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I Wonder What's Next

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    Not Exactly Flying, But Gliding Rather Nicely.

         I've noticed since my last story, posted in March of last year, over 500 people have read it so I thought to provide an update. It's lengthy, but it's a quick read.      Since my first/last post, I did have to put my dog to sleep - it...
    OskarMonoir OskarMonoir 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 21, 2009

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    What's Next?

    What's next?,You say,I wonder,I’d like to know.You never can tell,What’s around the corner!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 10, 2011

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    The Classic Question, What If

    I am constantly in wonder of what will happen if... or if... or if this other thing... Yeah. I think we get the point. Sometimes I'm right, other times I'm wrong. I'm usually right... Hehe. RANDOM STORY ONCE AGAIN!!! Please comment kindly and thanks for reading.
    shadowsrain13 shadowsrain13 13-15, F Aug 2, 2013

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    I Know It'll Get Worse.

    So, several months ago I started getting my life together, lost 40 pounds and did some other things. But, a month ago... I gave up. My family makes it too hard, i can't do it for years longer. Then just a week or 2 later, I lost my best and only friend(my promise to her to...
    eric6942069 eric6942069 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 4, 2009

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    I Wonder What's Next

    so many stores in Canada being bought out by American stores!Target taking Zellers.  And Tonight I just found out that  Walmart has made an offer to buyout Canadian Tire!  Canadian Tire doesn't want to sell out  but will consider a partnership  according to Financial Post...
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 Aug 12, 2012

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    Next Chapter In My Life

    After high school and after college, I start to wonder what's going to happen to me. I want to get a good job so I could establish a career before I can create a family. I'm worried though. I'm that sort of girl that is in the shadow of someone else, bigger and more confident. I...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Apr 21, 2009

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    Will I Finally Get What I Want.....

    I wonder. Most of time I figure probably not, but sometimes when I have a friend talking to me about life, my stuff & plans.... sometimes it feels like maybe, just maybe, I could have what I want for a change. It's a nice feeling, although it usually doesn't stay long. : ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 5, 2009

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    Endgame??

    my sister died 4 yrs ago.i still get moody about it.as i head into my mid40s,im not realy sure i want to keep going.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2012

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    This is something that has been laying on my mind lately, What's the point, there is no joy, just shame and sadness. I feel so alone and so worthless. I don't even want to live...
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    What do you see? Yeah there's the brown hair and eyes, but what else? You can't see what's inside, that's why it's so easy for others to judge, to assume, and to turn away. But we...
    Parkerluv1 Parkerluv1 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 2

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    I think about it Quite often lately Not as a first choice but as a back up My life seems to have gone on for 32yrs with no point No meaningful achievements Can't find a place to...
    MNI1982 MNI1982 31-35, F Oct 1

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    I think about it Quite often lately Not as a first choice but as a back up My life seems to have gone on for 32yrs with no point No meaningful achievements Can't find a place to...
    MNI1982 MNI1982 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    When they look at me people seem to look way in disgust or they just smile sadly I don't know why I wonder if it's because of the way i look that's always been the problem what I...
    hitomiyoshida hitomiyoshida 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have always wondered what people really think of me and what they actually see when they look at me. Do they see me for who I am or for who I appear to be. It's always baffled me...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I just constantly wonder what people really see in me. I'm shy, at times very insecure. I don't take very many pics. Of myself because I'm not confident in my appearance, I can...
    Isa44 Isa44 26-30, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    What's God's version of "oh God what have I done this time" ?
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 23

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    I did not come here for a suicide message or anything I want to really know "What's the meaning of life?" Of course this question is unanswerable because there is no answer for the...
    catbradley catbradley 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm 16 and in the 12th grade, and I've skipped so many classes that I could have to do another year. But that would honestly be devastating...
    dickdurk dickdurk 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 10

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    I really don't understand what's wrong with me. Imma lazy perfectionist who doesn’t give a **** about anything but at the same time cares too much about everything .. If that...
    lostwithin25 lostwithin25 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have a beautiful new touchscreen phone that I can't use. There's not even a T-mobile store in my town anymore. So... what's the point. I wanna switch my number from a Samsung...
    mkmoore mkmoore 16-17, F Oct 12

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    Hi :) care to comment if u like ... Lately I've been bothered by the thought of ending up alone ... I promise I'm not picky but I do know what I want an I just keep coming across...
    ev23 ev23 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My friend showed me this good looking graduate from my school's instagram. And we name him x guy. Surprisingly coincidentally, I met that guy next day in macs (like what), there's...
    idekanymoree idekanymoree 18-21, F Oct 5

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    We have had some strange weather of late.... The mild winter in the UK...i don't think we had any ⛄ snow ⛄ this year... The summer has been very dry.... And now autumn is here...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 23

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    There's so much I want to share Things I want to say... Myself yet I'm afraid I'm afraid to say them even this comfortable and safe environment. The more time passes the more I...
    AwakeYetDreaming AwakeYetDreaming 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    Its not about the clothes, or even my submissive side, really, because while I do lean that way, I think I actually might be less so if I was an innie instead of an outie. Instead...
    mickitg mickitg 41-45, T 1 day ago

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    Life is so dull 99% of the time. It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning...
    Dontcare8 Dontcare8 26-30, F 17 Responses Sep 25

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    I struggle with a severe mental illness. I hide it well. But as I am working more on healing it, I feel like it's a neon sign over my head. I wonder if people can see my inner...
    noplacetobreathe noplacetobreathe 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 3

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    Ughhhh. Girls GIVE & forGIVE while guys GET & forGET. It just really fuvking blows!!! I met him online on a dating site which was just foolish, I shoulda known it was mistake, goes...
    lostwithin25 lostwithin25 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I wonder...since the world would later on end, if the god(s) above put us all here to observe if we could solve the mystery of the universe before time runs out.
    SeaSalt38 SeaSalt38 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    If I met myself......the world would break in half and the nine layers of hell would execute from another realm and the gate of Gahanna would burst open allowing the Demons and...
    turntechbiology turntechbiology 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I find a queer amount of kinship with Shrek, in that it's not me that has a problem with society, but society has a problem with me. I go into public places, and though I'm not a...
    cplank cplank 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Don't go there! If you start to think about the what ifs in life, you'll never enjoy the what are's!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Sep 24

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    So there's this friend that I've known for a while, and I've always got along with him really well and I'm comfortable around him. I've pretty much always liked him, and he...
    Cece4 Cece4 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I know what the point of living is, I think, but I'm just not sure I have the energy any more. I feel indescribably unhappy - it's as though I'm suffocating, in a way. Or it's like...
    PhiliaSophia PhiliaSophia 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 6

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    What are your thoughts. What if you were stuck in a situation were there was too much working against you. It's not like I don't see the beauty in life. Id just rather end it and...
    gabbyxox gabbyxox 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 7

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    I hate this, mom is a bloody stupid lunatic always fighting with that dumb man, and River seems to be the only one who enjoys my company. **** this. Sorry for swearing but why, I'm...
    Owlshirt Owlshirt 16-17, F Oct 12

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    What is the point of living? I'm alone, completely. I have $6 in change in my purse, my bank account is overdrawn by $700, and I owe more than $10,000 in regular loans, and $30,000...
    chumiloons chumiloons 46-50, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish we just skipped to the afterlife. I wish we were never created. I hate this world. I feel stuck inside this body. I believe in God but sometimes I question his reasons for...
    kjonesr kjonesr 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    Lately, I've been thinking the point of Life is just to live. It's cliché, I know but...what if this is just a time to grow and experience? And the point is to trade fabulous and...
    AlleywayGospel AlleywayGospel 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    It's always a question that wanders around my mind. People just randomly add me to their circle for no reason, I don't get it. Their's nothing wrong with it, it's just you could...
    Matthews14 Matthews14 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 6

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    This is really going to stupid because I haven't had a bad life by any stretch of the imagination. Growing up, my parents definitely wouldn't have won any awards and we never had...
    collegiatepanda collegiatepanda 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 7

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    "Even the smallest flame can evaporate the ocean." No matter how the situation looks, there's always a possibility. There's no such thing as impossible.
    SeaSalt38 SeaSalt38 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 10

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    It comes so soon. Hardly have you finished with your Sunday and like a big bossy bully you'll have to worry about Monday. Like one of those mistakes you make that have horrible...
    ira01 ira01 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 12

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    I want to write something. Anything. I want to write something that influences other, that spreads rapidly...or slowly...as long as it spreads. I want to write something so deep, a...
    SeaSalt38 SeaSalt38 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    There was just an amber alert...some poor girl was taken....a child, taken from her home.....what makes a person do that to am innocent child? I worry about the people in this...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I feel lonely when I'm surrounded by people , it's like all they do is judge and criticize me ..
    Shaileyrae Shaileyrae 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    then again, it's all cyclical. different ****, same day
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M Sep 23

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    I'm just so scared.. I'm freaking out and slowly going mental. I am a functionally insane person. Yet, I can somewhat control myself... I really don't care about death, I think...
    chaotickisses chaotickisses 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 25