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I Wonder If I Truly Matter

In the giant scheme of things & EP...Do we really matter? 219 People

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    Just like anybody else I am not perfect. I am fat. I am not beautiful. I have health problems. I am sensitive. I can be flaky. But you know what? I am sincere,honest,supportive,empathetic and loyal. I always wanted to believe my good qualities were...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses May 17, 2009

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    No Purpose Worth The Name

    I wonder if my life is of any real consequence at all despite the struggle and effort of living each day. As a family member I've been largely ignored and at times a downright nuisance. As a friend I haven't had anything to give anyone that they couldn't easily get from somewhere...
    CosmoLang CosmoLang 36-40, M Nov 9, 2011

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    In the Big Picture.....

    Am I even a blip on the radar? I don't think so. I wonder how I got to this point. I wonder what is inside me that is so broken that I can not seem to repair it on my own. The saddest part is that no one seems to want to help me. I can't fix it on my own, & yet I'm expected...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 13, 2009

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    All For the Glory

    Counselor, professors, friends, they all act like it's their duty to protect me, but I think it's all a desire for self glory. I think they feel like it'll make them look better. In the end though, I only hear advice or end up in the ER, and never receive any actual help. And...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses May 13, 2009

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    I Always Wonder This......

    I am single, have no friends left, no social life and yet I am in a job which requires a lot of me in a personal sense. I work with children. In the mornings I run a daycare and am responsible for a small group of children aged from 18 months up to 5 years. In the afternoons I...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2011

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    To Her At All????

    We have grown apart over the course of years and now it is coming time to get back together or..................................................................   We used to love but she isn't comfortable at home or around me any more and we are not sure how to get back if...
    mtvlm mtvlm 41-45, M 7 Responses May 13, 2009

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    Do I?

    The only person who can answer that question is me. And I do matter to my loved ones.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Mar 20, 2012

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    Even Here...

    I feel like I'm invisible and it isn't because I want to be. I was actually a very outgoing person at one point, but things have changed in my mind. I actually feel like I am a different person, save my values of course. I am meek in a crowd and I am so far very unaccomplished in...
    Bubblegumblues Bubblegumblues 18-21 Jun 5, 2013

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    I Wonder...

    I wonder if I really do matter to anyone, the thought of wondering if I matter at all, crosses my mind very often, and I sometimes feel like I don't matter to anyone. Not such a great feeling to have.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    I Can Be Easily Re-placed....

    I often wonder if I do truly matter to anyone. I mean, I can be so easily re-placed. There were poeple before, me, and if for some reason, I left the world soon, there will be people after me. I wonder if I am that important in someone's life, that they really need me, or that i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 16, 2009

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    Sometimes...

    ...but then I remember none of you would exist if it weren't for me observing you.  Then, I feel a lot better about myself.  Ha!  Dance, puppets, dance. Heh.  Gotta love drunken quantum snarkiness.
    BrokenBear BrokenBear 26-30, F Mar 14, 2012

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    Jump.

    so, I just played 'Dear Esther'. (spoilers below, just letting you know) so, for a while now, I've been having...kind of daydreams about jumping to my death, and flying, I guess. I usually jump off buildings in these daydreams, and it just seems like such a good way to die, the...
    ResignedToSadness ResignedToSadness 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 28, 2013

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    I Do.

    Any memories that others have of me dissolve slowly like kool-aid mix in water. In Holly Hobby's mind, I am "that girl". Later on, I am "that kid", then simply a shadow that she doubts existed. 
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2011

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    If I vanish in a flash, will history crash?

    A nameless cog in a machine that is bogged in interminable computation? Merely a simulation in a giant game, an automaton, and we are all the same. If history be the judge, will it be harsh, on the path we trudge across our boggy marsh?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 16, 2013

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    I'm here to not feel

    so alone in my experiences and to offer support to others whom I identify with. It feels like I've hit a low point, that I can't be myself on here.
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I Don't Matter To Anyone

    I only matter to myself. Everyone else either lies or don't talk to me.
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 Nov 2, 2011

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    My Name Is Mike.

    My Name Is Mike. Posted December 2nd, 2011 at 10:45AM My name is Mike. As I'm writing this, I’m just two months away from turning 32 years old. The idea to write this book has been on my mind for a few years now. I always wanted to share my observations as a fat man in a...
    TheBMRP TheBMRP 26-30, M Dec 3, 2011

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    Actions Speak Much Louder Than Words

    My "ENTIRE" life I have lived for those around me. I have felt this immense pressure to try to be what others expect of me, and all it has ever done is make me so damned depressed that I feel my life has never been my own, and that I've wasted my most precious years (youth and...
    rrainfall rrainfall 31-35, F Aug 3, 2013

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    Dogs are truly amazing. I dont know how some idiots can abuse them and use them for sports! It breaks my heart every time I hear/see fight stories and abuse ones too. Please help...
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    I have never felt like my material needs have gone unmet in my life. I never want to take this privileged life I have forgranted. I have a car, a new job, a place to live, access...
    plsdontsitonme plsdontsitonme 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    It was 4 years back when i wanted to conquer the world. I started drawing as a kid and at 12 discovered my artistic abilities when i would create something and be appreciated for...
    Bllahblah Bllahblah 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I wonder what would happen if every person lived this day knowing their life mattered.
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 13 Responses 3 days ago

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    If I killed myself I wouldn't care what people think cuz when I was alive they treat me like ****.... If I did all I wont say in a note is im sorry and that I love everyone but its...
    jojorigal jojorigal 16-17 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Should I tell you a story or maybe three? I went to buy this phone soon as I came back to India in 2012 august..I was sitting alone in the bus... with the packet opened.. I was 21...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Two guys asked my number...😑 one did the sexy whistle and the other said he had telepathic memory😑 that's ok I love to be alone It makes me happy to just do whatever...
    FlexibleAbby FlexibleAbby 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I came across this link speculating that Dark Matter may be a kind of pion. http://www.livescience.com/51660-pions-may-explain-dark-matter.html It could happen...maybe...
    freeed freeed 66-70, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    There truly is nothing to hide. I get them when i am bad less often then when i was younger, I am not afraid to admit it!
    Declanx Declanx 13-15, M 5 Responses a week ago

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    lmao I seriously wonder if you'll miss me once I'm no longer around xP God knows xD If a person is trying so hard to keep up that friendship with you no matter how hard you both...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I have wondered for an immensely long time why people who have a sour attitude never get what they deserve. Always wondered why these people are allowed to live and hurt others...
    queeniejean queeniejean 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Article Written by a Person in one of the leading Newspaper "It's been 18 years since I joined Volvo, a Swedish company. Working for them has proven to be an interesting...
    wintersecret wintersecret 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I've learn to accept no matter how hard I try to get to know someone it will never amount to any happiness. I'm so tired of everyone thinking I'm needy because I am sad, depressed...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    I wonder what I would gain from abstaining from any kind of s-e-x-u-a-l interaction, including self pleasure, for a year straight...? I think I would like to try. I know it would...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    And now I think I've found it... A new fear eclipses this. The fear of hurting him. I feel as though my worth is questionable, that I hurt all that I touch. It's not just a feeling...
    TheWildling TheWildling 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    Who had measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, and whom has meted out the heavens with a span, and comprehended the dust of the earth in a measure? Who can weight out...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 70+, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Ok so this is for the love of my life... Your existence in my life is the biggest gift God could give me. i seriously, honesty, truly,completely,wholly LOVE you!! Being with you...
    Scorpio95117 Scorpio95117 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 19

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    And no Matter how I tried, I was made an Esau. Even though I cleared a day to be there when I was told the next opportunity was (Frankly, I blew it the first time).. Every door got...
    poiema poiema 36-40, M Jul 19

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    I truly do - it doesn't look good when an old man is dating a younger girl... It just looks really weird. Like a gold digger and sugar daddy being together. I had some older men...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F Jul 19

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    I feel like an outsider no matter where I am, who I am with, or what I am doing. It makes me wonder if I'm the only one sometimes.
    Ozthewhiterabbit Ozthewhiterabbit 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 18

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    When I was young, I liked my women older as they had the experience and patience to make each encounter so wonderful. Now that I'm old, I like younger women as they are so...
    flirtingjoe flirtingjoe 61-65, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    i am so blessed to be in a relationship with a man who loves me truly for who i am knowing full and well im incapable of returning the favor
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    My first tattoo is going to be "Stay Lucky" for two reasons. 1) it's a song by my favourite band. 2) I don't think I'm Lucky as in I win a lot and stuff but my family support me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 17

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    He made me laugh, every single day.He came into my life five years ago. He was a blessing, and he, more than anything else, helped me get back on my feet.At the time, I was at the...
    Riffster Riffster 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 17

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