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I Wonder If I'm a Lost Cause

Does Anything I Do Really Make A Difference In The Long Run? 257 People

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    If I'm a lost cause. What would happen?  
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2009

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    Never Ending Downward Spiral

    I'm done with everything, i've tried every method I know so far to prevent myself from further going down the wrong path, and so far all of my attempts have been constantly derailed by a force greater than myself...I'm an alcoholic, a failure in life, and to put it BLUNTLY a lost...
    Alan132 Alan132 22-25, M Sep 24, 2012

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    Never Ending Battle Inside Myself

     And the worst thing is i can never escape my own my mind because it alays comes back to haunt me. I can work myself into a good mood only to come straight back down the next day. I dont think ive got much hope despite a few people telling me that i do and have so much...
    bubblegum84 bubblegum84 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    I Wonder That Because...

      I've been in church since I was about 5 1/2 years old. None of has made me feel closer to God or the Earth. I don't feel spiritual. I would pretend and the more I would pretend the more everyone accepted me. Now, I'm done with it.  My pastor has been so nice and loving, but I...
    AmoreCalls4Help AmoreCalls4Help 18-21 Jul 23, 2011

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    Everywhere I hear laughter

    and see smiles. They joke around and connect. But here I am. Lost. I try to conform. I try to smile and laugh along too. I've tried. And at too many times. I feel like an outsider. I feel like an entirely new specie with a population of one. No one truly understands me. They all...
    joyjuzenally joyjuzenally 13-15, F Oct 23, 2014

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    Too Fast

    Mom always told me the world moves too fast for me . I'm not dumb, in fact, I'm quite the opposite. People tell me I am brilliant. My IQ is off the charts, but none of this explains why I am sitting in a strange apartment that I now call home. None of this explains why I am...
    goldenlemons goldenlemons 18-21 1 Response Apr 12, 2012

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    Everywhere I hear laughter

    and see smiles. They joke around and connect. But here I am. Lost. I try to conform. I try to smile and laugh along too. I've tried. And at too many times. I feel like an outsider. I feel like an entirely new specie with a population of one. No one truly understands me. They all...
    joyjuzenally joyjuzenally 13-15, F Oct 23, 2014

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    I Think Im Too Far Gone.

    My mind has changed and warped to adapt to sadness, and as that sadness increases, my mind warps still further, around the bends it has already formed, it has tangled into itself, and keeps the sadness going. I dont understand myself anymore, i dont know what im thinking or...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 8 Responses Mar 17, 2011

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    I Wonder...

    I really do wonder if I am a lost cause or not. I wonder if I am hopless at ever overcomming the changelles that I have faced all my life. Was my failed suicides really worth it, its there really something that I can do that would make this world better. I mean, what is all the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 27, 2009

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    I Wonder If I'll Ever Get It Right.

    Sometimes i wonder if i am ever going to get my life right.  I am constantly battling, constantly fighting with myself to get things right.  It is all down to myself at the end of the day.  I am responsible for my own actions.  I am responsible for getting my...
    Angeleyes777 Angeleyes777 31-35, F 11 Responses Jul 20, 2009

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    Lost Cause

    Maybe I am for many people, and maybe I'm not for the rest.  ;) 
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2011

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    No Matter What I Do, Its Still There....

    I was depressed. I went to counselling, took 6 months out from uni and started again from the begining of the year, i had fun, i relaxed, i am on very high dose anti-depressants, mmy personality has turned on its head, im not outgoing, confident, funny, social, and jolly. But...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M Sep 30, 2011

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I wonder,About me,A lost cause,The **** life's thrown,Why me?What have I done?I don't deserve this,Or is it,I'm a lost cause?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 10, 2012

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    I Wonder !

    If I'm a lost cause ? I always seem to drive away the people I care about ! Friends , Family , Love one Wifes . Even in groups of people I feel so alone ! The more I try to get close to people the more do stuff to drive the away ! It's like I don't want any one close to me so...
    RayofSunShine55 RayofSunShine55 56-60, T 4 Responses Jun 13, 2009

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    I Wonder This A Lot...

    I used to get told that I'm a "lost cause". But, I was over-emotional and heavily into drugs back then. Now, I'm over 90% percent of those issues, but I still can't function in society. I can't stay in college and can't get a real job. So, I shrug my shoulders and hope I have...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 2 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    It'S Already Over

    I am a lost cause. I have thrown away everything I worked for...
    DookieMaster DookieMaster 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2013

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    I think I'm am interesting person because lol every since I was a kid I was called crazy. I was even once evaluated to see if I was. sadly I wasn't xD jk but I think to be...
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    I just need someone whom I could hold and cry...I feel so depressed, alone... Being anorexic is kiling me and no one knows. I pretend to be happy and fake a smile. I help everyone...
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Well hello dear readers.. I wanted to share my stories and experience because I think that every experience is worth sharing.. It all started in August when I was hooking up with...
    singingthestoryofmylife singingthestoryofmylife 16-17, F Jan 11

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    I wonder occassionaly. You meet many people in your life. Most of them are just passing through. But there are one or two that you always wonder about. Not every minute of every...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Jan 14

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    I'm a freshman in college right now and I'm starting my second quarter in two days, but I honestly have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I don't know what I want to do for a...
    dangar3669 dangar3669 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I am lost and confused unwanted and uncared for! given my all and it was apparently not nearly enough!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 6

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    don't judge me i'm trying to know about this site i'm new here my name is khalid from saudi arabia
    sadness9 sadness9 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    im not alone right now 3 out of my 4 siblings are home.i couldn't concentrate on my school work because they have music on so i can't concentrate. my work is due today . so i got...
    jynx1 jynx1 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm currently in a dead relationship with the mother of my daughter. She isn't a bad person, nor a bad mother. she is attractive but we, mutually, just lost the "intrest" in one...
    ivan305 ivan305 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    My vision of perfect was a different kind, mostly with enduring a stare at the mirror in front me, or handling to unzip my dress & show what I am to the world. Everyone tells me my...
    ChantyPrime ChantyPrime 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    feeling lost is the worst and not knowing how to talk to people, especially your love ones make it even harder . I say I'm OK but I'm not ! deep inside I want to scream and shout...
    poetic92 poetic92 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Got bullied when I was young for it. Got weird looks at high school for it, for not playing the part of a copy cat. I always struggled at school. I've had a lot of hard times. No...
    THISarcane THISarcane 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    all my friends are practically in relationships while i don't want one because i'm very unstable and don't want to bother them constantly or share my problems. last time i did that...
    beautifu1nightmare beautifu1nightmare 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    It's probably because of my uncle that past away recently and he took care of me when my dad was away doin business but am not lonely cause my 2 ep friends that I love to death...
    LAshortyy LAshortyy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Hey guys I'm bacc and renewed! I missed you guys
    Kyah2 Kyah2 16-17 Jan 13

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    I'm not entirely sure why it is M insists I cut up an apple for her when she then proceeds to reassemble it before she eats it. Wondering if there's a government job in her future...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Yooo I'm just wondering and I hope I'm not alone on this addiction..
    JamesLindberg JamesLindberg 22-25, M a week ago

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    Today was my 17th birthday and just like last year, I did nothing on my bday, I was sad I didn't hangout with anyone and I was home with my family. I got presents and I'm grateful...
    itscarolina27 itscarolina27 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I guess this isn't really the title I was looking for. I DON'T WANT TO, but, if someone tried, would I let them? Would I have sex before them, if there was someone I really loved...
    ThisIsJustForFun ThisIsJustForFun 13-15, F Jan 2

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    It's different, I don't like it but I do. He's married & I'm practically married? Maybe that's why it feels okay? I know it's not but I like it, I wish i didn't but I do. I never...
    SincerelyJasmineXO SincerelyJasmineXO 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I'm in my early 20s and at this age, like so many around me, I feel like I should be getting started in my career, getting into different relationships, saving up to buy a place or...
    BlueSilver91 BlueSilver91 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    We met in our sophomore year of high school. He would always try to talk to me but I was so shy that he would usually end up having a conversation with himself. I knew he liked me...
    belacleo belacleo 18-21, F Jan 9

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    It feels terrible and lonely. i do have friends. really But sometimes i feel so left out. nobody notices me. even if i speak out i was often pushed aside. nobody kind to of...
    hazedmemories hazedmemories 13-15, F Jan 13

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    I've lost my will to live... I am head over heels inlove with someone but I don't have the confidence to ask them out. I'm attractive from a front angle but my nose makes it so I...
    flamingdestiny flamingdestiny 22-25, F Jan 15

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    I know i still have a lot to go trhough cause i'm still young. I just come back from a trip to africa where i was a volunteer and i though that when i come back i'd knew what to do...
    Tifnaine Tifnaine 18-21, F Jan 20

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    I'm a really insecure for the simplest stuff. I have Instagram. I posted a photo and got some likes(good) someone commented about something funny i commented on her prof. So, i...
    Ashleygolden Ashleygolden 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    In less then a few months I'll finish my program at school and will have to go out on an externship.... For this I have to quit smoking marijuana. I only smoke when I'm at home...
    behindthesegemineyes behindthesegemineyes 18-21, F Jan 1

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    I can't bring myself to care about anything anymore. I can't handle adult life, and after years and years of trying, I don't have any energy to try anymore. I don't want to do...
    justsomegirloutthere89 justsomegirloutthere89 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    This is my first post here, I may sound a little boring, but I have been depressed for a while. I'm 21, female and unable to analyze my feelings and state of being right now. I...
    Springbreakdown Springbreakdown 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I think I'm falling in love. My boyfriend and I have been friends for about year before becoming a couple. Also went on month of dates before we were official. I think he's so...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F Jan 13

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