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I Wonder If God See's Me Hurting

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 89 People

    Wondering...

    god said that in heaven there will be no sadness. and that we would be happy in there. but what are we suppost to do down here? keep feeling broken and bruised? now don't get me wrong, i have alot of faith in the lord and know that he keeps an eye on me everyday,  but...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    Heartless

    I wonder if God knows that a heartless man continues to mess-up my life. I wonder If He can see how I am always hurt as long as this person still lives. How long would I nurture the suffering of my broken heart? It's endless until freedom emanates from the valley of death.
    0fairytalePrincess 0fairytalePrincess 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    When Will He Answer

    Why does God continue to let me struggle in life. Me health is good but my mental health is not so good. I have had panic attacks for over twenty years. They got much better but do not go away altogether. It almost always feels a little hard to breathe. Maybe because I worry...
    Jan 17, 2013

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    Depressed, Can't Trust Family, Wants To Run Away But Doesn't Have Anywhere To Go?

    I'm 19. I swear no one can tell when I'm depressed, I'm smiling , cracking jokes etc. I can't trust my family, I rarely get along with them. When I'm around the family, I'm quite and they think I'm just really aloof but I'm not. I can be but I'm more of myself when I'm with close...
    cici05 cici05 18-21 Jun 8, 2011

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    I'm Done...

    I've often wondered if God remembers that he made me and put me on this earth. I hate to say it but sometimes I even wonder if there really is a God. I've always believed there is a God... but sometimes I wonder if I've believed correctly. I have always been told that God is a...
    oneandonly10 oneandonly10 41-45 Sep 15, 2013

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    Hey God

    I don't know why you won't respond to me. You clearly know im in pain. A little help please?
    kav41190 kav41190 18-21 2 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    Elliearellano Elliearellano 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    FreudianSlip13 FreudianSlip13 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    It would be a great thing to be free from all this. All the pain..... All suffering.......... All the worrying.......... The only reason people don't want me to do suicide, it's...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealers showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he...
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    recalculator recalculator 51-55, F 4 Responses Jul 20

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    Charper44 Charper44 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    sioma17 sioma17 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Fiftypercent Fiftypercent 18-21 1 Response Jul 17

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    What does God say. Nobody knows. Did God create us. Were we chance Was the universe. Why are there poltergeists. Why do wed cheat. Why do wed deprive. Why do...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 16

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    I always admired pregnant women. I think they become very beautiful during this time. I guess it's more than just the physical changes before pregnancy but also the mental and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 16

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    Anyone else ever wonder what they will look like with a baby bump?
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    I don't want to have a baby until I'm older and married to someone (I'm bi) but do wonder what it'll be like when I'm pregnant with my first child
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    well I certainly don't want a baby now,but maybe when I move in with my boyfriend. lately I guess I have been curious about the whole pregnancy and being a mother thing. I think I...
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    Orangerocket Orangerocket 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 15

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    The Atheists don't believe in the existence of God. So From where the universe is found? Who created the creature? There are rigid nature, such as mountains, plateaus, rivers...
    lamlom lamlom 56-60, M 10 Responses Jul 14

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    lolilover3 lolilover3 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 12

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    Sahel170 Sahel170 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    well my marriage is gone and I'm hurting bad and the tears won't quit .god I just wish he would hold me and say we will be alright.if not I don't want be here anymore.
    tinytinytoes53 tinytinytoes53 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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