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I Wonder What I Would See If My Life Flashed Before My Eyes

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    My Life....The Secrets.......The Truth.....

    I know what I would see,at the beginning,I would see me,a baby,cute and warm. Then as the years pass,I would see a fight,a fight that would split,my mother,my sweet mother,and my my abusive smoking dad,apart. Then comes the despair,the displeasure,the pain. As I grow older,more...
    Goldpaw Goldpaw 13-15 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    It Happened To Me Already..

    At 10 years old. No lie. I almost drowned. And the memory is oddly both vivid and fuzzy. But that shitt happens. You do recall so many moments of your life within an instant. I was only 10, but even then I remembered my first day of Kindergarten, the day my brother was born and...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    I Wonder

    i wonder what i will see when i die . what will flash before my eyes. i don't really know . i hope i would see my mother.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 20, 2010

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    What Is My Purpose In This World?

    Born a child of a father soldier and a army raised mother, my crazy mother, the mother you would hate forever my father, the one man who i looked up to he said he loved me then left for iraq and i was with my stepmother he comes home a changed man and i leave my 2 sisters and my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    Suspension

    i think it would put things in perspective. i feel like would see all he small but significant moments that i had all but forgotten about, the little things that make me who i am. i feel so disconnected from myself, my life, and the world right now that i wonder whether something...
    Fahrenheit Fahrenheit 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2009

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    sometimes I wonder what life would be like if my brushes with death had happened. would my family be in a better place? would my children have better lives? would the everyday...
    tsnuggles tsnuggles 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I always think this...and honestly when I'm in a depression spell - I don't care. I'm such an idiot I tried over dosing on melitoine which is all natural...so that didn't work and...
    nicolebnagy nicolebnagy 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    ...why is my life so hard? Why is everyone that I care about leaving me? I don't think I can live anymore. I can't continue to live like this forever. Why does everyone hate me so...
    08RoseBlack 08RoseBlack 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I think that no one would miss me
    craz3f8g craz3f8g 18-21 16 hrs ago

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    I often wonder what people see when they look at me. I wonder if they see someone that's stupid and in need of guidance because EVERYONE seems to feel the need to give me step by...
    jamesmarie09 jamesmarie09 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 19

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    I really wonder what people see in this pic of me. What I see is some sick girl who got bored of being in bed and took a pic of herself. xD now what do other people think?
    GirlyPerson GirlyPerson 18-21, F 15 Responses Jan 5

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    Everyone wonders sometime in their life, what is life? The question that is always there, the question that is always asked, bet never truly answered. You can create analogies...
    theycallmetk theycallmetk 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    I wonder what it would be like if I didn't spend so much time on the internet, like if I didn't use the internet all the time. Without internet friends, what would I be like. Would...
    raraggl raraggl 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    I see women and men and I think "Wow, they are so attractive and sexy, they could have sex with anyone they wanted too." It makes me wonder what that confidence would feel like.
    benbtrayed benbtrayed 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    #1: My son, Emerson. After a long and difficult pregnancy, it is so relieving to have such a happy, healthy young boy to call my own. Motherhood is not the easiest job (by far) but...
    lesleymomof1 lesleymomof1 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Today I need love as I feel it will relive my stress but when I see old people I think they have done the same thing that I am doing now and they are still unhappy at their age.so...
    apoorv2014 apoorv2014 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    I wonder what its like to have that neural pathway that integrates pain and fear destroyed. The ability to be invincible and resistant to human nature's weaknesses. *Sighs*
    50ShadesOfAnne 50ShadesOfAnne 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I made a mistake. Last night I went to a friends house for a little get-together, had a laugh, had a lot to drink, then made the biggest mistake of my life. I started messaging my...
    DanBurnett DanBurnett 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    They say that everything happens for a reason and that everyone has a purpose on this earth but i find that really hard to believe. Most of my life i been good to people but me...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 19

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    Seriously, what is the point. i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 13

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    I have nosey neighbors in my neighborhood who are Mexican and they know everything I buy and everything I do. They once said that "I am so ugly that I cannot even get a man". They...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Idk if I'm the only one but I wish their was a guide or something tht u get around a certain age that tells you what choices you make in life will take u. Yeah it may take away the...
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F Jan 19

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    All religious reading materials were put together by man. To anyone reading this I have never read what makes up the Bible from cover to cover or any other religious books such...
    ItsOnlyAPaperMoon ItsOnlyAPaperMoon 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    They seem to stare at me with judging eyes
    MyaA13 MyaA13 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    I just feel like I have no control anymore, after everything I've had to deal with. No matter how much I wish for it, I can't rewind time, and even if I did, I'd just be reliving...
    NimbusNimpy NimbusNimpy 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Your money personality is .. Reasonable..... You are likely very financially savvy. You probably track your purchases down to the penny. Even if you have money problems, you try...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    I suck at this but here it goes. It's weird my depression has hit an all time high. My life from the outside isn't that bad. I've got a lot of good people and things going for me...
    RedSally RedSally 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 5

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    Is it the stories we tell? Is it the experiences we have? What makes us different from something like a machine? Some could argue it is because we can make choices.However with...
    Shadowghost123 Shadowghost123 18-21, M Jan 12

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    I wonder how happy I would be if I hadn't confessed and slept with my cousin.
    psychedeliica psychedeliica 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I've always wondered if guys in REAL LIFE find me attractive or think I'm awesome and funny haha I'll never know...
    michellesydney michellesydney 18-21, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    My horse is my life honestly. If I had never have gotten her I don't know where my life would be at this point.
    jackdragon22399 jackdragon22399 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    After some life experiences, I tend to be hard on me and the ones I love. I don't want others to change... but do demand respect at all time. I hate telling again and again to an...
    Lislislis Lislislis 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    1. God. I don't know where I'd be without my faith. It has carried me through some very dark times. 2. Husband. He is amazing. I love him so much. I met him when I was 18 and he...
    TheLittleMrs TheLittleMrs 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Will you suffer me? (I beckon thee) I never had the courage to befriend your kind Still I wanna meet the person that's behind those eyes I've never had the money to bring the sky...
    kase1213 kase1213 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    To me your the world Your one of my closest friends who I can talk with about anything Yet outside of school we barely speak I message you, but no reply When you break down and...
    Funnychase66 Funnychase66 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    And I wonder if I will ever be okay. I wonder if I will ever be able to truly love myself. I wonder if I can reach my dreams or always down myself. I wonder a lot.
    emiri77 emiri77 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 22

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    please tell me what keep you from ending your life? i'm so lonely right now, my friends and family are far far away. i dont know what's the meaning of life. why shouldn't die now...
    chocolattee chocolattee 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I feel alone and far below your feet before I fall asleep I feel I'm wasted flesh stood up for kicks and here I am laughing standing and taking licks before I fall asleep just now...
    kase1213 kase1213 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    What if's run my mind all the time. I ALWAYS play out scenarios if things were different...
    LostLatina LostLatina 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I am, Im not suicidal or anything.... Far from it even. But I was just wandering, Whats the point? We will live as normal citizens; go to school, work, retire, rot and die. We will...
    Amy107 Amy107 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I've been feeling this way for the past 15 years. What is the point of living when you've got nothing to look forward to when you wake up the next day? I 've been obsessed with...
    atonement86 atonement86 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    I wish I really knew how he felt. the things he says to me, oh wow...would be so wonderful to believe. but the things he does makes me feel as if I could stop breathing and he...
    dkemama dkemama 31-35, F Jan 21

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    I keep thinking about what I'm going to do with my life now that I'm finally 18 and about to graduate high school. I want to serve my country and protect the people that can't be...
    Mylifeasahuman Mylifeasahuman 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I'm actually meant to be this way. I wonder if this is who I am. I wonder if I made a mistake in becoming like this, or if I was supposed to become as bitter as I am. I wonder if...
    TheHalfMadWriter TheHalfMadWriter 16-17, F Jan 4

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    I feel so depressed when I see someone who was laughing at one moment and on the other he is dead,it makes me wonder
    apoorv2014 apoorv2014 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 7

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