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I Wonder If God See's Me Hurting

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 89 People

    Heartless

    I wonder if God knows that a heartless man continues to mess-up my life. I wonder If He can see how I am always hurt as long as this person still lives. How long would I nurture the suffering of my broken heart? It's endless until freedom emanates from the valley of death.
    0fairytalePrincess 0fairytalePrincess 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    Depressed, Can't Trust Family, Wants To Run Away But Doesn't Have Anywhere To Go?

    I'm 19. I swear no one can tell when I'm depressed, I'm smiling , cracking jokes etc. I can't trust my family, I rarely get along with them. When I'm around the family, I'm quite and they think I'm just really aloof but I'm not. I can be but I'm more of myself when I'm with close...
    cici05 cici05 18-21 Jun 8, 2011

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    When Will He Answer

    Why does God continue to let me struggle in life. Me health is good but my mental health is not so good. I have had panic attacks for over twenty years. They got much better but do not go away altogether. It almost always feels a little hard to breathe. Maybe because I worry...
    Jan 17, 2013

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    I'm Done...

    I've often wondered if God remembers that he made me and put me on this earth. I hate to say it but sometimes I even wonder if there really is a God. I've always believed there is a God... but sometimes I wonder if I've believed correctly. I have always been told that God is a...
    oneandonly10 oneandonly10 41-45 Sep 15, 2013

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    Wondering...

    god said that in heaven there will be no sadness. and that we would be happy in there. but what are we suppost to do down here? keep feeling broken and bruised? now don't get me wrong, i have alot of faith in the lord and know that he keeps an eye on me everyday,  but...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    Hey God

    I don't know why you won't respond to me. You clearly know im in pain. A little help please?
    kav41190 kav41190 18-21 2 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    Yet I see her just smiling, laughing, joking around, like happy, and carrying on like normal. Shows how she doesn't even care at all about me. That's what I get, for caring, for...
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    Letter to my future love.. Hey sweet guy, wow, what a day?! I thought about you alot today, like when my boss told me the joke that had me cracking up, and when I went on lunch...
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    Ever since I could remember I have always thought I was born in the wrong body. I can go back to when I was 12 and think I was born in the wrong body. I always felt that I...
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    LeahLovee LeahLovee 13-15, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    rckt148 rckt148 56-60, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    TGIF!! have a safe weekend
    lasheadilemma lasheadilemma 31-35, F Jun 19

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    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jun 19

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    My mother's face greeted me in my mirror this morning. When I look closely I can see four generations of women, each with a different story but the same face. I wonder if they...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 9 Responses Jun 19

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    Her mom hired me. We met. Both showed interest. Mom won me first. But we stayed pals. Sent mom to better. And stayed her pal. Took her side. Believed her. Got...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 19

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    IzzRay IzzRay 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 17

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    I meet a lot of people and consider myself a somewhat likable person. For someone who doesn't have anyone, it makes me wonder if there's anyone just waiting for me to say something...
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    captivating23 captivating23 22-25, F Jun 17

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    I watched Life of Pi recently and would like to quote Pi's father - "Religion leads to darkness". There is a God. I believe God is all one. But religion has got nothing to do with...
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    1. The absolute most wonderful thing 8 my life is God....It's His grace upon my life, and His truths that help me to stand, and His unconditional love for me and the way He sees me...
    Jesusfoundme Jesusfoundme 31-35, F Jun 15

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    A while back a friend here encouraged me to write and post things here, at first it was just stories on my passions, desires, then he encouraged me to write about the deeper side...
    AngeleyesUponU AngeleyesUponU 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 14

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    Mostly the fan made games, although I think Five nights at Treasure Island is the scariest. I mean, half the characters look so frikkin deformed! God... It's scary... I am *sadly...
    MasterMinecraft768 MasterMinecraft768 13-15, F Jun 12

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    Alhamdulila i have family surrounding me but sometimes i feel as though they dont listen to me. I know we have loads of problem sbut just once i wish they could se how badly im...
    nimra19 nimra19 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 12

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    RobertaSunset RobertaSunset 36-40, F 6 Responses Jun 12

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    I've wondered that for many years. But in my opinion, it has to do with the fact that...I feel like God can't mess with free will. He doesn't make us do anything, he expects us to...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11

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