I Woke Up In His Loving Arms

Our first night together we barely slept. We talked, kissed, and spent what seemed like forever staring into each other's eyes. I fell asleep next to him with a smile on my face and my head on his chest. Everything about that night was...

it was nice
 
 
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I remember feeling like it was deja vu. It was the first night I have ever spent at this house. When we were getting ready for bed it felt as if we had been doing it for years.  We got into bed and snuggled and drifted off to a...

...and as always, it was awesome. When we went to bed -at 4 am- I was freezing, and he held me hard until I got warmed up and fell asleep. Then, when I woke up today, I didn't want to get up because he was still holding me and being the...

It was early, the sun was beaming through the curtains behind my eyes. The air above me was a little cold. My brain was fuzzed and then I remembered.
I'm in Manhattan on November 1st 2008, sirens blazed all night from the firehouse...

It was just like any other Friday night with John. We stayed up late and watched romantic comedies. When I was falling asleep I felt him carry me into my room, tuck me in, and kiss my forehead before leaving without a sound.

I was...

When he came to give me that present, and we ended up in bed together, it had been the first time in a long time I had felt comfortable enough to sleep. He was wrapped around me, and me around him and his arms were tangled up with mine...

4 am - He awoke early. I felt him leave but was too deep in my sleep to stir or process what he was doing. I started dreaming again. I was in a factory. He cam back to bed, wrapped his arms around me, and held me tight. He joined my...

I used to wake up in his loving, comfortable arms that made me feel safe, warm, comfortable and loved.
And I miss him and his arms a lot.