I Wonder What Will Happen When I Grow Old

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    It Will Be Nice If

    I have a partner who loves me, is by my side as i pass on..and I age gracefully!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 13, 2009

    I Wonder

        i wonder what will happen to me when i grow old . will my children take care of me . will i end up in a nursing home bedridden or wheel chair ridden . will i beable to move at all . will i still have a nuerological condition . will i beable to live in alaska...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 26, 2009

    When I Grow Old

    When I grow old,I wonder,How will life be?,Hope I'm healthy,Livin' a life,That's worth living,Looking back,Over life,Finding the highs,Reliving again,As I talk,With all my friends.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Dec 10, 2011

    Will I Be Alone?

    I wonder about my life, and wonder if I will still be with the man I Love now. Will he get sick and tired of me, and all my health problems, and just toss me away, when something better comes along? I wonder if I will ever be able to have children, or have I ruined all...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 26, 2009

    I Wonder If I Will Even Live to See Myself Old!

    Not sure if I'll make it, the way my life is going. Sick left & right. I had 2 strokes @ age 5, & could have a deadly stroke any unexpected time, or even a heart attack with all these STRONG anxiety attacks.
    otad12 otad12
    31-35, F
    Aug 27, 2009

    I Wonder

        i wonder what will happen to me when i grow old . will my children take care of me . will i end up in a nursing home bedridden or wheel chair ridden . will i beable to move at all . will i still have a nuerological condition . will i beable to live in alaska...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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