I Wish to Be Loved

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 323 People

    Emptiness and Insecurities

    i think i'm living in denial, you know. i keep telling thousands of people around me that i'm not getting married. but that's just because i don't think someone as fat, ugly, bipolar and disgusting as me would be able to do so. and a few months back, i fell in love with a girl...
    gcmcrfreako gcmcrfreako
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Oct 14, 2007

    I just want to feel that I'm loved,

    that someone really cares about me. He needs to be with me when I have good mood or bad mood, when I'm feeling low or when I love myself. Someone who gets to know me and doesn't run away when he really knows me. Someone with who I can be myself and he just truly thinks 'omg she...
    JustAnotherGirlOnEP JustAnotherGirlOnEP
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2015

    Whats So Wrong With Me

    NEW to this but here is a start!   SO depressed today... Took 600 motrin 300 motrin allergy med. stomcah med It really helped me sleep, my boyfriend who i was with for only a week but none for much longer broke up with me, it was over a girl! that...
    SoEmPtY SoEmPtY
    16-17, F
    3 Responses May 21, 2007

    My mum said to my face

    because I forgot to take the trash out, and I quote " and you wonder why no one will miss you or cry when you are dead. " end quote
    greenneaz89 greenneaz89
    26-30, T
    7 Responses Jul 14, 2015

    I Wish to Be Loved

    I detest being lonely, but loneliness and being the subject of scurilious remarks had always plagued me. I know many would try to solace by saying solitutude is wonderful. But I am weary of this "solitude". I yearn of being adored, admired and loved. I know my parents...
    umathena umathena
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Mar 26, 2007

    Why is it that men are only interested in the

    easy women? The cheap ones. The ones who have nothing to offer but a pretty face. Is there something I am missing, something I am not understanding? What ever happened to value, to substance, to standards? Is that really what our world is coming to- that a person is worthless if...
    iSpyce iSpyce
    31-35
    9 Responses Jul 20, 2015

    My husband has an anger problem.

    I'm really passive and soft. But little things will turn him into this mean raging man. The rest of the time he's super affectionate. Often inappropriately so in public. If I don't feel super kissy because I'm tired or stressed from school or busy working on something, he can...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 2, 2015

    My husband has an anger problem.

    I'm really passive and soft. But little things will turn him into this mean raging man. The rest of the time he's super affectionate. Often inappropriately so in public. If I don't feel super kissy because I'm tired or stressed from school or busy working on something, he can...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 2, 2015

    The One That Got Away

    Well like it says, i just wish to be loved. I really want a relationship. One that can last. I may not be much, but i will give the most i have to give. I just want to feel that someone else wants me in their life. That someone else needs me to be around them to make them feel at...
    ModelFoSho87 ModelFoSho87
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 9, 2007

    A Year And Counting....

    My boyfriend and I have been together almost a year. we have both had our hearts broken really badly in the past, the woman he thought he was going to marry, dumped him right before he was going to propose & she was also abusive. my old bf broke my heart and I didn't date or...
    Lithriel Lithriel
    26-30, F
    Aug 30, 2011

    Why It Never Happens

    i don't really know the apt reason why i don't get "i love you" proposal from girls.i am always soft spoken and kind to others. i have a lot f friends (both male and female) and never got break up with others.if it does it compromise so easily.most of my friends said to me that i...
    johnwill1234 johnwill1234
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 13, 2012

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    maryhenderson69 maryhenderson69
    66-70, F
    Apr 21
    i wonder if she meant all those things she said.you told me that if you got mad and said hurtful things i should just ignore them because you dont mean them.i wonder if you really...
    lanbanan lanbanan
    18-21, T
    Apr 21
    Ep for me that loved one is u..thanks for being there and because of u i have some friends, with whom i can share my real feelings, can talk to them without giving a second thought...
    MysteriousLion MysteriousLion
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    I I love her but she didn't love me back. I think of her consistently and not just when I'm lonely, even when I'm busy midday. I try my best to stop or hinder how I feel, but I can...
    LostHaze LostHaze
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 20
    I wrote something long and detailed but i messed it up. So here is a short version because I can't bare writing another one. I loved a boy. We broke up... it was mutual, I didn't...
    sillykittycat sillykittycat
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    nobody has ever showed unconditional love in me. unconditional interest, unconditional care. not even my family. how am I supposed to be loved by anyone if nobody ever loved me?
    maloriemeow maloriemeow
    22-25, F
    Apr 19
    All of this, this group and all the stories here, are really impressive... in the most horrible of the possibile ways. What I'm most impressed with are the amount and similarity of...
    TotalVoid TotalVoid
    26-30
    Apr 19
    I just lost a couple friends of mine to murder/suicude. One friend turned on his wife (who I was also close with) killed her, their children, and then himself. I've lost loved ones...
    BruceWained BruceWained
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    waiting for the wish to come true...i had made some frnds on here though still I can't talk to them on ny topic..i wish i had few frnds with whom i can hangout sometimes,talk to...
    MysteriousLion MysteriousLion
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    I wish i could have more close friends. I only have 2 best friends. they mean the world to me but they are usally busy with school. I just wish i had someone else to talk to so i...
    Abemonstro Abemonstro
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Apr 18
    Unworthiness is the inmost frightening thought that you do not belong, no matter how much you want to belong, that you are an outsider and will always be an outsider. It is the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 17
    People say be careful what you wish for. I don't think that's true. I'm wishing for something that won't come true. I want it and wish I had them. It won't happen... They say don't...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 16
    I have been feeling that yesterday mostly at the end of the day. I wish I had a friend or a group of people who can make me feel better who can hug me and tell me I'm going to be...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    I really wish i had a magical power to erase and delete thoughts that involve me from brains of known and unknown souls ..i dont want to be remembered by anyone. i wish my name,my...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 15
    One of life's twists is the sudden recollection of a memory embedded in my mind. I hadn't thought of her in ages yet today's beautiful Spring afternoon jolted me back to a...
    gnikool gnikool
    56-60, M
    Apr 15
    I've been crying my eyes out because in this 2yr relationship I fell in love. I have never loved anyone like that. I didn't care about his background, I didn't care that everyone...
    linzzy linzzy
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 15
    I have been married four years this July and it seems like our relationship gets worse and worse every year... he is home long enough to drop the kid off after school then he's...
    scarsofrelief scarsofrelief
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 13
    Hi I am meisie I am a transsvestait I am from South Africa I grow up very hard my name sake parents never give me love but all are dead and I have no families to I Am complete...
    meisiemeisie meisiemeisie
    31-35, T
    3 Responses Apr 13
    It is your day, the day you were introduced to this world, a world where you were cared for. Today you celebrate that day. Have a lovely one, share it with your loved ones. All i...
    sparksspunk sparksspunk
    31-35, F
    Apr 13
    Remember Dad , you left on purpose when I was a baby . Remember you said you never wanted a daughter I've never met u but I know u have other kids and I know u don't want to meet...
    Dessily Dessily
    13-15, F
    8 Responses Apr 12
    When you let someone have the power of your state of mind, that’s when you realise you’re in such a dangerous space. Letting them protrude every corridor of your mind to the...
    trying2forgetyou trying2forgetyou
    22-25, F
    Apr 12
    How did I do it. I wasn't in love with you for first few months but the way you loved me and care for me I fall in love with you. As I start falling in love with you. You was...
    rosecr rosecr
    36-40, F
    Apr 12
    I wish my dad's priorities didn't come in this order; Work, himself, social life, family. I wish my dad was a protective father to me. I wish he didn't see my short high school...
    sillysweetgirl9 sillysweetgirl9
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    I wish I had more friends because as of right now I don't have any friends and I wish I could have people to talk to
    bobbyespe2 bobbyespe2
    22-25, M
    Apr 10
    i always wonder if i am ever gonna be loved back :(
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    as I look around and see all the people who are truly in love with each other ,sometimes I get kind of jealous I miss the feeling of loving someone but never really felt a true...
    highonheels45 highonheels45
    46-50, M
    Apr 9
    I used to be in an LDR with a guy 12,000 km. away from me before my current bf now. I spent a lot of time and effort trying to make things work even we were apart. I started...
    HomelessSoul HomelessSoul
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 9
    I wish I could have had the "HAPPILY EVER AFTER." I wish I could have been worthy of love. I wish I could have felt peace and security in my life. I wish I could have accomplished...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    I was in love with a girl who I loved so much and she loved me madly.. An orphan who lost her mom and brother, but I came to fill that emptiness inside her heart. Two years...
    MessyGlaze MessyGlaze
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 8
    I am nobody's. Every once in awhile I wish I could be loved. That I could be somebody's, but I have understood for a very long time now that I am the "unforgiven ". All of people's...
    Ancientphoenix78 Ancientphoenix78
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    Wish I had someone who can be brave enough and tell me, "I'm here for you..."
    LunaKruna LunaKruna
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 7
    Is this too much to ask? To be loved but even better would be to be shown love! *sigh* :(
    angelpumpkin36 angelpumpkin36
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 7
    I always loved someone who can't love me back. I always end up crying for the person that will never love me. I am fool in love and do everything for the one that I love even if it...
    icesky icesky
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 7
    I was writing poems to this girl I met and she loved them so I sent her one everyday and I even wrote her a song and she loved it and we talked over text and she told me about her...
    erickv354 erickv354
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 6
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    Peking1977 Peking1977
    36-40, F
    Apr 6
    Honestly, I have problems letting go of situations and people. I wish there was a like a button I could press that would get rid of it for me. I just want them all to disappear.
    uniquelychallenged uniquelychallenged
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 5
    Some general "blind" world advice. Since were all in totally different situations with totally different backgrounds and experiences and insecurities and fears, it's impossible to...
    LoveExplorer78 LoveExplorer78
    36-40, M
    6 Responses Apr 5
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    laurenoates93 laurenoates93
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 5
    It's funny how in life the first thing a lot of people think when things get hard is I want to die. I guess in our heads we think death is like switching a tv off. You know like...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady
    31-35, F
    Apr 4
    I wished I had more close friends. o_o Mm, more like... I wished I had close friends. *softly chuckling* (Because I don't have any at all)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Apr 4
    He said he loved me, then left me like I meant nothing. Even though he hurt me, and we are "friends" I still love him, I just want to tell him, but I don't want to be with him...
    babyseal1998 babyseal1998
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 4
    So, I don't usually think that dreams have any meaning or weight to them, but lately I have been dreaming of loved ones that have passed away. Last week I dreamed that my...
    capitangarfio1975 capitangarfio1975
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 4
    I loved someone and they loved me too, but I didn't let them come near me because I wasn't ready. If only Id have let them walk into my life I wouldn't have had to deal with such a...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Apr 4
    Im in college right now and somehow,no matter how hard i try to stay positive. I walk in that schoolbuilding with positive, driven, excited energy and come out very depressed and...
    djmane djmane
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 4
    I just wish I could fall in love. I just wish I could find a soul mate , like Lily & Marshall. I just wish I could find a person that completed me, COMPLETELY. I watched every...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit
    41-45, F
    Apr 3
    Had an argument over the phone today and it got cut if before we could sort anything out :( his mum seems to think I'm going leave him just so down and upset today didn't think it...
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    Apr 3
    Since EP is going to freeze the content in a few weeks, I'd wish to put my emailadress here for those who will arrive at the site in the future and recognize themselves in the...
    Zafrony Zafrony
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 3
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