how people percieve you...
    harlemwildcatbaby harlemwildcatbaby 18-21, M Jan 2

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    I understand now, why you didn't stay. I see it clearly for what it was. It was not that you didn't love me that you left, but because you did love me and couldn't see any other...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I wish I had that but at the moment I guess its just not meant to be. When the time is right, maybe it will happen for me or maybe I was meant to be alone. I long for a great...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 8 Responses Jan 16

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    I know I am strange, weird, and different than any other guy in this world. I know I am not aggressive towards women like other guys are. Maybe this is ONE reason women do not want...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Jan 17

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    Well I feel my sons love but no one else. When they say they love me I just look at them, like it doesn't register. My theory I have no self love so it's hard for me to receive or...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    This is a story on finding love ... One of the things I've been chasing my whole life ... Maybe through the business of my life on things that don't really matter concerning my...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 8 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    I believe with utmost conviction that if god loved me he would not have allowed me to be born. Because of both who I am and my life experiences I will be punished in hell for...
    Verndari Verndari 18-21, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Hey there, So the year has come to an end, and I don't know about you but I'm beyond ready for 2015. New experiences, a fresh start, all the resolutions (that never get done) it's...
    oscaxr oscaxr 18-21, M Dec 30, 2014

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    You Will Never Know Its Goodbye I think of how our late night talks will be. Our morning wake ups how it would it feel. The kisses that will makes my body shiver for you. When I...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I just want my mom to hug me and say that she loved me. I would do anything for this to happen. All she does is abuse me and tells me I ruined her life. She says to me that I'm a...
    IntrovertedKat IntrovertedKat 16-17, F Jan 1

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    Happy New Year to you and your loved ones! May all of your hopes and dreams come true in 2015. 😀
    Pinky65 Pinky65 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I'm not going to say all the "New Year, New Me" B.S. Because I know by the time February comes around, I'm going to forget all of that, as are many of you. I'm going to start...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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