I Wonder About the Deeper Aspects

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    The Deeper the Better

    i hate trivial things--trivial conversation, trivial, petty issues, etc.  i dont want to discuss the weather, i don't want to talk about who will win the superbowl.  there are so many more important things in life and i dont want to waste my time discussing or mulling...
    trixi trixi
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 11, 2008

    Spiritual Trip

    I had a magic mushroom trip a while back and it was one of the most eye opening spiritual experiences in my life. It made me question society as a whole. Why is there education and work and prison? The world is just a factory churning out people and everyone goes along with it...
    coastsidelivin530 coastsidelivin530
    16-17, M
    4 Responses May 1, 2011

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