The sun exacerbates the pain
The normal pain is clear
The depression is opaque
Will it ever end?
I may as well die
Medication is a cover
The cuts are deep and present
It will never end
talk to me even when it's not about sex.
I Wish people on my Facebook would stop calling females "hoes" just cause their not a virgin.
I Wish people would be there for me like I'm their for them.
I Wish I could close my eyes and make all my dreams a reality.
I Wish I wasn't...
I wish I was at the beach or on a sunny lawn...
in a protected nook away from the chilly autumn wind.
Lying stretched out, lazy and warm...comfortable.
Chatting to a friend lying beside me
just letting our conversation meander.
Plenty of comfortable silences just soaking in...
I wish you well on your journey
Through this adventure that is life
Perhaps you find true love on the way
A partner that puts you first
Who makes you feel like you are the king or queen
Of their realm
And not like a caged bird
May your kinship be full of passion and desire
right station . My family is pretty typical country aussie family binge drinking when they were younger big parties in some paddock or back yard on the weekend . Me I don't drink much nor do I feel like I need to . Utterly hate beer . Then there is also how I look at life . I...
like to have, I used to reply: "money"...to travel around the world...
Some years after that, to the same question I would have replied: "intelligence" to be able to progress in life...
Sincé some days ago, I´ve been begging God to give me some magic power...to be able to...
why is it so hard? this world is big and small at the same time, how can two souls fall in love and be away so far away from each other. How can a love be so strong but so far away? make a connection like no other and feel the pain that you can't be near. This would seem so...
Wishing Beautifuldreams42 was still here. Her presence was a strong one. Although I miss her already, she left a lot for her friends here and that is priceless. She truely is a woman of grace, restraint and class. But now that shes gone I have no one to keep me in check! Watch...
where and he's probably telling her she's pretty and touching her hair. The way I loved it and kissing her neck the way he used to do to me and I lay in bed alone and wish it were me. He's happier now, I tell myself this, but to tell the truth it doesn't make it hurt any less. I...
All i wish for is world peace,i know its a stupid wish that will never come true,but it's still something that this world needs. I see people everyday fighting over the most stupid things,why can't we all just get along!When you turn on the news the only thing you hear about is...
wish for if I had only one single wish. That is an almost impossible decision. One wish when I have so many thoughts in my head. I could be greedy and wish happiness only for myself. I could wish for my children's happiness, I could wish prosporous futures for the ones I...
I wish to be reborn into a world of endless wonder, where every turn holds something new, not necessarily new as in never seen before, but new in the way it's presented. A world where there is one large continent, and no racial division, no language barriers, and no gender...
I wish I was smart.
I wish I was more outgoing.
I wish I wasn't so shy and quiet.
I wish people would understand me without me having to explain.
I wish I was a kid again.
I wish life was easy.
I wish I could take back some words.
I wish I could take back some actions.
I wish I...
but mine are basic dark brown. I wish I could have gorgeous hair but no i have coily nappy course hair. I wish I could have a lighter skin completion but no I'm brown. I wish my teeth were perfect but no I chip one when I was little. I wish I had smaller lips but no I'm stuck...
Who will love me unconditionally.
Who will rub my back and tell me everything is going to be okay.
Who will listen to me… And tell me everything that they know.
Who will be willing to put me back together…
Who will light up with joy, and put on a smile, whenever they see me...
I wish I had more confidence in myself, I wish I could just be myself. It feels like there is a wall in front of me I have to knock down before I can be me.
It's all psychological, I know, but it really, really sucks,
paper in front of me breaking all the doors, trying to set my feelings free.
I don’t want to be choosy about the words I want to write nor even want to keep anything in hide, everything inside me I want to say ,for so long I've been trying day after day, thought it would be...
We all have them .... our hopes , our dreams , they are all so different and all so original ... isnt it wonderful to be able to dream about how wonderful life could be ... " if only ..." Well i tell you ... Prayer and planning can make your dreams...
I wish that my relationship was a lot better.
I wish I had more money and that I could support myself.
I wish I had a much better job.
I wish I had a much better body.
I wish hatred didn't exist.
I wish I had real friends who weren't so fickle.
I wish my mom won't die until I'm...
and I'm just sitting there thinking, wishing. I wish I hade one moment, one second, one minute, one hour or one day just to see her. She was everything I could of wished for and more. She is beyond amazing and I seriously don't know what she saw in me but she liked me for me...
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
I wish I was able bodied I wish I was good looking I wash I wasnt in constant pain I wish my body would work like I want it too I wish I could pee normally I wish I didnt have to use a catheter I wish my penis was bigger I wish I didnt have to worry about money, I wish I had...
medically and mentally healthy again.
I'm tired of being so sick that I can't do anything anymore just pretty much sit at home.
I just want to be normal again without worrying about my health. Every night is the same I pray I don't die and will wake to see my family. Please...
The diurnal way takes a toll
The sun a dark effect on me
But not the darkness I like
What am I waiting for?
You desire the sun
The deadly light is your love
Ignorant you are
There is no dark side of the moon
What are you waiting for?
and give them a big hug, a kiss and tell them that I love them, but I can never get the guts too, I need them but I'm to afraid to let them in for all I've done,
I find keeping myself closed up is best for all
I wish there wasn't a void within me still. I wish that I did not wonder if she still thinks about and misses me as much as I do her. I wish I didn't have to wish for these things.
Ultimately I guess I wish her good and I wish her well, I wish for her, but can never tell....
One of the things I carry around with me in my heart is to try to accept everyone no matter what, even though it isn’t easy, I try. Do people not say that’s what they want? For everyone to get along? Forgive and forget? Is it really all a lie?