I Wonder How Much a Heart Can Take Before It Explodes

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    Wounded Heart

    Been dating a girl for over 8 years. She broke up with me about 2 years and she wanted no contact from me. We got back together after 4 months and then eventually moved in together for a year. She recently moved out and said we were done. I'm still totally in love with her but...
    sashkenya sashkenya
    36-40, M
    Mar 17, 2012

    I Do.

    How much more can my heart take???My dad raped my mum.She got pregnant with me.By the time she found out and wanted an abortion, it was too late, so I was born into a family that I wasn't wanted.My dad started drinking heavily.Mom was sleeping around.I was dad's "wife' and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 6, 2013

    I wonder. Most of the time my heart feels like

    it's about to... I can only take south heartbreak
    alyssabay alyssabay
    16-17, F
    Aug 11, 2014

    Really? Seriously?

    I absolutely cannot take anything else. Why is it that when I'm trying to be happy, and maybe almost succeeding, that life piles it on? Over the past three weeks there has been so much negativity and drama that it's almost unbearable. It's easy to say, oh, don't think about...
    Chassant Chassant
    18-21, F
    Jun 4, 2009

    well.. you cant break something that's already

    broken. just like you cant fix something that's broken and have it back to normal. if the heart was going to explode it would have already. but instead it broke slowly. now it's just gonna shatter.
    xxxalyssabrownxxx xxxalyssabrownxxx
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2014

    General Advice?

    Alright, sadly I don't have the time to completely explain. So I'm going to sum it up the best I can. My ex boyfriend, who has been a jerk, wants me back. This guy I'm talking to, wants to go out with me. Oh, & my friend wants to go out with my ex. Basically I'm so...
    ImEndangeredGimmeYourCola ImEndangeredGimmeYourCola
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Oct 2, 2009

    It Would Seem Mine Can Take Quite a Lot...

    ... since it hasn't exploded yet. There are things you're just sure you will never survive when they're still nothing but hypothetical. But it's important to see the difference between hypothesis and reality. It's even more important to realize that there is always someone whose...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 1, 2009

    That Feeling Was Nuts.

    Not so much like before,but I had that feeling,just  could not take no more.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 16, 2011

    Heart Is Broken But Don't Seem To Care.....

    Does that even make sense? I just block my life out half the time. I know that if I fully acknowlege what my life is like I will end up going properly insane. I feel I am too old and yet too young to face some of the issues I am facing. I am heartbroken that my life has ended up...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 30, 2011

    ...

    ....You can't break what is already broken.
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    Feb 22, 2010

    What Is Love?

     Many people think I am to young (14) to know what love is. But, I believe everyone has a different opinion on what love is.  I don't think I will ever know intil I find it. I am growing up with divorced parents, a half brother 3 months younger than my youngest...
    silentawakening silentawakening
    13-15, F
    2 Responses May 16, 2010

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