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I Wonder If It Is Worth Me Being Here

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    All The Time.

    I feel that way all the time. There really is no point to my life or to my existence. If I didn't have my mother to take care of, my life would truly be meaningless. She probably won't live much longer, & when she's gone, there really will be no reason for me to be here. So I...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 4, 2010

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    I Have No Idea Why I'M Still Here

    I've never really had someone to trust, to talk to or turn to. I'm really just someone that's there, not really a friend not really someone you know. and I'm tired of it. Worst of all, I can't even talk to my dad, mom, or brother. My parents don't say anything to me but to go...
    AlwaysOrNever AlwaysOrNever 16-17, F Feb 18, 2013

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    Do I Make A Difference Or Am I Just Wasting Time

    Who knows........ ..right now I think leaving for good would hurt no one . I find little that presses me to be here. When i do offer help it is never taken seriously ... which is fine........ but why do it over and over with no results?
    ELFINSONG ELFINSONG 56-60, M 50 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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    Sometimes

    Wishing it away doesn't work, though lately the feeling does not "visit" as often as it has in the past. It's rare I'm happy to say. I remember all too well thinking "can I go now?" over and over throughout the years. Have I done enough? Can I please go to the place of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 31, 2010

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    Me.

    Im a liar. I tell long stories that tell far from from the truth. I don't know why I do it, but I do. I don't even think my friends even know who I truly am. Ive been piling lies on lies for ever, and I guess I just don't know where to stop. Recently, I found out that one of my...
    charlottemaryjones charlottemaryjones 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2013

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I wonder,is it worth it?Being here,Not happy today,but somehow,Give it a go,Nine outta ten times,Surprise myself,I pull through.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    If I'm Worth Staying

    in this earth or should I go to space.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 8 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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    Am I

    Some times when I'm alone I wonder would it be better if I just vanished or if I was never born maybe my parents wouldn't be unhappy because they would have a better kid that makes them proud and doesn't have so many mental problems maybe my friends wouldn't even notice if I...
    brokenandalone brokenandalone 18-21, F Mar 6, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Sticking to just EP, I have had a lot of people, especially newcomers who add me as a friend. The modus operandi is very similar.. they say that they like my profile or profile...
    Eddiecrow Eddiecrow 41-45, M 15 mins ago

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    What other people see? I see situations in my own way so everyone else must see the same situations in much different ways. (differing eye witness accounts tell us that). I wonder...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    Day three of my fabulous staycation and, after yesterday's disappointment with the laundry experiment, I decided I needed a day of rebellion and downright breakin' da rules. No...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I am not here for a romantic relationship or any friends with benefits. Why is the world so oversexualized? What is it about a keyboard that makes someone totally go inappropriate...
    silvercoatedbrass silvercoatedbrass 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    I can't stand disrespectful people. I'm so tired of all these pervs messaging me nasty stuff or nasty pics. I'm not here for that. I just want to make friends here.
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    My story isn't quite like everyone else.. we live about 300 miles away so we only get the "princess" during the summer but that is a few months of my house being taken over and...
    EvilStepMom33 EvilStepMom33 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    I'm here to help people who are currently on their Spiritual path and may have questions, concerns or need someone just to simply understand what they're going through.
    ShesSpiritual35 ShesSpiritual35 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    I'm a beautiful, intelligent Hispanic woman who got cheated on. It was an emotional affair which didn't happen for long. I found out about it pretty fast. It was also a long...
    camibella04 camibella04 36-40, F 16 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Even if the world ends right here, right now...
    DarkAngel483 DarkAngel483 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Last night when I got up for work, I talked to my Sir. I'm a very sexual Person and Sir knows that. Then Sir called me and was on the Speaker phone and had me take a shower and...
    cuteclarissa1 cuteclarissa1 31-35, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Honestly everyone here disgusts me stop being ******* whiny and fight back. Wtf is wrong with you no two races look the same all because you seen some poll on how black woman don't...
    Dickbutt123 Dickbutt123 13-15, F 17 hrs ago

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    I wonder what goes through everyone's minds here when they read my stories or look at the groups I'm in. I wonder what first impression I give. Most people see one thing they like...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    After a really long day yesterday, it was for me anyway, I plopped into my bed.I have to say I spend way too much time on this site because I'm really just not necessarily bored...
    Bssanglergrl1 Bssanglergrl1 36-40 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wonder how many people get to live the life they want???? Worse yet ... I wonder how many people live their entire lives never really knowing what they want ?? If you are under...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate being a step mother!!! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! I know that blending families is a hard thing to do, and I love all of my children. I am tired of feeling wrong...
    Wzv63w Wzv63w 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Walking around in nature. I could walk forever. In this national park that I find myself in, like so many hikes I've done before but, this one is different. I'm alone as I walk and...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I have a brother who is 17 years old. He is leaving for college next summer and he constantly tries to hang out with me. This doesn't seem bad but it is to me. He has never tried...
    Sydneynicole24 Sydneynicole24 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    About a week ago I was sitting in my carport smoking a cigarette. A man walked up from behind my storage shed. This man was african american, in his 40's (I'm assuming), using...
    ShivaBrainard ShivaBrainard 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    There are so many if only's in my life. If only I hadn't done this or if only I had done that instead. I can't help but think about the if only's when things start to get me down...
    MrPerditus MrPerditus 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    *Someone shared this enlightening post with me .... and I thought it would be a shame if I didnt pass it on!!! In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    1) Foremost and always.....God, for it is he who shaped me in my mother's womb, and has woken me up every day of my life. He has given me the power to obtain wealth and knows me...
    1OfPureClass 1OfPureClass 70+, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I felt very unloved. I tried to help people after all this years, and I end up alone, hurt and being bullied. After 2 yrs, the bullying stop because I had already graduated from...
    lavendermist07 lavendermist07 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I envy smaller females all the time...I ******* hate looking in the mirror because all I see are my imperfections...Why couldn't I have just been a liiiiitle bit skinnier? I hate...
    Nixismachina Nixismachina 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I went to my first DBT group therapy session today. It was weird to say the least, and VERY expensive. There was only three other members and two of them were in a relationship, a...
    shoxic shoxic 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Today a lady came to talk to me. I was nice wid her and then I asked her a question "how did you find me?? usually girls dont text me here... so I wonder how u texted me...
    nixf1 nixf1 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    a post I recently answered sparked a thought ,why in a world of so many who claim they love God is God so far from our thoughts ?so many bashing ,,so much debate and arguments over...
    rckt148 rckt148 56-60, M 2 Responses Jun 22

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    I have made the most wonderful friend on here. You know who you are xxxxxxooxxxxx
    Tinkfraggle Tinkfraggle 41-45 Jun 22

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    I'm no here for dating... anymore. Just wanted to let people who try to hit on me know that their intentions are not worth it.
    Undecodable Undecodable 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    Hi ya'll, well now, seems that Ive become a disappointment to some folks, we all have our bad days, if someone is going to drop me, please say goodbye 1st, at least have some...
    sargebill sargebill 46-50, M Jun 21

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    my parents love to guilt-trip me (i just graduated from college) about me being worthless and of no use to them... that i should get a real job. but i'm not ready to get on to...
    SanFransokyo SanFransokyo 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    I Wonderr Whyyy I Wasntt Worthh Thee Fiqhtt .
    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 19

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    But they love the stupid. Not being worthy of worthy praise.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jun 16

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    I feel like just ending my life right now, what's the point in an airhead like me living? I'm the worst person I know and life is just not worth feeling this crap for 2 years...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    We have been married for 5 years but together for 12 years. We have 2 wonderful kids but I hate being stuck in this one way marriage. He hasn't worked in almost 5 years. I work...
    NoelleRose NoelleRose 36-40, F Jun 16

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