I Wonder If It's Killing You Like It's Killing Me

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    A Far Cry Of The End

    This is just so real, surely not a fairytale Where there's always a happy ending in the very last page So I won't compare I won't compare my love story to the stupid lies we used to hear as our childhood lullaby before the peaceful sleeps You're not the prince, and there's no...
    HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 29, 2012

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