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I Wonder What I Ever Saw In Them

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    I realize now my ex was pretty stupid. I can't believe I did not notice it before. I think he just just smokes too much dope. I sent him an e-mail saying I am tired of him not showing any interest and he waits 10 days to answer. LOL O wait it gets better .... His reason for...
    curiousblogger curiousblogger 31-35, F Dec 11, 2011

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    I would constantly wonder what my life would have been like if I had cut certain people off sooner, gathered the courage to say hello to others, been brave enough to do or say...
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    what if I stayed with my boyfriend and never broke up from him, I'm wondering what was happening. I think he was sleeping with other girls while I'm waiting for a call from him.
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    I'm 100% sure my life would be better, well if not better, certainly easier. But I made them, and my life is effectively over because of them. At 26, life won't get much better...
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    I have to wonder...If I had made the wrong choices, if I hadn't messed it up, would I still be with him? Would I be as happy as I am now? He tore my heart to pieces and now it's...
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    I feel like people would be surprised . I feel like my best friends would blame themselves and the general wouldn't really care because who am I .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    If I killed myself I wouldn't care what people think cuz when I was alive they treat me like ****.... If I did all I wont say in a note is im sorry and that I love everyone but its...
    jojorigal jojorigal 16-17 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I know that people would cry and what not and wonder why but I would really like to know what my own parents think since the are the source of my depression
    izzylark izzylark 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I wonder what my life would have been like if I had not allowed people to bully me
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    I'm married and my wife ******* at me about everything she's allowed to have guy friends and have them come over while I'm at work but the minute I have a female friend. To her I...
    stevo66669 stevo66669 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I honestly am on possibly the worst bipolar low. So this has me wondering if anybody would care if I did kill myself. My dad practically avoids me at every step and everything is...
    Kornloves22 Kornloves22 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Should I tell you a story or maybe three? I went to buy this phone soon as I came back to India in 2012 august..I was sitting alone in the bus... with the packet opened.. I was 21...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I always wonder what the people around me think. I find that sometimes I can be annoying sometimes. I always feel like someone wants to shut me up, but are to nice to.
    BaiiBoo BaiiBoo 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I would imagine they would have used the vegetation around them much like the tribes still active in New Guinea, Probably also use what's around them for other toiletries also
    Markyb8376 Markyb8376 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    To all the depressed people suicidal n all, before you say something, ask yourself one question. Have you ever tried living? Put some effort in to living? Have you ever eaten...
    Bllahblah Bllahblah 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Everyone around me sees me as angry mean and evil but my attitude is a build up of growing up being identified as a dark skin girl with nappy hair I have been called ugly so many...
    morganwm09 morganwm09 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I always thought the days would get brighter. And I always thought I'd see myself smile soon. But it's been 8 years and I'm sad. I'm more sad than ever before and I don't know what...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Another EP and I were chatting nicely and everything was going well (I thought) I have had two "blue" days I have been ill physically and emotionally anyway, yesterday we were...
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    should I kill my self for being such a failure? I'm 29 and never had a girlfriend or approached a girl, work on a dead end job, just starting university this sep to get my degree...
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    It's my brothers birthday soon, he would have been 33. He committed suicide before his 30th birthday. He died once. But the loved ones he left behind have to die a little...
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    Having realised that people are just out for everything they can get from another in any way they can. I would never let anyone ever get close to me again. I've traveled the world...
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    I really don't want to be around anymore, but I don't think my mum or my dog will ever recover if I did something... I don't want to be responsible for causing them pain but I don...
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    all the time i wonder how i come across to other people. if i really am a wonderful person or if i'm rude and mean. it would be very interesting thats for sure.
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    Last night I dreamed that I was pregnant, and that I could feel the baby inside me kicking and moving whenever I laugh or speaking, it seems that the baby is talking to me through...
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    I get fidgety during meetings so I often curl my legs under me or I put my feet on the chair with my knees at my chin. I work with mostly males 20+ years older than me. I wonder if...
    Serastrazsa Serastrazsa 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 15

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    All the time. Especially when I talk to them
    addictedtolife99 addictedtolife99 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    We always are worrying about what people think or see. I believe that if you dress how you like and love your style then it doesn't matter how people see you because you love who...
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