I Wonder If I Will Always Feel This Way

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    The Mind of Hed

    I seem to go through cycles in life like most ppl i guess, but i always feel as i'm not good enough as i am not loved that stems back to what i was told to believe as a kid  and has never gone, i've noticed that i will block and push people away in order to continue feeling...
    hedrocks hedrocks
    31-35, M
    3 Responses May 19, 2009

    Ray LaMontagne: "Empty"

    "She lifts her skirt up to her knees Walks through the garden rows with her bare feet, laughing I never learned to count my blessings I choose instead to dwell in my disasters Walk on down the hill Through the grass grown tall and brown And still it's hard somehow to...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2008

    I Know I Won't But...

    Some days are better then others... Sometimes I just dont want to be bugged and lefted along... Cant really find anything more to say...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2008

    In Pain and With Fatigue

    I have hypothyroidism, and I've been prone to being tired even when I've had a full night of rest. I also experience a low endurance with strength which then turns into muscle aches from lifting objects. I am easily depressed which sucks more than anything. I hate my dad...
    nosanity nosanity
    22-25, F
    Sep 2, 2008

    ...i Wonder...

       I wonder if i'll alwayz have a foggy memory. alwayz be tired..alwayz procraztinate... i wonder
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 17, 2009

    After All These Years

    i really do not see a change coming in my life it was just never suppose to be any different still do not know why god sent me back to this world from the light so long ago
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Nov 16, 2011

    He Dumped Me

    Of later i have discovered that whenever someone dumps you definately they love something else more than you. When someone deserts you its not an issue of trust or they dislike you but is only that they are taking defense of something. If  today i was in your company and i cut...
    Kittysandra Kittysandra
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 17, 2011

    I Want to Throw Up

    ok if anyone here knows me then they will know i had a very bad past and i delt with that but cutting and burning myself i'm doing everything i can to stop that but have found a new way to hurt myself that is less confronting i have always had a good apitite and never thought of...
    hedrocks hedrocks
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2009
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