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    Endgame??

    my sister died 4 yrs ago.i still get moody about it.as i head into my mid40s,im not realy sure i want to keep going.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2012

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    What's Next?

    What's next?,You say,I wonder,I’d like to know.You never can tell,What’s around the corner!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 10, 2011

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    The Classic Question, What If

    I am constantly in wonder of what will happen if... or if... or if this other thing... Yeah. I think we get the point. Sometimes I'm right, other times I'm wrong. I'm usually right... Hehe. RANDOM STORY ONCE AGAIN!!! Please comment kindly and thanks for reading.
    shadowsrain13 shadowsrain13 13-15, F Aug 2, 2013

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    Next Chapter In My Life

    After high school and after college, I start to wonder what's going to happen to me. I want to get a good job so I could establish a career before I can create a family. I'm worried though. I'm that sort of girl that is in the shadow of someone else, bigger and more confident. I...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Apr 21, 2009

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    Will I Finally Get What I Want.....

    I wonder. Most of time I figure probably not, but sometimes when I have a friend talking to me about life, my stuff & plans.... sometimes it feels like maybe, just maybe, I could have what I want for a change. It's a nice feeling, although it usually doesn't stay long. : ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 5, 2009

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    I Know It'll Get Worse.

    So, several months ago I started getting my life together, lost 40 pounds and did some other things. But, a month ago... I gave up. My family makes it too hard, i can't do it for years longer. Then just a week or 2 later, I lost my best and only friend(my promise to her to...
    eric6942069 eric6942069 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 4, 2009

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    Not Exactly Flying, But Gliding Rather Nicely.

         I've noticed since my last story, posted in March of last year, over 500 people have read it so I thought to provide an update. It's lengthy, but it's a quick read.      Since my first/last post, I did have to put my dog to sleep - it...
    OskarMonoir OskarMonoir 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 21, 2009

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    I Wonder What's Next

    so many stores in Canada being bought out by American stores!Target taking Zellers.  And Tonight I just found out that  Walmart has made an offer to buyout Canadian Tire!  Canadian Tire doesn't want to sell out  but will consider a partnership  according to Financial Post...
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 Aug 12, 2012

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    I had a really close friend when I was a little kid. We used to do a lot of stuff together, partially because our moms were good friends. Then one day, his mom was murdered by her...
    RipperCreak RipperCreak 13-15, M 4 Responses Nov 28

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    I often wonder if people see how warm and open my heart is. Do they feel the love I give? How do they really see me? To me, it's all so much deeper than what's on the outside.
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    I wake up everyday to the same things. Either ive to go to school(id call it hell), or it's the weekends/holidays and I get to stay at home. Which isnt pleasant at all. With my...
    isohatetheworld isohatetheworld 70+, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    Right now...its midday...*peeks at clock*...ok..its ten past...im done with this mornings paperwork...got loads done...all up to date now. The carpet had been vacuumed...thats...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 28

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    Work like a dog and pay your bills. You're trying to survive when you'll end up in the ground anyways. You're the unlucky one. You're that soda flavor nobody likes. You're that kid...
    ThatGuyEveryoneHates ThatGuyEveryoneHates 18-21, M 10 Responses Dec 9

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    There are those people who are nice and fun to be around, people who are quiet and don't talk much (Me...), and people who are just damn right mean, annoying and or possibly stupid...
    Cooper802 Cooper802 18-21, M Nov 26

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    what's the point of living when you're useless? unwanted, untalented, worthless, fat, ugly, disgusting, society trash, waste of space? you know, i think of myself a lot worse than...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 2 Responses Nov 27

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    Everything goes wrong, even on Christmas..... What's wrong with me....
    XxSuicidExISxThExOnlYxOptioNxX XxSuicidExISxThExOnlYxOptioNxX 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm only 16.. 3 years ago I cut myself and I have been doing it on and off since then. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I'd be out with my friends, enjoying my time. Then...
    Aly262 Aly262 16-17 1 Response Dec 1

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    What's currently bothering me is the fact that I have to wash my makeup off before I can get into my bed and sleep. That is all. I don't even wanna get up y'all! ;(
    jerzshorecoll21 jerzshorecoll21 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 11

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    Panties down, bent over. What next? ;)
    Lu24642 Lu24642 18-21, F 16 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    take a look, my recent activity, my experiences/stories, my profile even if you like. what do you see? what do you think I should focus on next? am I as open a book here as I...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M a week ago

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    Your Dark Element Is: Wood. You are a driven and determined person. When you want something, you become intensely focused. You are competitive and assertive. If you don't keep...
    BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper 70+, F 1 hr ago

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    So..lately, many of my long time friends here have had their accounts pulled out from under them. Their stories, circle of friends, comments from people, questions...all gone. I...
    pinkpussycat4u pinkpussycat4u 51-55, F 12 Responses Dec 13

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    Your Ideal Relationship Is: Friends ONLY. (this is spot on!) Honestly, you're not really ready for a relationship right now. And you prefer to keep things platonic, for now...
    BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper 70+, F 3 hrs ago

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    I wonder where you go. I wake up, and you're not there. You're not in my house. You're not in my town. Are you even in my part of the country? You've smoothly removed yourself from...
    Colourfi Colourfi 13-15, F Dec 10

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    I'm just wondering how people see me because many people told me that I looked way above my age even though I'm 15 they tell me I look 18, 19 even 20! I think it's probably my...
    mysticaldreams mysticaldreams 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 18

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    I saw an article today that was about a man at a Detroit Lions game. He saw the lady in front of him texting someone named "Jason". The lady was pregnant and there with a man. The...
    Daniilion Daniilion 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    I saw this article in Psychology Today and thought it could save a lot of time around here if we have this as a 'go to' place for the perennial questions we get here on: "What...
    staleywise staleywise 56-60, F 11 Responses 4 days ago

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    I can not tell anyone what I'm thinking about. but I can tell you I'm thinking about black cat by mayday parade since it's playing. I'm thinking I need a nap and I'm thinking why...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 28

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    Ever since I quit religion and am free from those bindings, I look for purpose in everything. Perhaps it is my new found love for science or rather finding meaning in everything...
    madeofstars madeofstars 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    Sometimes the big "what if"s in life put me on the border of anxiety and over-thinking. It can pick at my brain, and to try to pull the dangerous curiosity out is like pulling a...
    Rilman77 Rilman77 16-17, F Dec 8

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    so my boyfriends brother have a girlfriend too. and she is perfect. she is cute have the perfect body have the best sence of fashion she can wear anything beacuse everything fits...
    lor334 lor334 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    Toilet seats. They've stirred up passionate debate for at least a century. To be left up or left down? As a boy, my mother would scold my brother and I for leaving it up. "I went...
    Luchs Luchs 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 12

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    This is my final hour it seems, maybe it doesn't have to be this way. I want to help others I want to see the what the world has to offer but I can't do it anyway. I've been...
    overlordmisha overlordmisha 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17

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    I'm 18. I had an abortion yesterday. I found out I was pregnant 5 days ago. My life has completely turned upside down in 5 days. It's 12 AM.. haven't slept. It's technically...
    redbeadsXx redbeadsXx 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My friends and I were talking about our first impressions of each other the other day. One of my friends said they thought I'd be the "popular girl who'd get all the guys." ROFLLL...
    queenettejeanette queenettejeanette 13-15, F Dec 12

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    Sometimes I honestly don't know. I'll be talking and having a nice conversation then like the next minute I'm giving one word responses and just feeling like I want to cry. And I...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am actually considering suicide. Seriously . Again. This time, knowing that I can have a better life. Last time I thought it wasn't possible. This time , it's only because of ego...
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 26

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    fergieCC12 fergieCC12 26-30, F Dec 4

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    I'm so ******* lost, it's not even funny. I have no motivation for life anymore.
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    There's no point In living, you just study and when you're growing up people stop being nice to you, and then when you finish school you just pay bills and work until you die. Like...
    PsychologyNerd PsychologyNerd 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 11

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    "Have you ever thought about how many people think about you? It's so bizarre. Imagine someone, out of the blue, thinking of your face. Something happens; they remember you. Your...
    paradox123 paradox123 16-17, F Dec 14

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    I lost the only person that's ever loved me. It hurts so bad, but now i can feel myself shutting down emotionally and it scares me. I don't want to go back to the place i was...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 16

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    I wish I could see myself from somebody else's eyes
    paradox123 paradox123 16-17, F Dec 17

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    there is no point we live we suffer we die we rot or turn to dust then are lost in eternal darkness like being paralyzed in a dark closet for enternity not feeling anything but...
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Okra - A Vegetable or Not? by Liz CanhamYou go to a fitness center five times every week. You have a great routine. You hit the weights Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, while a...
    William899p0uji William899p0uji 31-35, M Nov 27

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    VIDEO: Teen hunk Justin Bieber reveals his ideal girl, hair style insights and favorite fruits - National Celebrity Fitness and Health I heard Christine Comaford speak in a huge...
    John592w2thi John592w2thi 31-35, M Nov 28

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