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I Wonder What I Would See If My Life Flashed Before My Eyes

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    What Is My Purpose In This World?

    Born a child of a father soldier and a army raised mother, my crazy mother, the mother you would hate forever my father, the one man who i looked up to he said he loved me then left for iraq and i was with my stepmother he comes home a changed man and i leave my 2 sisters and my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    My Life....The Secrets.......The Truth.....

    I know what I would see,at the beginning,I would see me,a baby,cute and warm. Then as the years pass,I would see a fight,a fight that would split,my mother,my sweet mother,and my my abusive smoking dad,apart. Then comes the despair,the displeasure,the pain. As I grow older,more...
    Goldpaw Goldpaw 16-17 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    I Wonder

    i wonder what i will see when i die . what will flash before my eyes. i don't really know . i hope i would see my mother.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 20, 2010

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    Suspension

    i think it would put things in perspective. i feel like would see all he small but significant moments that i had all but forgotten about, the little things that make me who i am. i feel so disconnected from myself, my life, and the world right now that i wonder whether something...
    Fahrenheit Fahrenheit 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2009

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    It Happened To Me Already..

    At 10 years old. No lie. I almost drowned. And the memory is oddly both vivid and fuzzy. But that shitt happens. You do recall so many moments of your life within an instant. I was only 10, but even then I remembered my first day of Kindergarten, the day my brother was born and...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 2 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    Yeah I always wonder why people stare at me non stop like is there something wrong with me?
    mysticaldreams mysticaldreams 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've always wondered: If you truly could take a glimpse if the world through someone else's eyes. Would colors look the same? Would what I consider to be red or green look like...
    KingOfOral603 KingOfOral603 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    one of the most wonderful person in my life is my brother...:) he never slap or hit me...... He whenever he would come home he would bring something as a gift for me..... He is...
    anezah anezah 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    i'm not the kind of boy, sitting in the back of the class, whispering to friends, ignoring the teacher i'm not the kind of boy, already done with homework five minutes after...
    Gavin788 Gavin788 13-15, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I always wonder if I killed myself will people care about me cuz right now it seem like no one cares about me only my best friend that care and I tried to kill myself so many time...
    lookket lookket 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wonder how my mom would feel if I killed myself. I think she would be sad but would be able to move with life easily. I think I would be mourned for a short time and then...
    Fuckmerite Fuckmerite 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    Would they be sad or happy? Would they pretend they loved me? Or would I die alone, like I lived, always by myself?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i sometimes thing about this often. mostly about the time i tried. To this day i think about what my mum and dad would have done with my things...kept them in box's too guilty to...
    blackRABBIT5 blackRABBIT5 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    what if a premortal existence was real and before you came into this world you had to sit at a spirit computer and build an avatar for this life and choose it's abilities and what...
    OoljeeAtsa OoljeeAtsa 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    No one knows me so no one would care, maybe except for the poor guy who has to clean the mess my dead body would make. He would have some unkind thoughts about me.
    Evee183 Evee183 41-45, T 6 days ago

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    I think about this sometimes, mostly what my nieces and nephews would think. I would be the third in my immediate family to commit suicide to do this and absolutely certain this...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I am Kimberly 3 years old and I battle anxiety and depression and some days I have always thought that nobody likes me or even cared about me I over dosed and it nearly took my...
    Wolflover397 Wolflover397 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    LOL I can't help but laugh reading the tittle,I find it funny for some reason,maybe it's because i tend to find humor in irony's,cynicism and dark things.And this seems somewhat...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Why would someone just send them a nude pic of their private parts? WHY! Why it is always guys. Now I get if a girl ask for me even if most don't. But can someone here please...
    iSceneGirl iSceneGirl 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I wonder what it was that I just saw in the sky... A random white ball of light coming from a specific point in my view of the sky, asymmetrically spiraling then dissipating in...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 22-25, F Aug 27

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    I probably wouldn't be this heartbroken and so not over him if I just hadn't talked to him from the beginning.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 27

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    If I could go back in time to change a single moment- I would not have answered that call.
    Perfectdreamingskull Perfectdreamingskull 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Oh ... People. I just don't understand what goes trough their mind? Listen, I'm a big gal, I mean... Really big. So what? That's how I sculpted myself, this is my work and be a...
    PimmyLim PimmyLim 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 26

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    7 years old me thinking who am I, why I'm here as I've always been a deep thinker. I was 12 years old when someone who's 61 years older than me said to me "I'm poor, I have nothing...
    Sonoluminescence Sonoluminescence 70+ 1 Response Aug 25

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    This a fun one when I was growing up I wanted to fly for the army my math wasn't that good I wanted to be a police officer, I've always been drawn to a service life of sorts best I...
    tornbetween2 tornbetween2 26-30, M Aug 25

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    I've unintentionally confused people by being cheerful around friends and being gloomy when I am alone or with other people. I wonder what my classmates think of me ?-?
    R3Animated R3Animated 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    Pertaining to the facts in my other stories, I was drugged and molested by my Fake Mother (who shares no blood with me) and her boyfriends and one of their entire families because...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I wish ppl would read my profile before adding me or trying to chat with me. I am not trying to sound like an EP snob or come off as rude, but I have mostly all the information...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 22

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    What would it be like havin me as a friend? (Read my other experiences) pin and tapeworm in my past, falling in love with a book character, what would it be like having me as a...
    WeirdAlyank WeirdAlyank 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I wonder what people really see when they look at me? do they see me as an intelligent person? a really dumb person? it always peaks my interest but also worrys me sometimes
    Andyg99 Andyg99 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    1. My family and their support 2. Few but wonderful friends 3. Music 4. Food 5. My university's library
    sophiesworld sophiesworld 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I need purpose and meaning in my life now more than ever and I'm restless and exhausted with my current approach to my life. I act as though my main goal is fixing myself and my...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I wonder what life would be like if we could truly live in the moment. Accept our mistakes & painful lessons and let go of the past. Envisioning the life we want & shifting our...
    BreakingBored BreakingBored 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    They say on average you meet over 10 000 people in your life before you die. It'd be interesting to know what each of those people saw in you, I think.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    of course we all wonder n I don't think we are human if those thots didn't cross our minds....but, I think we should not dwell on this concept, either
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response Aug 18

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    After being rejected (very nicely) by a guy on an internet dating site I decided to delete my profile, but couldn't find the delete function so left it til the morning. That next...
    Nenmir Nenmir 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    It dawned on me that no one else stands where anyone else stands, so you view of the world is completely unique. No one will ever see exactly what you have seen. Add the internal...
    AeshSme AeshSme 61-65, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    The night I met my husband-to-be I was out celebrating my last days in New York City. I planned on moving to California in a few days. A friend hooked me up with a place to stay...
    macabre00 macabre00 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I mentally approach the notion of death as a promise of freedom after the hardships of life like sinking into an endless field of beautiful daises and feeling the warmth of the sun...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I woke up again to that sight. There he was. So unique in his age. I blocked out all the people who tried to tell me the truth about us and just focused on his face. He was so kind...
    coerietheraven coerietheraven 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    Attempted once. Failed. I will attempt again. There is really no reason for me being here. If I'm not here the sun will still rise, there will still be clouds in the sky, life will...
    suicidalbieber suicidalbieber 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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