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I Wonder If God See's Me Hurting

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 91 People

    Heartless

    I wonder if God knows that a heartless man continues to mess-up my life. I wonder If He can see how I am always hurt as long as this person still lives. How long would I nurture the suffering of my broken heart? It's endless until freedom emanates from the valley of death.
    0fairytalePrincess 0fairytalePrincess 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    Hey God

    I don't know why you won't respond to me. You clearly know im in pain. A little help please?
    kav41190 kav41190 18-21 2 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    Wondering...

    god said that in heaven there will be no sadness. and that we would be happy in there. but what are we suppost to do down here? keep feeling broken and bruised? now don't get me wrong, i have alot of faith in the lord and know that he keeps an eye on me everyday,  but...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    I'm Done...

    I've often wondered if God remembers that he made me and put me on this earth. I hate to say it but sometimes I even wonder if there really is a God. I've always believed there is a God... but sometimes I wonder if I've believed correctly. I have always been told that God is a...
    oneandonly10 oneandonly10 41-45 Sep 15, 2013

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    Depressed, Can't Trust Family, Wants To Run Away But Doesn't Have Anywhere To Go?

    I'm 19. I swear no one can tell when I'm depressed, I'm smiling , cracking jokes etc. I can't trust my family, I rarely get along with them. When I'm around the family, I'm quite and they think I'm just really aloof but I'm not. I can be but I'm more of myself when I'm with close...
    cici05 cici05 18-21 Jun 8, 2011

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    What a perpetuation of an obsolete higher powering deity, I say to myself most of the time. It's not so much that I hate god, it's that this entity's power or relationship to...
    LDll LDll 18-21, F Nov 24

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    To be born again you must confess your sins, repent, ask forgiveness, and believe in your heart that Jesus died on the cross for your sins to be forgiven. The definition of repent...
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    I feel like me, alongside my family, have struggled so much and really wonder if there's a purpose to it all. If I as and individual truly have a purpose and if there is reason why...
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    I know that it's wrong, but I've come to hate my boyfriend's mother over the 3.5 years that we've been together. From the very moment we first met she has always been very unkind...
    huckleberryfidget huckleberryfidget 22-25, F Nov 24

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    I just love how this experience attracts the feminazi's on this website. You live and let live as long as what someone else is doing does inflict suffering upon you. But these...
    crowe15 crowe15 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 1

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    Sometimes I complain to God. Ok I will admit I complain to God often about one thing or other. I sometimes wonder if I bother him to much with all that goes through my mind. He...
    TheBlessedOne TheBlessedOne 46-50, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I need there to be something that I will never be. I need there to be a height to which I will never reach! I need God to be God. I need God to be the Father. Love IS all you need...
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    I am to a point that the hurting and sadness are normal and any joy is frightening . I have had a lot of ups and downs in my life and many of the bad things I have caused , I just...
    chris121458 chris121458 51-55, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    It confuses me when people try to tell me that I don't believe in God, or that I have rejected God because I don't believe what they believe. I could try to explain in detail...
    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30, M 6 Responses Nov 21

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    CuriousCausality CuriousCausality 22-25, M Dec 11

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    I just wish i didn't saw it... or even read it. It's just getting me down and down. I don't know until when I'll be able to be happy. Maybe i just give it to those who really need...
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    Amy1111112 Amy1111112 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    The Bible and Hypocrites I am a believer I believe the bible is the world of God Many people don't believe the Bible because it was written by a man so therefore what's in the...
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    I don't remember when it was exactly, but one day I woke up and said "Is this my life? What about all of the things I dreamed for myself? Where is the ease and comfort and love and...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 28

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    Why does it hurt so bad? Why do people come into your life to hurt you when all you did for them was be a friend. I was there for her always and today she broke down revealing all...
    sweetliesandpromises sweetliesandpromises 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Lateralus07 Lateralus07 18-21, M 13 Responses Nov 27

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    I sent this to my ex last night and I suppose I have no idea how he'll respond or if it's the right thing to do... But I feel the need to share it. I guess at this point you've...
    mdaybreak mdaybreak 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    riaa777 riaa777 18-21, F Dec 1

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    I wonder if you even realize how bad your hurting me .... So freaking curious
    yassbishh yassbishh 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I was in my sophomore year of college. I called my mother on the Wednesday night before Thanksgiving to tell her I wouldn't be making the three and a half hour drive home. It had...
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    Rozay333 Rozay333 13-15, F Nov 21

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    favi4et favi4et 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 21

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    It doesn't remotely make any sense. and tbh it's alittle sickening when you think about it. We sit here and say "God has blessed us" and give God all the credit for the good...
    StraighttTruth StraighttTruth 18-21, M Nov 23

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    vaylorie vaylorie 46-50, F 6 Responses Dec 7

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    Sotanax Sotanax 13-15, F Dec 12

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    Actions and motives are different.every thing done for personal advantage not for common good is a calculating thought that requires a calculating mind.1sam2:3 says 'talk no more...
    simsym simsym 22-25 a week ago

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    BOYFRIEND: If you were to see through my eyes and notice how much your hurting me, maybe you will understand why I cry every time we are on the phone. Just MAYBE you'll understand...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago