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I Wonder If Anyone Will Miss Me When I'm Gone

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    Depressed

    i sometimes wanna die just so ppl will notice me,,, noone notices when im depressed,i hide it well,, but at the same time i feel like if they really loved me, they would notice that im not doing well
    libraSoSad75 libraSoSad75 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2012

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    My Story

    I'm 44 tired of suffering,existing,suffering beyond your comprehension of pain,i want to die,i welcome the end to the pain,never ending life consuming agony you cannot imagine................i want to die,i want this to end......Who are you to deny me this? Is it not my right to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 15, 2012

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    More Than Just Life And Death

    This "wonder" actually sometimes turns into a worry. I worry about not being missed much. I'm sure my mum and family will miss me. But what about anyone else? Sometimes I don't even think about it in such morbid terms...for example: what if I left EP? Who would truly miss me...
    inexperienced inexperienced 22-25, M Nov 7, 2010

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    I Guess It's O.k.

    Nobody is gonna miss me except my daughter and I supose that's O.K. I really dont want her to miss me that much either. It hurts to miss some one when they die and I dont want that for her. I dont like the thought that when I go I wont have a funeral. I dont like the idea of...
    sinbad7277 sinbad7277 36-40, M 1 Response May 10, 2011

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    Yes I do wonder if anyone will miss me.

    I came from a wonderful loving family and was the oldest of six children. I had great parents who were there for me as a kid, and as an adult. I married young and gad a wonderful caring husband who died a young man of 43 in a terrible accident. My daughters are grown and my...
    kwzorek64 kwzorek64 61-65, F Nov 3, 2014

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    Save Me From My Self

    hi everybody, i'm an algerian young man, i'm 20 years old, a student and i'm gay. i had never have a relationship or sex relationship with anybody in my life, because it is my biggest secret. in august 2012, i met a man on chatroulette, he is from usa ,he is gay too.i told him...
    hurtedboy hurtedboy 18-21, M Dec 16, 2012

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    I really wonder sometimes how many people will

    miss me when I'm gone & would say on TV something like that : " she was really quiet & didn't have any friends"... (Says someone who lists as "my friend" on TV). YEAH RIGHT. Except my mom, no one on this earth will be devastated when I leave. Sad but true. F. everyone.
    crazysoul24 crazysoul24 22-25, T 3 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    Gone

    I also wonder what would happen if I left EP if I decide not not tell anyone would anyone ever notice that I'm gone I can't be pretty easily over look if I did tell people would they miss me at all but the biggest question is would anyone care So many question and no answers O...
    Shadowfox20 Shadowfox20 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Will Anyone Care?

     Does it really matter what most of us do in our life? If were not famous, then who will remember or care? I don't really have a story, but I wish I did. I think about this all the time. Will people miss me? Probably, but how long till they forget? Till they move on with...
    bananajane bananajane 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2009

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    No One Would Ever Know

    No one would ever even know... I havent spoken to my family in years and years I got a couple of friends but they would take my disapperance seriously I am a loner by nature its normal for me to go months at a time without talking to anyone they would chalk it up to me being in...
    bushi132001 bushi132001 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 29, 2011

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    I Wonder

    I wonder,When I'm gone,Will anyone miss me?A good question,Who knows?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 7, 2012

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    Don't Think They Will...

     I think the first time I really thought about this was when my mom died. Our longtime neighbor was a pastor and so graciously offered his church to us for our rather hastily arranged service. I was seated in the front row with the rest of my family, and never really turned...
    celerystalk3000 celerystalk3000 36-40 8 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Was It Telling Me Something?

    so i saw this group and thought, 'Wow, i bet noone will miss me'.. my husband and i were planning our wedding like a year ago, and while we were making the guest list, we were trying to decide who would come and who wouldn't.The people we thought would definitely be there weren't...
    ericaissorad ericaissorad 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    emjagrace emjagrace 16-17, F Nov 3, 2014

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    honestly i cant believe i was taken from the

    comfort of heaven and place with this burden of a life. Man I can't wait until the day i pass and i find all my love ones again. i cant wait to be happy again. I will just e to live until i die and and can be in heaven. ugh how much longer do i have?
    sweetwa089 sweetwa089 66-70, F Nov 3, 2014

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    Maybe

    Maybe my daughter.For sure my granddaughter.She has been the only reason i stay around the last few years
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M Jul 31, 2012

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    I'm Wondering..

    Seriously, I don't know. I used to know the answer if I was asked this question few days ago, but now, I'm not so sure anymore. I love my family very much. I love my father, my mother and my siblings. They are my world. At the same time, I know I used to trouble them a lot...
    devilinblue devilinblue 41-45 Nov 1, 2012

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    I want to disappear and see

    if anyone notices
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2014

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    Made My Mark I am not scared of dieing ,

    but often wonder if I will be remembered when I am gone .I havnt done anything exciting in my life for which I will be remembered .I have had some great experiences and many great memories but that will die with me, then what ?My dad has been gone 20 odd years and no one even...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    Cause A Fuss

    When the time is coming and if i know it is,i want to spend my last day or days out in the wilderness alone and go with the peace i find out there. besides if any one happens to notice im not around,i get to cause one last fuss!
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M Jul 31, 2012

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    Mainly because most of the people

    that would miss me are a hell of a lot more likely to die before me lol
    RedShiftBrady RedShiftBrady 18-21 1 Response Feb 22

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    Will They

    I don't really want my life to end, I mean sure I always wondered what happened when you died. I have lost someone important to me which would be my brother. I saw my relatives cry when he passed. He knew them  since childhood. Older cousins that I can barely remember their...
    bubbly12 bubbly12 13-15, F 1 Response May 23, 2012

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    Made My Mark

    I am not scared of dieing ,but often wonder if I will be remembered when I am gone .I havnt done anything exciting in my life for which I will be remembered .I have had some great experiences and many great memories but that will die with me, then what ?My dad has been gone 20...
    beastman111 beastman111 46-50, M Dec 16, 2011

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    why should i care, I will be die

    and gone from this life?
    sweetwa089 sweetwa089 66-70, F Nov 3, 2014

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    Well.. Lost Again.

    There has just been a perpetual misery overcoming my life but yet I'm the girl you least expect it from. Always smiling and laughing when on the inside I'm the most miserable I've ever been. You go out of your way and treat people with kindness and you get **** on in every sense...
    JennaRenae JennaRenae 22-25, F Mar 6, 2013

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    Really Don't Care

    I'm a father of 2 great kids & been married for 10 years. To be honest I thought that should be enough to be happy?! NO! Am I selfish? Am . Living a lie to my kids that 'everything in life is like a ******* Walt Disney film'?! I've never understood the reason if living just to...
    Jeffthorpe77 Jeffthorpe77 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    I'm the WORST at this! I'm a horrible liar and my poker face makes it way to obvious something's up. I guess it's just because I don't believe in hiding or supressing your feelings...
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    I always have this pissed off look on my face when somethings wrong it shows to the point other people will be like.. Why are you so angry? I'm like I didn't know I was angry
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    And when I'm hopped up on painkillers. I breathe deeper through my nose, and it gets kinda noisey. I watch my thumbs as I text, as if they are going to do something entirely...
    iamrae22 iamrae22 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Today is a PRIME example!! The guy I was seeing went AWOL several weeks back and I just assumed he was done with us and nothing more would come of it. I missed him terribly...
    ctstranger ctstranger 41-45, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm okay. No really I am okay. Not planning my suicide or anything
    abernesskraek abernesskraek 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    http://youtu.be/qQcF5XUmSVE Hold me now. I need to feel You. Show me how to make it new again. There’s no one I can run to, And nothing I could ever do, I’m nowhere if I’m...
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    I'm the life of a party once I get tired. It's like I'm drunk.
    KindredKings KindredKings 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    happens to me quite a lot these days nothing really playing on my mind apart from the fact I've been lied to stolen from deceived and well that about some up my day yesterday lol...
    chris7379 chris7379 41-45, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    When I'm alone and bored at home I'm usually horny too, so put my hand in my pants and touch myself. This normally turns into a wanking session after too long.
    jaimeedl jaimeedl 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    I act as if I'm invisible , Lol .
    PreciousDiamond2 PreciousDiamond2 16-17, F a week ago

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