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I Wonder If God See's Me Hurting

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 87 People

    Depressed, Can't Trust Family, Wants To Run Away But Doesn't Have Anywhere To Go?

    I'm 19. I swear no one can tell when I'm depressed, I'm smiling , cracking jokes etc. I can't trust my family, I rarely get along with them. When I'm around the family, I'm quite and they think I'm just really aloof but I'm not. I can be but I'm more of myself when I'm with close...
    cici05 cici05 18-21 Jun 8, 2011

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    Wondering...

    god said that in heaven there will be no sadness. and that we would be happy in there. but what are we suppost to do down here? keep feeling broken and bruised? now don't get me wrong, i have alot of faith in the lord and know that he keeps an eye on me everyday,  but...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    Heartless

    I wonder if God knows that a heartless man continues to mess-up my life. I wonder If He can see how I am always hurt as long as this person still lives. How long would I nurture the suffering of my broken heart? It's endless until freedom emanates from the valley of death.
    0fairytalePrincess 0fairytalePrincess 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    Hey God

    I don't know why you won't respond to me. You clearly know im in pain. A little help please?
    kav41190 kav41190 18-21 2 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    I'm Done...

    I've often wondered if God remembers that he made me and put me on this earth. I hate to say it but sometimes I even wonder if there really is a God. I've always believed there is a God... but sometimes I wonder if I've believed correctly. I have always been told that God is a...
    oneandonly10 oneandonly10 41-45 Sep 15, 2013

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    There was a guy. 2012, Christmas, we met traveling. There was an instant connection. We were both surprised at the similarities. Four days. That's how long I was with him...
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    I wonder what is the point in even trying. I mean we try to do so much to prepare ourselves for better. Yet, many of us always seem to get the worst end of all things. I use to...
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    Is God water? Is water God? Before I get in to this, I am not saying this is what I believe! This is something I've been thinking about for awhile. Im just looking for your...
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    I just had to let to go the person I loved the most in my life out of my life. It was constantly like trying to fit together puzzle pieces when there were always some missing. I...
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    This is my answer. For me the fact that there is a God Is why I believe. The prof in this is all around you. Above, below, beside and inside you. How does a bird know when it's...
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    I don't know what's the point of my life. Why God even brought me into this world. A useless person like me, I feel like life is such a waste, given to me. I mean it could've been...
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    So... Here I am. With another chip in my pride and ego. Ever since the end of my long term relationship. Everything in my love department has been going downhill. Literally. Every...
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    God this hurts! Why does it hurt so badly? I hate this
    weirduo weirduo 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I dont know if its just a new phase of grief that I am at or just a realization! I am absolutely done with the drama, enough with being sad and over dramatic. So he left, **** him...
    reem999 reem999 22-25, F Mar 9

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