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I Wonder What's Next

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    Next Chapter In My Life

    After high school and after college, I start to wonder what's going to happen to me. I want to get a good job so I could establish a career before I can create a family. I'm worried though. I'm that sort of girl that is in the shadow of someone else, bigger and more confident. I...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Apr 21, 2009

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    Endgame??

    my sister died 4 yrs ago.i still get moody about it.as i head into my mid40s,im not realy sure i want to keep going.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2012

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    What's Next?

    What's next?,You say,I wonder,I’d like to know.You never can tell,What’s around the corner!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 10, 2011

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    Not Exactly Flying, But Gliding Rather Nicely.

         I've noticed since my last story, posted in March of last year, over 500 people have read it so I thought to provide an update. It's lengthy, but it's a quick read.      Since my first/last post, I did have to put my dog to sleep - it...
    OskarMonoir OskarMonoir 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 21, 2009

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    I Wonder What's Next

    so many stores in Canada being bought out by American stores!Target taking Zellers.  And Tonight I just found out that  Walmart has made an offer to buyout Canadian Tire!  Canadian Tire doesn't want to sell out  but will consider a partnership  according to Financial Post...
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 Aug 12, 2012

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    The Classic Question, What If

    I am constantly in wonder of what will happen if... or if... or if this other thing... Yeah. I think we get the point. Sometimes I'm right, other times I'm wrong. I'm usually right... Hehe. RANDOM STORY ONCE AGAIN!!! Please comment kindly and thanks for reading.
    shadowsrain13 shadowsrain13 13-15, F Aug 2, 2013

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    I Know It'll Get Worse.

    So, several months ago I started getting my life together, lost 40 pounds and did some other things. But, a month ago... I gave up. My family makes it too hard, i can't do it for years longer. Then just a week or 2 later, I lost my best and only friend(my promise to her to...
    eric6942069 eric6942069 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 4, 2009

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    Will I Finally Get What I Want.....

    I wonder. Most of time I figure probably not, but sometimes when I have a friend talking to me about life, my stuff & plans.... sometimes it feels like maybe, just maybe, I could have what I want for a change. It's a nice feeling, although it usually doesn't stay long. : ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 5, 2009

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    They ask you to write about the human condition. Three big issues are life, death and sex. You wrire about sex and the Numpties of the EP Police remove those stories. Why bother?
    sissysimone sissysimone 51-55, T 5 days ago

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    Okay so before I begin I have to say no I'm not going to commit suicide, or not anytime soon at least. So I was in bed thinking, life is comming at me way to fast. My friends are...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I do the best I can with what I have. I try so hard to not be alone. I don't know what it is about me that people just don't like, and I don't know how to change. I try to connect...
    tibber4lyfe tibber4lyfe 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    What's the point anymore? Honestly, I don't know anymore. Everyone treats you like ****, you keep it stored inside until one day when you're hanging from your ceiling by a rope. I...
    XdMaRiNoX13 XdMaRiNoX13 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 2

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    I wonder what people really see when they look at me. Do they see my beautiful smile that holds all my insecurities. Maybe they see my fear held deep with in my eyes. Can they see...
    SusieBlu SusieBlu 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 2

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    The night comes...the day ends..time to reflect..time to think over and over...and ask yourself...what's there more to life? Seems like time passes by...you try hard..you live..you...
    genesis99 genesis99 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I'm beginning to wonder. I have lost everything in life now. The only person who cared for me. What's left for me if I recover.
    iamsodead iamsodead 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    What if the reality we see is just a shadow of the 4th dimension which is a shadow of the 5th and so on? It seems impossible unless you look at out shadows in the 2nd. They mirror...
    Midnightchorus Midnightchorus 18-21, M Aug 28

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    I want to kill myself. Whenever someone asks what I want to do with my life I say that I want to be a veterinarian. I get excited because ideally, it's what I would like to do. But...
    Thehorrid Thehorrid 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    People are so dumb! I mean, i think they are blind or somewhat. Once i thought my family was different, i thought they had a better understanding in life and were not chained by...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    What's the ******* point ? Everything I tried I failed. Everytime I love it never last happiness is temporary and hard to get but it's sooooooooooo easy to do well
    Rainbowkissesxo Rainbowkissesxo 18-21, F Aug 31

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    They probly see little shy me and scared of pepole but I'm actually sarcastic can be mean if you hurt my freind and I am confident I will talk to a boy if I want I will say what's...
    jeniffer200 jeniffer200 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    Provided that most resorts present many eating places and a range of Seashore and water things to do, most vacationers never ought to enterprise outside of the vacation resort...
    Willy52yt Willy52yt 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    I've never done self harm, but I've thought about it, I've also thought about suicide and I've even made a plan about how I would do it. I am so alone and I barely even know what...
    ozziegirl88 ozziegirl88 13-15 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm finding it hard to separate what I want from what's best for you. There's nothing I want more than for you to recover. I want you to see me graduate, and become successful...
    RuxpinCA RuxpinCA 26-30, M Aug 23

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    Tomorrow, I start at a new High-school. This has been my no means an easy decision. Junior year and I'm leaving the last two years behind. I spent last night crying about leaving...
    IvyEstelle IvyEstelle 18-21, F Sep 5

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    I've been seeing my psychiatrist for a few years now. I have no official diagnosis, but there's been a few decided: depression, anxiety, add, borderline personality disorder...
    vee3 vee3 22-25, F Sep 9

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    I thought this person liked me, we always used to tell each other how much we love each other. But now this person is acting like I'm trash or something. Like I didn't do anything...
    Risingabovetheashes Risingabovetheashes 70+, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    I feel lonely when I'm surrounded by people , it's like all they do is judge and criticize me ..
    Shaileyrae Shaileyrae 13-15, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I really have no idea what to do in my life now. It feels like i have no destiny in life. A little background of myself is that im the youngest child in my family. I have 3 sisters...
    iambacknow iambacknow 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    My aunt described who I am to her and she got it right on surprisingly. She's asking me to move in with her again. She's been asking me since 10th grade and my uncle was...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Sep 5

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    That intense, earth shattering feeling, where the only people that exist is you, and that only other person in which your very heart beats for? That intensity where your heart just...
    ThoughtFulMoments ThoughtFulMoments 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I had this bizarre dream last night and I tried looking up what different things represent but I was not satisfied with the results. I dreamed that I was getting married, and...
    darster18 darster18 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    I want to drop you A fast Notice to Enable you know the way impressed I'm Together with the support I have received from Clockwork Removals. I am Performing my way through the...
    Benitakey Benitakey 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    Sometime I wonder why some people very childish in relationship. I think you need to have this kind of understanding, maturity and honesty. This is how to keep the relationship...
    anasitianisah anasitianisah 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    If you want to know whats bothering me here it is. My head hurts. My stomach hurts. I keep falling asleep when I really don't want or need to. I keep thinking about things that...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    I still don’t get the point, seeing back on my past and knowing my future is going to be worst. I just can’t take it anymore and they think they understand. Everything is...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M Aug 28

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    Why do I continue to suffer day in and day out? Everyone I know has abandoned me. What will be left of me when I'm dead? There was nothing when I lived. People assume it's never...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I always find this website when I'm feeling frustrated with my husband. We're both young and urban people and we get along and understand each other in hard times. We're both very...
    Jessicastephens Jessicastephens 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    The one thing I know I truly value is the beautiful recognition and feeling that comes when someone else genuinely understands who I am. When I can recognise in the way someone...
    crescendo282 crescendo282 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    This is how the rest of my life will go: -Graduate college -Get a job -Possibly meet someone -Work until I die. Even if I study abroad or meet my soulmate, I don't care. Even if I...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 28

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    1 year ago: I look at her. She stares right back at me. Who are you? I want to ask, but I already know the answer. Her skinny legs look like twigs as she struts towards me. Her...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 29

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    What if it was like the movies? What if you woke up one day and suddenly he is waiting for you downstairs saying he's sorry saying he loves you, always had and always will. From...
    Claire212 Claire212 16-17, F Aug 31

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    " I see it as passionate and dominant.. a controlling man who found a love who would love him no matter what and no matter how difficult it was to know him....a love that is...
    NonchalantEros NonchalantEros 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    First of all, I'm 16 years old. I was diagnosed with childhood depression when I was 8 years old, and have been bounced around with various mental diagnoses. Last year, I created...
    Theforgotten4 Theforgotten4 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    Over time I my view of the world, of life and everything has changed, I guess just to a more realistic viewpoint. It's such an interesting experience to feel able to look at...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 13

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    From the Middle Ages to the Salem witch trials and much more, witches have been hung, burned, etc. But what was really wrong with them. I'm sure people were scared of being cursed...
    funteenagegurl funteenagegurl 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    At this very moment Im actually in a very difficult complicated situation. My best friend since childhood who is also my neighbour, who is also my best friend, who has the same...
    Confusiana Confusiana 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I appear like a happy go lucky wild and care free smiley girl but open me up and you will see a messed up damaged girl it's sad really I wanna be what everyone sees but I can't...
    foreverbellaalone foreverbellaalone 22-25, F 10 Responses Aug 23

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    Why am I still here? I don't do anything productive, my parents see me as a burden and nobody pays any attention to what I'm doing. Most of the time nobody knows where I am and...
    EmbraceForever EmbraceForever 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 28