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I Wish to Return to the Past

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    I Wish I Could Go Back

    I wish I could go back, but only about five years. Since then, it seems like I have really made a mess of things. I am trying to get everything straightened out but it does seem diffficult. I take two steps forward only to be pushed (or shoved) three steps back! And it seems like...
    crazylu crazylu 41-45, F Nov 16, 2007

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    The Past

    I regret so much ive done and should've done i wish i could go back and fix everything and have my life be perfect (ok not perfect just better)
    whenyouneedsomeone whenyouneedsomeone 16-18, F Nov 16, 2007

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    Return To Past

    Yes after sometime I returned to past. Or my past returned and reconnected Reclaimed me. She owns me, collared and leashed. She is branding me this time.
    velivil velivil 56-60, M Oct 29, 2011

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    Sadness of My Life

    I made a lot of irreversible mistakes in my life. Mistakes that taunt me till now. It all begin when my mum had a misunderstanding that my dad had a mistress, after hearing rumours from her friends. They started quarrelling and fighting with each other since and i...
    darkestlight darkestlight 16-18, M Nov 16, 2007

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    I Want to Be Reminded...

    I'd love to go back to when I was about 14 or so.  Back when I felt the entire world was against me. I'd love to see how it compares to how I feel these days.
    meowmeowface meowmeowface 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2007

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    Return

    Unfortunately, we cannot turn back time.  There's things I would keep the same and other areas, I would love changing it.  Whatever it is, it is part of me.  I'm my past, my present and future, whether I like it or not.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Sep 9, 2011

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    My Thrive

    Well today i left my toshiba thrive at home and i wish i could of bought it with me.
    codelyoko12345 codelyoko12345 13-15, M May 31, 2013

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    I Wish Do Things Differently

    MY wife gave me my best Christmas present ever. She let me fulfil a fantasy. She fixed up a ********* with her and another woman who has a fabulous face and body. She found the woman through the internet and paid her to come to our home and have sex. She also bought silk sheets...
    leoking005 leoking005 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 27, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    i want to let go and move on coz my past is just a mistake. :((
    PyrixSin PyrixSin 13-15, M 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    58th post. I'm back to my story and it's back. The wanting to die feeling. I hate myself, I hate this world, I am ugly, I am a doormat, I am pathetic. Nobody loves me. Such a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    2014 Started with a blast but ended with a hollow filling, Friends in school are now strangers of the past, Happy moments used to share are now memories of what it was, Was it a...
    00Knucklehead00 00Knucklehead00 18-21, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    There are days where I wish I lived on the road. How much fun would that be. I'd try to sell my artwork or some sort of talent. Make money that way for only the things I need like...
    Devilscar Devilscar 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I wish I could allow that to sink into my head and stop worrying about the past and focus on my future. To be really honest, my past was so messed up, that I wish to go back and...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F Dec 9

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    I was thinking about all the violence and bloodshed this past week..The terrible senseless slaughter of innocents in Pakistan and the Middle East. I guess as much as we try and...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 9 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's an interesting term, we use it in discussions everyday in some form or another whether it be in our jobs, to friends, girlfriends, boyfriends, husbands, wives, relatives...
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M 4 Responses Dec 4

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    I wish I wish I can erase all my past. All the pain and hurt I've been through. Cutting myself crying myself to sleep at night and the flashbacks I just wish I could burn them...
    RobertsLove17 RobertsLove17 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    "You rock." The psychologist said when I walked into the room at the student health centee and sat down. I looked at him like he was crazy. "You rock yourself back and forth...
    TenThousandSorrows TenThousandSorrows 22-25, F Dec 12

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    As I write these words it is Saturday, December 13th, 2014, and I am a depressive, often anxious, unemployed 41 year old. But this is no ordinary day for me. That's because today...
    CosmoLang CosmoLang 36-40, M Dec 13

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    28th post. A couple of other times that spring to mind when I think about the abuse, were two instances where once again I can't understand what went wrong. A few years back we...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    26th post. So here is another blast from the past. This probably happened about 2 years ago, at the height of my anxiety, and when my mental illness was developing into much more...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Nov 30

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    I wish I would stop missing her when she couldn't care less about where, how or what I am doing. I saw an old couple walking and holding hands, and I felt both inspired by how...
    fukubus fukubus 41-45, M Dec 9

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    I could tell you had it all figured out, but i dont. I STILL dont. I thought i did but i DONT. I truely do NOT. ugh well let me start by saying love is like a rubics cube. You...
    justasia justasia 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    40th post...Wow, it's my 40th birthday in 3 months and this is my 40th post. I'm going to take this post as being symbolic. How am I feeling today?? I can feel the bad feelings...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Dear, boring one. You're a repeated record Hesitating on opportunities Missing life by staring at blank white walls Pondering on words you wish you said Being left out of the...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F Dec 12

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    So I met this girl about a month ago and I don't just throw my self at every pretty girl that walks by mostly because I'm kind of a coward when it comes to that stuff, but I also...
    steelers7fan steelers7fan 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I wish I had the ability to forget my past.. I do try my best to not to think about it.. but when I get reminded of it, I'm totally helpless.. it ends up in sleepless nights.. it...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I also am in a Very Dark place in my life. Probably the DARKEST in 36 years. I have been in a mentally abusive realtionship for 3 years now. I just recently found out this past...
    gutierrezgia7 gutierrezgia7 36-40, F Nov 30

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    I am a survivor. I can adapt, assimilate, and overcome. I really wish I didn't have those abilities. Sometimes I wish I had just died there. But I am stronger. Maybe a bit...
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M Dec 4

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    To my wonderful EP friends - especially the friends in my circle - THANK YOU for your friendship and your support over the past year. I think I have really grown through our...
    lightblueeyes lightblueeyes 46-50, F Dec 18

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    I've distanced myself from everyone I called friend. because they are too hollow. or I am. but I wish there was someone. with an AMAZING sense of humor. sarcastic and crude and...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    To get well soon in body, mind and spirit. I wish you a happy Christmas and a hopeful New Year. Each time we feel alone, lonely or hopeless, no matter how deep the pain that cuts...
    LoveJaney LoveJaney 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    All plastics were dissolved using a chemical that leaves no bi product. The ground us not choked with waste. Human beings have a true value, not just a political value. No one...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 7

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    I feel like I'm just giving out too much without actually receive anything back from people. I know we said: "Hope for nothing in return." stuff and how things will work out in the...
    nguyen23 nguyen23 18-21, M Dec 7

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    I met him when I was fresh out of high school. I moved to a new town following old and dear friends into the belly of the beast. A spontaneous and trendy city, and I was ready to...
    dandelionsandlighthouses dandelionsandlighthouses 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    49th post..5th post on Sydney lock down. It is now 7.15pm here and 5 hostages have escaped so far. Police are in negotiations with gunman. Unconfirmed reports of bombs around...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Dec 15

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    Often, I look at our culture and cringe. I feel the desire to love people. However every time I ask a girl out I get nervous or estranged looks. Once I asked a girl if she wanted a...
    jjeng1989 jjeng1989 22-25, M Dec 16

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    MERRY CHRISTMAS!! to every one i hope you all feel loved and happy and if not look at the sky at night when the stars are out shinning and know im here and i love every one for who...
    Orion1032 Orion1032 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    The I-Ching says: Chaos, is just another name for Opportunity. Saturn Return. Man, I've calculated my Saturn Return and it is about a year from now but I can already feel the...
    Feroel Feroel 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 16

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    I want someone to love all of me and accept my past and my dark side. Like the song from muse- undisclosed desire
    Layla1721 Layla1721 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 27

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    I seem to get many requests to write about the laundry room -and I do have one more holiday event that I can write about if stll intereest in me writing about it. Even though it is...
    Petraschka Petraschka 22-25, F Nov 30

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    I'd love to not be so lonely. I'm not naturally friendly and have terrible social anxiety, but as I've grown up I've learned to be social to a degree, just find it tough to really...
    tjc93 tjc93 18-21, M 5 Responses Dec 4

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    help me grow up. I wish I wasn't wishing for someone else to be my guide. I wish someone would care enough to want to hold my hand. I wish someone was firm enough to lay me...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    This past week, with all the Christmas tree stands going up, my kids asked about getting a real tree for the holidays this year. So, as we are standing in a store looking at...
    fourcrazyccats fourcrazyccats 31-35, F Dec 4

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    I just need to leave my family and my ****** past, so I can start fresh and create my own life be who I am with everyone on my a** about it. If I want to dye my hair...let me If I...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 13-15, F Dec 4

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    How do I feel secure in my relationship? I'm not afraid he'll leave me, or cheat on me and yet, I do not feel that he's willing to risk everything to make this work. I know he will...
    secondandunhappy secondandunhappy 22-25, F Dec 7

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    Our 29 Year Age Difference! We meet on AgeMeet.com , I am 21 and my boyfriend is 50. We were friends for a couple years before we got together, we have been together 3 amazing...
    amanda198812 amanda198812 26-30, F Dec 9

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