I Wonder If I Ever Cross Your Mind

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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 13, 2012

    I Just Don't Understand....

    Another chance meeting with him unbelievable! He sat and stared at me for almost ten minutes(pathetic I know, but I counted), and I could feel the tension so strong. We were in a public setting with others around. After the staring incident once again he made small talk about...
    gynger gynger
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 5, 2010

    I Wonder

    Was I so easy to forget? More than a year's worth of lengthy conversations? The laughs....the secrets.... Have they all somehow faded from your memory? Have I faded from your memory? I find it hard to believe, but then again...*shrug* I guess if I could talk to you one last...
    LG76 LG76
    36-40, F
    8 Responses Sep 18, 2013

    Do I even love you? I can't tell.

    Why are we always awkward around each other? Again I don't know. Is it me making it awkward. If only I could find out...
    Snowhiver Snowhiver
    16-17, F
    May 13, 2015

    Like the way you do mine.

    Sometimes I really want to erase you from my life. Including social media. But I can't bring myself to do it. I know I miss you but at the same time I know it was for the best. I can only hope that both of us find our happiness. How long is it until we can talk again ? Until...
    MissiPink MissiPink
    22-25, F
    May 12, 2015

    Why Do You Ignore Me?

    I know I don't deserve you and I disappoint you but can't you acknowledge me? Do you even remember I exist or am I forgotten until I lay before you, Sir? I am yours and know you will never be owned or controlled but will you allow me the satisfaction of a glance from your eyes or...
    JMint JMint
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2013

    You're still on my mind two months later,

    and I can't help but wonder if you think of me
    ThatOneNerdGirl ThatOneNerdGirl
    18-21, F
    May 13, 2015

    What Is He Searching For?

    He used to look at me with this searching look every time I saw him. I finally asked him to stop because we're both married to other people and started out that way. For a while, he would avoid looking at me and even did a panicked 360 in order to avoid me. My husband says he...
    edge2010 edge2010
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Dec 5, 2010

    Every Day I Wonder

    Every day I wonder a future, and I wonder if I have fallen into endless unconsciousness... How joyful I was with myself when I was with you, Although in the past my heart was scattered and wasted, I wonder if it would be in a safe place with your care,   Every day I wonder if...
    lovelywings lovelywings
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Feb 20, 2013

    I Just Don't Understand....

    Another chance meeting with him unbelievable! He sat and stared at me for almost ten minutes(pathetic I know, but I counted), and I could feel the tension so strong. We were in a public setting with others around. After the staring incident once again he made small talk about...
    gynger gynger
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 5, 2010

    What To Do?

    Sometimes I wonder I ever cross his mind. I still can't shake him from mine after almost fourteen years. I so badly want to contact him, but our recent chance meeting didnt' go as I had thought it would. However, I realize it was not the time nor the place for a meeting. I did...
    gynger gynger
    26-30, F
    Nov 11, 2010

    For I Am Yours...

    Just a subtle sound, an imagined touch, a feeling that comes to me in the darkness. Your presence so near yet so far away. I close my eyes and delve deep into the world that contains you, hoping that somewhere I will find you beckoning to me, asking me once more to give you...
    esotericwoman esotericwoman
    36-40, F
    4 Responses May 10, 2012

    Invisible!

    She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her But you are everything to me And I just want to show you, she don't even know you She's never...
    charlie1960 charlie1960
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jan 19, 2013

    What girl doesn't want to know

    if a guy ever thought about her.
    lorrena19 lorrena19
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 7, 2015
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 22, 2010

    My head aches from the memories,

    my heart for those who helped make them. At my very worst I wonder if they miss me. I threw everything away for meaningless sex and mindless substance abuse. But wasn't that the point? To drown out the rest of the world, and spend nights I wouldn't remember with people who didn...
    FoolOfATook FoolOfATook
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 10, 2015

    I Do....

    I wonder if I ever cross your mind? more than just a worry? More than just, "Is she okay" more than "She is my best friend" I love him, and he is always on my mind. I just wonder if I ever cross his mind....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 11, 2010

    Now.

    Now that we cant talk to each other because somewhere along the line you decided that wasnt allowed. Now that we dont have the sweetness of flirting, the warmth of i love you, and the luxury of being needed. Now that the distance between us finally feels defined....i was just...
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi
    31-35, F
    Aug 11, 2010

    What To Do?

    Sometimes I wonder I ever cross his mind. I still can't shake him from mine after almost fourteen years. I so badly want to contact him, but our recent chance meeting didnt' go as I had thought it would. However, I realize it was not the time nor the place for a meeting. I did...
    gynger gynger
    26-30, F
    Nov 11, 2010

    How strange that one can move on

    so easily and the other still stuck there...every second of my life is thinking about you..wondering if you ever thought about the time we were together...because i always think about the times you made me smile...those were the precious moments i ever had...
    starryangel starryangel
    26-30
    Apr 25, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 16, 2015

    Do you ever think about me?

    Does what you did resonate at all? Do you ever think what if you hadn't done it, where would we be?
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt
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    5 Responses Sep 21, 2015
    Dottyz Dottyz
    22-25, F
    May 12, 2015
    mynameyouask mynameyouask
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    Jan 4, 2014

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