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I Wonder What the Future Has In Store For Me

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    Trying to Balance

    I wouldn't really want to know.  Okay, maybe a wee thumbs up, off to the side just to give me a rope of hope.  But I would live differently knowing and maybe not the way my fate was intended and that would be a life not really lived.  So no...
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    I Wonder When Ill Get My First Kiss

    im a cool cat, i wonder when im going to get my first kiss, and who it will be with. a stranger? a friend? a person i see everyday but don't know their name? sombody i havent even met yet? im curious and it drives me crazy everyday!
    JapanNinja JapanNinja 13-15, F Jun 15, 2010

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    Hi there so as some of you may know im 18 years

    in anther 2-3 weeks im graduate and im starting to think what going to happen next i mean i used to this routine and i dont know what is going to happen with me know?! I mean there are some kids at my age that sure about there life they know what they want to learn and where and...
    mylife181 mylife181 18-21, F May 18

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    Lonely At 34

    Don't know where to begin. I remember I was 23 then. Never had a boyfriend till then. And then one fine day he just walked into my life like sunshine. Everything seemed so wonderful then. We were friends first and then we became better friends. Cliched' as it sounds, never really...
    lonelyat34 lonelyat34 31-35 3 Responses Aug 14, 2011

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    I Hope It's Something Good!

    The thing is I am trying to live better than I ever have and for the last three years that is exactly what I have been doing. My future is so bright I have to wear shades, literally because Florida is sunny, lol.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 18, 2011

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    Wonder, Wonder, Wonder

    I wonder what my future hold. When something might happen. How something might happen. I've never really believed in Fourtune Tellers but if there was ever a need for one, I have it. An old Gypsy Lady to give me a glimpse of, hopefull, a bright future. Prayers and wishes...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2008

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    I'm Just So Darn Curious...

    Sometimes I even sit down and plan it out. I can't tell you how many times I've made up what my future's gonna be like. I mean I know it probably won't be the way I think it will. I just want to know though!! I want to know if I will really marry my bf (which I believe...
    Azurehearts Azurehearts 18-21, F Dec 21, 2008

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    I Wonder ...

    I wonder...I just hope it is good!
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F May 10, 2011

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    i wonder what people see in me, wat i look like to my self is a girl who is not pretty, has thick horrable tangled hair, and fat but people look at me and say im pretty im not sure...
    TheColorfulDino TheColorfulDino 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    I wonder what people really see when they look at me. Do they see a depressed person just walking by. Do they see a monster in a hoodie, avoiding eye contact at any cost. Do they...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I really have no idea what to do in my life now. It feels like i have no destiny in life. A little background of myself is that im the youngest child in my family. I have 3 sisters...
    iambacknow iambacknow 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Why do I continue to suffer day in and day out? Everyone I know has abandoned me. What will be left of me when I'm dead? There was nothing when I lived. People assume it's never...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I wonder what people perceive me as, I know it shouldn't really matter but I like to feel approachable but confident as an individual, struggled for a long time with...
    chamlav chamlav 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    I also wonder what people think when they see me. What do you think?
    ollie27 ollie27 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I try to stay positive and not get down on things, but I really do wonder what my purpose here is, being born with the disabilities that I was, I try to understand why, whats the...
    wheelchairwonder wheelchairwonder 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    I wonder what people really see when they look at me. Do they see my beautiful smile that holds all my insecurities. Maybe they see my fear held deep with in my eyes. Can they see...
    SusieBlu SusieBlu 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 2

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    I wonder what people actually see in me. I don't know why so much people like me, I'm just funny and nice, is that really all you need to be for a good friend?? Ugh I don't know...
    Smexyshannonxo Smexyshannonxo 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Judging by my appearance and my appearance only, what kind of person do you think I am? For example, likes, hobbies, music taste, favorite color, religion, etc. I'm just wondering...
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 70+, F 4 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I've tricked myself into thinking I could be something more. Something more than a miserable monster. Something more than a weak and pathetic person who deserves to die. For 11...
    IamMorbid IamMorbid 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    this really is a really big thing to wonder, and of course if we could see what people saw of us then it would be a terrible depressing thing. but I wonder it so much...
    brookel16 brookel16 16-17, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Seriously. I just want someone to analyze me down to my very bone. I'm curious as to what it would reveal. Considering my past, and everything I've been through... My history, my...
    TubaAtheist TubaAtheist 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Idk my mum bought it for me LOL
    MushroomHat MushroomHat 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    What's the point anymore? Honestly, I don't know anymore. Everyone treats you like ****, you keep it stored inside until one day when you're hanging from your ceiling by a rope. I...
    XdMaRiNoX13 XdMaRiNoX13 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 2

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    I feel so worthless and disgusting right now. I feel like I can't do anything right; I'm a useless failure who always messes everything up. The only reason people think I am...
    Boulier Boulier 16-17, F 8 Responses Sep 7

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    What if conspiracy nuts are right. What if new illnesses are planned. If what we eat and drink was altered. Shrink opposition by gimping. Then conquer by laws that...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    The suspects stole practically $1,five hundred well worth of liquor that night and law enforcement are hopeful the public can check out the photographs and assist While using the...
    Andrew558n8la3 Andrew558n8la3 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    I still don’t get the point, seeing back on my past and knowing my future is going to be worst. I just can’t take it anymore and they think they understand. Everything is...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M Aug 28

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    I don't know why I still feel this way. I really don't care to be alive anymore, but yet I stick around. I do ****** up things in my life, sometimes even risking my very...
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I want to kill myself. Whenever someone asks what I want to do with my life I say that I want to be a veterinarian. I get excited because ideally, it's what I would like to do. But...
    Thehorrid Thehorrid 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    If I died, nothing special would happen. The world would still be exactly the same as it is except with one less person who will be replaced without anyone knowing. I don't need...
    Although Although 13-15 4 Responses Aug 26

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    I've always been one to live by hope and looking forward to things. Now I feel as though my future is bleak as I'll never be able to break my crippling shyness with no-one here to...
    Nexile90 Nexile90 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    When people look at me I wonder if they see things all the same as each other or differently. I'm "Anny" to my friends (2) who accept my really big and obvious problems. I like...
    Andwen Andwen 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    what if we dont all come from rich or upper class backgrounds with a family name that everyone recognizes but instead we come from a family that has great value and has struggled...
    mzzdede123 mzzdede123 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    When I was younger I had long beautiful thick hair down below my behind, a pretty decent figure and I was very outgoing , hanging around with my friends and having great adventures...
    westwoman westwoman 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 7

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    I'm a very different person no one know me I hide in the shadows In school am a active person and social but I never let anyone into my life I never let them see who the real me is...
    mattlopeza mattlopeza 13-15, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    Old friends, old days in the past and now all the friends have been scattered and their memories are remained after a long time, i got this bad news that one of our best, REALLY i...
    Bill199500 Bill199500 16-17, M Aug 23

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    Idk I kinda feel really ugly...I've never had a boyfriend, no one has ever called me cute or hot. Only a few girls have called me pretty...
    shibaunu shibaunu 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 19

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    It's five days until my birthday,and my depression has got worse,I now have cuts all over my body compared to just my wrist,my anxiety levels have risen so much I feel like I can't...
    unicornchild unicornchild 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    At this very moment Im actually in a very difficult complicated situation. My best friend since childhood who is also my neighbour, who is also my best friend, who has the same...
    Confusiana Confusiana 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I don't understand what is wrong with people wanting to share their girls with others to get 'turned on', to have countless affairs (I.e. Cheating), lying,... etc. I don't know why...
    StupidM StupidM 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 26

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    I decided this year to start wearing skirts to school and with my other clothes all the time. It has become a very popular style in some big cities. They are very comfortable and...
    Andwen Andwen 13-15, M 6 Responses Aug 27

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    I have no idea if I can get any support here. I suffer with body dysmorphic disorder. This has affected my life for over ten years. Right now I'm suffering badly and have barely...
    bec78 bec78 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 28

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    I do whatever I can to try and be happy but nothing is working at all.. nobody beside me for support just me on my own. I think about killing myself everyday now and I hate it...
    Born2Inspire Born2Inspire 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    Almost three thousand years ago, God said through the prophet Amos that just before the coming of the lord, the Jews would return from the four corners of the earth and rebuild the...
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    I have meet a Disable children Bus Attendant. Speak no or a very little English. From Rural Village of Bangladesh. NO school. Married 2 children. Has a OCD and Bi POLAR husband...
    BlueMah BlueMah 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    Over time I my view of the world, of life and everything has changed, I guess just to a more realistic viewpoint. It's such an interesting experience to feel able to look at...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    When friends and family tell you that your beautiful you just might believe them. When no one has shown any interest in you or took the time to get to know you or ever told you...
    zoee01 zoee01 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    For years I've just felt like I never really had anyone with me.... I feel alone.. And no one has my back....
    mrfluffy16 mrfluffy16 18-21, M 5 Responses Aug 17