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I Wonder What Happened

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    Left At The Altar

    When I was very young I was engaged to who I thought was the ONE. Unexpectedly he decided I wasn't the ONE. My first real experience with a broken heart.  Now that more than 4 decades have passed I wonder how his life turned out. I always picture him fat and bald!
    kcparadox kcparadox 56-60 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    As a Day Dreamer, I Can'...

    As a day dreamer, I can't help but to wonder. My imagination just loves to go wild.
    TheWicked TheWicked 26-30, F Apr 21, 2009

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    So yeah my feeling is

    that the world is a bit apathetic. By that, I mean that people get to bored too easily with things that are obviously amazing :P of course we want things to astound us, but why not say that everything is amazing. Of course it never hurts to be easily amused, and curiosity...
    Fretboard225 Fretboard225 16-17, M Jan 27

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    Shame

      Her shame   The day of her death has finally arrived, and devastated, dangerously flustered Shamaka Cried like a throbbing incised man burning in a blazing, contemptible fire while being pierced incessantly with prickly Shimmering knives. With great regret and...
    mystoryinmind mystoryinmind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2008

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    Us.

    what happen to us? what happened to I love you? what happened to forever?
    hishamocampo hishamocampo 22-25, M Aug 26, 2013

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    I have had plenty of good things happen to me

    in life that most people would be grateful for, yet I can never seem to be happy for long and I continue to feel more and more withdrawn from all the people in my life. Finding more folks with similar experiences online, which is of some comfort, but I feel like my ability to...
    K3TTLE K3TTLE 31-35, M Sep 5

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    An Old Friend.

    I had a good friend here on EP. We stayed in contact for a few years. I think the last time I heard anything from him was well over a year ago. His EP profile says he hasn't logged in since November 2012. He always wanted to take his own life and I am afraid he may have done...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    A Little As Ppl Mention It...

    Ever walk down the street one day and find yourself looking down maybe b/c of a bad day or a depression and see a guy's pants so low that his boxers are hanging out? Oh yea, one of those things we never really like to talk about but that we see every day (or at least I do). ...
    Gemini15 Gemini15 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    The Question of the Day?

    Where did it go? I noticed it was something that newly joining members would use a lot when they were learning there way around for the first time. I enjoyed reading the answers as well. What happened to this feature?
    BlueGeorgia BlueGeorgia 41-45, M 9 Responses Feb 21, 2008

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    I Wonder What Happened

    Thinking back to my childhood, the years of schooling that flew by (just like everyone always said they would, and I refused to believe them at the time) For the first time in my life it's starting to seem difficult to differentiate this year from last year, and last year from...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2012

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    A While Back

    I was walking through a casino with my breifcase, going to a Starbucks for some wireless time and coffee when this young lady pased me.As we passed she smiled and said HI!I stopped and turned to look, afterall, why was this total stranger saying HI like I was a long lost friend...
    outercalm outercalm 46-50, M Jan 14, 2011

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    Just Words

    I should have worn the pinstriped khaki's... But I didn't, instead I grabbed the solid beige pants with a same colored sweater. You know the one with the little hole cut out in the center. Not in a sleazy way, just cute and dressy. I love this top, it has a...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2008

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    Today all I remembered was watching guardians

    of he galaxy and going home... I don't even recall that you were there... Because I blocked out that all you wanted to do was touch my breasts and kiss me during the movie that I paid for, that you said you would pay for and take me out on a date. I guess we have different views...
    Tiodio Tiodio 18-21, F Aug 7

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    My heart and soul cry.

    Have been saying this for decades. Rankings. http://youtu.be/T8UqdPKbpWM http://youtu.be/rsL6mKxtOlQ http://youtu.be/ZPHSXUS0_1c
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 26

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    Related Experiences

    It's getting a bit too hard. The situation in school's just going down the drain and so is the situation at home. At school, my 'friends' are trying to make a fool out of me in...
    EvanescentIridescent EvanescentIridescent 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Why do I continue to suffer day in and day out? Everyone I know has abandoned me. What will be left of me when I'm dead? There was nothing when I lived. People assume it's never...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I always wonder if I were killed and I was on the news would my old friends call my house to find out what happened? or would it still be like now since no one cares I exist.
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 18-21, M Aug 18

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    Him and I met last year in August , we began to talk here and there. But, then every time I would talk to him via twitter ot text he would always reply, if it was about how his day...
    ALEHTHEKID ALEHTHEKID 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    What if there were no labels? No straight? No gay? No lesbian? No transgender? Etc. What if we were all just people. What if we were all just bodies, built differently. Like cars...
    TommieLee TommieLee 22-25 Aug 14

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    I really have no idea what to do in my life now. It feels like i have no destiny in life. A little background of myself is that im the youngest child in my family. I have 3 sisters...
    iambacknow iambacknow 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I wonder what people really see when they look at me. Do they see a depressed person just walking by. Do they see a monster in a hoodie, avoiding eye contact at any cost. Do they...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I also wonder what people think when they see me. What do you think?
    ollie27 ollie27 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I try to stay positive and not get down on things, but I really do wonder what my purpose here is, being born with the disabilities that I was, I try to understand why, whats the...
    wheelchairwonder wheelchairwonder 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    I wonder what people really see when they look at me. Do they see my beautiful smile that holds all my insecurities. Maybe they see my fear held deep with in my eyes. Can they see...
    SusieBlu SusieBlu 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 2

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    i wonder what people see in me, wat i look like to my self is a girl who is not pretty, has thick horrable tangled hair, and fat but people look at me and say im pretty im not sure...
    TheColorfulDino TheColorfulDino 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    "O would some power the giftie gie us to see ourselves as others see us" Possibly the only good thing Robert Burns ever wrote, apart from Auld Lang Syne. Seeing not just myself...
    Wonderfulduckling94 Wonderfulduckling94 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    College Assignment I have to show up for class dressed out of charter for me. What do you think is out of charter for me that I could show by wearing to class???
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 14 hrs ago

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    I honestly don't know what to do anymore It's hard to continue acting happy :( when inside I'm breaking each day I just want the pain to end I want everything to end I give up
    AutumnMagic AutumnMagic 16-17, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I do the best I can with what I have. I try so hard to not be alone. I don't know what it is about me that people just don't like, and I don't know how to change. I try to connect...
    tibber4lyfe tibber4lyfe 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    What's the point anymore? Honestly, I don't know anymore. Everyone treats you like ****, you keep it stored inside until one day when you're hanging from your ceiling by a rope. I...
    XdMaRiNoX13 XdMaRiNoX13 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 2

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    When I was younger I had long beautiful thick hair down below my behind, a pretty decent figure and I was very outgoing , hanging around with my friends and having great adventures...
    westwoman westwoman 56-60, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    When people look at me I wonder if they see things all the same as each other or differently. I'm "Anny" to my friends (2) who accept my really big and obvious problems. I like...
    Andwen Andwen 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    I always wonder if people see colours the same way i do? Like if what i see as green, is what purple looks like to them? If you get me?
    James5946 James5946 18-21, M 6 Responses Aug 23

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    Shacked up on the third floor after having surgery, my wife tells me that (what we had semi been discussing) the marriage is over. She continues to live there for a while to save...
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M Aug 24

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    I always wonder if what I physically see in the mirror is the same as what others see when they see me & I always seem to ask whomever I'm hanging out with at the time to point out...
    lostbmo lostbmo 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Have you ever sat and thought about what the person your chatting to on here sounds like, i know i have many a time. Wondering if there voice matches your thoughts of them and...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 31

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    You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you want is to be found. You say your life is not worth living, but all you want is for someone to tel you there life is worse...
    Isis33 Isis33 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 1

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    Sometime I wonder why some people very childish in relationship. I think you need to have this kind of understanding, maturity and honesty. This is how to keep the relationship...
    anasitianisah anasitianisah 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    The night comes...the day ends..time to reflect..time to think over and over...and ask yourself...what's there more to life? Seems like time passes by...you try hard..you live..you...
    genesis99 genesis99 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I smile, laugh, and get really talkative..but then I will get in a bad mood and really depressed, and I keep it inside..I wonder if people see through that.
    zennarts zennarts 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I wonder sometimes cus like I'd be doin something and rover would just be looking at me then I'd pretend to throw something and he wouldn't get scared an in the night he like kinda...
    PANDASAREAWESOME67 PANDASAREAWESOME67 13-15, M Aug 18

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    i wonder how would it be to kill myself with white oleander
    andrada26 andrada26 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 29

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    Just wonder if people could see me as a decent person even if i've done some bad stuff in my past. I've changed, so i'm just qurious if people let you have a second chance at...
    Chess92 Chess92 18-21, M 6 Responses Sep 2

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    I wonder, but I don't really want to know. Especially if its something bad, they can keep it to themselves .-.
    laurynnm43 laurynnm43 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So used to being let down and lied to... I wonder if anyone can be truthful or of I'll ever be able to trust how people say they feel about me.
    Wranglergirl33 Wranglergirl33 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    When you look at me, what do you see? What stereotype would you put me under?
    KaylaJackie KaylaJackie 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I have body dismorphia and what I see in the mirror is not what others see
    jenadvice jenadvice 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    what if we dont all come from rich or upper class backgrounds with a family name that everyone recognizes but instead we come from a family that has great value and has struggled...
    mzzdede123 mzzdede123 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    What do you people think it is? Since I don't believe in death the same way most everyone does, I don't rea