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I Wonder If Anyone Will Miss Me When I'm Gone

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    My Story

    I'm 44 tired of suffering,existing,suffering beyond your comprehension of pain,i want to die,i welcome the end to the pain,never ending life consuming agony you cannot imagine................i want to die,i want this to end......Who are you to deny me this? Is it not my right to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 15, 2012

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    No One Would Ever Know

    No one would ever even know... I havent spoken to my family in years and years I got a couple of friends but they would take my disapperance seriously I am a loner by nature its normal for me to go months at a time without talking to anyone they would chalk it up to me being in...
    bushi132001 bushi132001 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2011

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    Depressed

    i sometimes wanna die just so ppl will notice me,,, noone notices when im depressed,i hide it well,, but at the same time i feel like if they really loved me, they would notice that im not doing well
    libraSoSad75 libraSoSad75 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2012

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    Maybe

    Maybe my daughter.For sure my granddaughter.She has been the only reason i stay around the last few years
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M Jul 31, 2012

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    I'm Wondering..

    Seriously, I don't know. I used to know the answer if I was asked this question few days ago, but now, I'm not so sure anymore. I love my family very much. I love my father, my mother and my siblings. They are my world. At the same time, I know I used to trouble them a lot...
    devilinblue devilinblue 41-45 Nov 1, 2012

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    Save Me From My Self

    hi everybody, i'm an algerian young man, i'm 20 years old, a student and i'm gay. i had never have a relationship or sex relationship with anybody in my life, because it is my biggest secret. in august 2012, i met a man on chatroulette, he is from usa ,he is gay too.i told him...
    hurtedboy hurtedboy 18-21, M Dec 16, 2012

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    Well.. Lost Again.

    There has just been a perpetual misery overcoming my life but yet I'm the girl you least expect it from. Always smiling and laughing when on the inside I'm the most miserable I've ever been. You go out of your way and treat people with kindness and you get **** on in every sense...
    JennaRenae JennaRenae 18-21, F Mar 6, 2013

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    Made My Mark

    I am not scared of dieing ,but often wonder if I will be remembered when I am gone .I havnt done anything exciting in my life for which I will be remembered .I have had some great experiences and many great memories but that will die with me, then what ?My dad has been gone 20...
    beastman111 beastman111 46-50, M Dec 16, 2011

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    I Wonder

    I wonder,When I'm gone,Will anyone miss me?A good question,Who knows?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 7, 2012

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    Don't Think They Will...

     I think the first time I really thought about this was when my mom died. Our longtime neighbor was a pastor and so graciously offered his church to us for our rather hastily arranged service. I was seated in the front row with the rest of my family, and never really turned...
    celerystalk3000 celerystalk3000 36-40 7 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    I Guess It's O.k.

    Nobody is gonna miss me except my daughter and I supose that's O.K. I really dont want her to miss me that much either. It hurts to miss some one when they die and I dont want that for her. I dont like the thought that when I go I wont have a funeral. I dont like the idea of...
    sinbad7277 sinbad7277 36-40, M 1 Response May 10, 2011

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    Gone

    I also wonder what would happen if I left EP if I decide not not tell anyone would anyone ever notice that I'm gone I can't be pretty easily over look if I did tell people would they miss me at all but the biggest question is would anyone care So many question and no answers O...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Really Don't Care

    I'm a father of 2 great kids & been married for 10 years. To be honest I thought that should be enough to be happy?! NO! Am I selfish? Am . Living a lie to my kids that 'everything in life is like a ******* Walt Disney film'?! I've never understood the reason if living just to...
    Jeffthorpe77 Jeffthorpe77 36-40, M Sep 20, 2013

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    Will Anyone Care?

     Does it really matter what most of us do in our life? If were not famous, then who will remember or care? I don't really have a story, but I wish I did. I think about this all the time. Will people miss me? Probably, but how long till they forget? Till they move on with...
    bananajane bananajane 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2009

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    Cause A Fuss

    When the time is coming and if i know it is,i want to spend my last day or days out in the wilderness alone and go with the peace i find out there. besides if any one happens to notice im not around,i get to cause one last fuss!
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M Jul 31, 2012

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    More Than Just Life And Death

    This "wonder" actually sometimes turns into a worry. I worry about not being missed much. I'm sure my mum and family will miss me. But what about anyone else? Sometimes I don't even think about it in such morbid terms...for example: what if I left EP? Who would truly miss me...
    inexperienced inexperienced 22-25, M Nov 7, 2010

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    Was It Telling Me Something?

    so i saw this group and thought, 'Wow, i bet noone will miss me'.. my husband and i were planning our wedding like a year ago, and while we were making the guest list, we were trying to decide who would come and who wouldn't.The people we thought would definitely be there weren't...
    ericaissorad ericaissorad 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Will They

    I don't really want my life to end, I mean sure I always wondered what happened when you died. I have lost someone important to me which would be my brother. I saw my relatives cry when he passed. He knew themΒ  since childhood. Older cousins that I can barely remember their...
    bubbly12 bubbly12 13-15, F 1 Response May 23, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    yes I am normally logged into many sites at once even when I'm away
    mrmarine mrmarine 46-50, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Laughter is all around me, coming from me, and I can see the faces of my friends. It's a good night. We're all at dinner together, debating the stupidest of subjects like world...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Even little things make me soso angry i end up punching walls or trying to harm myself... I must have smashed my phone about 5 times and my ipad once and last week I was really mad...
    Il0veandre Il0veandre 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Always cheer me up. When I'm stressed when I'm sad music is my go to. Even when I am working I'll turn the music up loud and listen in one ear it really helps to calm me down.
    Findingteesh Findingteesh 26-30, F Sep 3

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    I should REALLY stop trying to comfort people when I'm drunk.... ****.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    When I'm upset I listen to music as there is no other solution. I just cry..nothing turns out the way I want. Listening to music is better.....
    Jetsel Jetsel 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Literally! Last Saturday I was sooo high! Frigging loved it. When I'm high I block all my worries out. I just stay smiling. I absolutely love the buzz I receive from it.
    Ms1993 Ms1993 18-21, F Sep 15

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    Just miss being held n feeling like it's ok n I'm not fighting alone. The last time was so long ago it feels like it wasn't real.
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Posting drunk is fun. :-D Wonder why they call it being lit... Actually it makes sense. Coz baby I'm a firework right now!
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Put my bracelets through the wSh do I'm blow drying then so the metal doesn't rust πŸ˜‚πŸ˜ŠπŸ‘Œ (Morgan Logic)
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I would really like to make some new, genuine friends. To the extent the Experience Project may facilitate this aim I continue to post my experiences. However, in candor I must...
    PoisonedQuill PoisonedQuill 41-45, M Aug 31

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    "How are you?" A seemingly common phrase nowadays, usually answered with a "Good." or a "Fine." or an "Okay." Sometimes if you're lucky, they'll ask the follow-up question "Are you...
    matagorta5 matagorta5 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I'm about to do something stupid that's what's up. How dare her! Even though she's older than my deceased mother it doesn't give her the right to call her a "kid" does she...
    Xcinderella Xcinderella 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    Honestly I'm pretty sure everyone does lol πŸ‘ΉπŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€
    lavabug01 lavabug01 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I had to take my dog to the vet for of course shots, but when she leaves my side I can't help but to feel alone. I feel like she thinks I'm giving her up and that she's going to be...
    BlueWings454 BlueWings454 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    **** you! I hate you! Thanks for ignoring me when I needed you most.
    AfireLove AfireLove 18-21, F Aug 25

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    Shalalalalala I'm bat **** drunk and I skipped my classes Shalalalalala I don't give a goddamned **** Shalalalalala I'm gonna regret this soon:)
    RozzebellConta RozzebellConta 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I'm bored anybody wanna talk to meh ps if I don't answer u then I'm sleeping.
    ThaQueen1 ThaQueen1 18-21, F Aug 26

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    Pretty much all of the time. I am grateful enough and appreciate that i have all my family and i have no problems with them and i also am grateful that they love and accept who i...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    "The Woman In Me (Needs The Man In You)" Shania Twain I'm not always strong And sometimes I'm even wrong But I win when I choose And I can't stand to lose But I can't always be...
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F Aug 29

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    Just when I've started to forget him..he reminds me why I never really could...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Aug 31

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    But when I try to be funny crickets chirp. (Do crickets even chirp?)
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 31

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    You are my everything -Ariana Grande "If I cross your mind just know I'm yours" "You weren't my everything till we were nothing" <3
    futureCRNA futureCRNA 18-21, F Aug 31

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    Only a couple of times have I been so drunk that stupid happened. There's one that happened when I was 22ish, it mighta been new years... It's worth telling but takes a bit of...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 1 Response Sep 11

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    I don't want to fill others with my problems there have been very little times I have said no I'm not okay most of the time I say I'm good or I'm fine or how about I'm okay I do...
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I hope I'm not the only one :/ who does this. I rather punch a wall then go right up and punch a person in the face and hurt them and also get Suspended.
    JoseHernandez17 JoseHernandez17 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 15

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    "I've seen fire and I've seen rain. I've seen sunny days that I wished would never end. I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend..... But I always thought that is see...
    Poss84 Poss84 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I've been trying to find new music. I have almost 400 songs of all genres and looking for more songs I can relate too. Any songs about depression, suicide, self harm, eating...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    When i am drunk, i usually call a girl i try to flirt. then i call my best friends to ask them if i am a *******. It usually happens and I dont know why i do.
    qaan qaan 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 11

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    But really..? I don't understand why people think they have to pretend to care to boost my self confidence. I'm a human being; Not a charity case. I don't need you to flirt...
    BallinBae BallinBae 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I miss you and I try to fill my life with people like you. You brought so much sunshine into my life, showed me a world i never would have known existed, let me deep into your soul...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Aug 25

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