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    Anyone know? Want to know?
    Simone1969 Simone1969 41-45, T 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Horses!..... What Can I Say About The Magnificent Creature? - Well actually quite a lot. They are great to ride..... You'd love to know hey?.... Well alright then, I don't mind...
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    Hi anyone I. Here on oft has any experiences?
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    ♥ I Wonder What It Feels Like To Be ****** By A Horse ♥ - I have no doubt it would hurt like hell, which is why I'm sure I'll never try it. But it is hot to fantasize about. I...
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