like a hypocrite, I wish I was always what I am perceived to be on the outside. If people only knew that behind my smile, my laughter, smartassery, and even encouraging words there is a person who counts the moments until she can be alone and until she can completely shut down...
private beach at my Bahama's bungalow. With a margarita in my left hand, and bowl packed with marijuana by my side. Soaking up the sun, reminiscing about the times that I'd dreamed of this moment where I can sit back, relax and say "I made it." Maybe I'll invite my friend's who...
I wish to be reborn into a world of endless wonder, where every turn holds something new, not necessarily new as in never seen before, but new in the way it's presented. A world where there is one large continent, and no racial division, no language barriers, and no gender...
now. I wish I were kissing your lips as you sleep. I wish I were holding your hands. I wish I could rest on your shoulders. I wish I could see you smile the way you used to be 3 years ago. I wish I could be with you forever. I wish you were loving me all the while and just lied...
I wish my family accepted me
I wish my friends lived closer
I wish i had a gf who loves me
I wish i had good grades
I wish my mom would go away
I wish i was a girl
I wish i wasnt depressed
I wish i could be included
I wish i wasnt ignored
I wish people would care...
for a day. Brush, curl, and tease my hair. Wear sparkly eyeshadow, dark eyeliner, red lipstick. Pour myself into a black dress, stand tall in a sexy pair of heels.
Then reality sets in and I remember that I really like to get dirty and cuss!
that ruined things, I hadn't done.
I wish I knew how much of it is my fault, and how much isn't about me at all.
I wish that just for once, time would be on my side.
I wish I knew when to be quiet and when to speak up.
I wish I understood what other people want.
Todays her birthday and it sucks. She died when she was born so I never got to meet her but it still messes with me. She would be 16. Honestly one of the only reasons I stopped self-harming and stuff is because I want to live my life for her since she never got the chance. I...
I wish I was able bodied I wish I was good looking I wash I wasnt in constant pain I wish my body would work like I want it too I wish I could pee normally I wish I didnt have to use a catheter I wish my penis was bigger I wish I didnt have to worry about money, I wish I had...
I wish sadness didn't constantly intrude to color everything with its sad and gloomy colors.
I wish people were more honest with their words.
I wish people said what they think and meant what they say.
I wish I could take a break from bad news. It has gotten to the point...
why is it so hard? this world is big and small at the same time, how can two souls fall in love and be away so far away from each other. How can a love be so strong but so far away? make a connection like no other and feel the pain that you can't be near. This would seem so...