I Wonder How Things Would Have Been If You Were Still Here

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    Thought About This Last Night

    One of my good friends was shot and killed in a drug related crime.  He wasn't even the target.  I wonder how my life would have progressed if he were still alive.   I think if there's anyone I would have told about my ex beating me, it would be him.  If...
    yoyy yoyy
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 2, 2010


    If you were still here, I know you would have stopped the nagging abuse from mother.  It got really bad and in the end I was blamed because I couldn't tolerate her abuse anymore.  I know you are in Heaven watching out for me.  I just wish you were here so you could have...
    ladygodiva110 ladygodiva110
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2011

    But Then

    I remember you and I remember about the time that we had. I could dwell in the past and I could obsess over the what ifs or the maybes But it is not going to bring you back. I do not regret who I am. It has taken some time to get here and there have been trials and obstacles. I...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 2, 2011

    Elijah,my Angel, Forever 18 Months

    After everything you went through in the first 6 months of your life, you were doing so very well, no matter what other people thought i knew you were going to be an amazing someone, but you were ripped from me with just a couple days warning... When you were born, they handed...
    Mullina Mullina
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 12, 2011

    Why Wouldn't You Let Me Come Down?

    I feel like a lousy granddaughter.  Grandma, while I was single and when grandpa was alive, you had no problem with me coming down and visit.  Even when I was engaged, you had no problem with me coming down until grandpa passed.  In the beginning, I was grateful...
    candles24 candles24
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2010

    Whoever They Were

    This coming September, they would have had their first day at school.  
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Mar 4, 2010

    My Wife And Daughter

    Honey,I miss you.  I oftentimes wonder what life would be like if you were not taken away from me.  How we would have been as parents.  I wonder what kinds of family vacations we would have taken and if we would have had more children, bought a bigger house and even (heaven...
    TheBlackBuck TheBlackBuck
    46-50, M
    1 Response Sep 10, 2011

    One More Day By Diamond Rio

    This is a great song!
    3in1try 3in1try
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2010

    So Many

    I think this about a lot of people...My dear friend I lost to breast cancer, my other friend that lost her life on the back of a motorcycle, my friend that commited suicide, my dear grandmother and my good grandfather, and of course, Jimmy.  I miss all these people at some...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Mar 2, 2010

    Every day, I wonder how different things would

    have been if I never got into that car accident that night, and you were still here. I wonder if I would have been a good mother to you. I only was granted four months to be your mommy. Not enough time at all. I wonder all the time, where we would be. You would be five years old...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel
    26-30, F
    Mar 29, 2014

    I Still Think About You..

    Well, of course, you still probably know that, I wonder if you still think about me, wherever you are. I don't know anything about death, I don't understand it, nor will I ever until my time comes, but sometimes I still feel you, and it leads me to think that maybe you're still...
    BehindBlueEyes11 BehindBlueEyes11
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 25, 2010

    What Could Have Been.

    what could of been is a very happy family.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings
    26-30, F
    May 15, 2011

    Much More......

       I can't say much more without the feelings of regret I didn't save at least one of the two of them. Part of war I know. Wierd, that for some reason out of every one I ever worked on, that only these two stand out in my mind over and over again.
    rescue3 rescue3
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Mar 4, 2010
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