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I Wonder What I Would See If My Life Flashed Before My Eyes

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    It Happened To Me Already..

    At 10 years old. No lie. I almost drowned. And the memory is oddly both vivid and fuzzy. But that shitt happens. You do recall so many moments of your life within an instant. I was only 10, but even then I remembered my first day of Kindergarten, the day my brother was born and...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    What Is My Purpose In This World?

    Born a child of a father soldier and a army raised mother, my crazy mother, the mother you would hate forever my father, the one man who i looked up to he said he loved me then left for iraq and i was with my stepmother he comes home a changed man and i leave my 2 sisters and my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    Suspension

    i think it would put things in perspective. i feel like would see all he small but significant moments that i had all but forgotten about, the little things that make me who i am. i feel so disconnected from myself, my life, and the world right now that i wonder whether something...
    Fahrenheit Fahrenheit 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2009

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    My Life....The Secrets.......The Truth.....

    I know what I would see,at the beginning,I would see me,a baby,cute and warm. Then as the years pass,I would see a fight,a fight that would split,my mother,my sweet mother,and my my abusive smoking dad,apart. Then comes the despair,the displeasure,the pain. As I grow older,more...
    Goldpaw Goldpaw 13-15 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    I Wonder

    i wonder what i will see when i die . what will flash before my eyes. i don't really know . i hope i would see my mother.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 20, 2010

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    I think about it at times but on the bright side, I love my friends and family. And I'm thankful to God I do exist.
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    I often wonder what would happen if i ran, if i left this place would anyone care enough to find me, would my life become a book of them trying to reunite with me. Would they leave...
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    Sometimes I wish I could read people's minds but then I don't think I could handle the truth. I'm my own worst enemy. I wonder if other people see the flaws I see in myself. Do...
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    I wonder what would happen if I said yes to that guy who asked me out, I wonder what would happen if I actually told my friends how I felt. Or maybe if I made different friends...
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    A FRIEND :) had me listen to a song, which led me to another song that takes me away every time. If you could, play that song now and read on, and if the feeling strikes you, let...
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    I wonder what my Husband would say about all of this. I had this weird moment where I decided they'd like each other better than either ever liked me. That would be rich! I...
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    I've always wondered what am I like in other people's eyes, how do I look like, behave, or even sound like to them. Just want to know what type of person I am.
    feraldelaney feraldelaney 18-21, F Mar 24

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    I first started having suicidal thoughts in December of 2012. Since then they've been reappearing and disappearing from my thoughts. Sometimes I feel as if no one even notices I...
    Realitea Realitea 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    I Wonder!!! I wonder what will happen when the day returns to night! I wonder what will happen as one year follows the next! I wonder what will happen when my kids grow up and...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I'm really wondering what the point is in trying to do anything. I feel like no matter where I go, I lose hope. Can't go see my family because my dad is so pessimistic that I leave...
    RBH101 RBH101 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    I don't think you're crazy, or weak, or wrong for having suicidal thoughts or wanting to die. Suicide sets in when your pain is just unbearable, and is more than your coping...
    rajasaeed rajasaeed 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    It really seems almost insane. Millions of people doing similar things, feeling similar ways. Each of us experience the same things and we all play these little social "games...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I often wonder what if......and i think later why not? You must think before action not always,you must act before you think not always. Many times i want leave my mind behind and...
    blackweirdcat blackweirdcat 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I know who I am on the inside. But sometimes I wonder what signals I give off from the exterior. Sometimes I feel people can think I am weak but then I remember I really don't give...
    Wookieplanet Wookieplanet 26-30, F Mar 28

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    My name is Emily. And, I need help. I've been struggling with this for years now. Whether it was coming to terms with it or simply being able to tell someone. I am in pain...
    stellersjay stellersjay 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I sometimes wonder what is the point in living. I really fill that human happiness was not considered in the the design of creation and life truly has no meaning.
    HopefullyThirdTimeLucky HopefullyThirdTimeLucky 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    The idiots I know talk about people all the time, but only when they're in another room. So I wonder what they say about ME when I'm not around. Usually I wouldn't care, but I...
    LordSphinx LordSphinx 13-15 1 Response 5 days ago

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    With the type of work I do there is not one day when this thought does not pass through my mind.. I seriously wonder what the hell is wrong with people. It's a never ending WTF and...
    Jerseygirl72 Jerseygirl72 41-45 Mar 27

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    Sometimes just wondering what is the point for being here.
    ellavalencia ellavalencia 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I wonder what people think of me
    csg0219 csg0219 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    No one understands. They all say "it will be ok" but it never will. I've been giving up on my life for a while now and I've finally reached the point of not giving a **** if I...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 22-25, F 1 Response 55 mins ago

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    I am feeling , I am so alone. All my shadows choke me by placing me into a corner. It is dark and I only see an ugly person in the mirror.. Why am I crying? Because I was not mean...
    Jackie192019 Jackie192019 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    Some would say the point is to find love and reproduce. Leave your impact on the world for better or worse. Sadly most of us go through life lonely.. Never finding love.. Honestly...
    DiosesOscuros DiosesOscuros 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 28

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    I think living would be so much easier if only I could find a purpose for living. I think purpose creates meaning. Which tells us why we are here. I don't think its necessary to...
    akinhead akinhead 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    (Life Just Makes Me Wonder) I have a lot of crazy fantasies. Falling in love with some person, having special powers, thinking life's a movie, or even some crazy fairytale. But...
    Dapperness Dapperness 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Your not a alone. Why'd you paint me pink. I seen you naked. I wonder if my walls find me attractive... Real question. They know all my secrets.
    missarabiya missarabiya 18-21, F Apr 1

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    You've seen the sad things I post, but what does that make you think of me? I can't help feeling just a little empty without you in my life, not a sadness empty, more of like I'm...
    Alexdrunkunc Alexdrunkunc 18-21 Apr 3

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    The point of life is much debated. But I think everyone needs to stop trying to answer it. Stop trying to tell people what they think it is. Life is everyone's own utopia, it will...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 4

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    Lately I've been having some trouble with reality. I don't know, maybe it's stress, but lately I find myself getting really unsure about what's going on, what's real and what's not...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I wonder if you miss me. I wonder if you ever think of me. I wonder if I will ever hear from you again. I wonder if I am right. I wonder if I am wrong. I wonder if you are happy...
    MsRack MsRack 36-40 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I still don’t get life and after all that has happen. Why am I still alive; nobody care for me and would notice if I did suicide.
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    Stop sleeping and get a life - My walls
    DaylightAly DaylightAly 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I'm being matter of fact here- What's the fing point? My son is grown- I work and sleep. For what?! To pay the bills? There should be more to life than this. I am broken and I'm...
    RagingAngel RagingAngel 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I don't know what to do with my life.... I've graduated from high school, I don't go to college, I don't have a job, I don't have a car (I'm stuck at home 24:7).... I've applied...
    reidcm reidcm 18-21, M 10 Responses Apr 10

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    Living in a hateful world. People only care about one thing, and that's material. For that we'll almost do anything just to get it. Selling our soul, or engaging in the system...
    justhatgurl justhatgurl 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I'm thinking about commuting suicide tonight. I don't see the point in life anymore. My best and only friend won't talk to me anymore because she got a new boyfriend. My boyfriends...
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 10 Responses Apr 13

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    Don't take your life away from your loved ones. The hurt that you feel now is the hurt your loved ones will feel for the rest of their days. I lost my best friend My husband of...
    ronoco ronoco 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I always wonder that. I mean whats the point of being on this damn earth if your always going through ****. Yea i know they say that if you walk a little further you'll see the...
    deviness deviness 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    but now that I realize that it doesn't really have a point I feel like there is no reason to do anything anymore. I have no goals to strive for or important plans in my life. all I...
    davable davable 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Truth is everybody is a follower, they see a celebrity on TV or an athlete act out, and right away they think oh they are so awesome I must act just like them. How about just be...
    Ashleypaz3 Ashleypaz3 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    What if money didn't exist? Would everyone finally be equal? Would the world be a more peaceful place? Would there be less criminals? Would people study and get jobs in subjects...
    xmer831x xmer831x 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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