I Wonder What Would Have Happen If I Had Died

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    I always think this..

    .and honestly when I'm in a depression spell - I don't care. I'm such an idiot I tried over dosing on melitoine which is all natural...so that didn't work and then I took 3 Xanax...I'm angry I'm still here. I hate when people say "well that's selfish" what's selfish is letting me...
    nicolebnagy nicolebnagy
    22-25, F
    Feb 1, 2015

    ...why is my life so hard?

    Why is everyone that I care about leaving me? I don't think I can live anymore. I can't continue to live like this forever. Why does everyone hate me so much. What did I do wrong? Is it simply because I wasn't suppose to born? I coughed blood up again. The doctor said that I...
    08RoseBlack 08RoseBlack
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 30, 2015
    craz3f8g craz3f8g
    1 Response Jan 31, 2015

    sometimes I wonder what life would be like

    if my brushes with death had happened. would my family be in a better place? would my children have better lives? would the everyday pain of waking up be someone else's problem? I am the peace keeper would there be peace among those I know? I am the motivator, would other move...
    tsnuggles tsnuggles
    41-45, F
    Jan 31, 2015


    I am sitting here in the middle of my yard on the grass.   I should be enjoying the love in my life and the beautiful weather but instead of focusing on you. It seems so many of my best times are shadowed by you and wishing that I was the one that went away instead of you...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 15, 2010

    I Know This Is Just A Fantasy But Still...

    I wish maybe not exactly to die but to be in coma after some terrible accident. Then somehow my spirit could go around and actuallysee if my family or friends or anyone would care or if they would just get on with their lives and forget about me.i just want to see if they care...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 2, 2011

    people wouldn't care.

    . they would be happy that i was gone, they wouldn't have to worry about me anymore. just one less person to worry about..
    xsarah15x xsarah15x
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 9, 2016
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