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I Wonder If Anyone Will Miss Me When I'm Gone

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    Save Me From My Self

    hi everybody, i'm an algerian young man, i'm 20 years old, a student and i'm gay. i had never have a relationship or sex relationship with anybody in my life, because it is my biggest secret. in august 2012, i met a man on chatroulette, he is from usa ,he is gay too.i told him...
    hurtedboy hurtedboy 18-21, M Dec 16, 2012

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    Don't Think They Will...

     I think the first time I really thought about this was when my mom died. Our longtime neighbor was a pastor and so graciously offered his church to us for our rather hastily arranged service. I was seated in the front row with the rest of my family, and never really turned...
    celerystalk3000 celerystalk3000 36-40 7 Responses Aug 21, 2008

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    Really Don't Care

    I'm a father of 2 great kids & been married for 10 years. To be honest I thought that should be enough to be happy?! NO! Am I selfish? Am . Living a lie to my kids that 'everything in life is like a ******* Walt Disney film'?! I've never understood the reason if living just to...
    Jeffthorpe77 Jeffthorpe77 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 20, 2013

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    Will Anyone Care?

     Does it really matter what most of us do in our life? If were not famous, then who will remember or care? I don't really have a story, but I wish I did. I think about this all the time. Will people miss me? Probably, but how long till they forget? Till they move on with...
    bananajane bananajane 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2009

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    Depressed

    i sometimes wanna die just so ppl will notice me,,, noone notices when im depressed,i hide it well,, but at the same time i feel like if they really loved me, they would notice that im not doing well
    libraSoSad75 libraSoSad75 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2012

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    I Wonder

    I wonder,When I'm gone,Will anyone miss me?A good question,Who knows?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 7, 2012

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    I Guess It's O.k.

    Nobody is gonna miss me except my daughter and I supose that's O.K. I really dont want her to miss me that much either. It hurts to miss some one when they die and I dont want that for her. I dont like the thought that when I go I wont have a funeral. I dont like the idea of...
    sinbad7277 sinbad7277 36-40, M 1 Response May 10, 2011

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    Well.. Lost Again.

    There has just been a perpetual misery overcoming my life but yet I'm the girl you least expect it from. Always smiling and laughing when on the inside I'm the most miserable I've ever been. You go out of your way and treat people with kindness and you get **** on in every sense...
    JennaRenae JennaRenae 18-21, F Mar 6, 2013

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    Will They

    I don't really want my life to end, I mean sure I always wondered what happened when you died. I have lost someone important to me which would be my brother. I saw my relatives cry when he passed. He knew themĀ  since childhood. Older cousins that I can barely remember their...
    bubbly12 bubbly12 13-15, F 1 Response May 23, 2012

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    I'm Wondering..

    Seriously, I don't know. I used to know the answer if I was asked this question few days ago, but now, I'm not so sure anymore. I love my family very much. I love my father, my mother and my siblings. They are my world. At the same time, I know I used to trouble them a lot...
    devilinblue devilinblue 41-45 Nov 1, 2012

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    My Story

    I'm 44 tired of suffering,existing,suffering beyond your comprehension of pain,i want to die,i welcome the end to the pain,never ending life consuming agony you cannot imagine................i want to die,i want this to end......Who are you to deny me this? Is it not my right to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 15, 2012

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    Gone

    I also wonder what would happen if I left EP if I decide not not tell anyone would anyone ever notice that I'm gone I can't be pretty easily over look if I did tell people would they miss me at all but the biggest question is would anyone care So many question and no answers O...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 21, 2013

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    Was It Telling Me Something?

    so i saw this group and thought, 'Wow, i bet noone will miss me'.. my husband and i were planning our wedding like a year ago, and while we were making the guest list, we were trying to decide who would come and who wouldn't.The people we thought would definitely be there weren't...
    ericaissorad ericaissorad 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Made My Mark

    I am not scared of dieing ,but often wonder if I will be remembered when I am gone .I havnt done anything exciting in my life for which I will be remembered .I have had some great experiences and many great memories but that will die with me, then what ?My dad has been gone 20...
    beastman111 beastman111 46-50, M Dec 16, 2011

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    No One Would Ever Know

    No one would ever even know... I havent spoken to my family in years and years I got a couple of friends but they would take my disapperance seriously I am a loner by nature its normal for me to go months at a time without talking to anyone they would chalk it up to me being in...
    bushi132001 bushi132001 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2011

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    Maybe

    Maybe my daughter.For sure my granddaughter.She has been the only reason i stay around the last few years
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M Jul 31, 2012

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    Cause A Fuss

    When the time is coming and if i know it is,i want to spend my last day or days out in the wilderness alone and go with the peace i find out there. besides if any one happens to notice im not around,i get to cause one last fuss!
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M Jul 31, 2012

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    More Than Just Life And Death

    This "wonder" actually sometimes turns into a worry. I worry about not being missed much. I'm sure my mum and family will miss me. But what about anyone else? Sometimes I don't even think about it in such morbid terms...for example: what if I left EP? Who would truly miss me...
    inexperienced inexperienced 22-25, M Nov 7, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Even in our classroom ,when our teacher told us to go out and I walk all alone by the stairs.I felt if does someone to talk with me for a long time ??but not.. When we will stay...
    khristinelopez khristinelopez 13-15, F Oct 12

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    My actions may not be of the highest caliber, but they are never boring. As little shame as I have when I'm sober, it completely goes out of the window drunk...
    3Dogmatic 3Dogmatic 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    Have such a hard time letting people in of opening up that the automatic response to how are you is that I'm okay...it's almost like the knee jerk reaction to the question. ...even...
    thebigtexrock thebigtexrock 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Yea I am a work in progress. There's a lot of things I've gone through. I'm working to completely fix them to where they're gone. By all means I'm not perfect and never will be...
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    well I also says that I'm okey even if I'm not its bcoz I don't want that my love ones will get worried..
    magicalove magicalove 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    Do you ever get that feeling that you want to be involved with your roommates friends and have a good time with them though it's like you aren't there? I'm just their with my...
    AquaDragon2014 AquaDragon2014 18-21, M Sep 29

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    I am not a victim. I am not a victim. I am NOT a victim!! I refuse to be called that pitiful name! I'm strong and I will forge along!
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 8

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    Oooh! what have I done? I was browsing the web, searching for a chat platform, where it is easy to chat. not with like minded but with people. It turns out it aint that easy. I...
    lonelypeople lonelypeople 22-25, M Oct 14

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    Drank too much last night, got bills to pay I'm late for work again.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Being as I'm not of legal age, I don't drink often. But when I do, I go all out. Lol I remember the very first time I got drunk. I was 15 and after many shots me and my friend...
    AvaleeMarie AvaleeMarie 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    And I'm always nervous too... :( I can't help, but sweat over the small stuff! Guess this is what it means to have anxiety..
    TheSpookyPotato TheSpookyPotato 18-21, F Sep 27

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    Thas not stricly true! I rarely post wen I'm drunk cos I don drink much!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    No matter what kind of relationship I am having, that ugly, snot-colored monster inevitably raises its ugly head: the one that tells me that I'm still that gross, overweight kid...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    By this headline, you would think i'm upset about something, and then you would be expecting to read some type of long rant about something that happened to me today. However, this...
    mkmoore mkmoore 16-17, F Oct 7

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    I talk to myself when i get very happy :) And when i get angry :P
    eph01 eph01 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I'm looking for more metal bands to listen to.. I love the Human Abstract so anything like that band would be great! Any one have any suggestions.
    reinventingyourexit reinventingyourexit 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    It's a nervous tic. I can't help it when I do it. Not even aware I'm doing it most times.
    Wittyname1234 Wittyname1234 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am not yet fit for human consumption. But me back in the oven at 425 for 30 minutes, then stick a fork in me. If it comes out clean, I'm done.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm pretty sure everyone fall victim to this; you would most likely be lying if you said no.
    mountainseal mountainseal 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    LOL first thought: a tombstone that says "ok. I'm done." Gave me a chuckle.
    niklb niklb 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It's common It's normal And I'm used to it Btw..I'm fine..I'm okay.. :)
    bunnychubz bunnychubz 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    A few stolen moments Is all that we share You've got your family And they need you there Though I try to resist Being last on your list Coz no other man's gonna do So I'm saving...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Sep 29

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    I get totally aroused when I am spanked..... there is nothing better then being over a knee bare being spanked by a man or women knowing that your totally exposed and getting...
    otkangel otkangel 31-35, F 6 Responses Sep 30

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    Omg for months... The silence as we both do our own thing, abiding by their sleep pattern and uninterested in mine.. I can share amaZing news that normally would have me on top of...
    TheHiddenMoon TheHiddenMoon 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 16

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    What am I doing really? Is this what I imagined life to be, or was I just so naive when I got married? I'm lucid enough to recognize that this is merely a journey, but how it...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    This has been a great week! I've eaten a lot of fast food and deep fat fried meals and have been indulging in treats :) Right now I'll be working on a plate of hashbrowns, some...
    Neoroku Neoroku 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Drunkety drunk drunk drunk... Wondering what to do next...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Feeling like Rachel Green in friends after Joey tells her he likes her and she feels helpless as he tries to leave the restaurant, hurt. A good friend got drunk the other day and...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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    I don't know anyone for whom swinging /open marriages has worked, maybe because most couples use it as a last resort to try and "save" their marriage. How exactly is bringing more...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Oct 8

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    Recently, someone who has become very important to me questioned how I end relationships. I am ashamed to admit that I am a typical chick in this regard. Nothing crazy or...
    Artvg Artvg 41-45, F Sep 30

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    Sat in bed watching Friends :) this is what you do when things are not right :( and you're too screwed up to go college. Friends make me happy :) Joey :D
    watermelongirl watermelongirl 16-17, F Sep 26

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