I Wonder If I Will Get Married

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    I Dont Know What Should I Do

    since i was a child i decided not to get married, i really hated marriage after what i have seen from my dad he abandoned us since i was born, anyways..after growing up i started to realize the meaning of marriage... i always thought of adopting a girl if i ever...
    tamrhenna tamrhenna
    26-30, F
    13 Responses Nov 27, 2009

    ??? :

    I'm not one of those women who dreamed about a wedding since she was a little girl. I think the idea of me being married is kind of ridiculous and feels silly, to be honest. lol. But sometimes I think about it...  I guess it's part of being a female? I dunno. I'm kind of...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Dec 11, 2010

    Since Marriage Is Not Just A Piece Of Paper !

    Marriage means a lot to me I dont wanna get married if Im not sure is he really the "right" one Its not that I dont love him but I dont wanna hurt him I believe that couple should live together and see if they can get along or not Not just marriage and divorce over...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2009

    Not That I Feel I'll Have Trouble Getting Someone...

    I just can't imagine myself spending the rest of my life with one particular person...What if I get bored? What if fall in love with someone else? I am not capable of cheating, but I don't wanna get stuck with one person who I don't love for the rest of my life either. ...
    bushiebushie bushiebushie
    26-30, F
    Apr 17, 2009

    Can't See It

    If I'm unable to stay a relationship and accept commitment how will I get married? How can a guy even deal with me?   Sometimes I wonder if what my sister says it's true " You are going to wind up alone and misserable with lots of cats" But wont it be better to stay...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2010

    I Sure Want to

    Ok, I guess, i'm still young to worry about these stuff...;p   But I still wonder... I hope I will. Someday:)
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 18, 2009

    It's a Big Dream of Mine..........

    To fall in love, become engaged, get married in the field behind my house, in front of friends & family. Whether or not it happens, well, only Goddess knows for sure, but I do hope it's soon. I'm not getting any younger & every year that goes by is one less chance of my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2009

    WELL

    I never wanted to marry myself - I always found all those paper signing not at all compatible with true love. I always enjoyed the ceremony mainly because I love celebrations and true holidays, and the intimate or public expression of love by any means and in any kind...
    Thought1 Thought1
    22-25
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2009

    I Feel So Confused...

    I'm with my psychologyst for more than one year because I had many problems but, the last topic we talked about was about having relationships, I'm 24 years old and I've never had a boyfriend and I don't know why. I told her I do want to and I want to form a family and have a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 26, 2011

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