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I Wonder What I Would See If My Life Flashed Before My Eyes

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    i think it would put things in perspective. i feel like would see all he small but significant moments that i had all but forgotten about, the little things that make me who i am. i feel so disconnected from myself, my life, and the world right now that i wonder whether something...
    Fahrenheit Fahrenheit 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2009

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    My Life....The Secrets.......The Truth.....

    I know what I would see,at the beginning,I would see me,a baby,cute and warm. Then as the years pass,I would see a fight,a fight that would split,my mother,my sweet mother,and my my abusive smoking dad,apart. Then comes the despair,the displeasure,the pain. As I grow older,more...
    Goldpaw Goldpaw 13-15 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    What Is My Purpose In This World?

    Born a child of a father soldier and a army raised mother, my crazy mother, the mother you would hate forever my father, the one man who i looked up to he said he loved me then left for iraq and i was with my stepmother he comes home a changed man and i leave my 2 sisters and my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    I Wonder

    i wonder what i will see when i die . what will flash before my eyes. i don't really know . i hope i would see my mother.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 20, 2010

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    It Happened To Me Already..

    At 10 years old. No lie. I almost drowned. And the memory is oddly both vivid and fuzzy. But that shitt happens. You do recall so many moments of your life within an instant. I was only 10, but even then I remembered my first day of Kindergarten, the day my brother was born and...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    i wonder what people see in me, wat i look like to my self is a girl who is not pretty, has thick horrable tangled hair, and fat but people look at me and say im pretty im not sure...
    TheColorfulDino TheColorfulDino 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    I really have no idea what to do in my life now. It feels like i have no destiny in life. A little background of myself is that im the youngest child in my family. I have 3 sisters...
    iambacknow iambacknow 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I wonder what people really see when they look at me. Do they see my beautiful smile that holds all my insecurities. Maybe they see my fear held deep with in my eyes. Can they see...
    SusieBlu SusieBlu 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 2

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    I wonder what people really see when they look at me. Do they see a depressed person just walking by. Do they see a monster in a hoodie, avoiding eye contact at any cost. Do they...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I have meet a Disable children Bus Attendant. Speak no or a very little English. From Rural Village of Bangladesh. NO school. Married 2 children. Has a OCD and Bi POLAR husband...
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    I try to stay positive and not get down on things, but I really do wonder what my purpose here is, being born with the disabilities that I was, I try to understand why, whats the...
    wheelchairwonder wheelchairwonder 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    What's the point anymore? Honestly, I don't know anymore. Everyone treats you like ****, you keep it stored inside until one day when you're hanging from your ceiling by a rope. I...
    XdMaRiNoX13 XdMaRiNoX13 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 2

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    I always wonder if what I physically see in the mirror is the same as what others see when they see me & I always seem to ask whomever I'm hanging out with at the time to point out...
    lostbmo lostbmo 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I have no idea if I can get any support here. I suffer with body dysmorphic disorder. This has affected my life for over ten years. Right now I'm suffering badly and have barely...
    bec78 bec78 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 28

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    I don't know why I still feel this way. I really don't care to be alive anymore, but yet I stick around. I do ****** up things in my life, sometimes even risking my very...
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I also wonder what people think when they see me. What do you think?
    ollie27 ollie27 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I always wonder if people see colours the same way i do? Like if what i see as green, is what purple looks like to them? If you get me?
    James5946 James5946 18-21, M 6 Responses Aug 23

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    Sometime I wonder why some people very childish in relationship. I think you need to have this kind of understanding, maturity and honesty. This is how to keep the relationship...
    anasitianisah anasitianisah 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I wonder what people actually see in me. I don't know why so much people like me, I'm just funny and nice, is that really all you need to be for a good friend?? Ugh I don't know...
    Smexyshannonxo Smexyshannonxo 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sometimes I wonder what people perceive me as, I know it shouldn't really matter but I like to feel approachable but confident as an individual, struggled for a long time with...
    chamlav chamlav 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    what if we dont all come from rich or upper class backgrounds with a family name that everyone recognizes but instead we come from a family that has great value and has struggled...
    mzzdede123 mzzdede123 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I appear like a happy go lucky wild and care free smiley girl but open me up and you will see a messed up damaged girl it's sad really I wanna be what everyone sees but I can't...
    foreverbellaalone foreverbellaalone 22-25, F 10 Responses Aug 23

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    Judging by my appearance and my appearance only, what kind of person do you think I am? For example, likes, hobbies, music taste, favorite color, religion, etc. I'm just wondering...
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 70+, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    What would you describe me as?
    Ellyhi Ellyhi 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I've never done self harm, but I've thought about it, I've also thought about suicide and I've even made a plan about how I would do it. I am so alone and I barely even know what...
    ozziegirl88 ozziegirl88 13-15 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    1 year ago: I look at her. She stares right back at me. Who are you? I want to ask, but I already know the answer. Her skinny legs look like twigs as she struts towards me. Her...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 29

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    Believing is all a child does for a living. by Kurtis LamkinPicasso once said that artists are those of us who still see with the eyes of children. Somehow, as we journey into the...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'd like to believe that I don't really care what you think about me. True, it makes me vulnerable-- but human. I'm up for the task; I can be human pretty much anytime !
    iamacurious1 iamacurious1 51-55, F 13 hrs ago

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    I want to kill myself. Whenever someone asks what I want to do with my life I say that I want to be a veterinarian. I get excited because ideally, it's what I would like to do. But...
    Thehorrid Thehorrid 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    At this very moment Im actually in a very difficult complicated situation. My best friend since childhood who is also my neighbour, who is also my best friend, who has the same...
    Confusiana Confusiana 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    Almost three thousand years ago, God said through the prophet Amos that just before the coming of the lord, the Jews would return from the four corners of the earth and rebuild the...
    simsym simsym 22-25 1 Response Sep 1

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    I have had plenty of good things happen to me in life that most people would be grateful for, yet I can never seem to be happy for long and I continue to feel more and more...
    K3TTLE K3TTLE 31-35, M Sep 5

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    One can speculate wildly about someone when you find their wallet in the middle of the road. The cards, the bits n bobs make me feel like a Clairvoyant. I flinched when I thought...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response Aug 19

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    I don't understand what is wrong with people wanting to share their girls with others to get 'turned on', to have countless affairs (I.e. Cheating), lying,... etc. I don't know why...
    StupidM StupidM 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 26

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    Why am I still here? I don't do anything productive, my parents see me as a burden and nobody pays any attention to what I'm doing. Most of the time nobody knows where I am and...
    SilenceInBlackAndWhite SilenceInBlackAndWhite 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 28

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    I'm a very different person no one know me I hide in the shadows In school am a active person and social but I never let anyone into my life I never let them see who the real me is...
    mattlopeza mattlopeza 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 9

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    this really is a really big thing to wonder, and of course if we could see what people saw of us then it would be a terrible depressing thing. but I wonder it so much...
    brookel16 brookel16 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've been thinking about it. I mean I have kissed other girls but I never felt anything. Probably because we were just doing a dare at the time. I am curious to see what it would...
    thoughtfulgirl thoughtfulgirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    The night comes...the day ends..time to reflect..time to think over and over...and ask yourself...what's there more to life? Seems like time passes by...you try hard..you live..you...
    genesis99 genesis99 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    People are so dumb! I mean, i think they are blind or somewhat. Once i thought my family was different, i thought they had a better understanding in life and were not chained by...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Whatever I do, it is never right in her eyes. Even if it means to do something right and something that you can be appreciated for. Every time i do something, I was doing it out...
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, M Aug 26

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    I do the best I can with what I have. I try so hard to not be alone. I don't know what it is about me that people just don't like, and I don't know how to change. I try to connect...
    tibber4lyfe tibber4lyfe 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I am so fed of this life I keep trying for everything even when I fail to do so sometimes but I try and dont give up that easily and I know you will believe if u had my life story...
    Blackangel4u Blackangel4u 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    What if the reality we see is just a shadow of the 4th dimension which is a shadow of the 5th and so on? It seems impossible unless you look at out shadows in the 2nd. They mirror...
    Midnightchorus Midnightchorus 18-21, M Aug 28

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    You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you want is to be found. You say your life is not worth living, but all you want is for someone to tel you there life is worse...
    Isis33 Isis33 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 1

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    My aunt described who I am to her and she got it right on surprisingly. She's asking me to move in with her again. She's been asking me since 10th grade and my uncle was...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Sep 5

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    " I see it as passionate and dominant.. a controlling man who found a love who would love him no matter what and no matter how difficult it was to know him....a love that is...
    NonchalantEros NonchalantEros 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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