I Wonder What Is Real

Questioning reality and its boundaries 473 People

    at this point of my life.

    .. i don't know why but... really! this time I just felt I'm now ready to fall in love again and I want to keep this forever I could say... Im ready to get married and build my own family.. I'm serious! but is there someone will offer me that??? :((( really????
    blurredline blurredline
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jul 31, 2014

    I Do Not Wonder What Is Real

    I know everything in this Universe IS NOT.
    Thought1 Thought1
    22-25
    3 Responses Jul 22, 2009

    The comprehension of counsciousness belonging

    to oneself leaves you helpless. Experiencing the world through abstract tools. Dwelling on the notion of meaning. It is the greatest most vicious punishment of all. Gazing at their eyes. Waiting. Endless quest. I can't help but ponder if this raging ocean of sense contains only...
    Matoy Matoy
    16-17, M
    Sep 23, 2014

    Edges

    For as long as I can remember, I've analyzed and worried about where the boundary between reality and not-real is defined. Now, most of my worrying is based on the overlap of awake-dreaming from narcolepsy in memory that I have a hard time distinguishing which conversations...
    Rhan Rhan
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2007

    but I've  Realised...

    but I've  realised that the more you wonder the less you live, just be in the moment, that's what realness is.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2009

    there is always a boundary

    which takes my step backward. and that boundary are nothing but promises. ..
    puchkub puchkub
    18-21, F
    Feb 6

    I Sometimes Wonder If This ...

    I sometimes wonder if this life of ours is real , or someone or something elses imagination. The last place I lived in , I often felt like I was not alone when standing in front of the bathroom mirror.
    leonardmaltomeal leonardmaltomeal
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Sep 23, 2009

    Who The Hell Knows

    i do often wonder myself what is real.  Is this life that we believe that we live real?  Is what we were taught as morals truths?  Are the conspiracy theories true?  Is this hell on Eart, are we alreaddy dead living in hell or to some people which would be...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2010

    Lately I've been having some trouble with

    reality. I don't know, maybe it's stress, but lately I find myself getting really unsure about what's going on, what's real and what's not, and who I even am. And I don't mean that in a philosophical way, I mean that very literally. Lately, I can't even read a book without...
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613
    18-21, F
    Apr 17, 2014

    Sometimes I am up all night

    and I try to slow down or even stop my breathing because every time I breathe in and out my heart rate gets faster and I feel like it's going to explode. Then I hear these weird noises and I start seeing colors in my eyes and sometimes I even see light and dark spots like I do...
    TheIceDragonReturns TheIceDragonReturns
    18-21
    Mar 9, 2014

    The Real Me And The Other Me

    Reality has its depth in the meanings. A living organism, for example, has profound relationships, and it means these relationships, and yet one can view one as a sex-object. Children have profound relationships, but most adults either don't bother to see them at all or they...
    PikdFlowr PikdFlowr
    61-65, M
    1 Response Sep 1, 2011

    Lately I've been losing my sense of reality.

    Not quite sure that makes sense. It's odd really.. It's like I have these memories that aren't mine and when I talk about it with someone who I thought I shared it with, they don't remember at all. Or like, and this may sound silly, but I thought I bought a hamster the other day...
    FairytaleFaith FairytaleFaith
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 24, 2014

    I Want To Hear Your Definitions

    Beyond the overall question of WHAT IS REAL, I get confused on the little things too, like what is "real" human behavior? With social norms, culture, work environments, and what ever little bit I think I know, these are all just flavors of an adapted person. If authentic is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jul 21, 2010

    Nothing Is Real

     human morality, goodness, evil, god, the devil, these things we made up......we are gods, we all have our own worlds our own realieties, our own set of personal rules and vaules..... thats what i believe anyway...... in terms of the univerise, who knows, i dont think we...
    lmpulsive lmpulsive
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2009
    sherahasel712 sherahasel712
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jun 27, 2014
    KujoTheNeko KujoTheNeko
    16-17, M
    Jan 11, 2015

    Which Side of Me Do I Trust?

    I've been getting deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole, and have learned to trust and rely upon my intuition, my inner voice.  But now I'm starting to question everything.  I feel like I'm being pulled out by my ankles, forced to look at everything around me, instead...
    Dee67 Dee67
    41-45, F
    29 Responses Jan 18, 2009

    I'm not sure if god is real.

    Everything around me tells me he's fake... But I have to "believe" in him. My mom makes me because she works at the church...
    DubstepManiac12 DubstepManiac12
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Jul 26, 2014

    I Dont Know What To Value Anymore

    what is honesty or integrity worth these days?  what is anything worth at all...? I dont believe in good people anymore I dont trust I dont love I dont believe anyone anymore
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jan 12, 2012

    The primacy of experience

    and the dignity of the individual. What is real is this experience, what is real is this moment. Trust yourself (Terence McKenna) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GN-vMMpja30
    alan61a alan61a
    51-55, M
    Jan 28, 2015

    What I Think Is Real

    Have you ever been walking and then you saw another person and right away you felt connected to that person even though you never met them before? That connection that was felt in that moment is what I think is real and exists between all of us humans on earth. The trouble is...
    rsll1986 rsll1986
    26-30
    Oct 5, 2012

    "Reality is purely a perception of the

    individual mind. It follows, that since no two minds are alike, no two perceptions of reality are alike. It further follows, that what reality is to one, may seem complete madness to someone else." Yefim Novikov
    Aimee17 Aimee17
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jul 26, 2014

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