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I Wonder What Happened

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    I have had plenty of good things happen to me

    in life that most people would be grateful for, yet I can never seem to be happy for long and I continue to feel more and more withdrawn from all the people in my life. Finding more folks with similar experiences online, which is of some comfort, but I feel like my ability to...
    K3TTLE K3TTLE 31-35, M Sep 5, 2014

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    How can someone intentionally demolish

    someone's life just for the fun of it?
    Heartbroken0688 Heartbroken0688 26-30, F Oct 3, 2014

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    The Question of the Day?

    Where did it go? I noticed it was something that newly joining members would use a lot when they were learning there way around for the first time. I enjoyed reading the answers as well. What happened to this feature?
    BlueGeorgia BlueGeorgia 41-45, M 9 Responses Feb 21, 2008

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    An Old Friend.

    I had a good friend here on EP. We stayed in contact for a few years. I think the last time I heard anything from him was well over a year ago. His EP profile says he hasn't logged in since November 2012. He always wanted to take his own life and I am afraid he may have done...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    Left At The Altar

    When I was very young I was engaged to who I thought was the ONE. Unexpectedly he decided I wasn't the ONE. My first real experience with a broken heart.  Now that more than 4 decades have passed I wonder how his life turned out. I always picture him fat and bald!
    kcparadox kcparadox 56-60 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F Nov 20, 2014

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    A While Back

    I was walking through a casino with my breifcase, going to a Starbucks for some wireless time and coffee when this young lady pased me.As we passed she smiled and said HI!I stopped and turned to look, afterall, why was this total stranger saying HI like I was a long lost friend...
    outercalm outercalm 46-50, M Jan 14, 2011

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    As a Day Dreamer, I Can'...

    As a day dreamer, I can't help but to wonder. My imagination just loves to go wild.
    TheWicked TheWicked 26-30, F Apr 21, 2009

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    I had a really close friend

    when I was a little kid. We used to do a lot of stuff together, partially because our moms were good friends. Then one day, his mom was murdered by her boyfriend. I never saw him again after that. It's been around 7 years since I've seen him, but I still wonder from time to time...
    RipperCreak RipperCreak 13-15, M 4 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    A Little As Ppl Mention It...

    Ever walk down the street one day and find yourself looking down maybe b/c of a bad day or a depression and see a guy's pants so low that his boxers are hanging out? Oh yea, one of those things we never really like to talk about but that we see every day (or at least I do). ...
    Gemini15 Gemini15 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Shame

      Her shame   The day of her death has finally arrived, and devastated, dangerously flustered Shamaka Cried like a throbbing incised man burning in a blazing, contemptible fire while being pierced incessantly with prickly Shimmering knives. With great regret and...
    mystoryinmind mystoryinmind 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2008

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    I Wonder What Happened

    Thinking back to my childhood, the years of schooling that flew by (just like everyone always said they would, and I refused to believe them at the time) For the first time in my life it's starting to seem difficult to differentiate this year from last year, and last year from...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2012

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    So yeah my feeling is

    that the world is a bit apathetic. By that, I mean that people get to bored too easily with things that are obviously amazing :P of course we want things to astound us, but why not say that everything is amazing. Of course it never hurts to be easily amused, and curiosity...
    Fretboard225 Fretboard225 16-17, M Jan 27, 2014

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    Just Words

    I should have worn the pinstriped khaki's... But I didn't, instead I grabbed the solid beige pants with a same colored sweater. You know the one with the little hole cut out in the center. Not in a sleazy way, just cute and dressy. I love this top, it has a...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2008

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    Today all I remembered was watching guardians

    of he galaxy and going home... I don't even recall that you were there... Because I blocked out that all you wanted to do was touch my breasts and kiss me during the movie that I paid for, that you said you would pay for and take me out on a date. I guess we have different views...
    Tiodio Tiodio 18-21, F Aug 7, 2014

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    Us.

    what happen to us? what happened to I love you? what happened to forever?
    hishamocampo hishamocampo 22-25, M Aug 26, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I made a mistake. Last night I went to a friends house for a little get-together, had a laugh, had a lot to drink, then made the biggest mistake of my life. I started messaging my...
    DanBurnett DanBurnett 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    sometimes I wonder what life would be like if my brushes with death had happened. would my family be in a better place? would my children have better lives? would the everyday...
    tsnuggles tsnuggles 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am fully condemming what happened in Paris yesterday, my heart goes out to all those innocent peoples friends and family, may your loved ones REST IN PEACEJe Suis CHARLIE
    LeggyLady LeggyLady 22-25 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I often wonder what people see when they look at me. I wonder if they see someone that's stupid and in need of guidance because EVERYONE seems to feel the need to give me step by...
    jamesmarie09 jamesmarie09 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 19

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    I really wonder what people see in this pic of me. What I see is some sick girl who got bored of being in bed and took a pic of herself. xD now what do other people think?
    GirlyPerson GirlyPerson 18-21, F 15 Responses Jan 5

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    I wonder what it would be like if I didn't spend so much time on the internet, like if I didn't use the internet all the time. Without internet friends, what would I be like. Would...
    raraggl raraggl 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    Today I need love as I feel it will relive my stress but when I see old people I think they have done the same thing that I am doing now and they are still unhappy at their age.so...
    apoorv2014 apoorv2014 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    I wonder what its like to have that neural pathway that integrates pain and fear destroyed. The ability to be invincible and resistant to human nature's weaknesses. *Sighs*
    50ShadesOfAnne 50ShadesOfAnne 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I see women and men and I think "Wow, they are so attractive and sexy, they could have sex with anyone they wanted too." It makes me wonder what that confidence would feel like.
    benbtrayed benbtrayed 51-55, M 4 days ago

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    I always think this...and honestly when I'm in a depression spell - I don't care. I'm such an idiot I tried over dosing on melitoine which is all natural...so that didn't work and...
    nicolebnagy nicolebnagy 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    Everyone wonders sometime in their life, what is life? The question that is always there, the question that is always asked, bet never truly answered. You can create analogies...
    theycallmetk theycallmetk 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    And I wonder if I will ever be okay. I wonder if I will ever be able to truly love myself. I wonder if I can reach my dreams or always down myself. I wonder a lot.
    emiri77 emiri77 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 22

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    I'm actually meant to be this way. I wonder if this is who I am. I wonder if I made a mistake in becoming like this, or if I was supposed to become as bitter as I am. I wonder if...
    TheHalfMadWriter TheHalfMadWriter 16-17, F Jan 4

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    They say that everything happens for a reason and that everyone has a purpose on this earth but i find that really hard to believe. Most of my life i been good to people but me...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 19

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    All religious reading materials were put together by man. To anyone reading this I have never read what makes up the Bible from cover to cover or any other religious books such...
    ItsOnlyAPaperMoon ItsOnlyAPaperMoon 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    I have nosey neighbors in my neighborhood who are Mexican and they know everything I buy and everything I do. They once said that "I am so ugly that I cannot even get a man". They...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I feel so depressed when I see someone who was laughing at one moment and on the other he is dead,it makes me wonder
    apoorv2014 apoorv2014 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    I Wonderr If Anyonee Everr Looks Att Mee & Thinkk "Woww, She's Beautiful ?
    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 18

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    I wonder how happy I would be if I hadn't confessed and slept with my cousin.
    psychedeliica psychedeliica 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I wish I really knew how he felt. the things he says to me, oh wow...would be so wonderful to believe. but the things he does makes me feel as if I could stop breathing and he...
    dkemama dkemama 31-35, F Jan 21

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    I've always wondered if guys in REAL LIFE find me attractive or think I'm awesome and funny haha I'll never know...
    michellesydney michellesydney 18-21, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    I really wonder this sometimes ......
    boxersoff4u boxersoff4u 51-55, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    ...why is my life so hard? Why is everyone that I care about leaving me? I don't think I can live anymore. I can't continue to live like this forever. Why does everyone hate me so...
    08RoseBlack 08RoseBlack 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Happpines; this is the frist pice of Philisphy argument as to what happiness is that us as powerful today as when Socrates first discussed in over 2400 years ago. The two main...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    I just feel like I have no control anymore, after everything I've had to deal with. No matter how much I wish for it, I can't rewind time, and even if I did, I'd just be reliving...
    NimbusNimpy NimbusNimpy 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    please tell me what keep you from ending your life? i'm so lonely right now, my friends and family are far far away. i dont know what's the meaning of life. why shouldn't die now...
    chocolattee chocolattee 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 2

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    After some life experiences, I tend to be hard on me and the ones I love. I don't want others to change... but do demand respect at all time. I hate telling again and again to an...
    Lislislis Lislislis 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I am not religious at all. I really don't know what to believe but I'm sure something had to make everything we know like space and matter and physics... It keeps me up at night...
    Zoekosmopoulos Zoekosmopoulos 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    What if's run my mind all the time. I ALWAYS play out scenarios if things were different...
    LostLatina LostLatina 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    What if the calendar was never invented?
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F Jan 4

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    I suck at this but here it goes. It's weird my depression has hit an all time high. My life from the outside isn't that bad. I've got a lot of good people and things going for me...
    RedSally RedSally 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 5