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I Wonder If God See's Me Hurting

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    Wondering...

    god said that in heaven there will be no sadness. and that we would be happy in there. but what are we suppost to do down here? keep feeling broken and bruised? now don't get me wrong, i have alot of faith in the lord and know that he keeps an eye on me everyday,  but...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    Heartless

    I wonder if God knows that a heartless man continues to mess-up my life. I wonder If He can see how I am always hurt as long as this person still lives. How long would I nurture the suffering of my broken heart? It's endless until freedom emanates from the valley of death.
    0fairytalePrincess 0fairytalePrincess 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    I'm Done...

    I've often wondered if God remembers that he made me and put me on this earth. I hate to say it but sometimes I even wonder if there really is a God. I've always believed there is a God... but sometimes I wonder if I've believed correctly. I have always been told that God is a...
    oneandonly10 oneandonly10 41-45 Sep 15, 2013

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    Hey God

    I don't know why you won't respond to me. You clearly know im in pain. A little help please?
    kav41190 kav41190 18-21 2 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    Depressed, Can't Trust Family, Wants To Run Away But Doesn't Have Anywhere To Go?

    I'm 19. I swear no one can tell when I'm depressed, I'm smiling , cracking jokes etc. I can't trust my family, I rarely get along with them. When I'm around the family, I'm quite and they think I'm just really aloof but I'm not. I can be but I'm more of myself when I'm with close...
    cici05 cici05 18-21 Jun 8, 2011

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