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I Wonder If You Really Knew How Much I Cared

Friends, Lovers, Husband, Wife, Family, IT ALWAYS HURTS 596 People

    She was sick and I was only 7.

    I never knew that she was THAT sick though. I never even thought death was an option because it just didn't occur to me. She couldn't die in my mind because she was just so permanent. I never wanted to be in the hospital. I would sing and dance and play and talk to her... For...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 3

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    I hate when she tries to blame like Im the

    problem. It's not my fault that her relationship with my father ended and now that she's legally married I have to like her new husband. I'm being blamed for having traits on my father's side of the family and Im singled out for it. Apparently Im heartless, but I care. I try to...
    Kperr14 Kperr14 13-15, F May 14, 2014

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    I Need Adivce Please.

    me and my boyfriend have been together nearly a year, but the past few weeks have been really od. he's been acting off with me not being intimate, kissing or even touching me. last week we had an arguement and he grabbed me and hurt me. police did arrive but i lied and said...
    Emilystanding2k13 Emilystanding2k13 22-25 1 Response Mar 8, 2013

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    I have this bad tendency to care about people

    too quickly, especially here on EP. Even if it's just the internet, and everything is anonymous, I take the struggles that people tell me of seriously. I think about them throughout the day. I try to pick my words and try to help as much as I can. I take people's troubles...
    Shirogane Shirogane 18-21, F Feb 9

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    justhatgurl justhatgurl 16-17, F Feb 8

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    Lost All Friends/family Due To Overcontrolling Paranoid Mate-im Alone And Scared Of Her

    I am forced to sneak around at libraries just to write this in less than 15 min. intervals.I lost everything due to a women that keeps me in a box.No phone of my own and no-one to call for help if I did.I have gone through hell because of her and don't have anyone to lean on for...
    STREETBEATBEAST STREETBEATBEAST 36-40 Oct 25, 2011

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    Love Forever

    Although you have hurt me so much why can't I get you out of my mind even though you don't like me back you have made me fall in love you have found the key to open up my heart to show me the right path to walk on to led me to my future i have fallen In love with lots of people...
    Frostedice777 Frostedice777 13-15, F Jan 23, 2013

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    Guess Its Hwat Happens When You Fall For Someone With His Lifestyle..

    I sat awake watching you sleep, so I knew you were going to wake up. I didn't know you then to much, or even love you at that. I just didn't want to wake up next to you if you didn't make it through the night. Eventually I saw the you that you let hide behind the high and I...
    Cbaybay1992 Cbaybay1992 22-25, F Oct 2, 2013

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    Apparently not... Because it seems like no

    matter what I do or say it's not good enough. I always feel confusingly guilty because I have no idea what I do wrong. My heart is aching. I'd just wish you knew what I know and felt what I feel so you'd realize how sincere I am when I say I love you... Anyone else feel tortured...
    winmill winmill 22-25, F Jun 8, 2014

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    I doubt it . I would've gave you everything you

    asked for and more . It's funny how much things have changed . I don't need you and you make me not want you either .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Feb 8

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    You, My Friend

    It wasn't your fault. You are a much better person than I will ever be. You are the most intelligent woman I knew. You were different and you stood out. You wore the title "weird" with pride. You accepted who you were and ignored the negativities of others. I admire you more than...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 14, 2012

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    No one seems to. But

    when you express yourself, or maybe just me, I met with complete silence or rejection. I just want it to be over.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 16, 2014

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    The Aftermath Of Love

    Isn't it strange how love seems to work? Not necessarily love, but the heart in general. It seems like it never learns. You get your first huge heartbreak, and you decide to guard your heart. No more getting attached so deeply to one person. You sit and think and cry and travel...
    cpitts93 cpitts93 22-25 Apr 20, 2013

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    Dear MJ&Cam, I hope

    so you know. I really hope that if the past 6 years have taught you anything, it is that I care for you both unconditionally. I never thought I would acquire two little boys who are like family to me but you are. You are the nephews I never had. Right now, it feels like I will...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jun 14, 2014

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    hi frnd i'm mary i'm new here

    and i wanna to tell you my story hoping that you'll helped me i love someone from 5 years and i'd do everything for him and for makes him happy but he always hurt me and do a bad things to me and this killing me and makes me suffering so pls frnd held me and tell me how can i...
    mimoulola mimoulola 18-21, F 2 Responses May 13, 2014

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    You did care, but you didn't

    even bother to realize in the kind of way I did care.
    justinbartolome justinbartolome 16-17, M Feb 7

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    I am nothing. My love is not enough to save a

    life, to fill a deep void of sadness and despair, or to take away pain. My embrace has never stopped tears or given anyone security. My words fall on deaf ears. They are worth nothing. I want to be a hero, but I am not strong. I am just like those who I want to save, yet I...
    TheIceDragonReturns TheIceDragonReturns 18-21 5 Responses May 30, 2014

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    Apparently not. Every time I say I do he says I

    don't. But I do, I always have. I have done everything I can to prove that I do. One day... I hope that you'll know that I did and still do.
    WhyWasIStupid WhyWasIStupid 18-21, F Nov 2, 2014

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    I Grew So Attached To A Youtuber

    I have no clue why but I grew so attached to a youtuber name Joey Graceffa he was in amazing race but got eliminated so he did win the money. Joey meant everything to me but I have left him I loved him so much the reason why I think I loved him so much was because I was going...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 15, 2013

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    What Are Left Are Empty Wishes

    If everything that goes around comes around then i wish you to come around once again love...You keep coming in my dreams still, i wish that you should come back once in real life...You said me all you felt, i wish i should have borrowed some strenght from you to say how i felt...
    hikeiton hikeiton 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2012

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    I am in a relationship

    but I still feel lonely
    MariaAmor1 MariaAmor1 18-21 3 Responses Feb 8

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    mackenziemarie mackenziemarie 13-15, F 1 Response May 14, 2014

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    Its All For You

    To: Him (my boyfriend)I met you when I was 13 and i gave you every part of my heart and soul. Now its more than 4 years and i'm still as much as in love with you as day one. I want to make you happy but, maybe I'll never be good enough for you. I think I'm giving up my youth...
    teresa1021 teresa1021 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    if I told people that I am bipolar and have PTSD from childhood traumas, and military traumas would they want to know me... Or would they politely exit stage left once they found...
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    It makes me wonder.. For as long as I can remember, I’ve always been an outsider. Almost all the girls and most of the guys everywhere I’ve been, have always hated me for some...
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    I know what everyone says about cigarettes being bad but I will never quit. And I think smoking is really the best thing for you. I think the best feeling is having a cigarette in...
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    Post 003 Just a note: I am going to start looking at passages from the bible for 2 main reasons. First, to show everyone I can what an evil and heinous entity god is and secondly...
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    You think when I burn a bridge, it's time to sit back and laugh at the damage you caused, enjoy how much fun you had breaking me and are proud that you put so much effort into...
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    BunheadSalamander BunheadSalamander 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I was answering a question ,"does real love really exist "? and my answer was if I ever loved you I always will ,, then I heard a man of God ask why is the word love used like...
    rckt148 rckt148 56-60, M 4 days ago

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    I am missing you and hurting so much because of you. It hurts soo much bc my feelings are true.. it hurts bc it feels like I been cast away.. I found my beacon of light. I was...
    missjdragon20 missjdragon20 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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     i hate myself so much for having arguments with my mom  , i miss her soo soo much   i never knew it could feel this bad when somebody that you loved dies  but...
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    I am getting sick and tired of having to always be the strong one, to hide how i really feel. i always bottle everything up, anger, sadness, depression, any and all emotions...
    Anth1290 Anth1290 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    My 3 younger brothers all have great jobs and make over $30/hr. I make minimum wage if I can find a job. I have a lot of health problems which makes it almost impossible to hold a...
    BrokenAndDown BrokenAndDown 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Pertaining to the facts in my other stories, I was drugged and molested by my Fake Mother (who shares no blood with me) and her boyfriends and one of their entire families because...
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    i don't really know how to start this out, so I'm going to jump right into it. When you were little there was nothing you care about, you'd dance around and not care if people...
    silverelephant silverelephant 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Remember to keep that mask on, honey. Wouldn't want anyone to know you have feeling or anything. Right? Story of my life! Sigh... Keep smiling . Ignore the pain. Bury it deep. Go...
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