I may have some bad stuff happen through out my life, but I honestly think, when it's time for me to depart this mortal plane, my life will be an overwhelmingly positive expireince. After all, it's not about what happens, but how you choose to handle yourself in the situation.
Or rather, since I know how things will turn out, what will happen between now and then?
How long will I survive?
Who will I meet?
How much more pain will I endure?
Will I be happy?
What is my purpose?
Who will I become?
What will I become?
I don't know. I know I can't...