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I Wonder, Did You Ever Love Me

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    Mom...dad?

    They acted liked they loved us, but my dad beat my mother, my brother and me. After he was taken away, it was just me, Jay and mom. Then she left us too. They didn't love us, they never did. Everyone who stepped in my life, has always run out on me. They all left me. Nobody ever...
    XxLoneFoxxX XxLoneFoxxX 18-21, F Sep 2, 2011

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    The Truth That May Destroy Me.

    It's the most horrible feeling.  Spending half your life with someone and not ever really knowing.  At this point, it's irrellevant as it's not going to change the past or the future.  Sadly, it's still a question that circles in my mind.
    Mahal1023 Mahal1023 46-50, F 17 Responses May 2, 2011

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    Did you really? I mean,

    she is prettier than me. She IS your best friend. That week you broke up with me, did you run to her? Or how about when you ended it for good? Did you leave me for her? I bet you ******* did. I can't get over that you actually do things with her around school that you NEVER did...
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 18-21 May 5, 2014

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