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I Wonder, Did You Ever Love Me

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    Did you really? I mean,

    she is prettier than me. She IS your best friend. That week you broke up with me, did you run to her? Or how about when you ended it for good? Did you leave me for her? I bet you ******* did. I can't get over that you actually do things with her around school that you NEVER did...
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 18-21 May 5, 2014

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    The Truth That May Destroy Me.

    It's the most horrible feeling.  Spending half your life with someone and not ever really knowing.  At this point, it's irrellevant as it's not going to change the past or the future.  Sadly, it's still a question that circles in my mind.
    Mahal1023 Mahal1023 46-50, F 17 Responses May 2, 2011

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    Mom...dad?

    They acted liked they loved us, but my dad beat my mother, my brother and me. After he was taken away, it was just me, Jay and mom. Then she left us too. They didn't love us, they never did. Everyone who stepped in my life, has always run out on me. They all left me. Nobody ever...
    XxLoneFoxxX XxLoneFoxxX 18-21, F Sep 2, 2011

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    I would like to show him this. I am not going to wonder. If what I wanted to show him is above the last two lines, what am I showing him? This question is in the goodie bag...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    Fear of people and what they may do or say will cause you to go along with something that does not make sense, even when you know in your heart that what the person(s) or majority...
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    I wish someone would talk to me on here. It seems like you have to look beautiful or hot to get all the respect on here. The people on here are just like people you meet anywhere...
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    At the moment, I’m buoyed by the knowledge that I have only 3 treatments left! It’s 5:30 AM, the sky is still black. September really knows how to make the most of...
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    How my head manages to think so much, always so patient with the never ending thoughts the best part is it never gets tired sometimes i just wish things were a lot easier and my...
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    No one knows how many secrets I‘ve kept over the years. I wonder sometimes if someone will be able to keep mine.
    RiskTyka RiskTyka 16-17, F 7 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Even though my dad has strongly emphasised that I try not to drink too much because it will take away my calcium intake, but I just can't help it :< Besides that, drinking...
    iTetraZazicII iTetraZazicII 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I really do. He's the only dog I ever had and it's been a learning curve. My dog is an epileptic mute so we sort of understand each other-both misfits who throw fits and annoy...
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 6 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    She has no idea what she means to me, my love for her is like gasoline spilt in a forest causing madness as it spreads violently, when she looks upon face and see the love in my...
    MysteryKS7 MysteryKS7 26-30, M 19 hrs ago

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    Currently watching Dawn of the dead. I wonder sometimes how you wake up gwt ready for work then BAM zombies everywhere.
    vange12 vange12 36-40, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    She has a smile by the gods. It stretches from the very bottom of the land to the very top of the sky. Like a sunrise each time you come near it, and it shines so damn bright...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Have you ever spent all day or even a few days messaging someone and get excited to see that little green dot beside their name waiting for another message? Then the green dot...
    NaughtyWhispers NaughtyWhispers 36-40, F 19 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have been thinking of something to write about, topic for today. I really don’t have one. So, I am going to make one. I am going to write about three things that crossed my...
    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Ok so this is the second book in the saga! Your feedback is very helpful so leave ALL your thoughts, good and bad, in the comments below or in my messages CHAPTER 1 It was a...
    TJamess TJamess 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    I did, but let her slip away.
    4lornhope 4lornhope 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    Oh the thoughts are tumbling today. I'm not really sure what to make of them. It began with the happy surprise of a solitary morning. He's back to his efforts, and I swear I...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    if I told people that I am bipolar and have PTSD from childhood traumas, and military traumas would they want to know me... Or would they politely exit stage left once they found...
    harleyblu73 harleyblu73 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm not that interesting. Like, for real. 😂
    SJ110 SJ110 13-15, F a week ago

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    I always wonder what girls have actually had a crush at. if I knew, then i might have a higher self esteem lol
    unclefox unclefox 13-15 a week ago

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    Yes I am. Still can't quite get it right after 41 years. I'm a hopeless romantic but just expect to be treated like I would treat someone else. Wonder if I will ever learn....
    SexyMomma37 SexyMomma37 36-40, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    PART TWO SO THIS IS HEAVEN, HE THOUGHT, AND HE HAD TO SMILE at himself. It was hardly respectful to analyze heaven in the very moment that one flies up to enter it. As he came...
    TheRisingPhoenix54 TheRisingPhoenix54 61-65, M Aug 25

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    I was answering a question ,"does real love really exist "? and my answer was if I ever loved you I always will ,, then I heard a man of God ask why is the word love used like...
    rckt148 rckt148 56-60, M Aug 24

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    POSTING IN THREE PARTS. THIS IS PART ONE IT WAS MORNING, AND THE NEW SUN SPARKLED GOLD across the ripples of a gentle sea. IT WAS MORNING, AND THE NEW SUN SPARKLED GOLD across the...
    TheRisingPhoenix54 TheRisingPhoenix54 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    Despite what I am and the monster that's a part of me, God loves me. He knows me, all of me and he still loves me. I think part of the reason I follow such a strict moral code...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I know that I wine sometimes when you asked if I heard you. I heard your words every single one. you say that I trapped your heart and put it into a small box. dear you just felt...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld 36-40, M Aug 23

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    Glycerine by Bush http://youtu.be/pU6KhFWvKPM It must be your skin I'm sinking in It must be for real 'cause now I can feel And I didn't mind It's not my kind It's not my time to...
    yeronlyman yeronlyman 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    With the connectivity that is possible with the internet, it is really easy to get a lot of information about a person without ever talking with or meeting said person. I've found...
    mehbearcub mehbearcub 26-30, M Aug 22

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    It's like you get a mix of anxious, worried, upset and sometimes angry all at once to the point where you feel physically sick and sometimes everything blurs and you have like a...
    Voldermin Voldermin 18-21, F Aug 21

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    Everyday I wonder if I will ever find her. The person who is meant to be with me. Sometimes I think that there is no one there. I've tried so many times to find her. But still she...
    MaxusPope MaxusPope 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 20

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    IT'S NOT ENOUGH....I've been hearing a lot of that phrase lately... A few weeks ago the person I love told me that I made her feel she's not good enough for me.. The funny thing...
    jazzME jazzME 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I wonder if I made the right choice of loving you. I accept all your flaws but you cant accept mine. I did everything to save our relationship but you just gave up. So tell me...
    midnightthoughtsofyou midnightthoughtsofyou 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I wonder if any younger people know about any of their influences. I'll try to send links. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rpxNJcNRwFA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4kujH0ScAi0...
    expiali expiali 56-60, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    Gasping but somehow still alive This is the fierce last stand of all I am Gasping, dying but somehow still alive This is the final stand of all I am... The Smiths - Well I Wonder...
    AdamV13 AdamV13 70+, M Aug 18

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    Yeah I definitely believe that. There's some that wonder "why do you deal with or talk to that person," but as you said they're there for some reason.
    goatonicon goatonicon 36-40, M Aug 16

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    I woke up again to that sight. There he was. So unique in his age. I blocked out all the people who tried to tell me the truth about us and just focused on his face. He was so kind...
    coerietheraven coerietheraven 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    i don't. It's true. i'm bisexual myself. What i do care about is the 'your' in the title. Every time this pops up in my feed, i wonder what of YOUR things is gay, straight or...
    nequamnequam nequamnequam 46-50, F 9 Responses Aug 16

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