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I Wonder If Anyone Will Miss Me When I'm Gone

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    Save Me From My Self

    hi everybody, i'm an algerian young man, i'm 20 years old, a student and i'm gay. i had never have a relationship or sex relationship with anybody in my life, because it is my biggest secret. in august 2012, i met a man on chatroulette, he is from usa ,he is gay too.i told him...
    hurtedboy hurtedboy 18-21, M Dec 16, 2012

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    Will Anyone Care?

     Does it really matter what most of us do in our life? If were not famous, then who will remember or care? I don't really have a story, but I wish I did. I think about this all the time. Will people miss me? Probably, but how long till they forget? Till they move on with...
    bananajane bananajane 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2009

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    Gone

    I also wonder what would happen if I left EP if I decide not not tell anyone would anyone ever notice that I'm gone I can't be pretty easily over look if I did tell people would they miss me at all but the biggest question is would anyone care So many question and no answers O...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Don't Think They Will...

     I think the first time I really thought about this was when my mom died. Our longtime neighbor was a pastor and so graciously offered his church to us for our rather hastily arranged service. I was seated in the front row with the rest of my family, and never really turned...
    celerystalk3000 celerystalk3000 36-40 7 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Depressed

    i sometimes wanna die just so ppl will notice me,,, noone notices when im depressed,i hide it well,, but at the same time i feel like if they really loved me, they would notice that im not doing well
    libraSoSad75 libraSoSad75 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2012

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    Will They

    I don't really want my life to end, I mean sure I always wondered what happened when you died. I have lost someone important to me which would be my brother. I saw my relatives cry when he passed. He knew themĀ  since childhood. Older cousins that I can barely remember their...
    bubbly12 bubbly12 13-15, F 1 Response May 23, 2012

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    I Guess It's O.k.

    Nobody is gonna miss me except my daughter and I supose that's O.K. I really dont want her to miss me that much either. It hurts to miss some one when they die and I dont want that for her. I dont like the thought that when I go I wont have a funeral. I dont like the idea of...
    sinbad7277 sinbad7277 36-40, M 1 Response May 10, 2011

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    Well.. Lost Again.

    There has just been a perpetual misery overcoming my life but yet I'm the girl you least expect it from. Always smiling and laughing when on the inside I'm the most miserable I've ever been. You go out of your way and treat people with kindness and you get **** on in every sense...
    JennaRenae JennaRenae 18-21, F Mar 6, 2013

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    Was It Telling Me Something?

    so i saw this group and thought, 'Wow, i bet noone will miss me'.. my husband and i were planning our wedding like a year ago, and while we were making the guest list, we were trying to decide who would come and who wouldn't.The people we thought would definitely be there weren't...
    ericaissorad ericaissorad 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    More Than Just Life And Death

    This "wonder" actually sometimes turns into a worry. I worry about not being missed much. I'm sure my mum and family will miss me. But what about anyone else? Sometimes I don't even think about it in such morbid terms...for example: what if I left EP? Who would truly miss me...
    inexperienced inexperienced 22-25, M Nov 7, 2010

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    I'm Wondering..

    Seriously, I don't know. I used to know the answer if I was asked this question few days ago, but now, I'm not so sure anymore. I love my family very much. I love my father, my mother and my siblings. They are my world. At the same time, I know I used to trouble them a lot...
    devilinblue devilinblue 41-45 Nov 1, 2012

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    No One Would Ever Know

    No one would ever even know... I havent spoken to my family in years and years I got a couple of friends but they would take my disapperance seriously I am a loner by nature its normal for me to go months at a time without talking to anyone they would chalk it up to me being in...
    bushi132001 bushi132001 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2011

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    I Wonder

    I wonder,When I'm gone,Will anyone miss me?A good question,Who knows?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 7, 2012

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    Really Don't Care

    I'm a father of 2 great kids & been married for 10 years. To be honest I thought that should be enough to be happy?! NO! Am I selfish? Am . Living a lie to my kids that 'everything in life is like a ******* Walt Disney film'?! I've never understood the reason if living just to...
    Jeffthorpe77 Jeffthorpe77 36-40, M Sep 20, 2013

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    Let's just say live everyone else I'm not myself when I'm drunk I do stupid things again like every other drunk lol
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    I especially worry about my appearance when I'm dating someone. Why do you think this is? Who else feels the same?
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    I hate when I'm near people when I'm horny it's so embarrassing
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    i'm a hypocrite. people, friends..come to me when they are upset..they want my advice..i cheer them up and say endless things about what they should do to make themselves feel...
    Namkeen Namkeen 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    People everywhere. I hear greetings of Happy Birthday to my nephew. Everyone seems happy and alive. Why do i feel this way? Why do i feel alone when i'm not.
    elel110993 elel110993 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I feel alone when I'm not. I know I'm not but I just do... I've been single for a year and 2 months. Yes if does get lonely and hurts sometimes,but I work at my job and workout and...
    cameron20 cameron20 18-21, M Mar 30

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    Sometimes I have no one to talk to and I'm always alone most of the time which is normal to me. I don't like being alone all the time, I like it when people talk to me, but...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I know this seems odd but I've done this all my life... When I'm tired or upset and need to escape reality ... I like to just lay on my side or sit curled up and zone out to my...
    AngelinaRosa AngelinaRosa 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    Yes I Do Yes, I listen to music when I`m upset. It helps calm me down. I`d rather listen to music, then do something stupid that I would regret for the rest of my life.
    Belieber4Life Belieber4Life 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I've always felt like an outsider even when I'm with my close friends or family. I feel like I never fit in which leads to me always dealing with this constant state of lonely that...
    sfortzallie18 sfortzallie18 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    When I shut down, I'm not myself at all. It's more of a deep dark void that takes over my body. I have no emotion what so ever and if you talk to me I will not respond, I just sit...
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    When I get upset, I feel like this tightening on my chest, like I can't breathe, and depending on how upset I am I usually have a panic attack. Either that or I cry so much I pass...
    xMina97x xMina97x 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    when I shut down I sometimes do it to the point where no one can reach me at all. I can't even communicate, not even if I want to. the most I've ever been able to do is send icons...
    liberosis liberosis 41-45, F 9 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I cry when I think of myself and family. My family feels so hollow now. When I was little, it used to be so fun to get home from school to see my family. Now, I stay...
    KingLaic KingLaic 18-21, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    Put a job in your hands. "One of the central tenets of the Western worldview is that one should always be engaged in some kind of outward task. Thus, the Westerner structures his...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F Apr 4

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    Good GOD things seem complicated lately. So many people, so many lies! So MUCH! Having trouble sleeping. Having trouble working. Having trouble telling dream from reality. I'm on...
    Sknowflake Sknowflake 70+, F Mar 25

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    When I feel bad or upset I listen to music hoping it will turn my day around. Music is like my life .
    lorrta4 lorrta4 13-15, F Apr 5

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    I am trying to be a better person - part of that is communicating better and being open and honest; especially with those I really care about. I am slowly managing to accomplish...
    CaptainCalculus CaptainCalculus 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I am sick of everything , I'm just 42 but most of my life I've not enjoyed myself, i hate how society is, how money and profit come before everything. I don't remember being dead...
    Paulchanning Paulchanning 41-45, M Apr 5

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    A guy in a relationship stared at my butt when i bent over
    netiola101 netiola101 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    Whenever I get mad or sad I put head phones in and it helps me calm down
    ILoveBaxter ILoveBaxter 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I always feel lonely, though people around me, I still feel like i'm alone. and tbh it's sometimes better to be alone, I just need someone to talk to.
    GirlyGirlBil GirlyGirlBil 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Just a few short months ago, I confessed my deep feelings for one of my best friends, lets call him Justin. My heart had been flourishing in anticipation of this single moment for...
    Kazimir Kazimir 18-21 Mar 25

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    This has been happening a lot lately. I get asked if I'm Ok, I say yeah and it's left at that but I haut wish someone can see through my lies and listen to what I have to say and...
    AshtonMorgan AshtonMorgan 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    DHT-Listen to your heart. It's one of the very few songs I'll listen to when I am not in my best mood.
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    This movie is pretty much perfect and always instantly turns my mood around. The ending is a downer, but I've seen it enough times that I'm desensitized to it. The middle act is...
    CharlesFosterKane CharlesFosterKane 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    It's amazing I'm in this maze with you I just can't crack your code One day you screaming you love me loud! The next day you're so cold.. One day you're here, one day you're there...
    Cheeks2014 Cheeks2014 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Like today. Everything seems to be depressing me. I'm so sick of everyone. I need to get away and meet new people. I'm so alone.
    whitemiddleclassteengirl whitemiddleclassteengirl 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    It's the middle of the night and I'm starving, and giving myself belly rubs and noticed that my belly is REALLY soft, even more than it normally is. I like it though :]
    NiceSoftBelly NiceSoftBelly 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    i like it when i find a new song that i like specially in the radio
    AlbertOlami AlbertOlami 22-25, M Mar 24

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    Ive always felt like i didnt quite fit, whoever im around. Like theres a person inside me fighting to get out but who's afraid of being misunderstood and unaccepted. Im tired of...
    rox76 rox76 36-40, F 6 Responses Mar 26

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    It starts as a tiny thing then turns into a hurting in my chest It's hard to explain I always think It can be solved by rest I feel very bad Sometimes It hurts I want someone to...
    kitaday kitaday 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Sometimes when I hung out with friends, I still felt alone. I admitted that there were something annoyed me in my mind. I should enjoy every moment. I am pessimistic result from...
    fitwealth fitwealth 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I have an Instagram it's kinda emotional ("emo") and anyone like that that also battles depression or is scene can follow me @onetearyeyedpanda
    EmoPanda3 EmoPanda3 13-15, F Mar 23

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    I thought this picture was very fitting. Eventually I will be ok. Getting better every day.