I Wonder How Many of Us Are Lost

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 165 People

    What am I but a breathing corpse with a void

    inside that consumes others and reflects on them externally?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 18, 2015

    I am a vagrant in the latent metaphysical

    planes of existence searching for ideas that ultimately mean nothing. To think is to become sordid and utterly confused about it all, which is nothing. I think and act pleonastically, as does everyone else, in this world of utter dissonant mishmash.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 11, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 10, 2015

    A mental dehydration unquenched A emotion

    dehydration quenched by venom I long for one whom I will ultimately destroy A mind that is humid and foggy A broken down human who wanders metaphysically I deconstruct what I see around me to see nothingness is what really is around
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 21, 2015

    Lol

    How many of you feel lost?Hey check that out. I see naked manbutt in the group pic.
    Kittychanel Kittychanel
    41-45, F
    1 Response Oct 23, 2012
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 19, 2015

    And then I stared into the abyss,

    which was a reflection of myself. As I gazed into this perpetual chasm, that was once beautiful land until it was wrought by my utter despair, I've realized that my pain, my suffering, was for nought. I jumped into the abyss, the abyss that was the personification of my internal...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 21, 2015

    Lost

    Depends on how you look at it, but we all are lost. Even if you believe you have all the answers you don't. No one knows everything, and that makes us all lost.
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2010

    Her Husband Has Been Cheating...

    ...a favorite former girlfriend, now a good friend, called to seek help and a shoulder. 15 years with her partner; married for 4...and she just won't give up on this guy. I was at a loss...no magic words to help her feel better ( I did get her to laugh a few times so....). He has...
    Sudbury Sudbury
    46-50, M
    Jun 3, 2009

    Too Old For Romance?

    I read this quote today and I could feel it. 'How many of us are so busy looking for what doesn't exsist that we completely miss out on what does?" My experiences on the dating sites tell me that all of my possible matches pass me by, looking for....more? I don't know. ...
    Sudbury Sudbury
    46-50, M
    6 Responses May 26, 2009

    Where's My Compass...?

    I am 35 years young, a female in the military, and married with two kids.  I became pregnant with my oldest, and my now husband and I weren't married at the time, (this was 8 years ago) and he basically skipped town, accepting orders halfway across the country.  After a...
    pakrasdream pakrasdream
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 28, 2010

    I search for a world

    that doesn't exist. I strayed from the path I was showed and still shown, but I don't want to walk amongst them because when among sheep I feel sheepish
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 20, 2015

    Because I know I am,

    for a fact.
    Kkgunny Kkgunny
    18-21, F
    Jun 14, 2015

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