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I Wonder What God's Thinking

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    Do You Know What God Is Thinking? - I find myself wondering daily what God thinks of all this, everything I mean, from human Q being to entire populations going to war with one...
    vavaeon vavaeon 26-30, M Feb 25, 2012

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    With the type of work I do there is not one day when this thought does not pass through my mind.. I seriously wonder what the hell is wrong with people. It's a never ending WTF and...
    Jerseygirl72 Jerseygirl72 41-45 Mar 27

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    The first time I heard God's voice was almost ten years ago. I was lying in bed one morning. He did not speak aloud. He spoke to me in my thoughts. He said,"Turn on the radio." It...
    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist 31-35 1 Response Apr 7

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    I Wonder!!! I wonder what will happen when the day returns to night! I wonder what will happen as one year follows the next! I wonder what will happen when my kids grow up and...
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    Sometimes I wish I could read people's minds but then I don't think I could handle the truth. I'm my own worst enemy. I wonder if other people see the flaws I see in myself. Do...
    goldengirl24 goldengirl24 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    My name is Emily. And, I need help. I've been struggling with this for years now. Whether it was coming to terms with it or simply being able to tell someone. I am in pain...
    stellersjay stellersjay 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I've always wondered what am I like in other people's eyes, how do I look like, behave, or even sound like to them. Just want to know what type of person I am.
    feraldelaney feraldelaney 18-21, F Mar 24

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    I am God's Baby! His Most Beloved One. So Privileged for the King of Glory, has loved me.
    SarahDHuang SarahDHuang 22-25 Mar 26

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    I'm really wondering what the point is in trying to do anything. I feel like no matter where I go, I lose hope. Can't go see my family because my dad is so pessimistic that I leave...
    RBH101 RBH101 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I wonder what my Husband would say about all of this. I had this weird moment where I decided they'd like each other better than either ever liked me. That would be rich! I...
    ObiOneyouremyonlyhope ObiOneyouremyonlyhope 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    Lately I've been having some trouble with reality. I don't know, maybe it's stress, but lately I find myself getting really unsure about what's going on, what's real and what's not...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    I am feeling , I am so alone. All my shadows choke me by placing me into a corner. It is dark and I only see an ugly person in the mirror.. Why am I crying? Because I was not mean...
    Jackie192019 Jackie192019 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    The other night I dreamt of this boy texting me but I barely know the boy and don't even pay him any mind cos I know for a fact a friendship won't happen between us. But for some...
    addictedtoashx3 addictedtoashx3 16-17, F Apr 2

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    I'm thinking about commuting suicide tonight. I don't see the point in life anymore. My best and only friend won't talk to me anymore because she got a new boyfriend. My boyfriends...
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 10 Responses 4 days ago

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    It would be cool to know what people are really thinking. Sometimes we attach too much meaning to things or people that may have no meaning in reality.
    mrvitous26 mrvitous26 26-30, F Apr 4

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    Always when I do something it will eventually always end the same with me feeling worse then at the beginning. It doesn't matter what I do or how much fun it is I will always...
    RedUnderground RedUnderground 16-17, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Life, from the moment you are born until the day you die is like living in a maze. We enter it when we are born and leave it when we die, but little known to us the maze we call...
    AGothicOdyssey AGothicOdyssey 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I met you along time ago yes some mistakes were made then and ever since then the moments hasn't left my mind lately you haven't left it either I see you at school in class in the...
    PoetryGirl101 PoetryGirl101 16-17, F Apr 2

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    A FRIEND :) had me listen to a song, which led me to another song that takes me away every time. If you could, play that song now and read on, and if the feeling strikes you, let...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    Dear God, sometimes it's hard for me to understand what you really want to happen. But I trust YOU. I know you will give me what's best.
    mySweetestMistake mySweetestMistake 31-35, F Mar 25

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    I first started having suicidal thoughts in December of 2012. Since then they've been reappearing and disappearing from my thoughts. Sometimes I feel as if no one even notices I...
    Realitea Realitea 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    Some would say the point is to find love and reproduce. Leave your impact on the world for better or worse. Sadly most of us go through life lonely.. Never finding love.. Honestly...
    DiosesOscuros DiosesOscuros 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 28

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    I wonder how if there's anyone out there who also Observes the world from the outside, Finding no need to join other people's conversation or activities, Try to act like they don't...
    imsrc imsrc 16-17, F Apr 1

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    I just lost my fiancé to a long hard battle of cancer.. We have a 10 month old.. I keep telling God to use me but I just feel like I keep getting broken!
    Blessedbe314 Blessedbe314 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 18

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    It really seems almost insane. Millions of people doing similar things, feeling similar ways. Each of us experience the same things and we all play these little social "games...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Honestly? "Ruuuuun!!! All of you!!!! He's coming!!!!!" Let your minds wonder muahahaaa
    yourguardingangel yourguardingangel 18-21, M Apr 7

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    I used to be scared of death when I was little. The idea of suddenly being gone one day upset me. When I got a little older, death was a 5 letter word that intrigued me. I wanted...
    Frantastic96 Frantastic96 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    My first post on ep and here it goes.... This is slightly ironic considering it is my first time on here and this is a first time I have been in this situation. I have recently...
    freddys101 freddys101 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    So it's only fair to say what had happened since my last post. So we've been in a dark place for some time. Meaning after I came clean, we made up and are happy. But of course the...
    hiswife12 hiswife12 22-25, F Mar 31

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    Sometimes when I look back at my accomplishments, there are nothing. I'm not even kidding. People have amazing certs & awards..........& then there's pathetic me. What's the...
    ELSAhugsyou ELSAhugsyou 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    If Im going to be going to school all my life, elementary, middle school, high school, college, and work... Where's the time to live life and have fun. Despite have vacation time...
    Kperr14 Kperr14 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I don't think you're crazy, or weak, or wrong for having suicidal thoughts or wanting to die. Suicide sets in when your pain is just unbearable, and is more than your coping...
    rajasaeed rajasaeed 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I had a pic of my face soon realized it was rare not many people have pix of there face so I felt out of place abnormal exposed maybe I shouldn't put a face on what I was sayin I...
    Redgirljanine Redgirljanine 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    So this is really for anyone and everyone who's thought about suicide at some point. Try and talk to someone, don't be alone or when it gets really bad it'll be too late and you'll...
    kathryn5272 kathryn5272 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Sometimes I think what's the point in living if you gonna do the same thing everyday wake up go to work get home sleep and do it all over again the next day
    KaayCollins KaayCollins 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Does anyone here the cries at night of the girl drowning in her sorrow? She needs to be heard but her breath is too shallow. She knows that she's been wrong and created her own...
    Emrald18 Emrald18 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    It's been three weeks since she told me she didn't love me. I have finally gotten to the point where I don't think about here every second but there is still an emptiness inside me...
    codyream codyream 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Suicide. To me, that is my life. It is what gives me comfort. Knowing it can all be over whenever I want. To me its not "killing yourself" to me its getting free from your body...
    Anonomous441 Anonomous441 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    The point of life is much debated. But I think everyone needs to stop trying to answer it. Stop trying to tell people what they think it is. Life is everyone's own utopia, it will...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 4

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    I'm being matter of fact here- What's the fing point? My son is grown- I work and sleep. For what?! To pay the bills? There should be more to life than this. I am broken and I'm...
    RagingAngel RagingAngel 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I'm not suicidal but the whole existing just so we can not exist anymore just doesn't make sense. What's the true end goal?
    grilledcheesegirl grilledcheesegirl 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Truth is everybody is a follower, they see a celebrity on TV or an athlete act out, and right away they think oh they are so awesome I must act just like them. How about just be...
    Ashleypaz3 Ashleypaz3 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I know if I didn't exist, some people would have more money, more time, less memories. To others, I'd be just one less girl to glance at on the street. I think I'm just average. I...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F Mar 28

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    "There he goes to the refrigerator again, he's dropping crumbs everywhere."
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M Mar 30

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    That's a lot of blood soaking into the carpet
    tori1717 tori1717 16-17, F Mar 31

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    Ever since I was 12, I always ask this question, and unfortunately, until now, there's still no answer. And may be, it is also one of the reasons why I can't feel happiness.
    gwenllian gwenllian 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I asked this... The girl I asked said Squirrel XD Hector: ~_~ You are rather 'Squiirelly' o_O Chan ~_~' But now I'm leaning more towards 'Psychotic' >_< Me: Lalalala XP Hahahaha...
    SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 18-21 Apr 5

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    "Existential Crisis" as Dan Howell, a youtuber, calls it. I've always had the same thought for about two years now and it's causing me to have a bit of depression.
    AlexandraC321 AlexandraC321 13-15, F Apr 6

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    I think it's love but I can't find it.