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I Wonder What I Would See If My Life Flashed Before My Eyes

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    My Life....The Secrets.......The Truth.....

    I know what I would see,at the beginning,I would see me,a baby,cute and warm. Then as the years pass,I would see a fight,a fight that would split,my mother,my sweet mother,and my my abusive smoking dad,apart. Then comes the despair,the displeasure,the pain. As I grow older,more...
    Goldpaw Goldpaw 13-15 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    It Happened To Me Already..

    At 10 years old. No lie. I almost drowned. And the memory is oddly both vivid and fuzzy. But that shitt happens. You do recall so many moments of your life within an instant. I was only 10, but even then I remembered my first day of Kindergarten, the day my brother was born and...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    I Wonder

    i wonder what i will see when i die . what will flash before my eyes. i don't really know . i hope i would see my mother.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 20, 2010

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    Suspension

    i think it would put things in perspective. i feel like would see all he small but significant moments that i had all but forgotten about, the little things that make me who i am. i feel so disconnected from myself, my life, and the world right now that i wonder whether something...
    Fahrenheit Fahrenheit 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2009

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    What Is My Purpose In This World?

    Born a child of a father soldier and a army raised mother, my crazy mother, the mother you would hate forever my father, the one man who i looked up to he said he loved me then left for iraq and i was with my stepmother he comes home a changed man and i leave my 2 sisters and my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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