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I Wonder If I Should Stay Or Go

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    Fresh Start? Same Routine? D:

    So, i have the chance for a fresh start.. but I'm not sure if i want to go for it...   I can go live with my dad in another city, or i can continue living miserably with my mom.. I really want to live with my dad... but ... i don't want to leave my sisters! UGH...
    freshfrika freshfrika 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2009

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    Two Roads Diverged In a Wood

    You're probably asking yourself how in the name of everything sacred can someone like me who seems to be a confident, balanced person can honestly ask themselves a question like this. Well I'll tell you - I ask this question not just about EP or AOL or even the Internet at large...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 27, 2009

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    Why Stay?

    I have three been married for 6 years and I'm unhappy...and everything he's boy willing yo do or is laborious for him to do someone else does with ease and willingly. I want to jump ship to get in another. I know it sounds bad but why should I stay?
    titanicdreamz titanicdreamz 26-30, F Jun 19, 2012

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    Fungirlmmmm's Fault

       I story I posted on FG story was just the beginning of the ,"Should I stay or Should I Go" moments in my life. I know it's okay to have your own ideas and opinions about anything that involves your life. Sometimes you go along to get along. That can be a...
    Caliper Caliper 56-60, M 5 Responses May 27, 2009

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    Lost Myself Somewhere Along The Line

    My husband has been away off and on for weeks. At first it bothered me. I was so sad with the holiday's coming up. Now I found my rhythm and I hate to say it I am happy. I am relaxed. I am sleeping at night and waking up rested. He's due back and I honestly am scared of how he...
    dreamingkitty dreamingkitty 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 7, 2011

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    Retirement Or The Epicenter Of Infamy?

    I don't pretend to have answers as to the complex question of me staying on EP or going. So many times, it hardly seems worth the effort to actually stick around yet I have a seemingly sudden plethora of people who harken to my door, distressed over the mere possibility of me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 27, 2010

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    Where Are You Going By the Way?

    It doesn't matter what you do or do not do - there is NO WAY to stay or go wherever unless you must.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 Jun 18, 2009

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    Its Been On My Mind A Lot Lately, Even More The Past Two Days...

    I have been thinking about weather I should stay on Ep lately. Been wondering what's the point....I don't know. It was on my mind. I keep saying when its all good, that I would never delete my account again, and I would never leave again, but when things are bad, and like now, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 30, 2009

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    Scared

    My housemate pointed out that I haven't been socializing with other people other than her e.g have my own friends blabla.. I thought it must have nagged on her conscience that I don't this...I couldn't fathom why there should be a reason for everything.. well, I was feeling down...
    amejad amejad 22-25, F May 9, 2011

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    Should I Leave My Drug Addict Husband He Says He Changed! Help!

    I have been married to my husband now for just over 13 years.  We have been together since high school and neither of us ever really dated anyone else.  The marriage has been rocky at times, and he has pretty much been lazy and selfish most of the time.  We have...
    marshall123 marshall123 36-40 1 Response Jan 28, 2010

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    HMMM

    I wonder if I should stay or go.  How many of you have uttered those words aloud or to yourself at some point in your life?  What did you do and how did you decide what to do?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 11 Responses May 25, 2009

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    Sometimes...

    Sometimes I wonder if I should stay here, or if I should just go for a while. I do love it here, and think it is an amazing site and I have a great time here, but sometimes, I feel like I can't be me, because I feel like I am going to hurt others, by letting them know how I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    Dealing With Emotions

    I have come a long way to admit that I have commitment issues. I don't like to get attached, and as sad as it sounds, despite that I have been in 4 long term relationships, even married once, I have never been in love. 2 years ago, after my divorce, I met this good looking guy...
    xusita xusita 31-35, F Aug 23, 2011

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    I stay up till 7am and I fall asleep the whole day but I can't help it cause I not tired cause I continue to stay up late to clean my room and when I do that I snack on stuff and...
    hellokitti hellokitti 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    There's a weird one! It never occurd to me! I ran into somebody from my old schooldays recently. Back then. She was smart. Funny. Attractive. Part of the 'rich kids' club. Totally...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I wonder that because I had a crush on this boy in 3rd grade and it looked like he liked me but I'm not sure ( I'll call him pasty , that's his nickname) pasty wasn't in my class...
    bela5562 bela5562 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    Honestly I just don't know anymore every time I try to be positive on life things just go bad again. Every since 7th grade things haven't been all that but things didn't really get...
    WoundedDreamer WoundedDreamer 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I am not a mom yet! But I met a sweet and caring woman that I will NEVER forget. Mom... :) I went on an English exchange. I had to spend 5 weeks in Victoria BC to improve my...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    Ok that sounds soooo arrogant. But I don't mean it that way. I spent most of my life being sooo hard on myself and I've been thru more in the past 10 years than most people go...
    Amginn Amginn 36-40 2 Responses a week ago

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    It's hard to say what life is all about any more. I've just started my MSc. in Mechanical Engineering and sometimes wonder if I made the right choices. Of course everyone has a...
    RedScythe RedScythe 22-25, M Jul 14

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    Suppose I told you this story—what would you think? I know this guy is really into me. But I’ve been hurt a lot, and I’m not sure I’m ready for anything serious. So I tell...
    patjemison patjemison 46-50 Jun 26

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    Indifference. What a wonderful word. Never thought I could love a word so much. I admit, when DDay happened, I found this site by accident. In trying to understand, I read many OW...
    Uht2014 Uht2014 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 27

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    I am getting a divorce. The reason I know it's the right thing to do is that it feels right. I don't feel guilty, or indecisive, or wonder if there is anything left for me to do...
    aldsjkl aldsjkl 26-30 Jun 30

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    I believe in God, and I've heard many wonderful things about my life.... But frankly, I want to give up. I've been down for so long that I don't even know what to do anymore...
    Vanessairie Vanessairie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    and then I wonder why my sleep patterns are so messed up. It's like going to bed at 1 is considered early for me :/
    sailorantares sailorantares 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    I can’t stop thinking about suicide it literally consumes every ounce of my being and I can’t stop thinking about all the ways to do it and all the relief i’ll feel and the...
    Aliceasdfghjkl Aliceasdfghjkl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    How ppl stay awake for nights and cry for days. I hope I was like them so I can get all the pain outta my heart but I can't cuz my dad is there. In this place I have no right to...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Jul 7

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    I doubt it, I just figure someone will tolerate me for a while at some point in my life. And I'll call it love. I don't think anyone will ever truly love me, because in weird and...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 9

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    My log, July 9th, 2014 Sometimes i wonder, why am i here, trying to reach out to people...when they rarely ever reach back. I have had luck with one person, not even in EP, but in...
    Alexob13 Alexob13 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    Scratch the crust – blood, Pick your nose – blood, Brush your teeth – blood, Sew the sock – blood, Every 28 days – blood, Are we alive? Since rubbing rusty iron makes the...
    NchK NchK 31-35, F Jul 12

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    I like my aunt a lot but she hates me now cause I had s-ex with her let me tell u the story she had big boobs big but I j-erk off thinking bout her so one day I wanted to have s-ex...
    izrules izrules 31-35, M Jul 14

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    I'm a devoted Christian, flawed but devoted no less. I'm also a comic book fan, one of my favorites is the X-Men and my primary favorite arc is called God Loves Man Kills. Reverend...
    DX2000 DX2000 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I can't think of one couple in a committed relationship where both people feel all of their needs are met by their partner. I know many happy couples, including myself, who have...
    WizardOfAahs WizardOfAahs 41-45, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    All the relationships I've ever been in ended because people couldn't stand my mom. Am I not worth the few minutes they had to handle my mom? Everyone would just rather leave me...
    KatIsCrazy KatIsCrazy 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    I wonder if I'll ever get the courage to kill myself... I wonder how people would react... Would they feel sorry for calling me freak, for treating me like dirt? Would they...
    giroflee giroflee 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 2

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    I wonder if I'll be a wonderful pastor and bring a lot of spirits back to God. I wonder if I'll ever have the love and acceptance of my real family like I was never gone. I wonder...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    A funny story. The day after our D-Day (when I confronted my husband about his affair, and he ended it), my husband and I met with our priest. We told him we wanted to stay...
    lillynfriends lillynfriends 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    The artificial things like money, was a choice and not a necessity. I wonder what it'd be like, without the worry of money. I also wonder what it'd be like to not have mental...
    arandomleprechaun arandomleprechaun 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    Today I sat down on the ground. Stared at a door and just thought about slitting my wrists. I just sat there for an hour staring arms spread out like I actually cut them. I...
    heylookineededanameok heylookineededanameok 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I don't know. Maybe it's because I just graduated from University now. I wonder what happens next in life. There is no more schooling to go to. No more annoying teachers and...
    EllaAfter EllaAfter 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I wonder a lot!!!! Mostly about the future!!! I'm still in high school and stuff... So I always wonder what I want to do in real life... But then again I'm young and I got time so...
    FighterWolf FighterWolf 13-15, F Jun 28

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    I stay up really late. I stay up really lat too often for my liking. I have been staying up immensely late every night for the past month or so, since I graduated high school. I...
    KMargatroid KMargatroid 16-17, F Jul 7

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    It is a wonder of mine...more than anything for curiosity.Sometimes I wonder if I am giving the right message or maybe I am showing stuff people interpretates totally wrong.For...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    hehee! ((: cause as anyone will no before bullies made me delete my other stories (:O) I stayed at keirans when mum was in hospital back in April :/ buh it was fun, especially the...
    hanntiger1 hanntiger1 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    This one is for the wives, and for the countless OW's that have messaged me. I have learned so much about the different types of affairs. My husbands affair was an "escape" affair...
    Uht2014 Uht2014 46-50, F 3 Responses Jun 24

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    So since getting out of the military over 9 years ago I've had trouble sleeping. I sleep only 4-5 hrs a day, sporadically and I rarely sleep at night. I've had sleep clinics and...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    It does not matter how much you try to stay positive,,,, but the people around you have more impact on your behavior for staying to be positive!!!!!!!!
    EmptyError EmptyError 26-30, M Jul 2

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    ) I'm like "ok I'm only gonna stay up for 15 more mins" then I end up staying up the whole night and not getting any sleep lol 😂😂😂
    jaynick15 jaynick15 13-15, F Jul 4