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I Wonder If God See's Me Hurting

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    Depressed, Can't Trust Family, Wants To Run Away But Doesn't Have Anywhere To Go?

    I'm 19. I swear no one can tell when I'm depressed, I'm smiling , cracking jokes etc. I can't trust my family, I rarely get along with them. When I'm around the family, I'm quite and they think I'm just really aloof but I'm not. I can be but I'm more of myself when I'm with close...
    cici05 cici05 18-21 Jun 8, 2011

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    Hey God

    I don't know why you won't respond to me. You clearly know im in pain. A little help please?
    kav41190 kav41190 18-21 2 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    Heartless

    I wonder if God knows that a heartless man continues to mess-up my life. I wonder If He can see how I am always hurt as long as this person still lives. How long would I nurture the suffering of my broken heart? It's endless until freedom emanates from the valley of death.
    0fairytalePrincess 0fairytalePrincess 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    When Will He Answer

    Why does God continue to let me struggle in life. Me health is good but my mental health is not so good. I have had panic attacks for over twenty years. They got much better but do not go away altogether. It almost always feels a little hard to breathe. Maybe because I worry...
    Jan 17, 2013

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    Wondering...

    god said that in heaven there will be no sadness. and that we would be happy in there. but what are we suppost to do down here? keep feeling broken and bruised? now don't get me wrong, i have alot of faith in the lord and know that he keeps an eye on me everyday,  but...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    I'm Done...

    I've often wondered if God remembers that he made me and put me on this earth. I hate to say it but sometimes I even wonder if there really is a God. I've always believed there is a God... but sometimes I wonder if I've believed correctly. I have always been told that God is a...
    oneandonly10 oneandonly10 41-45 Sep 15, 2013

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    I am twelve and I have believed in god since about two years ago. Then I started to question things. I also took adv biology last year and we learned sines tuff about how the earth...
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    Well--- To start with--- Sigh.... Haha sorry, I'm nervous. I don't know- Maybe I am a S. Just maybe and only lightly-- I often like to think about injurying my beloved one and such...
    yayamiho yayamiho 13-15, F Aug 4

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    I am sure there are many of us here, who share this feeling. The moment you see the mail icon glowing with some number written on top of it. The more the merrier.. lol However, I...
    dubiousidentityy dubiousidentityy 22-25, M Aug 16

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    I believe in God and have grown spiritually within the last couple of months. The only problem I have is that some of the people at the church my family goes to think that they...
    rumblingheart rumblingheart 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 17

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    I wonder if I've ever crossed his mind since he dumped me. He said he'd think about it over the weekend. I wonder if he misses me. I wonder what he's thinking
    saxophonegal22 saxophonegal22 13-15, F Aug 1

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    There are a lot of people on here that have problems, me included. And I do believe that regardless of the number, those pains can be healed and helped with god. It's amazing how...
    flowerchloe48 flowerchloe48 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 29

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    I'm wondering sometimes,what's Life about. There are so many different opinions. What I know is that you have to live it your way (that's what I'm doing) I'm working hard,and the...
    Nim92 Nim92 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I believe in god, he's the only one I need in the end and I'd be nowhere without him.
    ginawexler ginawexler 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I just made this. :3 and yes I was a painter... In Alice in wonderland. :O (that's me with a Cheshire Cat ) "If I lose my temper, he loses his head and he better be careful...
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    What I think the enemy is... Sin disguises itself as truth. That is what "And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light" means. The enemy appears as your...
    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30 9 hrs ago

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    Gone were the days when I just love doing things all by myself. At 26, I discovered that I wanted to share my life with my better half. How beautiful it is to have a family of...
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    Oh F I just can't wait for this month to come to an end. My mind is just filled with things the past few weeks. I feel like I can't get out of my own head. I miss my ex so much...
    Chicgeekgal Chicgeekgal 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    You just got all A's on your report card, the guy you liked finally asked you out, and your dad just said you can get your lincence as soon as you turn 16! God? Who needs him now...
    brinahU brinahU 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    How do you know if someone really believes in God? Not by what they say, but by what they do. When Moses announced a hailstorm, the Egyptians who believed in God rushed to get...
    brinahU brinahU 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    1 year ago: I look at her. She stares right back at me. Who are you? I want to ask, but I already know the answer. Her skinny legs look like twigs as she struts towards me. Her...
    mandyrox18 mandyrox18 16-17, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I've made a really big mistake in recently, and it's been weighing on my mind ever since i've done it. It took away my peace of mind, and I felt depressed, and it didn't help at...
    aviodthisnoid aviodthisnoid 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    Well I believe that Their has to be a after life after Death, we can't just die and that's it, were gone for good. I Believe in God because he is the Lord of Love, he loves us all...
    MaryBek MaryBek 18-21, F 1 Response 59 mins ago

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    Guys no matter what's happening in your life, there's going to be hard times. Your going to struggle. But what do you look to? One of the things to always remember is that when we...
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    Sometimes I feel so down about my life that I think about how to kill myself. I tried to kill myself twice, albeit not very hard. I went to see a therapist and she told me that I...
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    Everybody Hurts - Avril Lavigne Don't know, don't know if I can do this on my own Why do you have to leave me? It seems I'm losing something deep inside of me Hold on onto me Now...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Aug 5

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    Sometimes God doesn't change our situation because he's trying to change our heart.
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    I opened my facebook account and saw that fb suggested to me the fb act of my x and her new girl. It hurts alot to see them together. It brings back all the pain. He left me and my...
    Shehshen Shehshen 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    You tell people what they don't wanna hear and then your left alone! Haha! My oh my!! I'm guessing I'm a difficult personality to get along with.... I usually get surrounded by...
    Incubusbunny Incubusbunny 22-25, F Aug 14

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    When you are hurting, there will always be people who find a way to make it about themselves. If you break your wrist, they’ll complain about a sprained ankle. If you are sad...
    UltimateDespair UltimateDespair 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I will try to keep this as short as possible. I'm hoping you can help/advise me asap as I feel I am losing the love of my life. One month ago, I went to see my fiancé at her...
    Depressed20 Depressed20 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Although I've only been married for a year, my husband and I have been together for almost 14, we're high-school sweethearts. He's the drummer and back up vocalist of the band...
    Schmoolie Schmoolie 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Everyone is hurting or fighting some kind of battle, I hear it said a lot. Perhaps that is why I shrink back into myself when I am hurting and depressed. People are not equipped...
    PiscesDream PiscesDream 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 5

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    Father, I am so sad! That I just lost someone I love! I didn't mean to hurt him in a way that I don't even realize I am hurting him everyday!!! Please God in Jesus name, tell me...
    VolatileMe VolatileMe 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    But I'm also scared of him. I always wonder what he thinks of me, and am I doing ok by Him. I'm a good girl and I stay away from trouble. I try to follow all commandments, I love...
    DaQueenB92 DaQueenB92 22-25, F 13 Responses a week ago

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    You're only hurting yourself when you start acting like your enemies and becoming heartless, God didn't make you that way.
    kissssmykiki kissssmykiki 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 29

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    FutureGleason FutureGleason 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    A week ago, I was in one of the worst positions of my life. Well, thats how I felt. My back was up against the wall, and I needed help. So finally I went to get it. But after...
    lavalife lavalife 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 20

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    The sixteen grandsons of Noah. Article from: Creation Volume 20 Issue 4 Cover Creation 20(4):22–25 September 1998 Human genetic data fits the Bible better than evolution...
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    It's so hard to find your true soul mate in this world, and those who do are truly lucky. I was in a four year relationship with the most amazing man on