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I Wonder If You Really Knew How Much I Cared

Friends, Lovers, Husband, Wife, Family, IT ALWAYS HURTS 598 People

    Lost All Friends/family Due To Overcontrolling Paranoid Mate-im Alone And Scared Of Her

    I am forced to sneak around at libraries just to write this in less than 15 min. intervals.I lost everything due to a women that keeps me in a box.No phone of my own and no-one to call for help if I did.I have gone through hell because of her and don't have anyone to lean on for...
    STREETBEATBEAST STREETBEATBEAST 36-40 Oct 25, 2011

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    Guess Its Hwat Happens When You Fall For Someone With His Lifestyle..

    I sat awake watching you sleep, so I knew you were going to wake up. I didn't know you then to much, or even love you at that. I just didn't want to wake up next to you if you didn't make it through the night. Eventually I saw the you that you let hide behind the high and I...
    Cbaybay1992 Cbaybay1992 22-25, F Oct 2, 2013

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    I am in a relationship

    but I still feel lonely
    MariaAmor1 MariaAmor1 18-21 3 Responses Feb 8, 2015

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    justhatgurl justhatgurl 18-21, F Feb 8, 2015

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    You did care, but you didn't

    even bother to realize in the kind of way I did care.
    justinbartolome justinbartolome 16-17, M Feb 7, 2015

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    You, My Friend

    It wasn't your fault. You are a much better person than I will ever be. You are the most intelligent woman I knew. You were different and you stood out. You wore the title "weird" with pride. You accepted who you were and ignored the negativities of others. I admire you more than...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 14, 2012

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    Love Forever

    Although you have hurt me so much why can't I get you out of my mind even though you don't like me back you have made me fall in love you have found the key to open up my heart to show me the right path to walk on to led me to my future i have fallen In love with lots of people...
    Frostedice777 Frostedice777 13-15, F Jan 23, 2013

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    hi frnd i'm mary i'm new here

    and i wanna to tell you my story hoping that you'll helped me i love someone from 5 years and i'd do everything for him and for makes him happy but he always hurt me and do a bad things to me and this killing me and makes me suffering so pls frnd held me and tell me how can i...
    mimoulola mimoulola 18-21, F 2 Responses May 13, 2014

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    I Need Adivce Please.

    me and my boyfriend have been together nearly a year, but the past few weeks have been really od. he's been acting off with me not being intimate, kissing or even touching me. last week we had an arguement and he grabbed me and hurt me. police did arrive but i lied and said...
    Emilystanding2k13 Emilystanding2k13 22-25 1 Response Mar 8, 2013

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    I have this bad tendency to care about people

    too quickly, especially here on EP. Even if it's just the internet, and everything is anonymous, I take the struggles that people tell me of seriously. I think about them throughout the day. I try to pick my words and try to help as much as I can. I take people's troubles...
    Shirogane Shirogane 18-21, F Feb 9, 2015

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    I doubt it . I would've gave you everything you

    asked for and more . It's funny how much things have changed . I don't need you and you make me not want you either .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Feb 8, 2015

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    No one seems to. But

    when you express yourself, or maybe just me, I met with complete silence or rejection. I just want it to be over.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 16, 2014

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    What Are Left Are Empty Wishes

    If everything that goes around comes around then i wish you to come around once again love...You keep coming in my dreams still, i wish that you should come back once in real life...You said me all you felt, i wish i should have borrowed some strenght from you to say how i felt...
    hikeiton hikeiton 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2012

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    Its All For You

    To: Him (my boyfriend)I met you when I was 13 and i gave you every part of my heart and soul. Now its more than 4 years and i'm still as much as in love with you as day one. I want to make you happy but, maybe I'll never be good enough for you. I think I'm giving up my youth...
    teresa1021 teresa1021 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    I am nothing. My love is not enough to save a

    life, to fill a deep void of sadness and despair, or to take away pain. My embrace has never stopped tears or given anyone security. My words fall on deaf ears. They are worth nothing. I want to be a hero, but I am not strong. I am just like those who I want to save, yet I...
    TheIceDragonReturns TheIceDragonReturns 18-21 5 Responses May 30, 2014

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    Apparently not. Every time I say I do he says I

    don't. But I do, I always have. I have done everything I can to prove that I do. One day... I hope that you'll know that I did and still do.
    WhyWasIStupid WhyWasIStupid 18-21, F Nov 2, 2014

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    Dear MJ&Cam, I hope

    so you know. I really hope that if the past 6 years have taught you anything, it is that I care for you both unconditionally. I never thought I would acquire two little boys who are like family to me but you are. You are the nephews I never had. Right now, it feels like I will...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jun 14, 2014

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    She was sick and I was only 7.

    I never knew that she was THAT sick though. I never even thought death was an option because it just didn't occur to me. She couldn't die in my mind because she was just so permanent. I never wanted to be in the hospital. I would sing and dance and play and talk to her... For...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 3, 2015

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    The Aftermath Of Love

    Isn't it strange how love seems to work? Not necessarily love, but the heart in general. It seems like it never learns. You get your first huge heartbreak, and you decide to guard your heart. No more getting attached so deeply to one person. You sit and think and cry and travel...
    cpitts93 cpitts93 22-25 Apr 20, 2013

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    I Grew So Attached To A Youtuber

    I have no clue why but I grew so attached to a youtuber name Joey Graceffa he was in amazing race but got eliminated so he did win the money. Joey meant everything to me but I have left him I loved him so much the reason why I think I loved him so much was because I was going...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 15, 2013

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    I hate when she tries to blame like Im the

    problem. It's not my fault that her relationship with my father ended and now that she's legally married I have to like her new husband. I'm being blamed for having traits on my father's side of the family and Im singled out for it. Apparently Im heartless, but I care. I try to...
    Kperr14 Kperr14 13-15, F May 14, 2014

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    mackenziemarie mackenziemarie 16-17, F 1 Response May 14, 2014

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    Apparently not... Because it seems like no

    matter what I do or say it's not good enough. I always feel confusingly guilty because I have no idea what I do wrong. My heart is aching. I'd just wish you knew what I know and felt what I feel so you'd realize how sincere I am when I say I love you... Anyone else feel tortured...
    winmill winmill 22-25, F Jun 8, 2014

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    I hate when people say how lucky they are knowing you and how perfect you are, they say you are their best friend, how much they like you and care for you then they disappear. But...
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    Today I feel very aware of just how much of the world is still and silent. There is a lot of silence in the world, a lot of space, and a lot that simply "is". I am aware of how my...
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    I came to realized today how much my Valentine’s Day sucks all the time. My first ever boyfriend (which is my ex now) never gave me flowers, nor chocolates and other...
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    I sure do, my mouth gets me into some kinda trouble!!
    ginaw35 ginaw35 46-50, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Maybe it isn't even hate. But still I don't know the real reason. She has been avoiding me... often nervous, when I'm around. The last time she "talked" to me was in a long...
    Vakuum Vakuum 13-15, T 1 day ago

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    I have had a pretty stressful time tho now I'm loving the extra pounds. I went from 270 pounds last year to a whopping 360 pounds and some change now. Just gave in after a failed...
    Growingbhm Growingbhm 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    5'7 and 153 lbs but used to be 140 3 weeks ago
    justagirlabc justagirlabc 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    This is most likely my final and last post on EP. My body burns and aches because all the pain I'm holding in. I feel like if i don't let it out somewhere, I'm going to crumble...
    Krchan2 Krchan2 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Yes! or at least to have a rewind button or an eraser when you KNOW beyond a shadow of a doubt went waaaaaay too far with what you said. damn emotional reactions! lol
    kk1874 kk1874 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    too many times i write words without concious thought. doing harm when i should just shut up.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I used to. I had very strong feelings for you. As a friend. Maybe more. But I definitely felt your absence when you decided you didn't want to be in my life anymore. But I was...
    dissolution dissolution 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't know why but sometimes I find younger guys a lot more attractive than guys my own age or older guys. Maybe it's because I still feel like I'm 14 or 16 or whatever at heart...
    XXBeautifullyCorrodedXx XXBeautifullyCorrodedXx 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Every time I have a bad thought, it always brings me to tears. I cry almost 4 times a week in my sleep. I'm sick of being hurt all the time. I hate telling most people of my...
    HypnoticFever HypnoticFever 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    single daddy of 1 in los angeles L looking for a sexy younger female willing to move in and get pregnant. private message me if interested.
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    My parents had a fight during Chinese new year, now they're telling me to make choices. Who can be more miserable than me?
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    Sooooo, I really have feelings for a classmate from about a year and a half ago. We didn't talk much in class or outside of class, But we recently started talking. I really like...
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