I Wonder If People Would Miss Me When Im Gone

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    The time will come when i leave this world

    wonder if i have touched enough peoples lives to be missed or the people that take me for granted will realize how much i was worth
    dom8869 dom8869
    26-30, M
    Oct 9, 2014

    I Used to So Much...

    I really did wonder if I would be missed, especially two years ago. I used to be very shy, and quiet, and generally kept to myself. I was also very depressed. I hardly spoke to my friends...heck, I barely knew them at all. But since then, I've changed schools, grown more...
    RedMusic RedMusic
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2009
    Totalwar1214 Totalwar1214
    18-21, M
    Oct 10, 2014

    I struggle daily with depression.

    I already feel that nobody cares. So why would they care if I was gone.they would go about there day just like they do now. And that makes me sad.
    Chelsea1973 Chelsea1973
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    I some times ask people what they would do

    if they died........ To this day not one person has answered how I want..... Its ether I wouldn't notice, Id feel a little bad, I would miss you for a while........ No one seems to ever put me as someone they would think about years later with good memories and miss me... maybe...
    ArriannaKatsumi ArriannaKatsumi
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2015

    Probably not, honestly,

    everyone would be better of without me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 13, 2015
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    Sep 10, 2015

    Maybe, But For How Long?

    If I think hard enough I know that once people new I was gone I might be missed, at least for a while. I honestly don't believe anyone would really miss me that much. Maybe for a short while but not for long. Hell, alot of my in person friends wouldn't even know I was missing...
    doritos1254 doritos1254
    26-30, M
    Jun 19, 2011

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?

    v=WL0269xbykQ&list=RDWL0269xbykQ "Oh you're a lucky son Lucky son of a gun You went away You went away .. You went away but now you're back.." I woke up with this in my head. Yesterday I was listing some of my favorite songs ever , I didn't forget .. Sometimes I feel...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 26

    I Can't Join This Group

    I know I'd be missed if I was gone. You can't hit a target that ain't there! RUN!!!
    QuixoticKidEternity QuixoticKidEternity
    31-35
    3 Responses Apr 10, 2008

    Always Be Prepared

    I've always spoken of when i die n how things should be n would anyone be there for my parents. I rewrite personal wills due to people leaving my life often. I've always wanted to write my eulogy but what to say. Now that would be a topic for us to tackle.
    datbeech44 datbeech44
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2011

    Funeral

    I often fantasise about my funeral - who would be there, who would speak, and what they would say. Then I think about how quickly they would move on and forget about me.
    Danwah Danwah
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 25, 2011

    Merry F-ing Christmas.

    I hate the holidays. I'm sooooo happy they are almost over. And it's not bad enough, that I'm stuck with my boyfriend's family this Christmas. It's not bad enough I barely got to see my own family this Christmas, or that when I did, I was treated like an outcast. Now, just to...
    chumiloons chumiloons
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Dec 26, 2014

    I'm moving out to a place nearer to sch away

    from my friends n parents. Which is a two hour journey away. I wonder if they will miss me? I know I would miss them hella lot cos I'm already homesick juz thinking of moving. But it's my choice and I didn't think much about it until now. ><
    clstar clstar
    18-21, F
    Oct 16, 2014

    "Moved beyond the grave To touch your face To

    stake my claim To take your pain ... " D, What does it feel like to die on New Year's Day ? You answer my questions with poetry I can't write your words , they burn my thoughts , and I lose them before my mind can conjure a way to hold on.. I've been holding on For So...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 4

    Why Would They?

    Why would anyone miss me? There's no reason that they would. I've made no lasting impact. I've made no family. I've made nothing, and my one contribution to the world is over the moment the people go home.
    drcynic drcynic
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 10, 2008
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 14, 2015

    No

    People wouldn't miss me when I'm gone. People often say to me "C, I miss you so much I wish you could come back to school I miss you so much." But, I know the truth no one would I can hear it in their voices, I just play along like I can't tell. But what people don't know is that...
    Hydergirl4ever Hydergirl4ever
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 26, 2012

    everyone is starting to ignore me now.

    I sit alone at school, don't talk much at home. I bet no one would miss me. I wouldn't even miss me
    ShadowRiver ShadowRiver
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 20

    Would anyone really miss me

    if I were to just disappear one day? Or am I just white noise that most definitely wouldn't be missed?
    saigebeck101 saigebeck101
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2015

    D , Happy birthday .

    I didn't forget . Twenty days apart , we were . Twenty days , twenty million miles , twenty life times . Because of you , I found my own words . Each time I lose them , I still feel you urging me , moving my pen , pressing into my palms , your ghost grey eyes seeing straight...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 14, 2015

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