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I Wonder What It'll Feel Like to Win the Lottery

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    If I came out to my family 10 years ago, would that make a difference to my life? So there's no need to keep things secret even until now. It's tough when you feel like you're...
    Lonely90s Lonely90s 22-25, M May 16

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    I wonder this myself sometimes. I know I've made a couple wrong turns in my life but you can't go back and undo them. If only...
    kathrineh kathrineh 46-50, F 2 Responses May 17

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    I have loved the same person for I don't even know how long. To be fair, she doesn't actually know, so I guess there will always be that big "what if" that is killing me. The issue...
    BowtiesRcool BowtiesRcool 22-25, M 3 Responses May 2

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    It's a slow agony that burns through my veins to my heart, blistering the very thing that should be keeping me alive. It's an insurmountable longing to touch him, to see him, to...
    DisappearIntoSilence DisappearIntoSilence 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    The straight best friend being the girl I'm in love with. It was like a dagger went through my heart when the conversation we had tonight involved her talking about sex and dudes...
    Madamoiselle1 Madamoiselle1 16-17, F May 2

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    It hurts more than I could've have expected. I told her and she already knew because she read it on here. She feels bad and stuff which I understand why. But it hurts. I cried and...
    Madamoiselle1 Madamoiselle1 16-17, F May 8

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    If I wouldn't have married my ex. I wouldn't have the same children I have now. I wouldn't have moved to our old home. I may not have worked the same jobs I needed to support a...
    RocknRollCowboy71 RocknRollCowboy71 41-45, M 2 Responses May 17

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    I think under different circumstances ...if I wasn't so...hmm. I might have been a doctor or an educator.
    Luckybird Luckybird 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    For as long as I can remember i have had dreams that include trains. This could be adventures on trains, running to catch trains being in train stations or running over railway...
    sophieamanda08 sophieamanda08 18-21, F May 4

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    Black Sheep Of The Family I have always felt like the black sheep of the family who just didn't live up to what was expected of me .I am the middle child and always felt out of...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M May 13

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    I don"t know it just feels like I bother everyone I talk to. I even feel like I bother my boyfriend sometimes. But I guess he likes to be bothered by me.
    Alex4eve Alex4eve 13-15, F May 6

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    Do you ever look up at the sky at night, and wonder if I'm looking at it, too? Do you ever wonder about what I'm doing? Where I'm going? Who I'm seeing? Do you ever wonder what...
    Stylesavvy Stylesavvy 46-50, F May 11

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    On this subject, a certain poster (along with friends of hers) continues to malign me, and when I challenge her claims, she deletes them. So, as the original thread is much too...
    PYWACKET PYWACKET 61-65, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I haven't been in a relationship in 4 years. I wonder if I'll ever get back on track. Hmmm, beats me! But if I do, I suspect we'll always be busy. yeah, definitely busy. n_n
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 4 Responses May 8

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    There's no hope of a future that's anything but sad and lonely. Every day I think about ending it but the only thing sustaining me is the joy I'll feel when my grandfather dies.
    hreinn hreinn 18-21, M 1 Response May 4

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    I often wonder what if my parents would have never moved from the place that I was born. Would I have graduated high school, went to the local university, got a degree, got married...
    capehope3 capehope3 41-45 1 Response May 19

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    I keep wondering why I am a target for abuse, rejection, being shunned, and abandoned by many? I feel no matter what I do or say to people, I'm just not good enough to be their...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Guys I need some help and some advise. Be kind please I'm very fragile. 6 weeks ago my boyfriend and best friend of two years left me. Heartbroken doesn't even begin to cover it...
    Lostnemo Lostnemo 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    i wonder...because what i see does not match their words. i wonder...do you read these rants and posts anymore? maybe you dont notice how things have changed..i see differences...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response May 11

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    People are gonna hurt you. Its gonna make you feel like **** and chances are you'll face that pain all by yourself
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Seeing that person who used to play a big part in your life again ,brought back so many memories, seeing him having his own family, the feeling unexplainable... Few years ago I was...
    Mercilyn Mercilyn 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I used to be happy, and good. I used to be so compassionate, children are so pure and carefree. But now who am I? I feel like Ive changed a lot. But j want to be that quiet, shy...
    Broken146 Broken146 13-15 May 9

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    sometimes I stared at my hands or look into my reflection.. and wonder what is inside of me.. I know who I am but then this body feels does not belong to me. I do take care of it...
    angeleyes2820 angeleyes2820 36-40 3 Responses May 9

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    I’m 25 going on 26. While not the oldest I kind of feel like I’m starting to reach the point where I’m behind socially. I don’t have any friends, pretty much any attempt I...
    Gemcrim Gemcrim 22-25 May 10

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    When I was younger, I knew I was different than all the other kids. I always believed in more than just this life. I felt more and understood more than the kids my age. Most adults...
    twentyout24 twentyout24 16-17 1 Response May 14

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    You know what? I've been thinking about something out of the blue yesterday.You know, I have never dated a black man. But Im in Montana all of my bfs have been mixed, Latin. Even...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    crush has been chrushed... They have been my best friend they're what kept me together without even knowing it. They moved away... I know they're just in the state over but, i can...
    mauri18 mauri18 16-17, F May 6

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    I can't believe this but I'm actually considering breaking up w my boyfriend...especially after tonight- it was an idea before, but tonight through his actions it seemed like he...
    Fidge3 Fidge3 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    As biologist, I always wondered what makes life. when I first learned about DNA and life in cells, I was shocked to see to that we are all just a bunch of chemicals interacting due...
    krystlister krystlister 26-30, M 3 Responses May 10

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    Sometimes I wonder like these ppl add me and it's like what the heck lol I don't understand the point of the circle thing either or even kno what it's for
    CrystalMuffins CrystalMuffins 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

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    I've felt this way for a while now, but especially the last three days. I keep trying to be happy, to act happy to hope for happiness but I just can't. I think about things like...
    Christinamarie3095 Christinamarie3095 41-45, T 1 Response 6 days ago

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    As I get older, it doesn't seem like it'll get better, I mean truly better. I feel as if I've missed out on my youth, not to mention my struggles in my personal and professional...
    RealLifePerson RealLifePerson 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    been awhile since i was on here so decided i should post and see how the friends i made on here have been. I kinda forgot about this site. but anyways it was my bday on thursday...
    newguy2002 newguy2002 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I am kind of new to this website so I don't really know how this works but I'll take a shot at it. I just need to say how I feel and put it all out there. Long story short as you...
    anonymous321890 anonymous321890 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    my family dont believe me bout s-abuse they are talking to the guy that did it it feels like betrayal im gonna die because i cant deal with life i cant stop talking to me mum and...
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 1 Response May 5

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    I was friends with someone for 8 years, it wasn't till about the last 3 years of our friendship that I fell in love with him, we were about to be going into high school and we both...
    groovyhugsbunny groovyhugsbunny 18-21, F May 10

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    I have a small circle of friends that I've known since we were young because of school. I think we grew a connection because we clicked well and always had a good time when we were...
    groovyhugsbunny groovyhugsbunny 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    Often times I feel like a failure, I'm 22 and working a dead end job. I still live with my parents even despite saying when I was younger that I would not. I flunked college in one...
    Cavsanada Cavsanada 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    A POEM She's Tired Of Being Her She's so tired of being her Tired of being fat and stuck Staring at the same walls all day Exhausted with no reason Knowing she should move Just...
    staryflower staryflower 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I truly feel like I've really done it this time...I keep messing up everything good that comes along and im tired of feeling like that's all I'll ever do
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I don't ever feel like I'm good enough.. When it comes to me and my relationship to walking around at school and thinking I'm nothing but meaningless and or worthless. The type of...
    MaayaOliivia07 MaayaOliivia07 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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