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    Will I Finally Get What I Want.....

    I wonder. Most of time I figure probably not, but sometimes when I have a friend talking to me about life, my stuff & plans.... sometimes it feels like maybe, just maybe, I could have what I want for a change. It's a nice feeling, although it usually doesn't stay long. : ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 5, 2009

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    Endgame??

    my sister died 4 yrs ago.i still get moody about it.as i head into my mid40s,im not realy sure i want to keep going.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2012

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    Not Exactly Flying, But Gliding Rather Nicely.

         I've noticed since my last story, posted in March of last year, over 500 people have read it so I thought to provide an update. It's lengthy, but it's a quick read.      Since my first/last post, I did have to put my dog to sleep - it...
    OskarMonoir OskarMonoir 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 21, 2009

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    I Wonder What's Next

    so many stores in Canada being bought out by American stores!Target taking Zellers.  And Tonight I just found out that  Walmart has made an offer to buyout Canadian Tire!  Canadian Tire doesn't want to sell out  but will consider a partnership  according to Financial Post...
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 Aug 12, 2012

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    I Know It'll Get Worse.

    So, several months ago I started getting my life together, lost 40 pounds and did some other things. But, a month ago... I gave up. My family makes it too hard, i can't do it for years longer. Then just a week or 2 later, I lost my best and only friend(my promise to her to...
    eric6942069 eric6942069 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 4, 2009

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    What's Next?

    What's next?,You say,I wonder,I’d like to know.You never can tell,What’s around the corner!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 10, 2011

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    Next Chapter In My Life

    After high school and after college, I start to wonder what's going to happen to me. I want to get a good job so I could establish a career before I can create a family. I'm worried though. I'm that sort of girl that is in the shadow of someone else, bigger and more confident. I...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Apr 21, 2009

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    The Classic Question, What If

    I am constantly in wonder of what will happen if... or if... or if this other thing... Yeah. I think we get the point. Sometimes I'm right, other times I'm wrong. I'm usually right... Hehe. RANDOM STORY ONCE AGAIN!!! Please comment kindly and thanks for reading.
    shadowsrain13 shadowsrain13 18-21, F Aug 2, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I often wonder what people see when they look at me. I wonder if they see someone that's stupid and in need of guidance because EVERYONE seems to feel the need to give me step by...
    jamesmarie09 jamesmarie09 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I wonder what its like to have that neural pathway that integrates pain and fear destroyed. The ability to be invincible and resistant to human nature's weaknesses. *Sighs*
    IncongruousAnne IncongruousAnne 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I just feel like I have no control anymore, after everything I've had to deal with. No matter how much I wish for it, I can't rewind time, and even if I did, I'd just be reliving...
    NimbusNimpy NimbusNimpy 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Everything goes wrong, even on Christmas..... What's wrong with me....
    XxSuicidExISxThExOnlYxOptioNxX XxSuicidExISxThExOnlYxOptioNxX 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    please tell me what keep you from ending your life? i'm so lonely right now, my friends and family are far far away. i dont know what's the meaning of life. why shouldn't die now...
    chocolattee chocolattee 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 2

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    Well what is one? Saw in my email I got one. So yeah?! But hey, it's no where to be found. Why? What was it? I haven't been on here in several weeks, did the gift giver take it...
    Lthayer2011 Lthayer2011 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It takes a really special person to sit and listen objectively to someone else's issues. Even more so if a person has years worth of compiled issues. We who suffer with those...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 4 Responses Jan 4

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    Something very sensual about this .. A great song by StingWhat's your sensual song
    mintybear2 mintybear2 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Been awhile since I've posted anything. I can't sleep, my stomach hurts, and for some reason I feel needy haha... What's up with that:/?
    MysteryR MysteryR 22-25, M Jan 7

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    It really seems so quiet and inactive right now, no idea where everyone has gone and yet no one has said something nice for the past 24 hours. What is going on.
    iTetra iTetra 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    Panties down, bent over. What next? ;)
    Lu24642 Lu24642 18-21, F 25 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    I've been feeling this way for the past 15 years. What is the point of living when you've got nothing to look forward to when you wake up the next day? I 've been obsessed with...
    atonement86 atonement86 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm actually meant to be this way. I wonder if this is who I am. I wonder if I made a mistake in becoming like this, or if I was supposed to become as bitter as I am. I wonder if...
    TheHalfMadWriter TheHalfMadWriter 16-17, F Jan 4

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    Almost every day I wonder this and then consider what the future of humanity will really end up being. Morals, ethics, doing the right thing because it's simply the right thing to...
    thx10050 thx10050 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    All religious reading materials were put together by man. To anyone reading this I have never read what makes up the Bible from cover to cover or any other religious books such...
    ItsOnlyAPaperMoon ItsOnlyAPaperMoon 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    They say that everything happens for a reason and that everyone has a purpose on this earth but i find that really hard to believe. Most of my life i been good to people but me...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Wonderr If Anyonee Everr Looks Att Mee & Thinkk "Woww, She's Beautiful ?
    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    After some life experiences, I tend to be hard on me and the ones I love. I don't want others to change... but do demand respect at all time. I hate telling again and again to an...
    Lislislis Lislislis 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    What if's run my mind all the time. I ALWAYS play out scenarios if things were different...
    LostLatina LostLatina 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I suck at this but here it goes. It's weird my depression has hit an all time high. My life from the outside isn't that bad. I've got a lot of good people and things going for me...
    RedSally RedSally 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 5

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    I never knew why people want to live so much...i mean i don´t want to have kids, lots of money or marry i just want to die...why people find it so wrong ?.... we´re all going to...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 4 Responses Jan 12

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    Seriously, what is the point. i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 5 Responses Jan 13

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    You want a baby of your own. One to love and return love purely. That's why you are here. That's why you are reading this right now. All you need is a man bold enough to relieve...
    Oracler Oracler 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I see people's pains and what there hiding on the inside. people hold there emotions on there sleeves
    mundinger1992 mundinger1992 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Many a time say to ourselves and many others "that's insane", or "that's inhuman" but, can one really come to the conclusion that one is insane? For you just come to the...
    YourFavoriteAssshole YourFavoriteAssshole 18-21, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    It's crazy how simple actions can change lot of reactions.
    supergirlra supergirlra 16-17, F Jan 10

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    It's weird to think that the way you see yourself isn't how other people see you. While you're sitting there picking out all of your flaws, someone else is sitting somewhere...
    rtolley rtolley 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I often feel bad when i think about it...but i can´t think of something that could bring me back from this black hole...it´s like people tell me that i need to stop thinking so...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    It's a question I've always asked myself in the past when I was comitted. Only to find out I'm just too nice. Go figure. So much thought put into my worries to get a lame answer...
    MichaelS41074 MichaelS41074 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I kinda had the breathing issues during last summer, that I couldn't breath when it's so hot and humid outside, and I had to find a cool place or a indoor place with air...
    JamesLindberg JamesLindberg 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Forget it! I did this for years and it's soul destroying!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Knowing the future is a blessing and a curse. It's a curse when I ignore my instincts and I have to watch someone get hurt when I know I could have prevented it. I also I wish...
    lillyforever4 lillyforever4 16-17, F Jan 9

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    I just noticed today, but, for the past year whenever I get upset this weird feeling makes itself known in my head and chest. Like a tugging, or itching feeling. It's not painful...
    BrokenGlassDoll BrokenGlassDoll 16-17, F Dec 26, 2014

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    I have a good heart and was always taught to treat others the way you want to be treated. Despite the damage of being manipulated and often used, I continue to try and help others...
    blessednlife blessednlife 51-55, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    Well 2015 is a new year once again, and I guess it's time for me to be serious and start off something new, and it all starts with me having some sort of support from my family...
    ZADoubleMesser ZADoubleMesser 22-25, F Dec 27, 2014

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    Exquisite gardens abound in the isle of St. Lucia. There is Diamond Botanical Gardens in Soufriere, which features restored estate, picturesque waterfalls, a nature trail and...
    Darronbanksso0 Darronbanksso0 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    As a parent we are protective, loving and caring toward our little ones. They are precious. So what do you do when the school system is failing them. Most schools are not equipped...
    afurlonge afurlonge 31-35, M Jan 17

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    As a child, I remember be loved& cared by so many people from my own family. We never had problems nor gossip about others flaws. But when I got married I feel like my husband's...
    3voL 3voL 22-25, F 5 days ago

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