I Wonder If I Am Missed At All

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    Confidence Issue?

    Ok, so, if you know me, you know I don't talk much face-to-face. When I go places as part of a group, or go somewhere where there are lots of people, I'm often nothing more than a bystander, even if I'm right there in the middle of it. And there are a lot of places I used to go...
    KaBe22 KaBe22
    18-21, F
    Apr 29, 2010
    StevieOakley14 StevieOakley14
    13-15, F
    May 10, 2015

    Missing.

    "...maybe someday you'll look up, and barely conscious you'll say to no one, isn't something missing? you won't cry for my absence i know. you forgot me long ago. am i that unimportant? am i so insignificant? isn't something missing? isn't someone missing me?..." bf.
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2010

    I feel like nobody cares about me

    when I'm not around. I don't belong in my choir class. I feel like I'm not good enough. My "friends" don't even seem to notice if I'm there or not. Does anyone care about me?
    JamesCarter20 JamesCarter20
    18-21, T
    2 Responses May 10, 2015

    I don't know.....Sometimes I feel like I miss

    someone more than they miss me. Whenever I think about it I kinda think "Would anyone miss me?" "Would I miss me?" I would not miss me. Im not worth being missed. Im easily pushed to the side without a second thought. These kind of thoughts have been keeping me up at night and I...
    Raptax231 Raptax231
    22-25, M
    Sep 11, 2014

    I Wonder...

    I wonder if any of my old childhood friends ever think about me or miss me at all. I never had many friends as a kid, but I have none now. I've always been very quiet & it's always been very hard for me to talk to people. But I had a couple of best friends during my childhood...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings
    31-35, F
    Feb 24, 2010

    I Wonder

    I wonder,If I'm missed at all,That lazy place,I used to work,I'm sure,One was the carrier,Now ,I'm gone,I wonder,Who's the carrier now?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Feb 7, 2012

    Does She?

    Does she miss me at all?Does she think about me before she falls to sleep even though she is away from me?Does she wake up and think about me?Does she see something in a shop and think of me?Does she hear certain songs and think of me?Does she sometimes find herself sitting there...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout
    26-30, F
    Aug 27, 2013

    Related Experiences

    i write this to enshrine in electronic perpetuity. this is not written for any reason other than its what i feel. you know this is for you so i dont need to name you but the...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    a week ago
    could have the Ep doomsday have been fake since it's past the marker or are they waiting until after today to close the place up hmm I wonder could it have been false or not maybe...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response a week ago
    I wonder when I will be mature enough to say "Good bye!" smiling...
    whyacinth whyacinth
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 21
    EP rocks I met the most amazing man on here I had an injured soul and he made me whole again by words only not many men can do that he was very kind and patient with me guided me...
    Triplets111 Triplets111
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    In this story, I want to put in everything that I have felt lately. Now that EP is closing, I'll never get the chance again to post my truest of feelings anywhere as I did on here...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    Today, I have felt utterly clueless as to how my life would play out. I literally wanted to scream my head off because of how badly I felt. It was that sort of "outside- looking in...
    drama16queen1997 drama16queen1997
    18-21
    1 Response Apr 18
    she always targets me,like its always me she tortures with her long nails and her kicking,and then she starts acting nice later that day and is all up on me???? something is either...
    ShellBoss105342 ShellBoss105342
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    When I was a baby my parents went through a divorce and my daddy left. My mom left me and my sister to fend for are selves a couple years later. My grandfather took us in and took...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 18
    Sometimes I wonder if I wasn't as special as you thought I was. Maybe I'm just someone who stumbled into your path. Wide-eyed and unsuspecting. Not knowing how to shield my...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    Apr 18
    I’m sure by now those of you who remain are all well aware of the fact that our days here are numbered. On April 21 this place which we once were able to proudly call our home...
    HypoallergenicUnicorn HypoallergenicUnicorn
    13-15, F
    Apr 16
    I sometimes stumble across posts, where the user is so happy that she found someone. Someone who understands them, someone who accepts her imperfections, someone who says he'll...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 16
    Now that EP is closing, I'm really wondering if anybody here has ever had a crush on me. I guess we will never know ^-^
    notmyfaultyourenotoriginal notmyfaultyourenotoriginal
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Apr 16
    I wonder...when and where this obsession with happiness started.
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Apr 16
    Ok. This is really risky. But now I see e.ps closing down it makes me so sad. I hope this doesn't upset the person I'm wondering about, but I met them on here the first time I...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie
    31-35, F
    Apr 16
    I know I'll have lost my vision by then. That's all I know. I dunno WTF I'm going to do when I'm older - the issue with being a jack-of-all-trades - and it's given more brainaches...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    Apr 15
    How easily the fruits and veggies get cut! They don't resist, they don't oppose. Coz that's how they are made, soft, cutable, eatable.. Sounds a bit absurd lol, but while slicing...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    I want to kill myself but I feel like I'll miss out on something. Idk. Not looking for attention just wondering about your suicidal experiences?
    maloriemeow maloriemeow
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 14
    I have been told by a good friend here that in the beginning I was intimidating to her because of my strong opinions. I realise that I may look like that, but as a matter of fact...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    7 Responses Apr 14
    Many EP users can write really well. To be honest, I felt their writings can reach closer to my heart than the books I have read till today. Even in the category which I do not see...
    whyacinth whyacinth
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Apr 14
    I always wonder... why is it that those who always try to stay strong, always end up having to deal with other people's weaknesses? The strong pays for the strength that they hold...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 13
    I wonder why kids and young people had cowboys (or indians), cops (or robbers), firemen, soldiers, as idols, and nowadays it is not unfrequent that they have Steve Jobs or Bill...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Apr 12
    I wonder if men just see us as a sex object
    LauraBowker LauraBowker
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Apr 11
    In 2015 I was diagnosed with Cushing's disease which was caused by a brain tumor. I had brain surgery on 20 July 2015. My best friend took leave the day of surgery and visited...
    Sanetvh Sanetvh
    41-45, F
    Apr 11
    Just have these thoughts when I'm gone I will most likely be forgotten cast adrift in the tides of time. I'm used to it but I wonder who would remember me for the actions I've did...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 11
    I have tried to open communications with all the ladies on my friends list. You are all fantastic people. I can see that many of you are on singular paths. I wish all of you the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    Laying in bed in my PJ's, looking at my shiny, clear glass d!ldo.. Wondering what I should do...wishing someone would tell me how and when to touch m.yself.
    emileenicole31 emileenicole31
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
    This may sound sexual but it's not. I want them but I don't want to get sugary or anything. I wonder if it can grow if I eat certain things if not then whatever. I want bigger b...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I wonder why some people don't get that the war against Islamic terrorism is not the same as being at war with a country. Terrorism, by its nature, is carried out by little local...
    HarryDemon HarryDemon
    51-55, M
    Apr 8
    I check my phone in the morning time for her text message I usually get from her during the night, and she isn't there. I'm thinking she is busy. I wait later on in the day, still...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    I look at Facebook at times and think I'm missing out. It can seem like everybody else is out there having wonderful, fulfilled lives while I'm missing out. It's partly because I'm...
    Allison7593 Allison7593
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Apr 7
    I do wonder, sometimes. Not because I worry what they think of me, but because I show different people different facets of myself. Do I appear as simple as I portray myself to be...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    I ******* hate feeling like this I hate feeling stupid I hate feeling like I can never do anything right. All I do is ******* fail at everything I can never do One simple thing...
    carazami carazami
    16-17
    Apr 6
    Many times I have thought about that very special one I have yet to meet... I wonder if he/she thinks of me sometimes too !
    AlipheeseVayentha AlipheeseVayentha
    18-21, F
    Apr 6
    I wonder are you thinking of me as I'm am always thinking about you ?? Are you okay my cockney darling ?
    Triplets111 Triplets111
    56-60, F
    Apr 6
    All the things you do point to the conclusion that I meant less than others. This sensitive heart of mine will always clench at the thought, and this negative mind will grasp at...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 5
    There isn't a day... maybe an hour even, that I don't think of you. I miss you. I wonder if you're doing okay. Are you still out there somewhere? Or have you completely left? I...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 5
    I used to call him silly billy, his name was billy lol. I met him online before I met my hubby and I wonder about him sometimes. He stopped talking to me over the phone for like a...
    XcookiexbakerXx XcookiexbakerXx
    22-25, F
    Apr 5
    It's hard sometimes to let go of the things we love. Maybe it's not so hard. If love is the way we show that we don't mind giving things up than this should be easy. Regardless of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 5
    It has taken 37 ssri none worked I began cymbalta 6 months ago depression very low pain barely noticeable but I have a choice to use a C2 fur break through pain I have been...
    Vocevaiver123 Vocevaiver123
    46-50, F
    Apr 4
    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke 1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke 1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke 1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
    I'd love to wake up a girl and go through puberty rather then just wake up having already gone through it I'd love and enjoy it all even if it was painful mentally or physically I...
    Lizzy907 Lizzy907
    22-25, T
    1 Response Apr 2
    In the Grand Hotel in Stavanger, Norway, there lives a gremlin that subsists on hotel guests' socks. He is the granddaddy of all sock-stealing gremlins. Mostly these gremlins live...
    tyrihans45 tyrihans45
    70+, M
    2 Responses Apr 2
    Some people are under the impression that they are the center of the universe. There's a lot of people who have allowed themselves to live in a world where anytime they make a...
    niceguycursed niceguycursed
    31-35, M
    Apr 1
    Since ep is closing I wonder what people would remember me here for. I know most of my ep circle is pretty much disbanded now so that's a thing but I wonder what people would...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 1
    why don't all cans have pull tabs
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 31
    Actually the story behind missing socks is a bit more involved than most realize. Now I don't know if it's true for city dwellers, but out in the rural areas missing socks are a...
    calmingwind calmingwind
    46-50, M
    Mar 31
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