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I Wonder If I'm a Lost Cause

Does Anything I Do Really Make A Difference In The Long Run? 256 People

    I Wonder That Because...

      I've been in church since I was about 5 1/2 years old. None of has made me feel closer to God or the Earth. I don't feel spiritual. I would pretend and the more I would pretend the more everyone accepted me. Now, I'm done with it.  My pastor has been so nice and loving, but I...
    AmoreCalls4Help AmoreCalls4Help 18-21 Jul 23, 2011

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    Never Ending Downward Spiral

    I'm done with everything, i've tried every method I know so far to prevent myself from further going down the wrong path, and so far all of my attempts have been constantly derailed by a force greater than myself...I'm an alcoholic, a failure in life, and to put it BLUNTLY a lost...
    Alan132 Alan132 22-25, M Sep 24, 2012

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    No Matter What I Do, Its Still There....

    I was depressed. I went to counselling, took 6 months out from uni and started again from the begining of the year, i had fun, i relaxed, i am on very high dose anti-depressants, mmy personality has turned on its head, im not outgoing, confident, funny, social, and jolly. But...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M Sep 30, 2011

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    I Wonder If I'll Ever Get It Right.

    Sometimes i wonder if i am ever going to get my life right.  I am constantly battling, constantly fighting with myself to get things right.  It is all down to myself at the end of the day.  I am responsible for my own actions.  I am responsible for getting my...
    Angeleyes777 Angeleyes777 31-35, F 11 Responses Jul 20, 2009

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    I Wonder This A Lot...

    I used to get told that I'm a "lost cause". But, I was over-emotional and heavily into drugs back then. Now, I'm over 90% percent of those issues, but I still can't function in society. I can't stay in college and can't get a real job. So, I shrug my shoulders and hope I have...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 2 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    Yeah

    If I'm a lost cause. What would happen?  
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2009

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I wonder,About me,A lost cause,The **** life's thrown,Why me?What have I done?I don't deserve this,Or is it,I'm a lost cause?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 10, 2012

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    It'S Already Over

    I am a lost cause. I have thrown away everything I worked for...
    DookieMaster DookieMaster 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2013

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    I Think Im Too Far Gone.

    My mind has changed and warped to adapt to sadness, and as that sadness increases, my mind warps still further, around the bends it has already formed, it has tangled into itself, and keeps the sadness going. I dont understand myself anymore, i dont know what im thinking or...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 8 Responses Mar 17, 2011

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    I Wonder...

    I really do wonder if I am a lost cause or not. I wonder if I am hopless at ever overcomming the changelles that I have faced all my life. Was my failed suicides really worth it, its there really something that I can do that would make this world better. I mean, what is all the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 27, 2009

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    Too Fast

    Mom always told me the world moves too fast for me . I'm not dumb, in fact, I'm quite the opposite. People tell me I am brilliant. My IQ is off the charts, but none of this explains why I am sitting in a strange apartment that I now call home. None of this explains why I am...
    goldenlemons goldenlemons 18-21 1 Response Apr 12, 2012

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    I Wonder !

    If I'm a lost cause ? I always seem to drive away the people I care about ! Friends , Family , Love one Wifes . Even in groups of people I feel so alone ! The more I try to get close to people the more do stuff to drive the away ! It's like I don't want any one close to me so...
    RayofSunShine55 RayofSunShine55 56-60, T 4 Responses Jun 13, 2009

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    Everywhere I hear laughter

    and see smiles. They joke around and connect. But here I am. Lost. I try to conform. I try to smile and laugh along too. I've tried. And at too many times. I feel like an outsider. I feel like an entirely new specie with a population of one. No one truly understands me. They all...
    joyjuzenally joyjuzenally 13-15, F a week ago

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    Everywhere I hear laughter

    and see smiles. They joke around and connect. But here I am. Lost. I try to conform. I try to smile and laugh along too. I've tried. And at too many times. I feel like an outsider. I feel like an entirely new specie with a population of one. No one truly understands me. They all...
    joyjuzenally joyjuzenally 13-15, F a week ago

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    Never Ending Battle Inside Myself

     And the worst thing is i can never escape my own my mind because it alays comes back to haunt me. I can work myself into a good mood only to come straight back down the next day. I dont think ive got much hope despite a few people telling me that i do and have so much...
    bubblegum84 bubblegum84 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    Lost Cause

    Maybe I am for many people, and maybe I'm not for the rest.  ;) 
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2011

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    Nobody cares, all of you are no different than the world out there. I've thought that EP may help, but I'm lost again
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    Well, not yet I'm not, but hopefully all the issues can be worked out, so that I will be. When I posed the question to him about an open marriage, at first he was mad as hell. I...
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    I hurt the one I love the most and didn't even care until it all crashed down on me. I was cheating on him for six months and acting like I didn't have him around. I gave up on him...
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    I'm okay, I'm good, I'm fine ... that's what I always say. I say it to just about everyone, even when I'm shattered and broken inside and absolutely at my darkest. . Last night I...
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    My broken dark heart will never return to the same as before,just like the Angel whom has just lost their precious wings, as the pain engulfs them.....this lonely soul it took from...
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    It's supposed to rain most of the days this following week. It's fitting, because that is how I feel... I want to cry, all this following week. As I've mentioned here and there...
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    I'm miserable! Lately i don't even know myself.. I have never been this depressed! It's affecting my senior year at college, my grades aren't good! Plus i've lost 2 close friends...
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    Just wondering..... I don't really mind what people think of me.
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    I feel like I've lost contact with reality. I'm slipping people! Please help!!!
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    I'm honestly so lost right now. So much crap has gone down and the people I thought I could trust I can't. Not really sure what I'm going to do...
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    I can never forgive myself for what I did to him. He was broken and hurting and what did I do? I gave up. On myself. On everything. But worst of all of my crimes I gave up on him...
    HellBoundButterfly HellBoundButterfly 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's another week in hell again. 2 days of lost work and pain levels from 9-13. About me. I'm a 25 year old guy who has no friends and has been mostly a loner my whole life. I...
    lonewolf15900 lonewolf15900 22-25, M Oct 1

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    Hey my name is Daniel. I'm a gay 14 year old. I was wondering if anyone wanted to chat. Lol I kinda want to be in a relationship, but if you just wanna be friends that's ok too...
    dan827 dan827 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    Hey my name is Daniel. I'm a gay 14 year old. I was wondering if anyone wanted to chat. Lol I kinda want to be in a relationship, but if you just wanna be friends that's ok too...
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