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I Wish to Be Loved

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    Whats So Wrong With Me

    NEW to this but here is a start!   SO depressed today... Took 600 motrin 300 motrin allergy med. stomcah med It really helped me sleep, my boyfriend who i was with for only a week but none for much longer broke up with me, it was over a girl! that...
    SoEmPtY SoEmPtY 16-18, F 3 Responses May 21, 2007

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    The One That Got Away

    Well like it says, i just wish to be loved. I really want a relationship. One that can last. I may not be much, but i will give the most i have to give. I just want to feel that someone else wants me in their life. That someone else needs me to be around them to make them feel at...
    ModelFoSho87 ModelFoSho87 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2007

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    Emptiness and Insecurities

    i think i'm living in denial, you know. i keep telling thousands of people around me that i'm not getting married. but that's just because i don't think someone as fat, ugly, bipolar and disgusting as me would be able to do so. and a few months back, i fell in love with a girl...
    gcmcrfreako gcmcrfreako 16-18, F 3 Responses Oct 14, 2007

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    Why It Never Happens

    i don't really know the apt reason why i don't get "i love you" proposal from girls.i am always soft spoken and kind to others. i have a lot f friends (both male and female) and never got break up with others.if it does it compromise so easily.most of my friends said to me that i...
    johnwill1234 johnwill1234 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 13, 2012

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    A Year And Counting....

    My boyfriend and I have been together almost a year. we have both had our hearts broken really badly in the past, the woman he thought he was going to marry, dumped him right before he was going to propose & she was also abusive. my old bf broke my heart and I didn't date or...
    Lithriel Lithriel 26-30, F Aug 30, 2011

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    I Wish to Be Loved

    I detest being lonely, but loneliness and being the subject of scurilious remarks had always plagued me. I know many would try to solace by saying solitutude is wonderful. But I am weary of this "solitude". I yearn of being adored, admired and loved. I know my parents...
    umathena umathena 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 26, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    *Apologize in advance for being mopey during the holidays* Happened again. Met someone. Went out a few times. It's going great. Up until she fills me in on her "situation...
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I wish I was anorexic..losing weight must be a breeze. I don't know how they do it. I wish I hated eating. I wish I hated food but I don't!! I would love to be 90-105lbs!!
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I wish I could change the emotional part of me. The part that makes me feel, the part that makes me so damn nice and caring. I do something nice for someone and I don't get a...
    saram1985 saram1985 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel like this year I have watched as every last crumb of my own childhood has been washed away. I was still fairly young when I bought my first house, and shortly after, I...
    danteflorz danteflorz 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    “He changed me. He took everything hiding in the shadows of my consciousness and he brought it to the light. He shook me harder than I knew I could be shaken. He cracked my very...
    gravity1 gravity1 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    help me grow up. I wish I wasn't wishing for someone else to be my guide. I wish someone would care enough to want to hold my hand. I wish someone was firm enough to lay me...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    I'VE BEEN SINGLE FOR OVER THE PAST 15 YRS.. I JUST WISH THERE WAS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO WOULD GET TO KNOW ME & LOVE ME. SINCE I FEEL YOUNG MENTALLY, ONLY YOUNG WOMEN INTEREST ME...
    LITTLEBOYINSIDE LITTLEBOYINSIDE 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    Hey future love of mi life/ future spousal unit/ future boo thang, For staters, I haven't come up with a good pet name to call you by. But I'm sure I'll figure something out...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've distanced myself from everyone I called friend. because they are too hollow. or I am. but I wish there was someone. with an AMAZING sense of humor. sarcastic and crude and...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Merry Christmas and a Happy, Healthy and Peaceful 2015 for everyone! May you enjoy the holiday season and all of your wishes be fulfilled!
    naaktopstraat naaktopstraat 41-45, M 8 hrs ago

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    To get well soon in body, mind and spirit. I wish you a happy Christmas and a hopeful New Year. Each time we feel alone, lonely or hopeless, no matter how deep the pain that cuts...
    LoveJaney LoveJaney 36-40, F 7 hrs ago

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    Happy Holidays to Everyone🎄 Seems this time of year is either awesome or stressful dealing with issues. Anyone feel the same ? Wishing a Great "2015" with lots of Love and...
    crystalbright crystalbright 46-50, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I would like to wish you all a very wonderful Christmas and a happy New Year. Thank you and be safe.
    LilChickadee LilChickadee 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    My old life is starting to catch up with me, my old drug dealer is stalking me for money I don't have anymore because I got arrested and the cops took all my money. He's honestly...
    spac3cadet spac3cadet 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I wish i was happy. Being alone is not making me happy.
    fseanb fseanb 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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    I wish I had more good friends here on ep. I have a few but so many people let you down.
    blodyn blodyn 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    How I wish this was true...
    JandL2013 JandL2013 31-35, F 38 mins ago

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    you no what hurts the most? is my mom will never put me and my sister in the family barrel plot. I guess we were a trouble to her. but my aunt has her son in the family plot...
    jojom543 jojom543 36-40, F Nov 24

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    Ive held the hand of someone i loved, and told them everything would be alright, even though i knew that it wouldnt. Ive had to identify someone i loved in a morgue. Ive been in...
    AntonioV AntonioV 46-50, M 6 Responses Nov 29

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    I am a woman that was with a woman. I was with her when I was 15, she was 17. We did everything together. She was my only friend. I guess I loved her too much. She was everything...
    ti777 ti777 18-21 3 Responses Dec 6

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    My father was in the military and there was no room for error or personal opinions. We grew up with everything we wanted materially and very little of what we needed emotionally...
    uofarkchick uofarkchick 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    58th post. I'm back to my story and it's back. The wanting to die feeling. I hate myself, I hate this world, I am ugly, I am a doormat, I am pathetic. Nobody loves me. Such a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I see you and I smile I talk to you and everything seems to be alright You're such a beautiful flower, so fresh and new If I had to pick one I'd pick you My heart beats the way I...
    JEJ2259 JEJ2259 22-25, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Yes...i want to thank you for being so special this day.. yes u my EP friend.. You have taken trouble to call me and wish on this day.. and also being the first person to wish...
    yashwith yashwith 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 28

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    35th post. If you thought the physical, mental and emotional abuse was the worst of it, then I need to just say, you haven't heard the best part of it yet. The part that actually...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I met him when I was fresh out of high school. I moved to a new town following old and dear friends into the belly of the beast. A spontaneous and trendy city, and I was ready to...
    dandelionsandlighthouses dandelionsandlighthouses 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    I don't feel like I can rely on anyone. I don't feel like anyone truly cares for me. I just wish I could have any relationship with mutual love and respect. I just wished someone...
    Brokenandvulnerable Brokenandvulnerable 22-25, F Dec 1

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    I've spent my life feeling alone...in every facet of the word...feeling empty and hopeless...thinking maybe one day...if I just held on and made it through everything then..maybe I...
    Volumes Volumes 22-25, M Dec 8

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    I wish I would stop missing her when she couldn't care less about where, how or what I am doing. I saw an old couple walking and holding hands, and I felt both inspired by how...
    fukubus fukubus 41-45, M Dec 9

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    a good friend of mine passed away 3 days ago,i have known him since i was like 6 years old and now i'm almost 22. they say they found an overdose of sedatives in his system . i don...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 10

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    I love her im not lesbian but someone said I was possessive as if a mother would be and what he said helped but I still can't get over that I'd do anything for them. I'll protect...
    AlphasMate AlphasMate 22-25, F a week ago

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    I really thought I had it all with my now ex boyfriend! I loved him and he told me daily how much I meant to him and how much he loved me and what he wanted for us. then out of the...
    libragirl89 libragirl89 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    Carnivale on HBO got cancelled after two seasons. They did an ending kind of during the second season but it was kind of quick you could tell it wasn't planned. I loved that show...
    ultraterrestrial ultraterrestrial 26-30, F Nov 30

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    I wish they had never cancelled The Secret Circle. I loved that show, and they left us hanging. It ended all geared up of another season.
    fourcrazyccats fourcrazyccats 31-35, F Dec 1

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    I wish I can feel loved by my wife but her friends here she finds her friends more than me.
    sweetie8888 sweetie8888 46-50, M 3 Responses Dec 12

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    My music teacher kissed someone in my class today. Kissed her on the forehead... Admittedly, I was and still am a little jealous... I've never been loved like that. I wish I could...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    I wish I felt loved! Maybe someday.
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I miss my love ; the only love I've ever knew. He never left my thoughts, imaginations and dreams. My heart is broken and beats with pain. I want our love story back. I want that...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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