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I Wonder What's Next

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    Endgame??

    my sister died 4 yrs ago.i still get moody about it.as i head into my mid40s,im not realy sure i want to keep going.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2012

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    Not Exactly Flying, But Gliding Rather Nicely.

         I've noticed since my last story, posted in March of last year, over 500 people have read it so I thought to provide an update. It's lengthy, but it's a quick read.      Since my first/last post, I did have to put my dog to sleep - it...
    OskarMonoir OskarMonoir 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 21, 2009

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    I Wonder What's Next

    so many stores in Canada being bought out by American stores!Target taking Zellers.  And Tonight I just found out that  Walmart has made an offer to buyout Canadian Tire!  Canadian Tire doesn't want to sell out  but will consider a partnership  according to Financial Post...
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 Aug 12, 2012

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    The Classic Question, What If

    I am constantly in wonder of what will happen if... or if... or if this other thing... Yeah. I think we get the point. Sometimes I'm right, other times I'm wrong. I'm usually right... Hehe. RANDOM STORY ONCE AGAIN!!! Please comment kindly and thanks for reading.
    shadowsrain13 shadowsrain13 18-21, F Aug 2, 2013

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    What's Next?

    What's next?,You say,I wonder,I’d like to know.You never can tell,What’s around the corner!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 10, 2011

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    I Know It'll Get Worse.

    So, several months ago I started getting my life together, lost 40 pounds and did some other things. But, a month ago... I gave up. My family makes it too hard, i can't do it for years longer. Then just a week or 2 later, I lost my best and only friend(my promise to her to...
    eric6942069 eric6942069 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 4, 2009

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    Will I Finally Get What I Want.....

    I wonder. Most of time I figure probably not, but sometimes when I have a friend talking to me about life, my stuff & plans.... sometimes it feels like maybe, just maybe, I could have what I want for a change. It's a nice feeling, although it usually doesn't stay long. : ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 5, 2009

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    Next Chapter In My Life

    After high school and after college, I start to wonder what's going to happen to me. I want to get a good job so I could establish a career before I can create a family. I'm worried though. I'm that sort of girl that is in the shadow of someone else, bigger and more confident. I...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Apr 21, 2009

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    DiosesOscuros DiosesOscuros 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 28

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    Sometimes when I look back at my accomplishments, there are nothing. I'm not even kidding. People have amazing certs & awards..........& then there's pathetic me. What's the...
    ELSAhugsyou ELSAhugsyou 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I'm being matter of fact here- What's the fing point? My son is grown- I work and sleep. For what?! To pay the bills? There should be more to life than this. I am broken and I'm...
    RagingAngel RagingAngel 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I'm not suicidal but the whole existing just so we can not exist anymore just doesn't make sense. What's the true end goal?
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    I really cannot comprehend how about half of my age group are in long term relationships and then there's me,who by the way I am a lesbian,and most of my friends (gay and straight...
    RidiculouslyJasmine RidiculouslyJasmine 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    4/ 12/14 Something I read sticks with me. I cannot say who said it but I can relate. " What's wrong with my brain? On the Left side is nothing right and on the right side of my...
    minimeowz minimeowz 61-65, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    That's it I'm done goodbye I'm through I ain't playing this cruel fucken game of life anymore sorry I'm done
    CountryGirlinHell CountryGirlinHell 16-17, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    My first post on ep and here it goes.... This is slightly ironic considering it is my first time on here and this is a first time I have been in this situation. I have recently...
    freddys101 freddys101 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    Every time I feel happy, for some reason, something has to come up and ruin it for me. I have mood swings because of that, I suppose. I seriously question myself when it's going to...
    BeingAnAnglophile BeingAnAnglophile 16-17, F 1 Response 59 mins ago

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    Yikes, I hate admitting that I have problems, but I do... hugely. I can't control my anger, and I am tired of people around me telling me how worthless I am, specifically, in my...
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    A FRIEND :) had me listen to a song, which led me to another song that takes me away every time. If you could, play that song now and read on, and if the feeling strikes you, let...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M Apr 14

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    I first started having suicidal thoughts in December of 2012. Since then they've been reappearing and disappearing from my thoughts. Sometimes I feel as if no one even notices I...
    Realitea Realitea 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    (Life Just Makes Me Wonder) I have a lot of crazy fantasies. Falling in love with some person, having special powers, thinking life's a movie, or even some crazy fairytale. But...
    Dapperness Dapperness 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I wonder how if there's anyone out there who also Observes the world from the outside, Finding no need to join other people's conversation or activities, Try to act like they don't...
    imsrc imsrc 16-17, F Apr 1

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    Honestly? "Ruuuuun!!! All of you!!!! He's coming!!!!!" Let your minds wonder muahahaaa
    yourguardingangel yourguardingangel 18-21, M Apr 7

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    Kperr14 Kperr14 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I don't think you're crazy, or weak, or wrong for having suicidal thoughts or wanting to die. Suicide sets in when your pain is just unbearable, and is more than your coping...
    rajasaeed rajasaeed 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am feeling , I am so alone. All my shadows choke me by placing me into a corner. It is dark and I only see an ugly person in the mirror.. Why am I crying? Because I was not mean...
    Jackie192019 Jackie192019 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    So this is really for anyone and everyone who's thought about suicide at some point. Try and talk to someone, don't be alone or when it gets really bad it'll be too late and you'll...
    kathryn5272 kathryn5272 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Does anyone here the cries at night of the girl drowning in her sorrow? She needs to be heard but her breath is too shallow. She knows that she's been wrong and created her own...
    Emrald18 Emrald18 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Suicide. To me, that is my life. It is what gives me comfort. Knowing it can all be over whenever I want. To me its not "killing yourself" to me its getting free from your body...
    Anonomous441 Anonomous441 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    The point of life is much debated. But I think everyone needs to stop trying to answer it. Stop trying to tell people what they think it is. Life is everyone's own utopia, it will...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 4

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    Ashleypaz3 Ashleypaz3 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I know if I didn't exist, some people would have more money, more time, less memories. To others, I'd be just one less girl to glance at on the street. I think I'm just average. I...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F Mar 28

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    "There he goes to the refrigerator again, he's dropping crumbs everywhere."
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M Mar 30

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    That's a lot of blood soaking into the carpet
    tori1717 tori1717 16-17, F Mar 31

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    Ever since I was 12, I always ask this question, and unfortunately, until now, there's still no answer. And may be, it is also one of the reasons why I can't feel happiness.
    gwenllian gwenllian 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I asked this... The girl I asked said Squirrel XD Hector: ~_~ You are rather 'Squiirelly' o_O Chan ~_~' But now I'm leaning more towards 'Psychotic' >_< Me: Lalalala XP Hahahaha...
    SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 18-21 Apr 5

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    "Existential Crisis" as Dan Howell, a youtuber, calls it. I've always had the same thought for about two years now and it's causing me to have a bit of depression.
    AlexandraC321 AlexandraC321 13-15, F Apr 6

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    I think it's love but I can't find it.
    musicdance814 musicdance814 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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