I Wonder If You Really Knew How Much I Cared

Friends, Lovers, Husband, Wife, Family, IT ALWAYS HURTS 584 People

    Guess Its Hwat Happens When You Fall For Someone With His Lifestyle..

    I sat awake watching you sleep, so I knew you were going to wake up. I didn't know you then to much, or even love you at that. I just didn't want to wake up next to you if you didn't make it through the night. Eventually I saw the you that you let hide behind the high and I...
    Cbaybay1992 Cbaybay1992
    22-25, F
    Oct 2, 2013

    What Are Left Are Empty Wishes

    If everything that goes around comes around then i wish you to come around once again love...You keep coming in my dreams still, i wish that you should come back once in real life...You said me all you felt, i wish i should have borrowed some strenght from you to say how i felt...
    hikeiton hikeiton
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2012

    You, My Friend

    It wasn't your fault. You are a much better person than I will ever be. You are the most intelligent woman I knew. You were different and you stood out. You wore the title "weird" with pride. You accepted who you were and ignored the negativities of others. I admire you more than...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 14, 2012

    Lost All Friends/family Due To Overcontrolling Paranoid Mate-im Alone And Scared Of Her

    I am forced to sneak around at libraries just to write this in less than 15 min. intervals.I lost everything due to a women that keeps me in a box.No phone of my own and no-one to call for help if I did.I have gone through hell because of her and don't have anyone to lean on for...
    Oct 25, 2011

    No one seems to. But

    when you express yourself, or maybe just me, I met with complete silence or rejection. I just want it to be over.
    deleted deleted
    Jun 16, 2014
    justhatgurl justhatgurl
    18-21, F
    Feb 8, 2015

    Apparently not... Because it seems like no

    matter what I do or say it's not good enough. I always feel confusingly guilty because I have no idea what I do wrong. My heart is aching. I'd just wish you knew what I know and felt what I feel so you'd realize how sincere I am when I say I love you... Anyone else feel tortured...
    winmill winmill
    22-25, F
    Jun 8, 2014

    I Need Adivce Please.

    me and my boyfriend have been together nearly a year, but the past few weeks have been really od. he's been acting off with me not being intimate, kissing or even touching me. last week we had an arguement and he grabbed me and hurt me. police did arrive but i lied and said...
    Emilystanding2k13 Emilystanding2k13
    1 Response Mar 8, 2013

    Of all my friendship roses,

    you're the sunflower I've always cherished; never letting go of you as you were the first and last which always bloomed, having sunshine or complete darkness.
    helplease13 helplease13
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 24

    I hate when she tries to blame like Im the

    problem. It's not my fault that her relationship with my father ended and now that she's legally married I have to like her new husband. I'm being blamed for having traits on my father's side of the family and Im singled out for it. Apparently Im heartless, but I care. I try to...
    Kperr14 Kperr14
    13-15, F
    May 14, 2014

    Its All For You

    To: Him (my boyfriend)I met you when I was 13 and i gave you every part of my heart and soul. Now its more than 4 years and i'm still as much as in love with you as day one. I want to make you happy but, maybe I'll never be good enough for you. I think I'm giving up my youth...
    teresa1021 teresa1021
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2011

    Apparently not. Every time I say I do he says I

    don't. But I do, I always have. I have done everything I can to prove that I do. One day... I hope that you'll know that I did and still do.
    KeKeNae KeKeNae
    18-21, F
    Nov 2, 2014

    I doubt it . I would've gave you everything you

    asked for and more . It's funny how much things have changed . I don't need you and you make me not want you either .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    Feb 8, 2015

    hi frnd i'm mary i'm new here

    and i wanna to tell you my story hoping that you'll helped me i love someone from 5 years and i'd do everything for him and for makes him happy but he always hurt me and do a bad things to me and this killing me and makes me suffering so pls frnd held me and tell me how can i...
    mimoulola mimoulola
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 13, 2014

    The Aftermath Of Love

    Isn't it strange how love seems to work? Not necessarily love, but the heart in general. It seems like it never learns. You get your first huge heartbreak, and you decide to guard your heart. No more getting attached so deeply to one person. You sit and think and cry and travel...
    cpitts93 cpitts93
    Apr 20, 2013

    I have this bad tendency to care about people

    too quickly, especially here on EP. Even if it's just the internet, and everything is anonymous, I take the struggles that people tell me of seriously. I think about them throughout the day. I try to pick my words and try to help as much as I can. I take people's troubles...
    Shirogane Shirogane
    18-21, F
    Feb 9, 2015

    I am in a relationship

    but I still feel lonely
    MariaAmor1 MariaAmor1
    3 Responses Feb 8, 2015
    mackenziemarie mackenziemarie
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 14, 2014

    Love Forever

    Although you have hurt me so much why can't I get you out of my mind even though you don't like me back you have made me fall in love you have found the key to open up my heart to show me the right path to walk on to led me to my future i have fallen In love with lots of people...
    Frostedice777 Frostedice777
    13-15, F
    Jan 23, 2013

    I am nothing. My love is not enough to save a

    life, to fill a deep void of sadness and despair, or to take away pain. My embrace has never stopped tears or given anyone security. My words fall on deaf ears. They are worth nothing. I want to be a hero, but I am not strong. I am just like those who I want to save, yet I...
    TheIceDragonReturns TheIceDragonReturns
    4 Responses May 30, 2014

    She was sick and I was only 7.

    I never knew that she was THAT sick though. I never even thought death was an option because it just didn't occur to me. She couldn't die in my mind because she was just so permanent. I never wanted to be in the hospital. I would sing and dance and play and talk to her... For...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 3, 2015

    You did care, but you didn't

    even bother to realize in the kind of way I did care.
    justinbartolome justinbartolome
    16-17, M
    Feb 7, 2015

    Dear MJ&Cam, I hope

    so you know. I really hope that if the past 6 years have taught you anything, it is that I care for you both unconditionally. I never thought I would acquire two little boys who are like family to me but you are. You are the nephews I never had. Right now, it feels like I will...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 14, 2014

    I Grew So Attached To A Youtuber

    I have no clue why but I grew so attached to a youtuber name Joey Graceffa he was in amazing race but got eliminated so he did win the money. Joey meant everything to me but I have left him I loved him so much the reason why I think I loved him so much was because I was going...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 15, 2013

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