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I Wonder What It'll Feel Like to Win the Lottery

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    I wonder what it would be like if I didn't spend so much time on the internet, like if I didn't use the internet all the time. Without internet friends, what would I be like. Would...
    raraggl raraggl 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    It feels like ****. The brighter side, though, is that it could've hurt more if he had felt the same, we'd been together, and then something bad and super dramatic happened...
    TiraVara TiraVara 22-25, F a week ago

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    I wonder what its like to have that neural pathway that integrates pain and fear destroyed. The ability to be invincible and resistant to human nature's weaknesses. *Sighs*
    IncongruousAnne IncongruousAnne 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I see women and men and I think "Wow, they are so attractive and sexy, they could have sex with anyone they wanted too." It makes me wonder what that confidence would feel like.
    benbtrayed benbtrayed 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    After some life experiences, I tend to be hard on me and the ones I love. I don't want others to change... but do demand respect at all time. I hate telling again and again to an...
    Lislislis Lislislis 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I have been in love with my best friend for 8 years. He knows on some level but does not know the extent. I am gay, he is straight so there is no realistic prospect of a happy...
    iou1soul iou1soul 22-25, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I wonder how happy I would be if I hadn't confessed and slept with my cousin.
    psychedeliica psychedeliica 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    What if's run my mind all the time. I ALWAYS play out scenarios if things were different...
    LostLatina LostLatina 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Like maybe the pain forces us to grow into the person we are meant to be with and without it we would remain stagnated?
    ElissaAcosta ElissaAcosta 16-17, F Jan 16

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    My house smells like baked chicken, which is what i cooked for dinner tonight. James just came home from work and is warming up his plate of food.
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    Idk if I'm the only one but I wish their was a guide or something tht u get around a certain age that tells you what choices you make in life will take u. Yeah it may take away the...
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F Jan 19

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    When I've fallen in love with close female friends who do not have feelings for me and still want to hang out, I NEED that hug goodnight from her badly or I will be miserable for...
    billny33 billny33 26-30 Jan 21

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    Had my share of that! At least three times In my life. Hard when you invest time, energy, and hope and it all comes to nought:(
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M a week ago

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    I'd be happy with enough reduction in pain levels to have a complete nights sleep.
    DaveShaved DaveShaved 46-50, M Jan 16

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    My horse is my life honestly. If I had never have gotten her I don't know where my life would be at this point.
    jackdragon22399 jackdragon22399 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    You want a baby of your own. One to love and return love purely. That's why you are here. That's why you are reading this right now. All you need is a man bold enough to relieve...
    Oracler Oracler 26-30, M Jan 21

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    I am going to turn 30 in couple of days. There is not much enthusiasm. I don't know why I get sad on my birthday. Even if I try to be very cheerful for my well wishers, I can't...
    FallenAngelStar FallenAngelStar 26-30, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I feel as though I'm living a life created for someone's entertainment I don't know I guess it just feels like this isn't the life I wanted or even imagined So I wonder, why...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F Jan 13

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    Hello everyone. Up until this point (for several years) I have decided to stay silent and observe posts similar to this one. Now, here on this website, on thos particular group it...
    Abufihamat Abufihamat 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Ever day, I just come home from school, do work, go to bed, and do the same thing again. I have no time anymore to do anything that I want to do. School makes me so mad, I just...
    Music2717 Music2717 13-15, F Jan 20

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    Just had a fight with my mom and it always feels like shes trying to make me look like the crazy one. Is it bad to hate your mom. I'm almost 25 this year still living at home with...
    miss1lonely miss1lonely 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    WHY the "Me Too" app/website is important and healthy for everyone to use: (In my own opinion) People understand things differently based on their upbringing, experiences and...
    DesireHappy DesireHappy 41-45, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I just feel like I have no control anymore, after everything I've had to deal with. No matter how much I wish for it, I can't rewind time, and even if I did, I'd just be reliving...
    NimbusNimpy NimbusNimpy 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    It's kind of a strange situation, that probably requires a whole lot more back story than I'm willing to give it. Consequently, this will probably be a bit short, a bit rambling...
    LostInCode LostInCode 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 7

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    If you have every planned to do something with your life, while you are still young enough to enjoy having some good honest fun? What about a bucket list, it has occurred to me...
    sensualbeauty1 sensualbeauty1 46-50, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    It feels like this is all my life will ever amount to. Just feeling sad for no reason, feeling completely lost and alone all the time... I wish I had my friend here right now, but...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Jan 6

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    I often wonder what people see when they look at me. I wonder if they see someone that's stupid and in need of guidance because EVERYONE seems to feel the need to give me step by...
    jamesmarie09 jamesmarie09 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 19

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    I'm new to the group of friends I have right now and I can't help but feel left out sometimes. They're all great people, but sometimes I feel like I'm intruding, or like I'm not...
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    As I sit, as I stand, as I walk, I feel the wind. The wind touches, it pushes, it caresses. It brings warmth, it brings cold, aromas and voices The wind has no voice of itself...
    paleryder paleryder 56-60, M Jan 10

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    Do they pity the orphan? Do they like the heartless, insecure girl who always picks the wrong man to trust? Do they wonder why I am not bonkers? Do they find me intelligent, or...
    astute99 astute99 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I met him when I was 19. We got married when I was 20. We've been married a little over a year and already I can see my husband loving me less and less. I was born and raised in...
    marriedyoungandconfused marriedyoungandconfused 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    when im watching movies , the characters in it seem so special. they all have there own personality and talents and they have a life. im so boring compared to everyone I have no...
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I use to have hopes and dreams, and somewhere along the way they just keep getting crushed over and over. I feel like I was meant to do more than working for someone else to get...
    FellidayaFiresong FellidayaFiresong 31-35, F Jan 19

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    Today I need love as I feel it will relive my stress but when I see old people I think they have done the same thing that I am doing now and they are still unhappy at their age.so...
    apoorv2014 apoorv2014 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    It's a constant struggle to feel like the odd one out in a world of 7 billion people. I guess I'll have to accept what is and what my life is for now. I feel like my girlfriend is...
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I suck at this but here it goes. It's weird my depression has hit an all time high. My life from the outside isn't that bad. I've got a lot of good people and things going for me...
    RedSally RedSally 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 5

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    I'm feeling lonely this past few weeks. 2015 was a bomb. It's true as days goes by everything constantly change. I was happy and full of life my heart was filled with joy when I...
    imsoflhai imsoflhai 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I heard this report on the radio today... It's from Colorado Public Radio, and it was a piece about children that grow up in poverty, or even homeless. They interviewed this girl...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm pretty sure I had the woman I was always supposed to be with, and lost her. Not everyone even ever meets the one they're supposed to be with, much less ever gets a second...
    realbeerad realbeerad 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My fiance wants to marry me but i am afraid it'll be a mistake we have to beautiful children together but he's a struggling addict that falls back more than he steps forward. I...
    tolongalone tolongalone 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I never knew why people want to live so much...i mean i don´t want to have kids, lots of money or marry i just want to die...why people find it so wrong ?.... we´re all going to...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 4 Responses Jan 12

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    Of course he doesn't because he doesn't see himself they way I see him. They way his eyebrows mash together when he asks a question, they he looks he look deep in my eyes like he...
    Vickypearl Vickypearl 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    So I'm in 8th grade and basically in 6th grade this girl, (Lets call her Shelby) Shelby and (Lets call her Makayla) Shelby and Makayla were best friends. As well as in 7th grade...
    PastelOreos447 PastelOreos447 13-15, F Jan 2

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    I work in the hospitality industry and I have started my carrier as as an Agent but after a five years of working in this industry I have moved from a hotel to other one for...
    Yassan Yassan 26-30, M Jan 5

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    I have the same feeling in all honesty. its not like an ego boosting feeling like i should be important its more like i feel I'm meant for a purpose yet its like my brain is to...
    spiritualjourney87 spiritualjourney87 26-30 Jan 8

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