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I Wonder If I'm a Lost Cause

Does Anything I Do Really Make A Difference In The Long Run? 256 People

    Lost Cause

    Maybe I am for many people, and maybe I'm not for the rest.  ;) 
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2011

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I wonder,About me,A lost cause,The **** life's thrown,Why me?What have I done?I don't deserve this,Or is it,I'm a lost cause?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 10, 2012

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    It'S Already Over

    I am a lost cause. I have thrown away everything I worked for...
    DookieMaster DookieMaster 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2013

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    I Wonder This A Lot...

    I used to get told that I'm a "lost cause". But, I was over-emotional and heavily into drugs back then. Now, I'm over 90% percent of those issues, but I still can't function in society. I can't stay in college and can't get a real job. So, I shrug my shoulders and hope I have...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 2 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    I Wonder...

    I really do wonder if I am a lost cause or not. I wonder if I am hopless at ever overcomming the changelles that I have faced all my life. Was my failed suicides really worth it, its there really something that I can do that would make this world better. I mean, what is all the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 27, 2009

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    Everywhere I hear laughter

    and see smiles. They joke around and connect. But here I am. Lost. I try to conform. I try to smile and laugh along too. I've tried. And at too many times. I feel like an outsider. I feel like an entirely new specie with a population of one. No one truly understands me. They all...
    joyjuzenally joyjuzenally 13-15, F Oct 23

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    I Wonder !

    If I'm a lost cause ? I always seem to drive away the people I care about ! Friends , Family , Love one Wifes . Even in groups of people I feel so alone ! The more I try to get close to people the more do stuff to drive the away ! It's like I don't want any one close to me so...
    RayofSunShine55 RayofSunShine55 56-60, T 4 Responses Jun 13, 2009

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    Too Fast

    Mom always told me the world moves too fast for me . I'm not dumb, in fact, I'm quite the opposite. People tell me I am brilliant. My IQ is off the charts, but none of this explains why I am sitting in a strange apartment that I now call home. None of this explains why I am...
    goldenlemons goldenlemons 18-21 1 Response Apr 12, 2012

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    No Matter What I Do, Its Still There....

    I was depressed. I went to counselling, took 6 months out from uni and started again from the begining of the year, i had fun, i relaxed, i am on very high dose anti-depressants, mmy personality has turned on its head, im not outgoing, confident, funny, social, and jolly. But...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M Sep 30, 2011

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    Everywhere I hear laughter

    and see smiles. They joke around and connect. But here I am. Lost. I try to conform. I try to smile and laugh along too. I've tried. And at too many times. I feel like an outsider. I feel like an entirely new specie with a population of one. No one truly understands me. They all...
    joyjuzenally joyjuzenally 13-15, F Oct 23

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    I Think Im Too Far Gone.

    My mind has changed and warped to adapt to sadness, and as that sadness increases, my mind warps still further, around the bends it has already formed, it has tangled into itself, and keeps the sadness going. I dont understand myself anymore, i dont know what im thinking or...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 8 Responses Mar 17, 2011

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    I Wonder That Because...

      I've been in church since I was about 5 1/2 years old. None of has made me feel closer to God or the Earth. I don't feel spiritual. I would pretend and the more I would pretend the more everyone accepted me. Now, I'm done with it.  My pastor has been so nice and loving, but I...
    AmoreCalls4Help AmoreCalls4Help 18-21 Jul 23, 2011

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    Never Ending Downward Spiral

    I'm done with everything, i've tried every method I know so far to prevent myself from further going down the wrong path, and so far all of my attempts have been constantly derailed by a force greater than myself...I'm an alcoholic, a failure in life, and to put it BLUNTLY a lost...
    Alan132 Alan132 22-25, M Sep 24, 2012

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    Never Ending Battle Inside Myself

     And the worst thing is i can never escape my own my mind because it alays comes back to haunt me. I can work myself into a good mood only to come straight back down the next day. I dont think ive got much hope despite a few people telling me that i do and have so much...
    bubblegum84 bubblegum84 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    Yeah

    If I'm a lost cause. What would happen?  
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2009

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    I Wonder If I'll Ever Get It Right.

    Sometimes i wonder if i am ever going to get my life right.  I am constantly battling, constantly fighting with myself to get things right.  It is all down to myself at the end of the day.  I am responsible for my own actions.  I am responsible for getting my...
    Angeleyes777 Angeleyes777 31-35, F 11 Responses Jul 20, 2009

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    I know, that's not supposed to be possible. People say it's not possible, that I'm deluding myself. I'm looking for a way out, I secretly hate her, we must have a sexless...
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    99% sure no one will miss me, not even one iota. Honestly, I'm glad. Why? I don't want a bunch of weepy-eyed people fawning over my empty husk telling false stories about how...
    LadyLynwyn LadyLynwyn 26-30, F 19 hrs ago

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    Hey everyone, just to say to my friends I may be offline for a while as I'm sick. I'm laid up in bed, but not in the good way lol. Been sick, aching, headaches, body pains, not...
    CheatingTracy CheatingTracy 22-25, F 17 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I have been trying my hardest to hold on to everything and keep it, I tried to give up... but couldn't. I can't say bye, I can't lose everything. I don't want to. Everything that...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    For quite some time now actually. At this point I think I can deal with it much better than years ago and find myself not concerning with what I'm doing or where I'm going so long...
    lFrostBitel lFrostBitel 22-25, M Nov 23

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    I've never thought I was pretty. I've come to accept this. I've changed myself and nothing makes me feel better. Sometimes I cry when I look in the mirror lol. I have eczema on my...
    wildalaskanrose wildalaskanrose 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 24

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    I'm seeing him for the first time a good two to three weeks. Oh how i've longed to feel his soft embrace and shrink into his chest. I long too feel him tighten his arms around me...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F Nov 30

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    I used to be a happy, bubbly, exciting girl but now I feel empty, numb and weak. They're are so many things wrong with my past, present and more than likely my future. I'm finding...
    bethscottt bethscottt 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 18

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    I realized after being in love with same man for 14 years that I'm the only one whose trying and loving the person. I lost all the love and respect for myself. While I was blinded...
    ezzy2014 ezzy2014 26-30, F Nov 21

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    I guess I wasn't at one time cause I'm married to a hot women for 16 year but now I think I let her down cause she looks the same she did when we met and I have gained weight and...
    ohno25 ohno25 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 24

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    I'm hurt all the time. I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside. I just want someone to hold me... I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me. If no one cares, I don't see a...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
    ohmyfvck ohmyfvck 18-21, F Dec 4

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    I been trying to understand why I still am in love with a man I haven't talked to or seen in almost a year now my mom said it is a year get on with your life he is getting on with...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F Dec 6

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    I have pale light skin, green eyes and long brown hair, while everyone else round here has a nice darkish tan, brown eyes and short/pixie cut /or medium black hair… Guys notice...
    chocolatecurlz chocolatecurlz 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 6

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    I'm drowning in darkness and sadly I don't know if I'll win this fight.
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 9

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    I was just reading a book and just had this heavy feeling all of a sudden then my eyes started to water. I tried to assess the cause but I'm not even sure what's happening. I still...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I think, no...I know, I've spent the last 15 years trying to convince someone that I'm good enough to love and deserve the truth. There's no point in going on about all the things...
    IstyBisty IstyBisty 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I wish there were a map to life. I seem to spend so much time and energy trying to please others and make others happy that I neglect to address the issue of myself. I'm like a...
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    i always thought if a boy says your beautiful then its true. never through elementary & middle school has a boy said im pretty, attractive, cute or anything like that. when i...
    khalanijane khalanijane 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I'm waking up to ash and dust I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust I'm breathing in the chemicals I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus
    soccerislife14 soccerislife14 18-21, F Nov 22

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    I'm stalking every experience... o_O
    GarrettYdoom GarrettYdoom 18-21, M Nov 23

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    I'm so lost right now, i don't know what to do...
    EyelessGlitch EyelessGlitch 13-15, F Nov 24

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    So this message is really long... And If you actually finish it... I hope that you feel the same way I do... And that is that the next generation should be kinder to our people...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    I'm feeling purple today...
    AlDhari AlDhari 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I'm scared because I don't know what to do. I'm scared to do the wrong thing. I don't want to hurt either one of you. I also don't want him to do something bad because of me.... I...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F Dec 7

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    Even some of my closest friends didn't think I was a virgin until I had to look them dead in the eyes and say I'm a virgin then they believed me lol maybe cause at times when I...
    brenda4696 brenda4696 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I put everything I had into this relationship...lost my 2 closest and only friends. Now I've lost her. I feel so alone and out of it. I don't know what to do.
    t3v1n t3v1n 18-21 5 days ago

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