I Wonder If I Should Stay Or Go

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 244 People

    Scared

    My housemate pointed out that I haven't been socializing with other people other than her e.g have my own friends blabla.. I thought it must have nagged on her conscience that I don't this...I couldn't fathom why there should be a reason for everything.. well, I was feeling down...
    amejad amejad
    22-25, F
    May 9, 2011

    Would any of you stay

    for the sake of a child. A man I know was deceived and is now facing a tough situation. The child's mother says he cant see the baby unless he is with her. Mind you this woman is married with 2 other children. Anyone else been in a situation like this? I dont know what advice...
    VentiQuadLatte VentiQuadLatte
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 3, 2015

    Sometimes...

    Sometimes I wonder if I should stay here, or if I should just go for a while. I do love it here, and think it is an amazing site and I have a great time here, but sometimes, I feel like I can't be me, because I feel like I am going to hurt others, by letting them know how I am...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 6, 2009

    Lost Myself Somewhere Along The Line

    My husband has been away off and on for weeks. At first it bothered me. I was so sad with the holiday's coming up. Now I found my rhythm and I hate to say it I am happy. I am relaxed. I am sleeping at night and waking up rested. He's due back and I honestly am scared of how he...
    dreamingkitty dreamingkitty
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2011

    I've already posted this

    but I need to add to this. Somebody please help me with this, I need it in like 1hour! I've been wanting to switch schools for a while now, I only have about 4 people I can actually call friends at my current school. And at the other school there a re so many nice people, I...
    xXShellyBeanXx xXShellyBeanXx
    13-15, F
    May 5, 2015

    Retirement Or The Epicenter Of Infamy?

    I don't pretend to have answers as to the complex question of me staying on EP or going. So many times, it hardly seems worth the effort to actually stick around yet I have a seemingly sudden plethora of people who harken to my door, distressed over the mere possibility of me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 27, 2010

    Warning: this is a long one,

    but it's interesting! I think... I am in college in my country,and the easy way to put it? I hate it here. I don't know if y'all know what's mugging,but it's like just chucking truck loads of information at one time so as to vomit it out during examination. I hate the education...
    GreyMattertome GreyMattertome
    18-21, F
    Nov 9, 2014

    Should I Leave My Drug Addict Husband He Says He Changed! Help!

    I have been married to my husband now for just over 13 years.  We have been together since high school and neither of us ever really dated anyone else.  The marriage has been rocky at times, and he has pretty much been lazy and selfish most of the time.  We have...
    marshall123 marshall123
    36-40
    1 Response Jan 28, 2010

    Dealing With Emotions

    I have come a long way to admit that I have commitment issues. I don't like to get attached, and as sad as it sounds, despite that I have been in 4 long term relationships, even married once, I have never been in love. 2 years ago, after my divorce, I met this good looking guy...
    xusita xusita
    31-35, F
    Aug 23, 2011

    Two Roads Diverged In a Wood

    You're probably asking yourself how in the name of everything sacred can someone like me who seems to be a confident, balanced person can honestly ask themselves a question like this. Well I'll tell you - I ask this question not just about EP or AOL or even the Internet at large...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 27, 2009

    Why Stay?

    I have three been married for 6 years and I'm unhappy...and everything he's boy willing yo do or is laborious for him to do someone else does with ease and willingly. I want to jump ship to get in another. I know it sounds bad but why should I stay?
    titanicdreamz titanicdreamz
    26-30, F
    Jun 19, 2012

    Where Are You Going By the Way?

    It doesn't matter what you do or do not do - there is NO WAY to stay or go wherever unless you must.
    Thought1 Thought1
    22-25
    Jun 18, 2009

    Can somebody seriously help,

    I've wanted to switch schools for a while. At this school I only have about 4 people I can actually call friends. And at the other school there are so many nice people plus I'd get a fresh start and I already have about 5 friends there and I've only actually been inside the...
    xXShellyBeanXx xXShellyBeanXx
    13-15, F
    1 Response May 3, 2015

    'I will let you go go,

    If you stay'
    ChloeGomez ChloeGomez
    13-15, F
    Oct 22, 2014

    i make decent money. My company is relatively

    healthy. The people I work with are nice enough. but i have another Job offer that the salary is a little better than now,but I'm so scared to start again to a workplace that I don't know the people, rules etc....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 14, 2015

    Its Been On My Mind A Lot Lately, Even More The Past Two Days...

    I have been thinking about weather I should stay on Ep lately. Been wondering what's the point....I don't know. It was on my mind. I keep saying when its all good, that I would never delete my account again, and I would never leave again, but when things are bad, and like now, I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 30, 2009
    BringMacktheHorizon BringMacktheHorizon
    13-15, M
    Oct 22, 2014

    Fungirlmmmm's Fault

       I story I posted on FG story was just the beginning of the ,"Should I stay or Should I Go" moments in my life. I know it's okay to have your own ideas and opinions about anything that involves your life. Sometimes you go along to get along. That can be a...
    Caliper Caliper
    56-60, M
    5 Responses May 27, 2009

    HMMM

    I wonder if I should stay or go.  How many of you have uttered those words aloud or to yourself at some point in your life?  What did you do and how did you decide what to do?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    8 Responses May 25, 2009

    Fresh Start? Same Routine? D:

    So, i have the chance for a fresh start.. but I'm not sure if i want to go for it...   I can go live with my dad in another city, or i can continue living miserably with my mom.. I really want to live with my dad... but ... i don't want to leave my sisters! UGH...
    freshfrika freshfrika
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 4, 2009

    Move on already, everybody says.

    What they don't get is it's not so easy when the memories of us together are stuck on replay in my head. Your smile. Your eyes. Your sweet voice. How happy you made me. Those were some of my best memories, and i will never be able to erase them. If i could, i would in a...
    Jhayz Jhayz
    26-30, F
    Apr 17, 2015
    ChloeGomez ChloeGomez
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 22, 2014

    The Clash! All time story of my LIFE!

    !! Yep...that's my song and I have yet to make the decision. Love the lyrics!
    2bMeAgain 2bMeAgain
    41-45
    Jun 27, 2015

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    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
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    Funkystronglover Funkystronglover
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    26-30, F
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    I've known some wonderful people here on EP and have had some great conversations. All good things must come to an end and so must this one as well. I would love to remain in...
    chilloutab2 chilloutab2
    36-40, M
    Apr 17
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    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    Apr 17
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    wannabepreggers wannabepreggers
    36-40, M
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    notmyfaultyourenotoriginal notmyfaultyourenotoriginal
    18-21, F
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    I wonder...when and where this obsession with happiness started.
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
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    Ok. This is really risky. But now I see e.ps closing down it makes me so sad. I hope this doesn't upset the person I'm wondering about, but I met them on here the first time I...
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    31-35, F
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    How easily the fruits and veggies get cut! They don't resist, they don't oppose. Coz that's how they are made, soft, cutable, eatable.. Sounds a bit absurd lol, but while slicing...
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    26-30, F
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    16-17, M
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    whyacinth whyacinth
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    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 13
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    SonofPaddy121 SonofPaddy121
    18-21, M
    Apr 12
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    kbpimpin87 kbpimpin87
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    Sanetvh Sanetvh
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    Just have these thoughts when I'm gone I will most likely be forgotten cast adrift in the tides of time. I'm used to it but I wonder who would remember me for the actions I've did...
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    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
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    1 Response Apr 10
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    1 Response Apr 10
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