I Wish to Return to the Past

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    The Past

    I regret so much ive done and should've done i wish i could go back and fix everything and have my life be perfect (ok not perfect just better)
    whenyouneedsomeone whenyouneedsomeone
    16-17, F
    Nov 16, 2007

    Sadness of My Life

    I made a lot of irreversible mistakes in my life. Mistakes that taunt me till now. It all begin when my mum had a misunderstanding that my dad had a mistress, after hearing rumours from her friends. They started quarrelling and fighting with each other since and i...
    darkestlight darkestlight
    16-17, M
    Nov 16, 2007

    I Wish I Could Go Back

    I wish I could go back, but only about five years. Since then, it seems like I have really made a mess of things. I am trying to get everything straightened out but it does seem diffficult. I take two steps forward only to be pushed (or shoved) three steps back! And it seems like...
    crazylu crazylu
    41-45, F
    Nov 16, 2007

    I Want to Be Reminded...

    I'd love to go back to when I was about 14 or so.  Back when I felt the entire world was against me. I'd love to see how it compares to how I feel these days.
    meowmeowface meowmeowface
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2007

    Return

    Unfortunately, we cannot turn back time.  There's things I would keep the same and other areas, I would love changing it.  Whatever it is, it is part of me.  I'm my past, my present and future, whether I like it or not.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Sep 9, 2011

    I Wish Do Things Differently

    MY wife gave me my best Christmas present ever. She let me fulfil a fantasy. She fixed up a ********* with her and another woman who has a fabulous face and body. She found the woman through the internet and paid her to come to our home and have sex. She also bought silk sheets...
    leoking005 leoking005
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 27, 2008

    Return To Past

    Yes after sometime I returned to past. Or my past returned and reconnected Reclaimed me. She owns me, collared and leashed. She is branding me this time.
    velivil velivil
    66-70, M
    Oct 29, 2011

    My Thrive

    Well today i left my toshiba thrive at home and i wish i could of bought it with me.
    codelyoko12345 codelyoko12345
    13-15, M
    May 31, 2013

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    All of this, this group and all the stories here, are really impressive... in the most horrible of the possibile ways. What I'm most impressed with are the amount and similarity of...
    TotalVoid TotalVoid
    26-30
    Apr 19
    waiting for the wish to come true...i had made some frnds on here though still I can't talk to them on ny topic..i wish i had few frnds with whom i can hangout sometimes,talk to...
    MysteriousLion MysteriousLion
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 18
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    Abemonstro Abemonstro
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Apr 18
    I have flashbacks of my past life My past self fact file (idk what it's called) Name: Melodes Sex: (yes plz!) male Age: Unknown (probably around 14 at the time of flashback...
    MichaelByers MichaelByers
    16-17, T
    Apr 16
    People say be careful what you wish for. I don't think that's true. I'm wishing for something that won't come true. I want it and wish I had them. It won't happen... They say don't...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 16
    I have been feeling that yesterday mostly at the end of the day. I wish I had a friend or a group of people who can make me feel better who can hug me and tell me I'm going to be...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    I regret a lot of my past and it comes back to haunt me every day. There were guys I should have never dated but I wasn't confident enough to say no. There were girls I wanted as...
    lilpoetbear lilpoetbear
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    I really wish i had a magical power to erase and delete thoughts that involve me from brains of known and unknown souls ..i dont want to be remembered by anyone. i wish my name,my...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 15
    Being male isn't all it's cracked up to be. I'm stuck, because I've been told point-black I'm not transgender, told I can't try to reapply until I'm 18. The best part? I keep so...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    Apr 15
    Super nervous about a project i have to present today. More than others cause i have to say everything in english (i live in mexico and none of my classmates have ever heard me...
    jessie8g jessie8g
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    If you plan to love me, I promise to find the right words to describe my feelings and help you unravel the puzzle of my life. If you plan to love me, I will slowly start breaking...
    ThinxAna ThinxAna
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    I joined EP in 2013. Obviously, I haven't been around for a long time. Today is my first time using the app. I remember being on this site. I remember the things I wrote, and I...
    milldc milldc
    16-17, F
    Apr 13
    Most days i really wish that i hadn't found this place 3 years ago. This place has taught me things I never needed to know. it's really bad when one thing completely overshadows...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 13
    I'm ready to make a change weather it be going to the gym more often to kill some time (I like busy work) or trying to cease my procrastination habits. Some kind of big change...
    GabbyWoodBerry GabbyWoodBerry
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 13
    I dream about the past. I also dream about what I hear and see about other peoples dreams come true. I don't have any original dreams other than travelling to remote temples and...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Apr 13
    Hi I am meisie I am a transsvestait I am from South Africa I grow up very hard my name sake parents never give me love but all are dead and I have no families to I Am complete...
    meisiemeisie meisiemeisie
    31-35, T
    3 Responses Apr 13
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    DespicableTruth DespicableTruth
    22-25, F
    Apr 13
    Even after a year and a half of hormones and some cosmetic work, I still wish that my body and face were more feminine.
    lauratdc lauratdc
    46-50, T
    Apr 13
    It is your day, the day you were introduced to this world, a world where you were cared for. Today you celebrate that day. Have a lovely one, share it with your loved ones. All i...
    sparksspunk sparksspunk
    31-35, F
    Apr 13
    I really do want a close friend to be honest. Someone I can call my friend, and I can trust not to ditch me and play with my feelings. I just wish I had someone there.
    regretti regretti
    13-15
    2 Responses Apr 12
    I just wish I had someone I could actually call my ' bestfriend ' someone who was there for me as much as I was there for them, someone I could trust..
    regretti regretti
    13-15
    Apr 12
    I'm 20 years old, the only close friend I have is my 15 year old sister. I love her to death but there's even some things I can't discuss with her. Other than her, I don't have any...
    MickxLove MickxLove
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Apr 11
    I wish I had played a sport. I am not athletic at all, I'm so bad at sports. My friend plays softball and the bond she has with her teammates is unbreakable. I feel so left out...
    Bellasmithbella Bellasmithbella
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    in this world people just fake it like they care but in reality not many people care most just are selfish this is reality i know what hurt is i wish i could take others...
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    I often wish I was better. Just as often, I have to wonder what that really means. But if intentions matter most, understand that I never would hurt another soul... maybe you can...
    Taynkbot Taynkbot
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    I wish my dad's priorities didn't come in this order; Work, himself, social life, family. I wish my dad was a protective father to me. I wish he didn't see my short high school...
    sillysweetgirl9 sillysweetgirl9
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    i really wish it would ..
    LovelyGorillla LovelyGorillla
    16-17, F
    Apr 10
    take all the love take ocean of love take higher than the stars i will you a lot of love but in return love me a lot heal my scars that i have on my heart wonder if...
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    Apr 10
    I wish I had more friends because as of right now I don't have any friends and I wish I could have people to talk to
    bobbyespe2 bobbyespe2
    22-25, M
    Apr 10
    since it's been a few days since my last update, i may as well post something to let everyone know i'm still alive. i've arrived back in CA, Kaito and i are still engaged. i...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    It may seem like I'm dwelling on the past a little too much... This occurred to me, yes. But I think it's because I haven't sorted it out in my mind yet. If I don't understand...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 10
    My brain is on overdrive tonight. I hate it, yet I don't want to go to sleep. Just wish it would shut off so I could be okay.
    Forevertired23 Forevertired23
    22-25, F
    Apr 8
    I wish I could have had the "HAPPILY EVER AFTER." I wish I could have been worthy of love. I wish I could have felt peace and security in my life. I wish I could have accomplished...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    Ever since I was in school I had always been an outsider. I was always the weird kid that nobody talked to. I had a few friends throughout my school years but those friendships...
    Heretic9320 Heretic9320
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
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    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger
    41-45, M
    Apr 8
    I wish if I had someone to talk to and understand her better
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 7
    So I've just been feeling really down lately, and this situation has just been making it worse. I have this cousin who goes to my school and youth group. She's an outgoing person...
    Arrowheaddd Arrowheaddd
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    ********* I would like to publish this prayer in grateful thanks to Archangels St Michael, St Raphael and St Gabriel. ********* Heavenly Father, You have given us archangels to...
    Peking1977 Peking1977
    36-40, F
    Apr 6
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    IkIlLeDyOuRsOuLaNdAtEiT IkIlLeDyOuRsOuLaNdAtEiT
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    i wish i can have very care and kind boyfriend
    Angel1ne Angel1ne
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    I would like to wish a very Happy First Contact Day to all my fellow Trekkies!
    ProfessorYaffle ProfessorYaffle
    41-45, F
    Apr 5
    I'm 22 and still in school, but lately I've felt almost an obsessive need to get pregnant and start a family. I see pics of babies or hear about another friend whose pregnant or...
    laurenoates93 laurenoates93
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 5
    It's funny how in life the first thing a lot of people think when things get hard is I want to die. I guess in our heads we think death is like switching a tv off. You know like...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady
    31-35, F
    Apr 4
    I grew up in Memphis, Tn. Life was easy, good friends and a loving family. When I turned 18.. things took a turn for the worst. I became an alcoholic/addict for the next 9 years...
    Coltsguy2016 Coltsguy2016
    26-30, M
    Apr 4
    I wished I had more close friends. o_o Mm, more like... I wished I had close friends. *softly chuckling* (Because I don't have any at all)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Apr 4
    I wish I was a real boy and had a penis and all lmfao (:
    Angel2345 Angel2345
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 4
    I wish I had people to always hang out with and talk with and have to say they love me and actually make me feel like I'm wanted and have a purpose to live but I don't.
    Angel2345 Angel2345
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 4
    So what advice would you give your past self?
    Hannah1100 Hannah1100
    13-15, F
    Apr 4
    With the years continuing on within my life, where I have been battling my constant impulses in having to live two lives inside me one as a male within the public life and a the...
    Nightimegal Nightimegal
    46-50, T
    Apr 4
    Im in college right now and somehow,no matter how hard i try to stay positive. I walk in that schoolbuilding with positive, driven, excited energy and come out very depressed and...
    djmane djmane
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 4
    I just wish I could fall in love. I just wish I could find a soul mate , like Lily & Marshall. I just wish I could find a person that completed me, COMPLETELY. I watched every...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit
    41-45, F
    Apr 3
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