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I Wonder If Anyone Will Miss Me When I'm Gone

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    Cause A Fuss

    When the time is coming and if i know it is,i want to spend my last day or days out in the wilderness alone and go with the peace i find out there. besides if any one happens to notice im not around,i get to cause one last fuss!
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M Jul 31, 2012

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    Save Me From My Self

    hi everybody, i'm an algerian young man, i'm 20 years old, a student and i'm gay. i had never have a relationship or sex relationship with anybody in my life, because it is my biggest secret. in august 2012, i met a man on chatroulette, he is from usa ,he is gay too.i told him...
    hurtedboy hurtedboy 18-21, M Dec 16, 2012

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    I Wonder

    I wonder,When I'm gone,Will anyone miss me?A good question,Who knows?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 7, 2012

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    Gone

    I also wonder what would happen if I left EP if I decide not not tell anyone would anyone ever notice that I'm gone I can't be pretty easily over look if I did tell people would they miss me at all but the biggest question is would anyone care So many question and no answers O...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Well.. Lost Again.

    There has just been a perpetual misery overcoming my life but yet I'm the girl you least expect it from. Always smiling and laughing when on the inside I'm the most miserable I've ever been. You go out of your way and treat people with kindness and you get **** on in every sense...
    JennaRenae JennaRenae 18-21, F Mar 6, 2013

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    Maybe

    Maybe my daughter.For sure my granddaughter.She has been the only reason i stay around the last few years
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M Jul 31, 2012

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    Really Don't Care

    I'm a father of 2 great kids & been married for 10 years. To be honest I thought that should be enough to be happy?! NO! Am I selfish? Am . Living a lie to my kids that 'everything in life is like a ******* Walt Disney film'?! I've never understood the reason if living just to...
    Jeffthorpe77 Jeffthorpe77 36-40, M Sep 20, 2013

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    Will They

    I don't really want my life to end, I mean sure I always wondered what happened when you died. I have lost someone important to me which would be my brother. I saw my relatives cry when he passed. He knew them  since childhood. Older cousins that I can barely remember their...
    bubbly12 bubbly12 13-15, F 1 Response May 23, 2012

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    More Than Just Life And Death

    This "wonder" actually sometimes turns into a worry. I worry about not being missed much. I'm sure my mum and family will miss me. But what about anyone else? Sometimes I don't even think about it in such morbid terms...for example: what if I left EP? Who would truly miss me...
    inexperienced inexperienced 22-25, M Nov 7, 2010

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    I'm Wondering..

    Seriously, I don't know. I used to know the answer if I was asked this question few days ago, but now, I'm not so sure anymore. I love my family very much. I love my father, my mother and my siblings. They are my world. At the same time, I know I used to trouble them a lot...
    devilinblue devilinblue 41-45 Nov 1, 2012

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    Don't Think They Will...

     I think the first time I really thought about this was when my mom died. Our longtime neighbor was a pastor and so graciously offered his church to us for our rather hastily arranged service. I was seated in the front row with the rest of my family, and never really turned...
    celerystalk3000 celerystalk3000 36-40 7 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Was It Telling Me Something?

    so i saw this group and thought, 'Wow, i bet noone will miss me'.. my husband and i were planning our wedding like a year ago, and while we were making the guest list, we were trying to decide who would come and who wouldn't.The people we thought would definitely be there weren't...
    ericaissorad ericaissorad 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    I Guess It's O.k.

    Nobody is gonna miss me except my daughter and I supose that's O.K. I really dont want her to miss me that much either. It hurts to miss some one when they die and I dont want that for her. I dont like the thought that when I go I wont have a funeral. I dont like the idea of...
    sinbad7277 sinbad7277 36-40, M 1 Response May 10, 2011

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    My Story

    I'm 44 tired of suffering,existing,suffering beyond your comprehension of pain,i want to die,i welcome the end to the pain,never ending life consuming agony you cannot imagine................i want to die,i want this to end......Who are you to deny me this? Is it not my right to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 15, 2012

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    No One Would Ever Know

    No one would ever even know... I havent spoken to my family in years and years I got a couple of friends but they would take my disapperance seriously I am a loner by nature its normal for me to go months at a time without talking to anyone they would chalk it up to me being in...
    bushi132001 bushi132001 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2011

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    Depressed

    i sometimes wanna die just so ppl will notice me,,, noone notices when im depressed,i hide it well,, but at the same time i feel like if they really loved me, they would notice that im not doing well
    libraSoSad75 libraSoSad75 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2012

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    Will Anyone Care?

     Does it really matter what most of us do in our life? If were not famous, then who will remember or care? I don't really have a story, but I wish I did. I think about this all the time. Will people miss me? Probably, but how long till they forget? Till they move on with...
    bananajane bananajane 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2009

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    Made My Mark

    I am not scared of dieing ,but often wonder if I will be remembered when I am gone .I havnt done anything exciting in my life for which I will be remembered .I have had some great experiences and many great memories but that will die with me, then what ?My dad has been gone 20...
    beastman111 beastman111 46-50, M Dec 16, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    So many people want their own page in the history books. I don't. I just want to be loved while I'm here.
    reelman4372 reelman4372 31-35, M Jul 9

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    Sadly, I couldn't think of anyone.
    MissSagittarius MissSagittarius 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    It's impossible to write my story, because I know that no one will ever believe me... When you're in love, it's hard not to do anything for the person you care about... No one...
    HUMAN2BME HUMAN2BME 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    The thing that upsets me most, is when I'm fine when I'm alone in my room and than out of the blue. My drunken father walks in. Yelling at me. My night. Ruined. 👊
    girlinwhite227 girlinwhite227 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    I always say I'm okay when I'm not, but it's completely pointless because my face says everything. Screw it! I guess that's what life it lol. :)
    Bhavika18 Bhavika18 18-21, F Jul 6

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    I sometimes say I'm ok even when I'm not ok at all or should I ssy I always say im ok or im fine
    Rach1544 Rach1544 16-17, F Jul 9

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    Kodaline,Ben Howard, secondhand serenade, framing hanley.. Etc etc Musics always a good release for me, especially when I'm sad, which is every ******* day tbh. But in them 3-4...
    teebagg teebagg 16-17, F Jul 13

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    I'm a 21 years old girl and though I'm okay only when I'm drunk. So I pour alcohol in my throat every night, alone. Wine most of the time, but also vodka and beer, depending on my...
    Payinghug Payinghug 18-21, F Jul 14

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    I hate this so much about myself. I am usually very outgoing and bubbly. Well that's not true but that's what I act when I'm not being me which is most of the time. The problem is...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 18-21, F Jul 21

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    Actually, it's not weird acting. I let go more easily of my thoughts without really wanting to rather than when I'm fully alert of what I'm doing. When tired I get irritable...
    Suxa90 Suxa90 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Lol! I work night shift & if it's my last day, when I'm off the next morning, I usually stay up until evening bedtime... I begin to see cats from the corner of my eye. I also may...
    IntomeYousee IntomeYousee 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Saying I'm okay when I'm not has became a habit for me. I refuse to show people my weak side. I have become a pro at hiding how I really feel and it's to the point that I don't...
    XxMarxX XxMarxX 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I just went on about how I use tampons and how pads are gross and how I use super plus tampons and they don't hurt me anymore so you shouldn't be scared to used them or whatever. I...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F Jul 7

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    If I tell anyone I know that I pretty much always feel lonely, I'll probably be smacked in the face and get called dramatic. I just moved to a new city recently, so I guess now I...
    0hman 0hman 16-17, F a week ago

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    This was in grade 8. I came back to school after a dentist appointment. It's funny how I can remember it very clearly in my head. There were these stairs that you went down to go...
    maigreamour maigreamour 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    The most horrible feeling ever! You have those nights where you got so much things on your mind and as soon as you put your head on the pillow the thoughts keep swimming around...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I'm running out of places to vent. Stupidly introduced my two besties to the other. What was I thinking? At least this time I ain't trying to pick anyone up.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Jul 7

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    He Is We - Everything You Do I miss him. More than anything. I'm like an empty shell without him around. I can't keep doing this. It hurts too bad.
    BrokenPhoenixx BrokenPhoenixx 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Do you ever feel this way? Sometimes I feel like no ones gone through what I have when true are people that have. A lot of people have it worse than I do.. But I always have...
    freesoul01 freesoul01 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    When I allow the liquor to do the thinking, stupid/bad things sometimes happen: Like when I was camping 3 years ago. I decided to go chop some wood, after I had around 11 beers...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Is it any wonder I drink? My mom lives with me and is constantly, and i mean CONSTANTLY on my case about how I dress, how late I stay up (it's only 11 and I just got home an hour...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Jul 7

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    I mean people without depression don't know how it is to live with it I hate how my mother comes up to me and says "I know how you feel" and then I say to her "do you have...
    Meeppeep Meeppeep 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Sometimes, often times, it's really hard for me to do this. And I'm working really hard to not be so stubborn.
    yellowbelly23 yellowbelly23 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Everyone has emotions, ranging from IMA SO OPTIMISTIC to I hate everything. Well I'm sure everyone has a petpeeves. But If you make me angry, YOU BETTER BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL NEVER...
    GothicLunar GothicLunar 13-15, M Jul 20

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    Okay. I'm a bit embarrassed by the fact that I vehemently defended Hobby Lobby and their right to protest the birth control mandate for religious reasons. I still believe this...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 5 Responses Jul 1

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    Just got some good news that I'm going to be in the nationals team and if I'm good I will be picked for worlds omg the Olympics omg OMFG PRIVATE TRAINING THIS FALL OMG ICANT...
    karianne5683 karianne5683 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Whenever I get a full belly, you can bet I'm drowsy and ready for a nap. Right now is one of th... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
    nocturnalhound nocturnalhound 31-35, M Jul 2

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    I say always say I'm ok even this I'm not
    Rach1544 Rach1544 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    ♫ I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
    LeelMx LeelMx 26-30, F Jul 9

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    so when one person ask me are you ok? I start to cry and tell him/her yes I'm ok.. crazy?!"@&$)(;:/-;,?! just don't want to be another burden
    gelaibeam gelaibeam 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    When ever someone ask me if I'm ok I say yeah. But I'm really not and make sure I keep my mask on. Sometimes it slips but I makes sure it stays on.
    Aaronns Aaronns 36-40, M Jul 11

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