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I Wonder What Happened

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    Left At The Altar

    When I was very young I was engaged to who I thought was the ONE. Unexpectedly he decided I wasn't the ONE. My first real experience with a broken heart.  Now that more than 4 decades have passed I wonder how his life turned out. I always picture him fat and bald!
    kcparadox kcparadox 56-60 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    So yeah my feeling is

    that the world is a bit apathetic. By that, I mean that people get to bored too easily with things that are obviously amazing :P of course we want things to astound us, but why not say that everything is amazing. Of course it never hurts to be easily amused, and curiosity...
    Fretboard225 Fretboard225 16-17, M Jan 27

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    An Old Friend.

    I had a good friend here on EP. We stayed in contact for a few years. I think the last time I heard anything from him was well over a year ago. His EP profile says he hasn't logged in since November 2012. He always wanted to take his own life and I am afraid he may have done...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    As a Day Dreamer, I Can'...

    As a day dreamer, I can't help but to wonder. My imagination just loves to go wild.
    TheWicked TheWicked 26-30, F Apr 21, 2009

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    The Question of the Day?

    Where did it go? I noticed it was something that newly joining members would use a lot when they were learning there way around for the first time. I enjoyed reading the answers as well. What happened to this feature?
    BlueGeorgia BlueGeorgia 41-45, M 9 Responses Feb 21, 2008

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    Just Words

    I should have worn the pinstriped khaki's... But I didn't, instead I grabbed the solid beige pants with a same colored sweater. You know the one with the little hole cut out in the center. Not in a sleazy way, just cute and dressy. I love this top, it has a...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2008

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    A While Back

    I was walking through a casino with my breifcase, going to a Starbucks for some wireless time and coffee when this young lady pased me.As we passed she smiled and said HI!I stopped and turned to look, afterall, why was this total stranger saying HI like I was a long lost friend...
    outercalm outercalm 46-50, M Jan 14, 2011

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    Shame

      Her shame   The day of her death has finally arrived, and devastated, dangerously flustered Shamaka Cried like a throbbing incised man burning in a blazing, contemptible fire while being pierced incessantly with prickly Shimmering knives. With great regret and...
    mystoryinmind mystoryinmind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2008

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    I Wonder What Happened

    Thinking back to my childhood, the years of schooling that flew by (just like everyone always said they would, and I refused to believe them at the time) For the first time in my life it's starting to seem difficult to differentiate this year from last year, and last year from...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2012

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    A Little As Ppl Mention It...

    Ever walk down the street one day and find yourself looking down maybe b/c of a bad day or a depression and see a guy's pants so low that his boxers are hanging out? Oh yea, one of those things we never really like to talk about but that we see every day (or at least I do). ...
    Gemini15 Gemini15 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I grew up so... Loud. I was always the first to talk and last to shut up. I guess people never knew I was troubled because I wasn't quiet. Because I knew if I didn't talk, they'd...
    FrenchRotterdammer FrenchRotterdammer 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    My name is Emily. And, I need help. I've been struggling with this for years now. Whether it was coming to terms with it or simply being able to tell someone. I am in pain...
    stellersjay stellersjay 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I Wonder!!! I wonder what will happen when the day returns to night! I wonder what will happen as one year follows the next! I wonder what will happen when my kids grow up and...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Sometimes I wish I could read people's minds but then I don't think I could handle the truth. I'm my own worst enemy. I wonder if other people see the flaws I see in myself. Do...
    goldengirl24 goldengirl24 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Really! If you have added me in the past present or future.. I really want to know! Please tell me! I often sit and wonder what about me was the reason you clicked that button...
    sadgirlwitharazor1 sadgirlwitharazor1 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I've always wondered what am I like in other people's eyes, how do I look like, behave, or even sound like to them. Just want to know what type of person I am.
    feraldelaney feraldelaney 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Would many be people be happier without me? Or would they think that something or someone is incomplete because I never existed? Would they try to search someone who is like me? I...
    SecretsNeverHidden SecretsNeverHidden 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Would many be people be happier without me? Or would they think that something or someone is incomplete because I never existed? Would they try to search someone who is like me? I...
    SecretsNeverHidden SecretsNeverHidden 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    With the type of work I do there is not one day when this thought does not pass through my mind.. I seriously wonder what the hell is wrong with people. It's a never ending WTF and...
    Jerseygirl72 Jerseygirl72 41-45 Mar 27

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    I know who I am on the inside. But sometimes I wonder what signals I give off from the exterior. Sometimes I feel people can think I am weak but then I remember I really don't give...
    Nessy7787 Nessy7787 26-30, F Mar 28

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    I often wonder what would happen if i ran, if i left this place would anyone care enough to find me, would my life become a book of them trying to reunite with me. Would they leave...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F Apr 1

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    I often wonder what if......and i think later why not? You must think before action not always,you must act before you think not always. Many times i want leave my mind behind and...
    blackweirdcat blackweirdcat 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Sometimes just wondering what is the point for being here.
    ellavalencia ellavalencia 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I'm really wondering what the point is in trying to do anything. I feel like no matter where I go, I lose hope. Can't go see my family because my dad is so pessimistic that I leave...
    RBH101 RBH101 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wonder what my Husband would say about all of this. I had this weird moment where I decided they'd like each other better than either ever liked me. That would be rich! I...
    ObiOneyouremyonlyhope ObiOneyouremyonlyhope 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    I sometimes wonder what is the point in living. I really fill that human happiness was not considered in the the design of creation and life truly has no meaning.
    HopefullyThirdTimeLucky HopefullyThirdTimeLucky 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I saw my crush yesterday at the gym and one more time something happened with him and I at the gym... We tripped with each other... So embarrassing. I wonder why we always have to...
    RonOE RonOE 16-17, F Apr 10

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    Im amazed at the inability of some people to communicate effectively. Instead of a polite "no thank you" i get either a screwed up glare , or entirely ignored. Why do we treat...
    Jonesing4nice Jonesing4nice 18-21, M Apr 7

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    A FRIEND :) had me listen to a song, which led me to another song that takes me away every time. If you could, play that song now and read on, and if the feeling strikes you, let...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    I have made some mistakes. I have done some things that I can never take back. It has been 7 months since everything I did came out in the open and I was thrust into a living hell...
    golfer1992 golfer1992 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I first started having suicidal thoughts in December of 2012. Since then they've been reappearing and disappearing from my thoughts. Sometimes I feel as if no one even notices I...
    Realitea Realitea 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    Some would say the point is to find love and reproduce. Leave your impact on the world for better or worse. Sadly most of us go through life lonely.. Never finding love.. Honestly...
    DiosesOscuros DiosesOscuros 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 28

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    I always wonder that. I mean whats the point of being on this damn earth if your always going through ****. Yea i know they say that if you walk a little further you'll see the...
    deviness deviness 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    So I am really not the only one who has been wondering this the past few years...
    WonderinginWV WonderinginWV 13-15, F Mar 30

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    Your not a alone. Why'd you paint me pink. I seen you naked. I wonder if my walls find me attractive... Real question. They know all my secrets.
    missarabiya missarabiya 18-21, F Apr 1

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    I wonder how if there's anyone out there who also Observes the world from the outside, Finding no need to join other people's conversation or activities, Try to act like they don't...
    imsrc imsrc 16-17, F Apr 1

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    Honestly? "Ruuuuun!!! All of you!!!! He's coming!!!!!" Let your minds wonder muahahaaa
    yourguardingangel yourguardingangel 18-21, M Apr 7

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    Don't take your life away from your loved ones. The hurt that you feel now is the hurt your loved ones will feel for the rest of their days. I lost my best friend My husband of...
    ronoco ronoco 56-60, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It really seems almost insane. Millions of people doing similar things, feeling similar ways. Each of us experience the same things and we all play these little social "games...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Lately I've been having some trouble with reality. I don't know, maybe it's stress, but lately I find myself getting really unsure about what's going on, what's real and what's not...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Please be completely honest what do you think of me? I really need to know right now. So just tell me I don't care what it is it won't hurt my feelings.
    silence13 silence13 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    My first post on ep and here it goes.... This is slightly ironic considering it is my first time on here and this is a first time I have been in this situation. I have recently...
    freddys101 freddys101 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    Yikes, I hate admitting that I have problems, but I do... hugely. I can't control my anger, and I am tired of people around me telling me how worthless I am, specifically, in my...
    eleanor11 eleanor11 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    So this seems fun... What is it ^_^' Hector: Nutz :}/ Me: :3P Brain: Pathetic pervert ^_^ Me: ... I said One Word >_< Not that I can complain much since I take that as a...
    SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 18-21 1 Response Apr 3

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    I'm being matter of fact here- What's the fing point? My son is grown- I work and sleep. For what?! To pay the bills? There should be more to life than this. I am broken and I'm...
    RagingAngel RagingAngel 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I don't know what to do with my life.... I've graduated from high school, I don't go to college, I don't have a job, I don't have a car (I'm stuck at home 24:7).... I've applied...
    reidcm reidcm 18-21, M 10 Responses Apr 10

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    Always when I do something it will eventually always end the same with me feeling worse then at the beginning. It doesn't matter what I do or how much fun it is I will always...
    RedUnderground RedUnderground 16-17, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have been with a boyfreind for seven mouths, he says he loves me and i believe him. i love him too. he tells me how much he loves me, and what will happen later on if we stay...
    SadAliceSaid13 SadAliceSaid13 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Apparently i dont taste of anything :/ My sister was being weird the other day and she licked my arm cos i think she wanted a slap, well anyways, she said "Ewwww, you have no taste...
    ssaaraahh ssaaraahh 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    What if I had come out as bisexual many years ago how different life would be. But everything happens for a reason!
    kaye23e kaye23e 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    What if I don't find my other half? My missing puzzle piece? My partner in crime? I'm young but I'm tired of feeling alone. I'm just ready for someone amazing to walk into my life...
    justashadowgirl justashadowgirl 18-21 1 Response