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I Wonder What I Would See If My Life Flashed Before My Eyes

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    i think it would put things in perspective. i feel like would see all he small but significant moments that i had all but forgotten about, the little things that make me who i am. i feel so disconnected from myself, my life, and the world right now that i wonder whether something...
    Fahrenheit Fahrenheit 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2009

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    My Life....The Secrets.......The Truth.....

    I know what I would see,at the beginning,I would see me,a baby,cute and warm. Then as the years pass,I would see a fight,a fight that would split,my mother,my sweet mother,and my my abusive smoking dad,apart. Then comes the despair,the displeasure,the pain. As I grow older,more...
    Goldpaw Goldpaw 13-15 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    I Wonder

    i wonder what i will see when i die . what will flash before my eyes. i don't really know . i hope i would see my mother.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 20, 2010

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    What Is My Purpose In This World?

    Born a child of a father soldier and a army raised mother, my crazy mother, the mother you would hate forever my father, the one man who i looked up to he said he loved me then left for iraq and i was with my stepmother he comes home a changed man and i leave my 2 sisters and my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    It Happened To Me Already..

    At 10 years old. No lie. I almost drowned. And the memory is oddly both vivid and fuzzy. But that shitt happens. You do recall so many moments of your life within an instant. I was only 10, but even then I remembered my first day of Kindergarten, the day my brother was born and...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 2 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    Would they think bad of me? Who would miss me? Would I be forgotten? What WOULD people think of me? Good question haha. I hope nothing bad.
    TrapQueen19 TrapQueen19 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    1. My beautiful niece. She's made me want to never have a baby and have a baby at the same time! 2. My ability to write. I am a good writer and I love to write. 3. My parents...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    If I killed myself I wouldn't care what people think cuz when I was alive they treat me like ****.... If I did all I wont say in a note is im sorry and that I love everyone but its...
    jojorigal jojorigal 16-17 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I know that people would cry and what not and wonder why but I would really like to know what my own parents think since the are the source of my depression
    izzylark izzylark 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    I wonder what my life would have been like if I had not allowed people to bully me
    Andyg99 Andyg99 22-25, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I honestly am on possibly the worst bipolar low. So this has me wondering if anybody would care if I did kill myself. My dad practically avoids me at every step and everything is...
    Kornloves22 Kornloves22 22-25, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    Should I tell you a story or maybe three? I went to buy this phone soon as I came back to India in 2012 august..I was sitting alone in the bus... with the packet opened.. I was 21...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F 4 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I went to a small liberal arts college because my mother and grandmother wanted me to. I was going to go to engineering school but a professor I worked with that summer before...
    cb934586 cb934586 46-50, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I always wonder what the people around me think. I find that sometimes I can be annoying sometimes. I always feel like someone wants to shut me up, but are to nice to.
    BaiiBoo BaiiBoo 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I would imagine they would have used the vegetation around them much like the tribes still active in New Guinea, Probably also use what's around them for other toiletries also
    Markyb8376 Markyb8376 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    To all the depressed people suicidal n all, before you say something, ask yourself one question. Have you ever tried living? Put some effort in to living? Have you ever eaten...
    Bllahblah Bllahblah 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I always thought the days would get brighter. And I always thought I'd see myself smile soon. But it's been 8 years and I'm sad. I'm more sad than ever before and I don't know what...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    For mguinm......I sit near the willowand dream of youThe wind whistles through the branches,echoing the timbre of your voice I haven’t felt this way beforeThis is very...
    Nightvale Nightvale 46-50, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    It would be a great thing to be free from all this. All the pain..... All suffering.......... All the worrying.......... The only reason people don't want me to do suicide, it's...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    should I kill my self for being such a failure? I'm 29 and never had a girlfriend or approached a girl, work on a dead end job, just starting university this sep to get my degree...
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    It's my brothers birthday soon, he would have been 33. He committed suicide before his 30th birthday. He died once. But the loved ones he left behind have to die a little...
    Bythelight0fthemoon Bythelight0fthemoon 36-40, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Having realised that people are just out for everything they can get from another in any way they can. I would never let anyone ever get close to me again. I've traveled the world...
    Aquanaught Aquanaught 51-55, M Jul 21

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    I discovered that some people are just out to get anything they can from other people. They don't care if it's loved ones or their families. I was brought up with a common sense of...
    Aquanaught Aquanaught 51-55, M Jul 20

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    I couldn't get pregnant but always wondered what it would be like.
    recalculator recalculator 51-55, F 4 Responses Jul 20

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    all the time i wonder how i come across to other people. if i really am a wonderful person or if i'm rude and mean. it would be very interesting thats for sure.
    varjakpaw varjakpaw 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Sometimes I find myself wondering what my purpose is in life and why God allowed me to be born in the first place. I suppose that since I'm here on this Earth that God must have a...
    laurenholliday laurenholliday 13-15, F Jul 16

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    I always admired pregnant women. I think they become very beautiful during this time. I guess it's more than just the physical changes before pregnancy but also the mental and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 16

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    Dedicated to Eper Chagrinned (NightVale) I love how you accept me for who I am in all my weirdness lol. I love when I try to instill confidence in you and you say "Puffs self up...
    mguinm mguinm 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    Anyone else ever wonder what they will look like with a baby bump?
    Kaiririri Kaiririri 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 16

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    I don't want to have a baby until I'm older and married to someone (I'm bi) but do wonder what it'll be like when I'm pregnant with my first child
    shannonsjourney shannonsjourney 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    Last night I dreamed that I was pregnant, and that I could feel the baby inside me kicking and moving whenever I laugh or speaking, it seems that the baby is talking to me through...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I get fidgety during meetings so I often curl my legs under me or I put my feet on the chair with my knees at my chin. I work with mostly males 20+ years older than me. I wonder if...
    Serastrazsa Serastrazsa 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 15

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    We always are worrying about what people think or see. I believe that if you dress how you like and love your style then it doesn't matter how people see you because you love who...
    ccdoll486 ccdoll486 16-17, F Jul 15

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    My very first job was a paper route. I knew every cat and dog in the neighbourhood by name. Lmao. Which meant that it took me forever to deliver my papers. My customers were very...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 15

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    What would Jesus do is only a partial answer. I have taken a bullet for more than one cause. It is no fun to be the scape goat.
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I missed out on opportunities that could have fixed my life - fur the stupidest reasons, fur prior who were bullying me into starting connected with them, guilting me into denying...
    BlueDreamer87 BlueDreamer87 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    wondering what people really see me when am charting them....
    ChrisShot ChrisShot 18-21 Jul 13

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    I am on meds again and thank the universe that I am because I hate the feeling of doom the accompanies the thoughts that I am having right at this very moment. I want to die. It's...
    SoberingBabySteps SoberingBabySteps 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 13

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    Most of my life (like to within the past couple of years) I was deadly certain that if people could see the me behind the mask, the image my depression showed me, that I would be...
    Writer1967 Writer1967 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    do you ever just wonder what it would be like to see yourself in someone else's eyes? like I wonder how I appear to people.
    deadlysadd deadlysadd 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    The early pagan and shamanistic religions of Europe and North America are nature based religions, believing that the earth itself is a kind of paradise and the Earth Mother...
    growgirl growgirl 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 11

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    I've always wondered what could have happened if I would have taken school seriously. School to me was social hour with the annoyance of teachers and homework thrown into the mix...
    flyingmonkies flyingmonkies 41-45, M 2 Responses