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I Wonder What It'll Feel Like to Win the Lottery

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    I was 15 and in high school when I started to admit to myself that I liked her. We were good friends, daily debates and petty quarrels, we forged our bond and we've known each...
    shugo23 shugo23 18-21, M Nov 22

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    He's going to get married next year and he loves his soon to be bride very much. He's happy. I've hid my feelings for years and the idea of him kept me going for years. He will...
    thedeadprincess thedeadprincess 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I started typing "I wonder" and this title popped up. It made me think. What WOULD My life be like if I did? Dare I say... It would be better and Easier?... I make choices...
    HopeGluesMyBrokenHeart HopeGluesMyBrokenHeart 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I have thought for a long time that the course of my life has depended on a series of small choices. I met my wife on a visit to the pub shortly after breaking my nose playing...
    BridgeGuy BridgeGuy 56-60, M Nov 23

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    I was going to be a model when I was 16 but I had terrible anxiety issues and had a problem with change. My parents weren't involved at all and I felt scared and alone. I was put...
    Bella70 Bella70 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    To love the world and look upon it in wonder everyday and never feel like you belong. That is truly devastating. I feel like that everyday. I feel love for humans but don't feel...
    Shniddleyway Shniddleyway 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ok so latly i have been feeling off i dont know how to eplain it i just dont think right i feel like i move and act wired and i feel like no one else sees it i feel like im...
    ileon9 ileon9 13-15 5 days ago

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    Idk what to do anymore.... all i try to do, people around me are doing 10 times better. Everybody has no problem talking with people while i just barely say hi. Why is it hard for...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 8

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    I feel like crying right now, but I haven't cried in so long. The last time I had a good cry was a year and a half ago when I got into an argument with my sister. Sometimes I...
    ijustwantahug ijustwantahug 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Last night, my current boyfriend and I had a fight, like we always seem to do at the moment. I went home upset, and ended up dreaming about the guy I dated when I was 18 and living...
    louisevc louisevc 22-25, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I have a confession and some stories to tell. Confession: when I was around four I still slept in the same bed as my parents one night they were having s*x and I woke up. I...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I see a lot of people on here posting stuff about God and Christianity and I also see a bunch of people making rude comments about the religion and I must say those are the reasons...
    brkekami brkekami 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    Most people around my age have it all. A good job, plenty of friends, few worries and are generally moving in the right direction, they get opportunities and can embrace life for...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    I love nature and I love to be in it, but I feel like I can't go outside, like I use to . Like I don't belong out there ...
    zoeylove145 zoeylove145 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    No matter where I've been I have never found any friend, girlfriend, lover. I've always been alone. I'm in university now and people don't like me or be my friend because I'm...
    franktheman149 franktheman149 18-21, M Dec 1

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    I. . .just feel. . .so empty. I can't take living with a fake smile, day after day, with no one knowing how torn apart I truly am. I'm also thinking of cutting myself or even worse...
    CrypticIris CrypticIris 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    Since I feel like I bother people, I never tell people what I really feel or want. I usually say what they want hear. I don't like to bother people cause I feel like they'll hate...
    Catina25 Catina25 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I am a 20 y.o. man living outside of Oslo, Norway. I just quit my studies at a marketing school in Oslo because I wasn't satisfied with the quality of the education and was unhappy...
    felixhaave felixhaave 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    I'm not really sure what I should write, I just feel like writing. free writing sounds good. I'll do that. something is coming. I feel it in my bones. things are changing, and I...
    loveandlight29 loveandlight29 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel i am so behind in life. as if i'm playing catch up. i started my life as an adult so young. i thought i knew what i was doing. i married at 18. then when i was 19 i got...
    alicia0090 alicia0090 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    So, today I had brunch with my friends and they began discussing my brother. He is often a topic that I dread because I know that most people who lay eyes on him will never cease...
    ckj39 ckj39 18-21, M Nov 22

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    I feel like me, alongside my family, have struggled so much and really wonder if there's a purpose to it all. If I as and individual truly have a purpose and if there is reason why...
    ALostSiren ALostSiren 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    It's sad to say that I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I don't know if I am feeling sorry for myself or if these emotions are warranted. I feel like my family would be much...
    BeautifulCha0s BeautifulCha0s 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I stay home, work, school, nothing else... -_- I'm so boring. ... who out there feels like this. . when I get these moments I get up even if I don't want to I get up and change.. I...
    butterflyofchange butterflyofchange 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I over think enough to know there is nothing wrong with me. Its everyone around me and who has ever been around me that make me question my worth. People just treat me like im...
    jcbinns jcbinns 18-21, F Dec 5

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    ROCKWELL "Somebody's Watching Me" Who's watching Tell me, who's watching Who's watching me I'm just an average man With an average life I work from nine to five Hey, hell, I...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    I feel like one of the children most of the time, I often wonder if he even loves me the way he looks at me is more like his annoyed or the way he talks to me I love him so much...
    Owlalwaysloveyou Owlalwaysloveyou 31-35 Nov 23

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    I'm tired of life right now. I can't win it seems. I'm addicted to pain killers (which il be coming off next year), my boyfriend never really seems clear about our future.. It's...
    honeybee86 honeybee86 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    I live alone, I don't have any visitors, rarely receive mail. I have a few acquaintances but no real friend or anyone close... My family live two hours away and there's no longer...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    I'm a rather solitary person. I prefer to speak only when necessary or spoken to. Its just the way I've grown up. I feel like I have two lives. Who I really am, and the silent doll...
    Rachel611 Rachel611 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    I saw an article today that was about a man at a Detroit Lions game. He saw the lady in front of him texting someone named "Jason". The lady was pregnant and there with a man. The...
    Daniilion Daniilion 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    i sometimes wonder whats wrong with me these days like seriously running around the house shirtless throwing food in the air.....i am a dork ig
    warriorwolf1818 warriorwolf1818 16-17, M Dec 7

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    I am slowly slipping back into old habits and my stress & anxiety levels are at an all time high. I've cried every night for the past week. my dad is a lying cheater and I can't...
    roryrawry roryrawry 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    an eggplant. yup. I definitely feel like I would be an eggplant. man. what a sad life that would be.
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I couldn't sleep last night. My thoughts finally allowed my body to rest at 6 AM. I'm exhausted. I cried last night. Memories filled my brain like oxygen. With every inhale came a...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 23

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    I started writing a suicide note the other day. I'm still working on it. But I honestly don't get why we are all here. I just think life isn't as meaningful as we make it out to be...
    barbee0 barbee0 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 27

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    I don't know where I fit in....I do not know where my place really is.I am lost, just wondering through life, searching for a place where maybe I may just belong, but never finding...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    As hard as I try and as much as I accomplish I never feel like i'm good enough. My sister gets all the praise, I have always kind of fallen by the wayside when it comes to stuff...
    Gemma1990 Gemma1990 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    My parents are both wonderful people. It isn't that they don't have time for me (which it kinda is actually) but my sister has lupus, shes 32 and I'm 22....she's been sick since...
    FeelAgain FeelAgain 22-25, F Dec 2

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    I don't know how to explain it but I feel like I don't mean anything to anyone. I'll never amount to anything, i just feel like I'm nothing.
    SomethingGrimm SomethingGrimm 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    It was my 14 th birthday on friday, but it felt the same as any other day this is because I feel like I must celebrate every day that I manage to not end my life, not celebrate...
    ardw ardw 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    until I met someone. i didnt mean to. i was just kind of wandering around on EP and then there he was. and he was wonderful. I felt like I could tell anything. That is an amazing...
    angiehermit angiehermit 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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