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I Wonder Sometimes If I Am Starring In the Truman Show

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 40 People

    Jimmy's Crazy Girlfriend Show

    Apparently my ex use to tell his friends all about me. I had not idea I was so infamous, until I got this telephone call from his friends house. I missed the call, but when I called back, the man was all what-the-hell-do-you-what. I said “This is Bernie, I want to talk to...
    JustBernieGirl JustBernieGirl 31-35, F Sep 6, 2011

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    Am I In My Own Truman Show?

    I have the feeling at times that I am being watched, my ideas are being taken and that parts of my life are staged. It seems someone is watching, listening, and also watching out for me. A staged life- It seems most of my life is staged or somehow I'm being sheltered from a...
    sandman1720 sandman1720 26-30, M May 11, 2013

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    Sometimes.

    i think it's normal and healthy to ponder the nature of reality and existence from time to time, so long as you don't freak yourself out too much. so yes, i wonder sometimes if i am starring in the truman show. but i always come to the same conclusion: if i am, i'm sure doing a...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 11, 2008

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    Truman Show Syndrome Or Not?

    So, I've read about this Truman Show Syndrome...  And I worry often that I have it. Unlike many of the others, I've actually signed a contract where I allow people to secretly film me.  It was part of my contract so that I could appear on a talent show. ...
    amifamous amifamous 26-30 1 Response Nov 26, 2008

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    Very Paranoid

    I can get very very paranoid about this. Always in my life I've had the feeling that I'm not alone. I've never ran around naked at home or done something that I would only do when I'm alone, cause I always thought that there is still someone watching me. When I'm in public places...
    GothGrrrl GothGrrrl 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 12, 2008

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    I often feel this way

    and it's so confusing. It also makes me feel like things I do have no real consequences because I'm in a tv show. I also make silly faces at wherever I think cameras could be. But I don't actually truly believe I am in a show, I know this is real life. But I can't help it.
    scarynipple scarynipple 18-21, F Jan 4, 2014

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    I Haven't Had This Thought a Lot Lately

    but thanks for that now. As you watch me type up this story... You're all creeps!
    JonFurniss JonFurniss 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 7, 2008

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    Before I Even Saw the Movie...

    i felt that my life was too.. too set up. like both god and bad things seem prepared and i'm the only one surprised by things.  yet major catastrophes that make a big splash don't seem to quite reach my little world. i never knew what to call it until i saw the movie. ...
    cluelessandlost cluelessandlost 18-21, M Jun 29, 2009

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    Yes, I Do

    I think my town is not real because there is no grafitti, crime, etc. I think the cameras are in garbage cans and in my ring. I think when I go to the bathroom they say, "what is that crazy cassandra going to do next?? we'll see after these messages..." then they...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F Jan 12, 2008

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    I thought, and sometimes still do,

    that my life is a cross between the Truman show and the brainwashing part of a clockwork orange. I was put in a mental establishment where all kinds of crazy things happen to me and I tried to escape three times as I believed that my story was coming to its end where I would...
    s020714r s020714r 26-30, M Jan 12

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    I Wonder If I'd Top the Ratings List...

    Ever since I saw the movie, I began to wonder if I could be staring in my own Truman Show. I wonder how people would react to me, if they'd love me like they did Truman in the movie. I wonder how my life would play out if everything was made and taken care of for me, like some...
    earth2bella earth2bella 22-25, F Jan 31, 2008

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    Yeah, I'm Good For All Kinds of Drama and Laughs

    Jeez louise.  I could probably make a lot of money if I just put webcams all over my house and made people pay to watch the goings on here....yesterday my four year old decided to try to pee in the toilet from the edge of the bathtub and well, he hit his sister in the head.
    mj915 mj915 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 11, 2008

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    a message i sent to a girl that is having despair and wanting to die:: "no, sweetie, i don't judge you. i understand it's probably just become an obsession to ease your pain or...
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    LOL I can't help but laugh reading the tittle,I find it funny for some reason,maybe it's because i tend to find humor in irony's,cynicism and dark things.And this seems somewhat...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    if I told people that I am bipolar and have PTSD from childhood traumas, and military traumas would they want to know me... Or would they politely exit stage left once they found...
    harleyblu73 harleyblu73 41-45, F 18 hrs ago

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    I quite often wonder why myself, the reasons i started, are not the reasons why i remain, shall i just quit... or maybe just restart all over again a new profile, with my new...
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    Analysis of hacked data from Ashley Madison has come to light through the dark web, (excuse the phrase) which casts serious doubt on the validity of online sites. It showed little...
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    i'm sometimes reminded of how odd i am, and how wonderful it is to be this way.
    informal informal 31-35 1 day ago

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    I swear this picture exactly describes me lol!The shortest shower I could ever take is about 20 minutes, most of my showers last more than that and if you ask me what I do inside...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I miss him a lot more now. He used to pick me up sometimes at work during lunch and take me to White Castle. Sometimes we didn't go anywhere.We would just park towards a wall and...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    The fact that people don't even take the time to listen to what I have to say or jus plain ignoring u.. makes me feel completely invisible. Like I don't exist. Makes ya wonder if...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I find myself wondering if I'm really here or if I'm simply existing as a rainbow exists, as a product of environmental conditions. Just because other people tell me that...
    Eerielie Eerielie 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I was answering a question ,"does real love really exist "? and my answer was if I ever loved you I always will ,, then I heard a man of God ask why is the word love used like...
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    Just about the time I think I have everything in my life under control, I realize I don't, not really. Then I begin to think about why I don't. That leads me to a thinking of a...
    comeonletsgo comeonletsgo 61-65, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have always enjoyed taking a long hot shower since I was a teenager. When I was a child I showered with a couple of my sisters at a time. This is because I came from a very...
    redheadedfemale redheadedfemale 41-45, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    Now it's just constant lying.... why?? Because no one gives a fck you just spend this time trying to get someone to listen but they don't care.... I've tried so many times to talk...
    GrandmamaTemptationCx GrandmamaTemptationCx 70+, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I know jealousy is an ugly emotion and too much jealousy would result in break ups or even worse physical assaults. But sometimes, just sometimes, I wish I had a jealous boyfriend...
    charicealpaca charicealpaca 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I wonder what people really see when they look at me? do they see me as an intelligent person? a really dumb person? it always peaks my interest but also worrys me sometimes
    Andyg99 Andyg99 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    Sometimes, I get these moments.... Even when I'm reading books, taking a shower, or studying, I have these thoughts that flit through my mind; "God, I'm such a failure... Is there...
    twylarose twylarose 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I sometimes wonder if I had more male friends, maybe, just maybe, my husband would feel the jealousy feeling that I have when I see other females texting him... I just wonder... I...
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    Hot water flows across my skin. Soapy water slides across my chest and shoulders... draped in warm suds. Hands slide down across my shoulders tracing the path of the soap, soft...
    cmyk323 cmyk323 36-40, F 21 Responses Aug 14

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    We love our families, friends, acquaintances...our pets too... but first thing that comes to mind when talking about loving a woman is protecting her... making her feel safe and...
    SolitaireGent SolitaireGent 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm not going to ever fall in love, and other times I wonder if I ever even want to fall in love. Maybe I'm okay all by myself...?
    amaranthineStar amaranthineStar 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    Watching a lot of near death experiences and they give me hope. I wonder how heaven looks... sometimes i think i see heaven in my mind. I pray we all have some hope and love and...
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    I love taking long hot showers but not just by myself sometimes if I have a partner in with me it's so good . Shower sex isn't always easy but it's very sexy . I always have to...
    Lauren4567 Lauren4567 18-21, F 11 Responses Aug 13