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I Wonder What the Future Has In Store For Me

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    Lonely At 34

    Don't know where to begin. I remember I was 23 then. Never had a boyfriend till then. And then one fine day he just walked into my life like sunshine. Everything seemed so wonderful then. We were friends first and then we became better friends. Cliched' as it sounds, never really...
    lonelyat34 lonelyat34 31-35 3 Responses Aug 14, 2011

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    Trying to Balance

    I wouldn't really want to know.  Okay, maybe a wee thumbs up, off to the side just to give me a rope of hope.  But I would live differently knowing and maybe not the way my fate was intended and that would be a life not really lived.  So no...
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    Wonder, Wonder, Wonder

    I wonder what my future hold. When something might happen. How something might happen. I've never really believed in Fourtune Tellers but if there was ever a need for one, I have it. An old Gypsy Lady to give me a glimpse of, hopefull, a bright future. Prayers and wishes...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2008

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    I'm Just So Darn Curious...

    Sometimes I even sit down and plan it out. I can't tell you how many times I've made up what my future's gonna be like. I mean I know it probably won't be the way I think it will. I just want to know though!! I want to know if I will really marry my bf (which I believe...
    Azurehearts Azurehearts 18-21, F Dec 21, 2008

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    Hi there so as some of you may know im 18 years

    in anther 2-3 weeks im graduate and im starting to think what going to happen next i mean i used to this routine and i dont know what is going to happen with me know?! I mean there are some kids at my age that sure about there life they know what they want to learn and where and...
    mylife181 mylife181 18-21, F May 18

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    I Hope It's Something Good!

    The thing is I am trying to live better than I ever have and for the last three years that is exactly what I have been doing. My future is so bright I have to wear shades, literally because Florida is sunny, lol.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 18, 2011

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    I Wonder When Ill Get My First Kiss

    im a cool cat, i wonder when im going to get my first kiss, and who it will be with. a stranger? a friend? a person i see everyday but don't know their name? sombody i havent even met yet? im curious and it drives me crazy everyday!
    JapanNinja JapanNinja 13-15, F Jun 15, 2010

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    I Wonder ...

    I wonder...I just hope it is good!
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F May 10, 2011

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    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M a week ago

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    i wonder what people see in me, wat i look like to my self is a girl who is not pretty, has thick horrable tangled hair, and fat but people look at me and say im pretty im not sure...
    TheColorfulDino TheColorfulDino 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    I wonder what people really see when they look at me. Do they see a depressed person just walking by. Do they see a monster in a hoodie, avoiding eye contact at any cost. Do they...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 11

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    I really have no idea what to do in my life now. It feels like i have no destiny in life. A little background of myself is that im the youngest child in my family. I have 3 sisters...
    iambacknow iambacknow 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    Why do I continue to suffer day in and day out? Everyone I know has abandoned me. What will be left of me when I'm dead? There was nothing when I lived. People assume it's never...
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    Sometimes I wonder what people perceive me as, I know it shouldn't really matter but I like to feel approachable but confident as an individual, struggled for a long time with...
    chamlav chamlav 18-21, F Sep 16

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    I wonder what people really see when they look at me. Do they see my beautiful smile that holds all my insecurities. Maybe they see my fear held deep with in my eyes. Can they see...
    SusieBlu SusieBlu 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 2

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    I wonder what people actually see in me. I don't know why so much people like me, I'm just funny and nice, is that really all you need to be for a good friend?? Ugh I don't know...
    Smexyshannonxo Smexyshannonxo 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    Judging by my appearance and my appearance only, what kind of person do you think I am? For example, likes, hobbies, music taste, favorite color, religion, etc. I'm just wondering...
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 16

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    What people see is a perception! We see, hear of it throuh our natural senses. The understanding, throught process and then projecting an impression and/or a deception. The...
    intheair2nite intheair2nite 46-50, F 8 Responses Sep 21

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    Self observance is not one my strong points. It is one where I don't really care to exercise or develop especially when you battle depression. The possibility of self damage is too...
    InTheShadowsAgain InTheShadowsAgain 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M a week ago

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    I wonder what people see when they look at me. Do they see a normal girl? Do they see a weirdo? Do they see a nerd? I get kind of paranoid over this kind of thing, though I've been...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wonder what people see in me. I dont see anything special...
    kyleigh188 kyleigh188 18-21, F 4 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    The daily struggle for me. Even though a lot of people tell me im a quiet and reserved person I still wonder what people see me as in there mind
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I've tricked myself into thinking I could be something more. Something more than a miserable monster. Something more than a weak and pathetic person who deserves to die. For 11...
    IamMorbid IamMorbid 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 13

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    After watching one of my favorite anime I re realized I have zero purpose and have no idea what I'm doing. The problem.. I don't a dream. No plan, nothing. I'm getting old as well...
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F Sep 20

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    What's the point anymore? Honestly, I don't know anymore. Everyone treats you like ****, you keep it stored inside until one day when you're hanging from your ceiling by a rope. I...
    XdMaRiNoX13 XdMaRiNoX13 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 2

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    I feel so worthless and disgusting right now. I feel like I can't do anything right; I'm a useless failure who always messes everything up. The only reason people think I am...
    Boulier Boulier 16-17, F 8 Responses Sep 7

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    I don't know why I still feel this way. I really don't care to be alive anymore, but yet I stick around. I do ****** up things in my life, sometimes even risking my very...
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I want to kill myself. Whenever someone asks what I want to do with my life I say that I want to be a veterinarian. I get excited because ideally, it's what I would like to do. But...
    Thehorrid Thehorrid 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    Okay so before I begin I have to say no I'm not going to commit suicide, or not anytime soon at least. So I was in bed thinking, life is comming at me way to fast. My friends are...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    If i do such bad behavior .... Well people in my surroundings think im such a ***** and will see me no future. But if i am such a good girl like go to school , house and innocent...
    mizchenee mizchenee 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I've always been one to live by hope and looking forward to things. Now I feel as though my future is bleak as I'll never be able to break my crippling shyness with no-one here to...
    Nexile90 Nexile90 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    I'm a very different person no one know me I hide in the shadows In school am a active person and social but I never let anyone into my life I never let them see who the real me is...
    mattlopeza mattlopeza 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 9

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    The difficult part of deciding on suicide is what once you do you're not coming back. You have to prepare for it. Settle things before you do it so no one has a trace or motive for...
    Thomasjcox Thomasjcox 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 21

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    I'm always being called cute, adorable, fun, and sweet. But I wonder, has anyone ever liked me for me and not just cuz I'm "cute,adorable,short, or fun"?
    kellylopez kellylopez 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I do whatever I can to try and be happy but nothing is working at all.. nobody beside me for support just me on my own. I think about killing myself everyday now and I hate it...
    Born2Inspire Born2Inspire 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    Almost three thousand years ago, God said through the prophet Amos that just before the coming of the lord, the Jews would return from the four corners of the earth and rebuild the...
    simsym simsym 22-25 1 Response Sep 1

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    I have meet a Disable children Bus Attendant. Speak no or a very little English. From Rural Village of Bangladesh. NO school. Married 2 children. Has a OCD and Bi POLAR husband...
    LIFECHECKUNDERTHEIRTHREAT LIFECHECKUNDERTHEIRTHREAT 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    Over time I my view of the world, of life and everything has changed, I guess just to a more realistic viewpoint. It's such an interesting experience to feel able to look at...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 13

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    When friends and family tell you that your beautiful you just might believe them. When no one has shown any interest in you or took the time to get to know you or ever told you...
    zoee01 zoee01 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 16

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    this really is a really big thing to wonder, and of course if we could see what people saw of us then it would be a terrible depressing thing. but I wonder it so much...
    brookel16 brookel16 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 17

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    I always find this website when I'm feeling frustrated with my husband. We're both young and urban people and we get along and understand each other in hard times. We're both very...
    Jessicastephens Jessicastephens 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    We have had some strange weather of late.... The mild winter in the UK...i don't think we had any ⛄ snow ⛄ this year... The summer has been very dry.... And now autumn is here...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    It's crazy I don't think anyone has a crush in me. I look around my high school and i see all these couples. I've never had a boyfriend in 14 years!!! I wish people would tell me...
    alleycat888 alleycat888 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you want is to be found. You say your life is not worth living, but all you want is for someone to tel you there life is worse...
    Isis33 Isis33 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 1

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    Just wonder if people could see me as a decent person even if i've done some bad stuff in my past. I've changed, so i'm just qurious if people let you have a second chance at...
    Chess92 Chess92 22-25, M 6 Responses Sep 2

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    Sometime I wonder why some people very childish in relationship. I think you need to have this kind of understanding, maturity and honesty. This is how to keep the relationship...
    anasitianisah anasitianisah 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    The night comes...the day ends..time to reflect..time to think over and over...and ask yourself...what's there more to life? Seems like time passes by...you try hard..you live..you...
    genesis99 genesis99 22-25, F 1 Resp