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I Wonder What Happened

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    Shame

      Her shame   The day of her death has finally arrived, and devastated, dangerously flustered Shamaka Cried like a throbbing incised man burning in a blazing, contemptible fire while being pierced incessantly with prickly Shimmering knives. With great regret and...
    mystoryinmind mystoryinmind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2008

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    Left At The Altar

    When I was very young I was engaged to who I thought was the ONE. Unexpectedly he decided I wasn't the ONE. My first real experience with a broken heart.  Now that more than 4 decades have passed I wonder how his life turned out. I always picture him fat and bald!
    kcparadox kcparadox 56-60 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    An Old Friend.

    I had a good friend here on EP. We stayed in contact for a few years. I think the last time I heard anything from him was well over a year ago. His EP profile says he hasn't logged in since November 2012. He always wanted to take his own life and I am afraid he may have done...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    A While Back

    I was walking through a casino with my breifcase, going to a Starbucks for some wireless time and coffee when this young lady pased me.As we passed she smiled and said HI!I stopped and turned to look, afterall, why was this total stranger saying HI like I was a long lost friend...
    outercalm outercalm 46-50, M Jan 14, 2011

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    My heart and soul cry.

    Have been saying this for decades. Rankings. http://youtu.be/T8UqdPKbpWM http://youtu.be/rsL6mKxtOlQ http://youtu.be/ZPHSXUS0_1c
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Aug 26

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    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F Nov 20

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    I Wonder What Happened

    Thinking back to my childhood, the years of schooling that flew by (just like everyone always said they would, and I refused to believe them at the time) For the first time in my life it's starting to seem difficult to differentiate this year from last year, and last year from...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2012

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    I had a really close friend

    when I was a little kid. We used to do a lot of stuff together, partially because our moms were good friends. Then one day, his mom was murdered by her boyfriend. I never saw him again after that. It's been around 7 years since I've seen him, but I still wonder from time to time...
    RipperCreak RipperCreak 13-15, M 3 Responses Nov 28

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    As a Day Dreamer, I Can'...

    As a day dreamer, I can't help but to wonder. My imagination just loves to go wild.
    TheWicked TheWicked 26-30, F Apr 21, 2009

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    The Question of the Day?

    Where did it go? I noticed it was something that newly joining members would use a lot when they were learning there way around for the first time. I enjoyed reading the answers as well. What happened to this feature?
    BlueGeorgia BlueGeorgia 41-45, M 9 Responses Feb 21, 2008

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    Today all I remembered was watching guardians

    of he galaxy and going home... I don't even recall that you were there... Because I blocked out that all you wanted to do was touch my breasts and kiss me during the movie that I paid for, that you said you would pay for and take me out on a date. I guess we have different views...
    Tiodio Tiodio 18-21, F Aug 7

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    So yeah my feeling is

    that the world is a bit apathetic. By that, I mean that people get to bored too easily with things that are obviously amazing :P of course we want things to astound us, but why not say that everything is amazing. Of course it never hurts to be easily amused, and curiosity...
    Fretboard225 Fretboard225 16-17, M Jan 27

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    I have had plenty of good things happen to me

    in life that most people would be grateful for, yet I can never seem to be happy for long and I continue to feel more and more withdrawn from all the people in my life. Finding more folks with similar experiences online, which is of some comfort, but I feel like my ability to...
    K3TTLE K3TTLE 31-35, M Sep 5

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    How can someone intentionally demolish

    someone's life just for the fun of it?
    Heartbroken0688 Heartbroken0688 26-30, F Oct 3

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    Just Words

    I should have worn the pinstriped khaki's... But I didn't, instead I grabbed the solid beige pants with a same colored sweater. You know the one with the little hole cut out in the center. Not in a sleazy way, just cute and dressy. I love this top, it has a...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2008

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    A Little As Ppl Mention It...

    Ever walk down the street one day and find yourself looking down maybe b/c of a bad day or a depression and see a guy's pants so low that his boxers are hanging out? Oh yea, one of those things we never really like to talk about but that we see every day (or at least I do). ...
    Gemini15 Gemini15 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Us.

    what happen to us? what happened to I love you? what happened to forever?
    hishamocampo hishamocampo 22-25, M Aug 26, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I wonder what people really see What I see. Are we seeing the same color? Same shape? Texture? formatting into object, meaning, definition... I believe not because we have define...
    562alex 562alex 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i sometimes wonder whats wrong with me these days like seriously running around the house shirtless throwing food in the air.....i am a dork ig
    warriorwolf1818 warriorwolf1818 16-17, M Dec 7

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    I often wonder what if I never existed? Whose life would I have changed for the better? Whose life did I save? Whose life did I condemn? If I had never existed would anything be...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have thought for a long time that the course of my life has depended on a series of small choices. I met my wife on a visit to the pub shortly after breaking my nose playing...
    BridgeGuy BridgeGuy 56-60, M Nov 23

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    I sometimes wonder if I would loose my love for life or my spirit when I finally become an adult? I sometimes wonder if life would be better or worse. I wonder if I would ever find...
    Zineq Zineq 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I wonder how people see me ...I'm someone who has been ashamed of their physical looks most of their life . I never been happy with the fact that I have dark skin even though I...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    I started typing "I wonder" and this title popped up. It made me think. What WOULD My life be like if I did? Dare I say... It would be better and Easier?... I make choices...
    HopeGluesMyBrokenHeart HopeGluesMyBrokenHeart 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    sometime I wonder how others see me and what I look like to them
    cookieeeee cookieeeee 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 4

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    I honestly wonder all the time what people really see in me or how I look to others. Am I pretty? Nerdy, like able? Annoying? Too serious? Too sarcastic? I feel I am perceived...
    21falloutsatthedisco 21falloutsatthedisco 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 4

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    I often wonder if people see how warm and open my heart is. Do they feel the love I give? How do they really see me? To me, it's all so much deeper than what's on the outside.
    thescrap2hisbozley thescrap2hisbozley 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I love the lyric "i feel too cold to live but too young to die." but now, with where I am now, I'm not so sure about that last part. I want to get out, I need a permanent solution...
    jax632 jax632 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's not something I wonder everyday but recently I've been thinking about it a lot more. Maybe there is no purpose. we just exist and that's it
    0815Jade 0815Jade 22-25, F Nov 20

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    I feel like me, alongside my family, have struggled so much and really wonder if there's a purpose to it all. If I as and individual truly have a purpose and if there is reason why...
    ALostSiren ALostSiren 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    Lately I've been wondering this. I simply do not see the ponit in living at all. All we are doing is using up oxygen, and unecessarily taking up space that could be used for...
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 5

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    What in the world is happening to us right now. For crying out loud we live in 2014 why is racism still a thing?!! All I've heard this month is about cops killing blacks. And yes I...
    skyblue914 skyblue914 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I'm just wondering how people see me because many people told me that I looked way above my age even though I'm 15 they tell me I look 18, 19 even 20! I think it's probably my...
    mysticaldreams mysticaldreams 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Here is my theory: I think the reason we can't seem to figure this out is because we humans are so self-centered that we always think "what is the purpose of MY life" and "why do...
    allaboutsex allaboutsex 41-45, M Nov 21

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    Right now...its midday...*peeks at clock*...ok..its ten past...im done with this mornings paperwork...got loads done...all up to date now. The carpet had been vacuumed...thats...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 28

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    Ask anybody who has suffered a serious disabling injury, and they'll tell you that they at one point or another have struggled with body image issues. Disability has a wide...
    petergavin69 petergavin69 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    im tired of living, in a world of cheaters, liers, users, abusers, what's there to be happy about? When ppl can backstab you with a smile while shaking your hand in friendship, or...
    GoldGuard GoldGuard 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 20

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    I just do what I do. I don't bother learning what it is. If I find out I will find out and that's it. And if I die before hand then so be it. I'm not going to just give up and...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Nov 21

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    What do you see when you see homeless man holding up a sign? I see a mentally dysfunctional individual who came from a long line of brokenness in his family.
    OwlWolf OwlWolf 22-25, F 9 Responses Nov 24

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    Gentlemen what say you? Anything unusual and interesting yay nay? Sorry it said my original question was too short. Lol
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 11 Responses Nov 25

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    What is life? ...............
    SheIsHealing SheIsHealing 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    What does it mean when I girl bits their lip...
    cucumber805 cucumber805 13-15, M 11 Responses Nov 26

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    There are those people who are nice and fun to be around, people who are quiet and don't talk much (Me...), and people who are just damn right mean, annoying and or possibly stupid...
    Cooper802 Cooper802 13-15, M Nov 26

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    what's the point of living when you're useless? unwanted, untalented, worthless, fat, ugly, disgusting, society trash, waste of space? you know, i think of myself a lot worse than...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I can not tell anyone what I'm thinking about. but I can tell you I'm thinking about black cat by mayday parade since it's playing. I'm thinking I need a nap and I'm thinking why...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 28

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    This question for all that know me on EP , what are you thinking about right now as you read this message, ?
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 29

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    I had a dream I was in a mental institution and had a pentagram cut in to the back of my right hand. Any ideas what this means?
    GrnEydKit89 GrnEydKit89 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29

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