Born a child of a father soldier and a army raised mother, my crazy mother,
the mother you would hate forever
my father, the one man who i looked up to
he said he loved me then left for iraq and i was with my stepmother
he comes home a changed man and i leave my 2 sisters and my...
i think it would put things in perspective. i feel like would see all he small but significant moments that i had all but forgotten about, the little things that make me who i am. i feel so disconnected from myself, my life, and the world right now that i wonder whether something...
At 10 years old.
I almost drowned. And the memory is oddly both vivid and fuzzy.
But that shitt happens. You do recall so many moments of your life within an instant. I was only 10, but even then I remembered my first day of Kindergarten, the day my brother was born and...
I know what I would see,at the beginning,I would see me,a baby,cute and warm.
Then as the years pass,I would see a fight,a fight that would split,my mother,my sweet mother,and my my abusive smoking dad,apart.
Then comes the despair,the displeasure,the pain.
As I grow older,more...