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I Wonder What It'll Feel Like to Win the Lottery

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    I loved someone, but they died before I could tell them how I felt. I loved another, but he didn't know how to love me back, instead I was his crutch and he was only my pain and...
    thedeadprincess thedeadprincess 22-25, F Feb 25

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    Each moment is an opportunity to make different decisions. Right now I am very tired. I think I have been doing many things right but I am too tired to do anything at all. It is a...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 5 Responses Feb 15

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    I don't know what it is, I just feel like such a stupid loser every single day. I mean I have a great job, And a life that people wish they had. But I suffer from Anxiety, OCD, ADD...
    MindlessMatters MindlessMatters 22-25, M 5 Responses Feb 23

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    I feel like the depression is crushing me. Like its sitting on my chest and crushing the air out of my lungs and making every breath painful and not worth it. And when I take deep...
    Insanity444 Insanity444 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I wonder if the process to get married was as lengthy and tedious as the one to divorce, would anyone really bother? Today I took one more step in this long drawn out divorce...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F Feb 24

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    So life sucking!!! I can't win.. What are you doing to me? I see you and get shy, yet all I want to do is talk to you, wrap myself in your arms... But I can't... Anxiety controls...
    catho catho 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Perhaps this is the prefect title. I truly do feel like a bad person. The fact that my past is now my present.. Going nowhere fast. Stuck at a crossroad not knowing which way to...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I am often left wondering what is my purpose of living. This does happen quite often in one point of someone's life, 1-4 to be exact. But the extremity of ones dark thoughts come...
    RoseDani RoseDani 16-17, F Feb 8

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    My girlfriend and I turned out to have similar dreams about dying together . I took a nap after skipping school and sleeping in . I had been texting her before I knocked out for...
    TheBoy0000 TheBoy0000 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    It's like there's a demon clinging on my back, then there's this gnawing feeling at the back of my mind. It's as if someone's trying to get through to me but I can't hear a thing...
    NimbusNimpy NimbusNimpy 13-15, F Feb 16

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    I was a fool to believe in love (fell twice almost a third time), the closest thing to love is love from a mother I don't believe in that dumb feeling anymore. I feel like me being...
    kareemfa kareemfa 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    Until I was 10 I had live-in nannies. Most of them were wonderful, but I feel like I missed out on a lot because I was rarely around my parents.. They kept me busy with more sports...
    KenziY KenziY 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    About 15 years ago I was attending a dear friend's bachelorette party in New Orleans. We were at a club on Bourbon Street. Dancing to the music of an amazing DJ, who was also a...
    Joyfullness Joyfullness 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    no one loves me. my family would leave me to fend for myself if I didn't remind them I was with them. I feel alone. my friends talk behind my back and don't care for me anymore. I...
    unfairlives unfairlives 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    i wanna die but i don't wanna commit suicide.... or at least not yet. I'm a lonely **** who can't get girls. I'm so lonely. lonely as ****. I've never had a real gf. no one there...
    cloud7one cloud7one 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 12

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    I honestly do not get it.... what are we working so hard for? What are we trying to do? Why? It feel like I am working as hard as I do and the only good that comes from it is for...
    Krie Krie 22-25 5 Responses Feb 14

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    So just wanna share something's that I have been thinking about lately. At this point of my life, what I have figured out is that its not as difficult as I thought its gonna be to...
    apersonlikeme apersonlikeme 18-21, M Feb 15

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    To live... The two hardest words I've ever had to face. People always tell me that I need to live a little but it's harder than it looks. I can't live without forgiving and...
    Vagabond01 Vagabond01 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    Just once could I be happy? Not beat down and told everything that he doesn't feel is right. I'm here at his mercy. I do all he needs at the house, if he asks for something I make...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    My parents are constantly critical. They'll call me spoilt/princess/sensitive/negative/etc. Whenever I try to express how they upset me they just tell me I have "no sense of humour...
    Lstoneheart Lstoneheart 18-21, F Feb 23

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    he doesn't miss me like I miss him. he misses me more and it'll stay that way until he is punished for his actions. :)
    mrsdaryldixon88 mrsdaryldixon88 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    How do u get thru a day without a smile, a positive word or even a kind one? I always thought that the meaning of life was love and family. I have the love of my children. Every...
    wanthimtoNEEDme wanthimtoNEEDme 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I feel like if I just didn't get up, nobody would notice. I could just go on and on already dead and it would be weeks before anyone found out. What's the point if my life doesn't...
    CaptainBenza CaptainBenza 18-21, M Feb 11

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    "Life is like a long rehearsal for a play that will never begin"-quote from the movie Amelie. It's a sad feeling when we do so much and anticipate that something great will happen...
    Lonelyastronaut Lonelyastronaut 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Having synestesia I love life with a sort of HUD and it feels like a game which makes me wonder about what happens after death there had to be something but I just can't figure it...
    bradymossy1 bradymossy1 18-21 1 Response Feb 21

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    my dad just told me to kill myself.. I feel like I have no one else here for me.. help
    alisong1 alisong1 16-17, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    This year will be our tenth wedding anniversary, fourteenth year together. My husband recently told me that he wants to see other people, that he's unhappy with his life, and that...
    Baralinel Baralinel 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I think I bottle things up to the point where I explode and start ranting to people about things that make me angry. So then I try to bottle it back up and not say anything. Well...
    LoZtMe LoZtMe 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 9

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    I do wonder what people think of me, or whether they understand something I say or do the way I meant it. But I also take this literally. Like, if I'm looking at a green chair, and...
    GenevieveH GenevieveH 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 14

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    I don't feel like i belong. I don't even feel i belong in my own skin. I try to be like everyone else, wearing whats cool, changing my personality, trying to fit in because i don't...
    TheBrokenSouls TheBrokenSouls 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 16

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    It has been cold, rainy, and grey outside for the past 3 weeks. almost every day it has been like this. Now for some reason my depression gets even worse whenever this nasty...
    CharlieBm CharlieBm 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Maybe I'm weird or stupid. but I just don't feel like this world is worth living anymore. I mean consumerism and materialism and our search for wealth has destroyed whatever human...
    fazeelahmed fazeelahmed 22-25, M Feb 11

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    I seriously think that I should. I probably will. People always say there are consequences for your actions, but killing myself is the one thing that has no consequence. I just...
    LostandHopless123 LostandHopless123 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 12

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    What's the point of making me feel like **** ya like me that's great don't like me ok bit if you don't like me why are you obsessed with making up stories about me and screaming...
    Trappedinsadness Trappedinsadness 13-15, F Feb 17

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    I'm 30, going through a divorce and feel stuck in a career I don't enjoy. I can't shake the nagging feeling that I'm not where I belong or doing what I was meant to do. However, I...
    MightyKenn MightyKenn 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    Panic. Anxiety. Pain. Pressure. Stress. These emotions are swirling through my head. I can't help but be kind of depressed, can I?Some say people bully them, some say they have...
    LivingGreen LivingGreen 18-21, F Feb 18

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    When i didn't have a Dom/Master/Mentor i was missing a major part of myself. i don't deny that i was desperate and made some bad choices. it was because i needed my Dom and i'd yet...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    Everything is a mess... I am speechless as of the moment, I can't figure out what should be the exact words I should utter. I can express what I feel but to have the right...
    wanderer08chasinglove wanderer08chasinglove 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 24

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    That's what everyone expects of me. And I'm usually happy and I know this one person I am talking to said no one is happy all the time but what do I do? All my teachers expect that...
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F Feb 25

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    I am so lonely. It is so sad that I am such a young bride and just recently got married, and I am already so sad. My husband doesn't want me to work, doesn't like when I go out...
    mrstsanders mrstsanders 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    This feeling I have deep inside, Is a feeling that I cannot describe. From the pit in my belly, To the ache in my heart, Nothing can make me realize that we are really apart Crying...
    ckjackson43 ckjackson43 16-17, F 3 days ago

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