I Wonder If Anyone See's Me As A Whole

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 10 People

    This is it. The End. Thank you all for an amazing journey, it's been great, and remember that it's not goodbye, Its never goodbye, it's see you later :)
    TightyWhitieBoy TightyWhitieBoy
    18-21, M
    Apr 21
    So earlier today, I had to give a spontaneous speech for my grandmother's birthday over video call (I study abroad) after saying a few words and reminiscing the memories i've had...
    Realistthinker Realistthinker
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 21
    Are we still allowed to use Experience Project if we are already members and it's just non-members who cannot sign in anymore? That to me seems like it gives us members security...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    could have the Ep doomsday have been fake since it's past the marker or are they waiting until after today to close the place up hmm I wonder could it have been false or not maybe...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    It's been a long day without you, my EPAnd I'll tell you all about it when I see you againWe've come a long way from where we beganOh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you...
    MirusMe MirusMe
    18-21, M
    Apr 21
    as someone who is in a BDSM relationship I love to learn about things other people might consider taboo. that doesn't mean I want to try it all, I just like to know about the...
    WhirlwindR WhirlwindR
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    I saw you see me, I saw you try not to look my way. I'm sure you saw me smile a little as I kept my head straight and "didn't notice you either." But that familiar feeling in my...
    bluediamond325 bluediamond325
    31-35, F
    Apr 20
    EP rocks I met the most amazing man on here I had an injured soul and he made me whole again by words only not many men can do that he was very kind and patient with me guided me...
    Triplets111 Triplets111
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    In this story, I want to put in everything that I have felt lately. Now that EP is closing, I'll never get the chance again to post my truest of feelings anywhere as I did on here...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    Today, I have felt utterly clueless as to how my life would play out. I literally wanted to scream my head off because of how badly I felt. It was that sort of "outside- looking in...
    drama16queen1997 drama16queen1997
    18-21
    1 Response Apr 18
    Honest to god. I can't think of anybody who has ever liked me in that way. Everybody I've pursued says I'm a really good friend. (which is code for "You're a pretty nice guy, but I...
    LukeEmerson LukeEmerson
    16-17, M
    Apr 17
    I'm beginning to think it's my voice but as for people online I have no idea...maybe I'm sending negative subliminal messages through the internet 0-0
    nihiless nihiless
    36-40, F
    Apr 17
    7 days ago my husband tried to take his own life. Day to day life has been difficult of Late. My husband has been out of work for the best part of 3.5 years and in that time he...
    twilightmum twilightmum
    36-40, F
    Apr 17
    It's an interesting idea. Maybe at some point someone has had a crush on me but been to shy to say. It would be really interesting if you could find it out!
    ultimateninja ultimateninja
    18-21, M
    Apr 17
    Like many of you, I have been seeing the number 714 my whole life. I have talked to many people about this and have stopped because they just think I'm somewhat delusional. I am...
    Tk812 Tk812
    51-55, M
    Apr 17
    I sometimes stumble across posts, where the user is so happy that she found someone. Someone who understands them, someone who accepts her imperfections, someone who says he'll...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 16
    Ok. This is really risky. But now I see e.ps closing down it makes me so sad. I hope this doesn't upset the person I'm wondering about, but I met them on here the first time I...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie
    31-35, F
    Apr 16
    One of my friends messaged me and asked if I have forgetten her. But excuse me, I have always messaged my friends but they don't reply to me often. It's funny how they ask me sth...
    lonelybeany lonelybeany
    18-21, F
    Apr 16
    I know I'll have lost my vision by then. That's all I know. I dunno WTF I'm going to do when I'm older - the issue with being a jack-of-all-trades - and it's given more brainaches...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    Apr 15
    How easily the fruits and veggies get cut! They don't resist, they don't oppose. Coz that's how they are made, soft, cutable, eatable.. Sounds a bit absurd lol, but while slicing...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    I live in the city and there's so much light pollution. All I've ever wanted was to be able to look up and see the millions of beautiful stars. I want to move away and live in the...
    nevergoingtousethis nevergoingtousethis
    16-17, F
    Apr 14
    It's true , everyone has a purpose in life, some become astronauts, some join the navy, some do banking, some move to a better country, some make a family, yet many give up on life...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Apr 14
    Well, the biggest problem in the world right now is... I spoke to my cousin last night. I was fishing for a problem in the world right now, one she might want to solve. She is...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    Apr 13
    I always wonder... why is it that those who always try to stay strong, always end up having to deal with other people's weaknesses? The strong pays for the strength that they hold...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 13
    I have lived with my fiancé for about 3 years and utterly HATE his dog. He has a 50lb Rottweiler/pitbul mix and it's HORRIBLE. So far.. - it's bitten 3 people (one of them was my...
    Chambers1426 Chambers1426
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    I have a Muslim friend . She's nice and beautiful. I saw her long hair . I bet she would look hot without her scarf . I'm jealous of her red lips . Her skin is not dark or light...
    SofiSerean000 SofiSerean000
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    This is my last year in high school. I'm doing my second semester. No one talks to me. They have a confused face expression when they look at me. Occasionally a disgusted face...
    AConfusedLeo AConfusedLeo
    70+, F
    5 Responses Apr 11
    So today I sadly was informed that ep will be shut down thanks to Americas current government and false sense of security. This stinks. Even though it's been a while since I logged...
    SeanDR SeanDR
    16-17, M
    Apr 11
    Hi all I am happy to chat any time with anyone male or female or both. Feel free to add me to your circle and let's connect. I am open to many subjects.
    locked125 locked125
    26-30, M
    Apr 11
    In 2015 I was diagnosed with Cushing's disease which was caused by a brain tumor. I had brain surgery on 20 July 2015. My best friend took leave the day of surgery and visited...
    Sanetvh Sanetvh
    41-45, F
    Apr 11
    Just have these thoughts when I'm gone I will most likely be forgotten cast adrift in the tides of time. I'm used to it but I wonder who would remember me for the actions I've did...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 11
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    Does anyone still post on here? I was diagnosed almost four years ago and I still don't know much about it. My Husband and I are trying to have a baby and it's very difficult.
    jessymstephens jessymstephens
    22-25, F
    Apr 10
    If you're in for a rebound then go play ball not on someone's heart! I'm nice but anyone can be so bad when get hurt so don't even try. XD
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    I want to start by saying how much I love myself. It's really a god complex at this point, but you have to love yourself to love other people right? I'm 18, and doing well. I got...
    CrikeyM8 CrikeyM8
    18-21, M
    Apr 9
    It's incredibly hard for me to trust anyone. I have a boyfriend but I don't trust him and he hasn't done much to make me doubt him. Stupid things like he forgets he mentioned...
    justapittsburghgirl justapittsburghgirl
    26-30, F
    Apr 9
    I'm out here... alone? Maybe not.. who really knows. Emotions and feeling stir one self to think of doing extraordinary things. Should we run away? I want to.. I feel the need to...
    tapwater25 tapwater25
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 8
    This may sound sexual but it's not. I want them but I don't want to get sugary or anything. I wonder if it can grow if I eat certain things if not then whatever. I want bigger b...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I wonder why some people don't get that the war against Islamic terrorism is not the same as being at war with a country. Terrorism, by its nature, is carried out by little local...
    HarryDemon HarryDemon
    51-55, M
    Apr 8
    'I Know An Old Lady' by Traditional I know an old lady who swallowed a fly, I don't know why she swallowed the fly, Perhaps she'll die. I know an old lady who swallowed a spider...
    TValentine TValentine
    56-60, M
    Apr 8
    It's funny that the people who slandered me all my life who said I would never get anywhere have now come begging at my feet once they saw how well I was doing they are not loyal...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    I want to buy stuff online from places like eBay and Amazon, but I don't have a credit card, if I ask a neighbor, or a friend, or a friend's parent to buy it for me (and I give...
    JordanTheLost6 JordanTheLost6
    16-17, M
    Apr 7
    I check my phone in the morning time for her text message I usually get from her during the night, and she isn't there. I'm thinking she is busy. I wait later on in the day, still...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    why do I care if others think about me....idk but it feels good to know I was on someone's mind...that i was/am special enough to them at one point
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 6
    Now that I have all ready progressed from struggling and going trought hard times that made me feel hopeless. I want to see people get out of that and start making money .So you...
    joshuasugarcane joshuasugarcane
    16-17, M
    Apr 6
    It's a whole different world out there. The world is bigger than it appears, and life is shorter than it seems.
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    I used to call him silly billy, his name was billy lol. I met him online before I met my hubby and I wonder about him sometimes. He stopped talking to me over the phone for like a...
    XcookiexbakerXx XcookiexbakerXx
    22-25, F
    Apr 5
    i want to start a convo on here but what's the point
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 5
    It's hard sometimes to let go of the things we love. Maybe it's not so hard. If love is the way we show that we don't mind giving things up than this should be easy. Regardless of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 5
    I have been thinking of that ever since. If anyone will follow Jesus.. Then I think this world would be such an awesome place. Everyone is kind with each other. Everyone loves each...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 4
    It has taken 37 ssri none worked I began cymbalta 6 months ago depression very low pain barely noticeable but I have a choice to use a C2 fur break through pain I have been...
    Vocevaiver123 Vocevaiver123
    46-50, F
    Apr 4
    Why is so much cymbalta hate and I have had none these side effects is there anyone who like myself who finally began sleeping as I once did and feel less to no pain only use C2's...
    Vocevaiver123 Vocevaiver123
    46-50, F
    Apr 4
    @ 48 I am still not liked by my Mother. Over not being the favorite because her favorites, my brothers have passed on at young ages 22 & 30 her dislike has grown. She has admitted...
    48stillhurtn 48stillhurtn
    46-50, F
    Apr 3
    Suffering in general is heartbreaking, but when children who should have their whole lives ahead and be able to be carefree now. Just awful when they are suffering
    MonarchBritIX MonarchBritIX
    22-25, M
    Apr 3
    Everyone needs compassion, a love that's never failing, let mercy fall on us. Everyone needs forgiveness, the kindness of a Savior, the Hope of nations. Savior, He can move the...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
    Everyone needs compassion, a love that's never failing, let mercy fall on us. Everyone needs forgiveness, the kindness of a Savior, the Hope of nations. Savior, He can move the...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
    Everyone needs compassion, a love that's never failing, let mercy fall on us. Everyone needs forgiveness, the kindness of a Savior, the Hope of nations. Savior, He can move the...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
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