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I Wonder If It Is Worth Me Being Here

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    Is It Worth It?

    I have always said that to myself as far back as I can remember. I mean if I were to die would anyone really miss me, then I say to myself no one even knows who I truly am so how can anyone truly miss me. I have yet to find someone who enjoys being with me who talks with me about...
    babydoll73 babydoll73 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2012

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    Do I Make A Difference Or Am I Just Wasting Time

    Who knows........ ..right now I think leaving for good would hurt no one . I find little that presses me to be here. When i do offer help it is never taken seriously ... which is fine........ but why do it over and over with no results?
    ELFINSONG ELFINSONG 56-60, M 52 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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    Sometimes

    Wishing it away doesn't work, though lately the feeling does not "visit" as often as it has in the past. It's rare I'm happy to say. I remember all too well thinking "can I go now?" over and over throughout the years. Have I done enough? Can I please go to the place of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 31, 2010

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I wonder,is it worth it?Being here,Not happy today,but somehow,Give it a go,Nine outta ten times,Surprise myself,I pull through.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    I Have No Idea Why I'M Still Here

    I've never really had someone to trust, to talk to or turn to. I'm really just someone that's there, not really a friend not really someone you know. and I'm tired of it. Worst of all, I can't even talk to my dad, mom, or brother. My parents don't say anything to me but to go...
    AlwaysOrNever AlwaysOrNever 16-17, F Feb 18, 2013

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    All The Time.

    I feel that way all the time. There really is no point to my life or to my existence. If I didn't have my mother to take care of, my life would truly be meaningless. She probably won't live much longer, & when she's gone, there really will be no reason for me to be here. So I...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 4, 2010

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    Am I

    Some times when I'm alone I wonder would it be better if I just vanished or if I was never born maybe my parents wouldn't be unhappy because they would have a better kid that makes them proud and doesn't have so many mental problems maybe my friends wouldn't even notice if I...
    brokenandalone brokenandalone 18-21, F Mar 6, 2013

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    If I'm Worth Staying

    in this earth or should I go to space.
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 8 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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    Me.

    Im a liar. I tell long stories that tell far from from the truth. I don't know why I do it, but I do. I don't even think my friends even know who I truly am. Ive been piling lies on lies for ever, and I guess I just don't know where to stop. Recently, I found out that one of my...
    charlottemaryjones charlottemaryjones 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2013

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