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I Wonder What I Would See If My Life Flashed Before My Eyes

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    It Happened To Me Already..

    At 10 years old. No lie. I almost drowned. And the memory is oddly both vivid and fuzzy. But that shitt happens. You do recall so many moments of your life within an instant. I was only 10, but even then I remembered my first day of Kindergarten, the day my brother was born and...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    I Wonder

    i wonder what i will see when i die . what will flash before my eyes. i don't really know . i hope i would see my mother.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 20, 2010

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    Suspension

    i think it would put things in perspective. i feel like would see all he small but significant moments that i had all but forgotten about, the little things that make me who i am. i feel so disconnected from myself, my life, and the world right now that i wonder whether something...
    Fahrenheit Fahrenheit 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2009

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    My Life....The Secrets.......The Truth.....

    I know what I would see,at the beginning,I would see me,a baby,cute and warm. Then as the years pass,I would see a fight,a fight that would split,my mother,my sweet mother,and my my abusive smoking dad,apart. Then comes the despair,the displeasure,the pain. As I grow older,more...
    Goldpaw Goldpaw 13-15 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    What Is My Purpose In This World?

    Born a child of a father soldier and a army raised mother, my crazy mother, the mother you would hate forever my father, the one man who i looked up to he said he loved me then left for iraq and i was with my stepmother he comes home a changed man and i leave my 2 sisters and my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    Self observance is not one my strong points. It is one where I don't really care to exercise or develop especially when you battle depression. The possibility of self damage is too...
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    I wonder what people see when they look at me. Do they see a normal girl? Do they see a weirdo? Do they see a nerd? I get kind of paranoid over this kind of thing, though I've been...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I wonder what people see in me. I dont see anything special...
    kyleigh188 kyleigh188 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 29

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    The daily struggle for me. Even though a lot of people tell me im a quiet and reserved person I still wonder what people see me as in there mind
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I never had any girlfriends up until my 30s. I always got rejected by girls all my life and still do. The few girlfriends and sex I had was all by luck. Nothing else !When I go...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Oct 4

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    I have always wondered what people really think of me and what they actually see when they look at me. Do they see me for who I am or for who I appear to be. It's always baffled me...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I wonder this day and night. Would I actually appreciate the sarcasm that falls from my lips, would I dislike the immaturity that I display, or would I laugh at all the stupidity...
    CamilleThomas CamilleThomas 18-21, F Oct 12

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    I just constantly wonder what people really see in me. I'm shy, at times very insecure. I don't take very many pics. Of myself because I'm not confident in my appearance, I can...
    Isa44 Isa44 26-30, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    What people see is a perception! We see, hear of it throuh our natural senses. The understanding, throught process and then projecting an impression and/or a deception. The...
    intheair2nite intheair2nite 46-50, F 8 Responses Sep 21

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    Don't go there! If you start to think about the what ifs in life, you'll never enjoy the what are's!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Sep 24

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    I didn't love that boy, or missed that train? Would my life be different somehow altered because of one slight change to my past. What if I chose a red umbrella instead of a black...
    CombatBarbie CombatBarbie 18-21, F Oct 7

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    When they look at me people seem to look way in disgust or they just smile sadly I don't know why I wonder if it's because of the way i look that's always been the problem what I...
    hitomiyoshida hitomiyoshida 16-17, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I wonder if people see me how I see myself...
    h20polo13 h20polo13 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 28

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    I wonder how people see me if it is the way I see myself or not
    mrloweco mrloweco 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    Then again I also probably wonder what means really means
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M Sep 23

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    What would do if was your last? Off course spend time with family but I want to know what u would really do?
    tasea tasea 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    What would you do if you met a real dalek
    hereisme hereisme 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    The memories of missed opportunities and what ifs can conjure up powerful emotions of regret. Look, I have regretted a lot of things in my life, but this was the big one. It was...
    jonbz17 jonbz17 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 23

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    Things would of been much better or worst .. I guess all never know :/ But all I know is that everything I did I did it for him.. Kus I thought it was the best I could do for him...
    Verano93 Verano93 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    I hate this, mom is a bloody stupid lunatic always fighting with that dumb man, and River seems to be the only one who enjoys my company. **** this. Sorry for swearing but why, I'm...
    Owlshirt Owlshirt 16-17, F Oct 12

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    Its not about the clothes, or even my submissive side, really, because while I do lean that way, I think I actually might be less so if I was an innie instead of an outie. Instead...
    mickitg mickitg 41-45, T 15 hrs ago

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    What does anyone see? Sure you see my eyes, my hair, my skin, my smile. Is that smile fake? Can you tell the difference? Do all you see is just a girl? Or do you actually see whats...
    DeathAngelS300 DeathAngelS300 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 3

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    I have this friend that I've known for several yrs now. Last night as we were texting things took a turn towards something I never thought would happen. It took a turn down sexual...
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I think about it Quite often lately Not as a first choice but as a back up My life seems to have gone on for 32yrs with no point No meaningful achievements Can't find a place to...
    MNI1982 MNI1982 31-35, F Oct 1

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    I think about it Quite often lately Not as a first choice but as a back up My life seems to have gone on for 32yrs with no point No meaningful achievements Can't find a place to...
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    What do you see? Yeah there's the brown hair and eyes, but what else? You can't see what's inside, that's why it's so easy for others to judge, to assume, and to turn away. But we...
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    I wonder how life would have been had I made a decision on choosing my current man as opposed to the one I chose.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Sep 25

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    So there's this friend that I've known for a while, and I've always got along with him really well and I'm comfortable around him. I've pretty much always liked him, and he...
    Cece4 Cece4 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    So I'm going to try to explain exactly how I've been feeling lately. And it's so damn complicated that most of the time I'm not even quite sure what I'm trying to say. I feel like...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I wonder...since the world would later on end, if the god(s) above put us all here to observe if we could solve the mystery of the universe before time runs out.
    SeaSalt38 SeaSalt38 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Would I be any kinder? Would I be more open? Would I have a better job? Would I be lonely and broken hearted? Would I have more friends? These are few of the things that could be...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M Sep 24

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    Ive been thinking a lot if I made a good decision to leave my current country and moved to different country. Many people who I care would mostly say why moved there? When they all...
    swisspinay30 swisspinay30 26-30, F Sep 24

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    Life is so dull 99% of the time. It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning...
    Dontcare8 Dontcare8 26-30, F 17 Responses Sep 25

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    The one thing I know I truly value is the beautiful recognition and feeling that comes when someone else genuinely understands who I am. When I can recognise in the way someone...
    crescendo282 crescendo282 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 21

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    The comprehension of counsciousness belonging to oneself leaves you helpless. Experiencing the world through abstract tools. Dwelling on the notion of meaning. It is the greatest...
    Matoy Matoy 16-17, M Sep 23

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    I really really wonder too, unfortunatelly answer is ; yes !
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F Sep 24

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    What if I never let my mother hit me? What if I stood up for myself? Would I not be afraid of the world anymore?
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    If i do such bad behavior .... Well people in my surroundings think im such a ***** and will see me no future. But if i am such a good girl like go to school , house and innocent...
    mizchenee mizchenee 16-17, F Sep 25

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    They Are Loud Today~ Seems like something has them all riled up. All the dogs on our block are barking like crazy. They have been for two hours straight. Its not just the dogs. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 6

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    This is really going to stupid because I haven't had a bad life by any stretch of the imagination. Growing up, my parents definitely wouldn't have won any awards and we never had...
    collegiatepanda collegiatepanda 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 7

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    For this topic, maybe it would be interesting but I think that both of us will not acknowledge each other's existence and just use our iPads on different ends of the bed so.... It...
    ObedientWife123 ObedientWife123 36-40, F Oct 12

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