as simple as that we are breathing. The cool night air also delivers a sense of "happy" .... yaa ... happy to known you, a most beautiful grace of the Creator.
In the name of Jesus always bless your life.
I know its hard but I wish you happiness where ever you are and what ever you do. Keep smile to everyone and hope everyone give they sweetest smile to us.
You are very special person so just believe a mirracle will come to you and give you the best. I always pray for your best...