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I Wonder If I'm a Lost Cause

Does Anything I Do Really Make A Difference In The Long Run? 282 People

    I Wonder !

    If I'm a lost cause ? I always seem to drive away the people I care about ! Friends , Family , Love one Wifes . Even in groups of people I feel so alone ! The more I try to get close to people the more do stuff to drive the away ! It's like I don't want any one close to me so...
    RayofSunShine55 RayofSunShine55 56-60, T 4 Responses Jun 13, 2009

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    I Think Im Too Far Gone.

    My mind has changed and warped to adapt to sadness, and as that sadness increases, my mind warps still further, around the bends it has already formed, it has tangled into itself, and keeps the sadness going. I dont understand myself anymore, i dont know what im thinking or...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 8 Responses Mar 17, 2011

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    Lost Cause

    Maybe I am for many people, and maybe I'm not for the rest.  ;) 
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2011

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    No Matter What I Do, Its Still There....

    I was depressed. I went to counselling, took 6 months out from uni and started again from the begining of the year, i had fun, i relaxed, i am on very high dose anti-depressants, mmy personality has turned on its head, im not outgoing, confident, funny, social, and jolly. But...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M Sep 30, 2011

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    I Wonder If I'll Ever Get It Right.

    Sometimes i wonder if i am ever going to get my life right.  I am constantly battling, constantly fighting with myself to get things right.  It is all down to myself at the end of the day.  I am responsible for my own actions.  I am responsible for getting my...
    Angeleyes777 Angeleyes777 31-35, F 11 Responses Jul 20, 2009

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I wonder,About me,A lost cause,The **** life's thrown,Why me?What have I done?I don't deserve this,Or is it,I'm a lost cause?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 10, 2012

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    Yeah

    If I'm a lost cause. What would happen?  
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2009

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    It'S Already Over

    I am a lost cause. I have thrown away everything I worked for...
    DookieMaster DookieMaster 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2013

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    Oh, dig my shallow grave,

    It's not me you'll save, 'Cause I'm a lost cause!
    Scott1616 Scott1616 22-25, M Feb 14

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    Everywhere I hear laughter

    and see smiles. They joke around and connect. But here I am. Lost. I try to conform. I try to smile and laugh along too. I've tried. And at too many times. I feel like an outsider. I feel like an entirely new specie with a population of one. No one truly understands me. They all...
    joyjuzenally joyjuzenally 13-15, F Oct 23, 2014

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    I Wonder That Because...

      I've been in church since I was about 5 1/2 years old. None of has made me feel closer to God or the Earth. I don't feel spiritual. I would pretend and the more I would pretend the more everyone accepted me. Now, I'm done with it.  My pastor has been so nice and loving, but I...
    AmoreCalls4Help AmoreCalls4Help 18-21 Jul 23, 2011

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    I Wonder This A Lot...

    I used to get told that I'm a "lost cause". But, I was over-emotional and heavily into drugs back then. Now, I'm over 90% percent of those issues, but I still can't function in society. I can't stay in college and can't get a real job. So, I shrug my shoulders and hope I have...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 2 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    Everywhere I hear laughter

    and see smiles. They joke around and connect. But here I am. Lost. I try to conform. I try to smile and laugh along too. I've tried. And at too many times. I feel like an outsider. I feel like an entirely new specie with a population of one. No one truly understands me. They all...
    joyjuzenally joyjuzenally 13-15, F Oct 23, 2014

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    Never Ending Battle Inside Myself

     And the worst thing is i can never escape my own my mind because it alays comes back to haunt me. I can work myself into a good mood only to come straight back down the next day. I dont think ive got much hope despite a few people telling me that i do and have so much...
    bubblegum84 bubblegum84 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    Too Fast

    Mom always told me the world moves too fast for me . I'm not dumb, in fact, I'm quite the opposite. People tell me I am brilliant. My IQ is off the charts, but none of this explains why I am sitting in a strange apartment that I now call home. None of this explains why I am...
    goldenlemons goldenlemons 18-21 1 Response Apr 12, 2012

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    Never Ending Downward Spiral

    I'm done with everything, i've tried every method I know so far to prevent myself from further going down the wrong path, and so far all of my attempts have been constantly derailed by a force greater than myself...I'm an alcoholic, a failure in life, and to put it BLUNTLY a lost...
    Alan132 Alan132 22-25, M Sep 24, 2012

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    I Wonder...

    I really do wonder if I am a lost cause or not. I wonder if I am hopless at ever overcomming the changelles that I have faced all my life. Was my failed suicides really worth it, its there really something that I can do that would make this world better. I mean, what is all the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 27, 2009

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    Tina Turner - "I'm Ready" I was happy with the fear Every moon was new I was searching for myself I was happy with the fear Every moon was new I was searching for myself...
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    Hi everyone. I doubt anyone really gives a **** but I am 22 years old with nothing to show for and have hit rock-bottom in life. I have always been spoiled by my mom and my fathers...
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    I've been having the roughest day of my life. Today I lost the love of my life due to me being a liar and not treating him up to what everyone and I know he deserves to be treated...
    mekaxoxo mekaxoxo 16-17, F 6 Responses May 19

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    I'm like everyone else here then.. All started with an online game (ourWorld)and fb i just randomly create a dude account for fun.. Then girls started to talk to mi and love the...
    Rekawa Rekawa 18-21, F 1 Response May 9

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    So lately I have been very... Empty. Yeah I guess I can say that, it's been getting worse. I started crying today, just suddenly, I felt so incredibly lost. I can't be in my room...
    LoneFox29 LoneFox29 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My mind is every where...it is no where....it is all over... My emotions rage like a fire...then silent like ice...then somber of a summer breeze.....then hard as the dark, cold...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses May 4

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    My new office job and lifestyle has caused me to pack on 10-15 pounds in the last few months. I can't seem to stop eating and drinking so I'm just going to see what happens. Where...
    missimo missimo 26-30, F May 11

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    I just can't find me. I don't feel as if I actually exist like I'm watching a life through a tv screen. I keep getting deeper in my darkness and I've lost all.substance.
    thewolfwiththecollar thewolfwiththecollar 13-15, F May 11

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    I feel I wasted my best years in dead end relationships instead of sticking with college and pursuing my passions. Im 41 have two girls and have been in and out of college for...
    TMQuin TMQuin 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have zero friends because everybody and their mother hates me for damn reason. Weekends suck *** cause I have nothing to do but freaking babysit. People at school call me a...
    emmerynicole emmerynicole 16-17, F 5 Responses May 1

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    Something went wrong in my life at one time. I am so preoccupied by my looks it's disgusting. I used to have the lowest self esteem, I was antisocial, hated my looks, hated my skin...
    Abdulaziz94 Abdulaziz94 18-21, M May 2

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    This quite tells the tale i'm living.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IaI5JCxOCdw Banks - Waiting Game I'm thinking it over The way you make me feel all sexy but it's causing me...
    AlricVirgil AlricVirgil 26-30, M 1 Response May 3

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    My so called ex used me, betrayed me, abused me again, and again after 3 years together on and off. I realised that he wasn't making real effort to stop, so I just broke our...
    Sorasai Sorasai 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    I just kissed my young boyfriend I'm 17 his 15 btw but more athletic and developed talk. Handsome we took things slow Uhmm we first became friends for 2months then today it...
    NamzyNayNay NamzyNayNay 16-17, F May 10

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    Whitesnake - Here I Go Again Just another heart in need of rescue Waiting on love's sweet charity An' I'm gonna hold on for the rest of my days 'Cause I know what it means to walk...
    RoughDiamond17 RoughDiamond17 36-40, F May 11

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    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 1 Response May 12

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    Tbh I'm so ugly but do you think I'm attractive?
    FailedAbortion FailedAbortion 13-15, F 2 Responses May 16

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    To be honest I've always been one to fall hard but I always end up being the one to push away when it starts to get real and my relationship is starting to get real, almost a year...
    BrokenGiggles BrokenGiggles 18-21, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    Growing up, everyone knew I was different.. I loved to play with my sister's Barbie doll and I played with the girls back in school. It was so obvious I was different and I got...
    knightw10 knightw10 26-30, M Apr 29

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    I have to pretend i'm okay. No one wants to listen to whats on my mind or how my day really was. No one wants the full story. I just have to keep pushing myself through these...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M May 1

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    I hate my looks, I'm short got big ears, going bald, I used to have self confidence and was told I was cute when I was younger but I always took it as they were lying. Now it's...
    sufferin4life sufferin4life 41-45, M 1 Response May 2

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    Occasionally, I’ll suffer a “temporary” depression--usually at night when I’m alone in my room—because I’m lonely & not satisfied with my life (I’m 28). Almost...
    lovestarr lovestarr 26-30, F 5 Responses May 5

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    I have been working out everyday and I have not lost any weight. I don't know what else to do. I don't eat that much. I don't know what I should eat to be losing the weight. I'm so...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 3 Responses May 6

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    I recently thought about talking about cd with people and specially with the wives shouldn't be such a problem cause what do we have to be shame about? It's not that we chose to be...
    Danairis Danairis 46-50, T 2 Responses May 7

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    Okay, get this off my chest: I am 27 years old. I am almost 30 and I still don't really know what I want to do with my life... that is specialize in something. I do but I don't...