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    Next Chapter In My Life

    After high school and after college, I start to wonder what's going to happen to me. I want to get a good job so I could establish a career before I can create a family. I'm worried though. I'm that sort of girl that is in the shadow of someone else, bigger and more confident. I...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Apr 21, 2009

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    Will I Finally Get What I Want.....

    I wonder. Most of time I figure probably not, but sometimes when I have a friend talking to me about life, my stuff & plans.... sometimes it feels like maybe, just maybe, I could have what I want for a change. It's a nice feeling, although it usually doesn't stay long. : ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 5, 2009

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    I Know It'll Get Worse.

    So, several months ago I started getting my life together, lost 40 pounds and did some other things. But, a month ago... I gave up. My family makes it too hard, i can't do it for years longer. Then just a week or 2 later, I lost my best and only friend(my promise to her to...
    eric6942069 eric6942069 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 4, 2009

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    Endgame??

    my sister died 4 yrs ago.i still get moody about it.as i head into my mid40s,im not realy sure i want to keep going.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2012

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    The Classic Question, What If

    I am constantly in wonder of what will happen if... or if... or if this other thing... Yeah. I think we get the point. Sometimes I'm right, other times I'm wrong. I'm usually right... Hehe. RANDOM STORY ONCE AGAIN!!! Please comment kindly and thanks for reading.
    shadowsrain13 shadowsrain13 13-15, F Aug 2, 2013

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    Not Exactly Flying, But Gliding Rather Nicely.

         I've noticed since my last story, posted in March of last year, over 500 people have read it so I thought to provide an update. It's lengthy, but it's a quick read.      Since my first/last post, I did have to put my dog to sleep - it...
    OskarMonoir OskarMonoir 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 21, 2009

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    I Wonder What's Next

    so many stores in Canada being bought out by American stores!Target taking Zellers.  And Tonight I just found out that  Walmart has made an offer to buyout Canadian Tire!  Canadian Tire doesn't want to sell out  but will consider a partnership  according to Financial Post...
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 Aug 12, 2012

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    What's Next?

    What's next?,You say,I wonder,I’d like to know.You never can tell,What’s around the corner!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 10, 2011

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    Not in a doomy gloomy way, I just wonder what's the point in it all. I worked before I left school delivering milk then worked in a hardware shop, then left school at sixteen and...
    dustydaisy dustydaisy 51-55, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    What do you see when you look at a woman? Her clothes... Well dressed so you assume she has class and money? Don't be so sure- that could be her only nice outfit. Dressed very...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 5 Responses Apr 7

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    Seriously... do you ever just wonder "Why am I still breathing?" What's the point of having a life if you're always miserable... why am I here in the first place?? I feel like such...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    Recently, there has been a few rumours about me floating around. Although I try to ignore them, I can't help but wonder what people are saying behind my back. An example: Someone...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M Apr 7

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    What's the point in living? Life sucks. Too much stress. Idk what's wrong with me or if I should be scared, but I can't really give much of a damn about my family. I'm not self...
    XxFirepawsxX XxFirepawsxX 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    What's the point in keeping a conversation going when the other person has made it absolutely clear that they despise you? Why keep re-hashing the same ****? What do they get out...
    Sicarium Sicarium 36-40, M 4 Responses Apr 16

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    I'm still trying to figure this out everyday, every minute. My thoughts are just everywhere and it takes forever to calm them down. Whenever I've calmed a certain thought, others...
    nirvsemp nirvsemp 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm so broken. I barely sleep without pills. I can't stomach my food. I'm dead walking. I know I wouldn't kill myself, but idk what's worth living for anymore
    aunaturaleee aunaturaleee 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    What's the point of living when you're just gonna die in the end?
    Dardar113 Dardar113 16-17 3 Responses Mar 30

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    Even when I was a young child, I was always so disconnected from other people. I spent all my time alone, and I'd rather just sit and think than play. There were people around me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think I will be killing myself in a few months, I don't know how exactly yet but I just know that I'm reaching a very hopeless point. I think I don't have to go through years...
    Irbidi Irbidi 18-21, M 6 Responses Apr 1

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    I was a different person.....no matter what I do in life I never seem to make much of a mark. I guess I always had this idea that I'd become the person I'm supposed to be and I...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    We wonder at almost a constant basis and every living adult has asked themselves this question a million times by the time they're 50. We beat ourselves over this most complex...
    Happinessisthinking Happinessisthinking 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    It's those strange feelings that constantly run through my head. Suicide.... I have imagined and played out 101 different scenarios. I am not depressed, I don't have a mental...
    Silthill Silthill 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I have attempted suicide before. It's never honestly bothered me much if people fall to pieces or if they move on with their lives. I really don't care either way because I won't...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    Here's the thing that screws with my head. Afterlife. What if there is actually an afterlife, and it's just as bad as the current life? What if I escape the pain of this life only...
    repeat36 repeat36 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    Often I wonder how many couples I ruined out of pure mean spiteful and jealousy. In the end they are at each other's throat, while I sit here and laugh. I know, I'm mean.
    DeeplyLoves DeeplyLoves 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Being a guy, I always wonder this, it would be interesting to experience it if nothing else. Total respect to all you awesome women who have carried or is carrying children.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 9

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    I have always wanted to meet myself from someone else's point of view... i wonder if i would kill him or kiss him..
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 9 hrs ago

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    I feel so lost. I spend most of my free time lying on the bed and doing nothing. It's not even life, it's existence. The only moments I feel alive is when my boyfriend is around...
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    What is meant when a man says your attractive? It's something I hear often. Am I to assume they are complimenting me without trying to offend of upset me?
    BambooChic BambooChic 36-40, F 8 Responses Apr 8

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    I feel sad, so sad. I am unemployed, few savings. So I got the idea to study again. But my family won't support me. I really don't know what to do anymore. Maybe it's better if I...
    naaktopstraat naaktopstraat 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    Death. Why is it such a heart breaking conversation and thought to have? Why fear death when that's all we're living for. Why judge when someone's wanting to die early on their...
    Madison677 Madison677 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    What if I could go back in my past and change that time I screwed my cousin's wife?
    hamtex hamtex 36-40, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Man, people venting about their first world problems. Has anyone ever informed you about the devastation in South Asia? No? Then let me tell you. An earthquake hit Nepal last...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Or toilet paper... Jesus, imagine how stinky people were! It's funny how people romanticize the past but I wouldn't want to live in any time before the 21st Century!
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 5

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    The older I get the more I believe that our purpose of being here is to learn how to love, both ourselves and each other. That's it. KISS...that is "keep it simple stupid" to...
    mada0617 mada0617 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I started cutting again. There's this hole inside of me that never goes away. I feel disgusting, I feel ashamed, I feel tortured, I feel ugly-- and underneath all that I just feel...
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    he doesn't wanna talk to me no more and I don't wanna live that works out I'm a stupid girl who hurts everyone and no one likes me it's not fair to them if I live they deserve to...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 7 Responses Apr 11

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    I had a terrible nightmare last night, and I can't get over it. I was raped, and I didn't know by whom and I was suddenly like four months pregnant. Everyone at school was laughing...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 1 Response Apr 11

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    Obviously not that lamp post I just saw a guy walk into....his head sounded like a drum. He's ok just embarrassed.
    fightorflight1 fightorflight1 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    my depression is at an all time low. the days that I'm not working and I decide to get out of bed, I sit on the couch and cut. I feel like I could take one "wrong" cut and no one...
    mb2688 mb2688 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I still fixate my life around this thought and find myself asking this a lot of times per day. It sometimes distracts me from my studies and removes focus from anything but it...
    MisfitSteevo MisfitSteevo 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have a friend, or had a friend. He committed suicide just recently, Idk why he did it. He seemed fine when he was with us. It's pretty crazy whenever I think about it.
    citysquare citysquare 22-25, M 10 Responses 3 days ago

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