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I Wish to Return to the Past

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    I Wish Do Things Differently

    MY wife gave me my best Christmas present ever. She let me fulfil a fantasy. She fixed up a ********* with her and another woman who has a fabulous face and body. She found the woman through the internet and paid her to come to our home and have sex. She also bought silk sheets...
    leoking005 leoking005 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 27, 2008

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    Sadness of My Life

    I made a lot of irreversible mistakes in my life. Mistakes that taunt me till now. It all begin when my mum had a misunderstanding that my dad had a mistress, after hearing rumours from her friends. They started quarrelling and fighting with each other since and i...
    darkestlight darkestlight 16-18, M Nov 16, 2007

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    I Want to Be Reminded...

    I'd love to go back to when I was about 14 or so.  Back when I felt the entire world was against me. I'd love to see how it compares to how I feel these days.
    meowmeowface meowmeowface 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2007

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    Return

    Unfortunately, we cannot turn back time.  There's things I would keep the same and other areas, I would love changing it.  Whatever it is, it is part of me.  I'm my past, my present and future, whether I like it or not.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Sep 9, 2011

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    My Thrive

    Well today i left my toshiba thrive at home and i wish i could of bought it with me.
    codelyoko12345 codelyoko12345 13-15, M May 31, 2013

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    Return To Past

    Yes after sometime I returned to past. Or my past returned and reconnected Reclaimed me. She owns me, collared and leashed. She is branding me this time.
    velivil velivil 56-60, M Oct 29, 2011

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    The Past

    I regret so much ive done and should've done i wish i could go back and fix everything and have my life be perfect (ok not perfect just better)
    whenyouneedsomeone whenyouneedsomeone 16-18, F Nov 16, 2007

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    I Wish I Could Go Back

    I wish I could go back, but only about five years. Since then, it seems like I have really made a mess of things. I am trying to get everything straightened out but it does seem diffficult. I take two steps forward only to be pushed (or shoved) three steps back! And it seems like...
    crazylu crazylu 41-45, F Nov 16, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    My soul deflates to know that he thought he had to be someone else to have what we had. It was all in his head. The love, the relationship, it was a fantasy to him not because it...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm scared, terrified, traumatized, and sick. I wish I had more words to add how completely humiliated and terrified I am right now. Why? WHY?! I thought I was happy now, I thought...
    GirlWithThePWSBM GirlWithThePWSBM 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    Why do I keep beating myself up over the past.... Very dirty past though. I wish I could change my decision. I wish I would have done better in school, everyone around does the...
    Toocrazy4u Toocrazy4u 18-21 Oct 11

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    I hate it when I think about it way too much or like I don't know I mean just in general I'll replay stuff in my head wishing I could fix that or wished I never met those people in...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 11

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    I wish I was dead everyday of my life. I have had suicidal thoughts and tendencies since I was 11 years old. My parents divorced when I was 1 year old. Ever since I could remember...
    Meatball20 Meatball20 22-25, M Oct 14

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    Is timing everything is a relationship? I think it is in my case. D: I met my friend back in March after a few months of hanging out and texting. He confessed he had feelings for...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F Oct 14

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    Can't be done I'm afraid. These are the things you have to live with. But yes. Lots and lots of things I wish hadn't happened. And some I wish did!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Oct 17

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    Today is his birthday, and it will be the 1st time in 4 yrs that I'm not going to email him and wish him a happy birthday. He never remembers my birthday, and that's always kind of...
    SirenaVonLee SirenaVonLee 36-40, F Sep 29

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    Time and time again I have done this. It doesn't make a person feel any better reveling on things they wish they could change........I'm not doing that anymore! I can honestly say...
    drama16queen1997 drama16queen1997 16-17 Oct 4

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    After being ill for months & cleansing my pineal gland I decided to do a self past life regression mediation .. To say the least it was not a vision from the past but a exquisite...
    Lelue Lelue 51-55, F Oct 9

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    After being ill for months & cleansing my pineal gland I decided to do a self past life regression mediation .. To say the least it was not a vision from the past but a exquisite...
    Lelue Lelue 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    I moved across country for my fiancé to go to the uni of his choice in hope that a new start would cure my negativity and hopelessness. I was wrong...I've never felt so alone. For...
    GlumCandy GlumCandy 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I'm pathetic; I hate how easily my feelings are hurt and how easily I can get embarrassed. They're not attributes that anyone can love. Telling me "then just stop being so...
    KayandtheCelloCats KayandtheCelloCats 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    It had been nearly four years since the dreaded events drastically transformed me from a small-town naive girl into a not-so-innocent teenager. I went to middle school and was...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 16-17 1 day ago

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    I'm kinda tired of caring with all my hear for people, and them not doing it in return.
    seanlayton211 seanlayton211 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    I pour my heart out, i break my back. I shed blood, sweat and tears for you and expect nothing in return. No one loves me like i love them. I ended my 5 year marriage to a man who...
    Chibichaos Chibichaos 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    Pasta, Pasta, Pasta, Pasta, Pasta, Pasta, Pasta, Pasta Nothing is better and if I don't eat pasta for a week i have a abstinence crisis lol Pasta with tomato, i love tomato too...
    Enjoyyourlife Enjoyyourlife 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    First, you ought to know how will you getting captured. Obviously there's an incredible number of gamers in Globe of Globe of warcraft, but it is actually possible for Blizzard to...
    ykqlm ykqlm 26-30, M Sep 27

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    It's just so hard to forget what brought me to were I am. I wish I could wipe my memory because all of what we go trough is what makes us who we are. We are shaped by our...
    Li1981 Li1981 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    This is life. People will screw you over. You'll fight with your family. You'll witness things that will change you forever. You'll blame new lovers for the things old lovers did...
    MarissaSimmonds MarissaSimmonds 16-17, F Sep 28

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    It's been a while since I've been on Guessing I'm going to blog things not to sure.. But I've made change.. I've started to go back to school and further my medical career. I'm...
    GoddessHalo GoddessHalo 22-25, F Sep 28

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    Can anyone really do that.. How do you let go of the past? Your first love will always remain a bittersweet memory and as difficult as it may be to deny, defines most of our...
    Lee124 Lee124 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    I really wish I had her better relationship w/ my mom! I miss her!
    lilserv04 lilserv04 16-17, M Oct 1

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    Now that I'm older, I'm always learning about the things they did in the past with their money. They gave out long term interest-free loans to family members, purchased a sizeable...
    postrattling postrattling 22-25, F Oct 9

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    I remember when i was younger a drunk loved my mother. He always tried to get her but i dint let him. Since my dad died when i was three i dint know what having a father was like...
    MrYoda MrYoda 70+, M Oct 9

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    over the past 6 or 7 days i have slept for 8hrs collectively, if that. my mind is tired, and my body is tired, i dont know why i cant sleep
    newgirl2123 newgirl2123 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I wish I was willing to say yes more often and do things in the moment that I regret
    pappa94 pappa94 18-21, M Oct 12

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    Honestly, i kept worrying that my past mistakes or whatever that hurt me might haunt me if i don't deal with it, but i was too anxious to deal with it and i read online articles...
    Asatoka Asatoka 22-25, F Oct 12

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    I was nine they told me to do coke with them. and I said naw I'd rather sell dope with them ya I used to sell drugs but that doesn't make me a bad person I pushed dope sense I...
    jmontoya50913 jmontoya50913 18-21, M Oct 13

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    I want to own my own home.I'd like to have a secure job.A source of income coming in on a regular basis. I need somebody who cares as much for me as I do for them. I'd like to have...
    mirth mirth 46-50, F Oct 14

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    In spite of being very educated, I can't seem to hold a job. I've been laid off 2 times the past year, neither of them performance based. Im in my 30's now and I have no money...
    jachinboston jachinboston 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 15

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    I'm the type of girl who will love you with her whole heart! Id give anything and everything to see people smile or be happy! I love because i love it! I love to make people smile...
    madusand madusand 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    Ok did. Now i need to stop crying over them. And wishing for revenge.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am becoming ill again. It has been going on for some time. The paranoia is getting out of hand and the depression is getting a grip. If it was not for my sons I would gladly be...
    Eggyegg Eggyegg 46-50, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I hate it, ALL of it. I want to dissappear from this world forever. I never asked for this or anything, i just wanted to live, I never thought it would be this hard, too hard. I...
    donjr474r donjr474r 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So I currently weigh 155 pounds, I'm 5'4 and my goal weight is 85 pounds. Any suggestions? I've been fasting for the past few days and only drinking black coffee and tea with lemon...
    sidorska sidorska 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I try not to think like this because you can't carry the past with you but I don't think some understand just how bad it hurt. Not that long ago I broke down in front of one friend...
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    Over the course of many years I experienced a phenomenon that fits the description of 'past life memories' better than any other explanation or description. I realize that I may...
    MiriamPia MiriamPia 46-50, F Oct 2

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    as i re arranged the furniture in my living room today, i couldn't help but feel nostalgic. i have this wooden rocker. it's not the prettiest or the most fancy of chairs, but it...
    smokieBrie smokieBrie 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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