I Wonder When Life Will Get Better

Yes, I do.  So often any more I feel like a hamster on a wheel, I run and run and run and try to do my best but I feel like at best I'm just keeping my head above water and at worst its two steps forward and three back.

Many times I asked "When will life get better?" 
Now I can answer the question: "Right now".

I married the man I felt in love 8 years ago with hope of having a good family life forever.But I left him 10 months ago cos I was so depressed of the life we were in.I am foring and we leaved in england.My husband is very clever...

Very much so. Not that it's absolutely intolerable at the moment. Just not very tolerable. It's been a lousy year, lousy couple of years, possibly further back, and being the great believer in checks and balances that I am, I have to...

I don't like my job, but it's paying my bills. I'm dragging my feet on finishing my degree until I have a clear next move.Ever since my last girlfriend moved out, and my new room mate moved in I don't really like being home either. I...

Okay, so i just spent the two worst nights of my life on suicide watch, even though im not suicidal. I got put on an anti-anxiety med, had a talk with a therapist that convinced me to stop hurting myself, and got my therapist switched...

I wonder when,Life'll improve,This mess I'm in,Gettin' me down,Sinkin' ever lower,Will it ever,Improve for me,Or am I just,Another submarine?

The next two years of my life are going to be the most pressuring.

I'll have ISAs, controlled assessments, revision, revision classes, 11 hours of homework per fortnight, 2 hour long homeworks a night, exams, exams, exams! Plus I'll be...

It seems like life is getting worser at the moment. I'm feeling more depressed everyday and I just wish I didn't wake up in the morning.
I've never felt so lonely in my life...

I often wonder when life will get better because it sucks ass right now....

For a long there my favorite time of the day was sitting on the train to/from work. It was the only time when nobody bothered me. I didn't like being at work and I didn't like being at home. I'm doing a bit better these days - a bit...

It really is all my friends have left me, I'm getting suspended, i have cut so many times in just 1 week, my oarents took my phone (my lifeline, having that distraction helps keeps me from cutting) why is all this shit happening to me...

Right now life is bearable.
As i move from day to day i can be most of what i am ... a woman.
i can be this in thought, word, spirit, soul and emotions.
The way i walk and talk and sit and stand and present myself all female.
The...

I think if I keep wondering then I'll use up all that time and not use it DOING something to make life better. Then I wonder if I'm not doing enough? Or the right things? Is the world just not turning my way, no matter what I do?
I...

I tend to be an idealist in that as crappy as my life has been so far, I think it will get better and one day I'll be where I want to be in life.  I don't believe in utopia and I don't think life will ever be perfect but just to a...

I try to be optimistic..I try thinking positively...it's hard sometimes. I wish I knew for sure that my life will get better....but i don't, I can only hope. Everytime I have dared to think my life was getting better I have been kicked...

Seems like when you need someone no one is ever there but when you make it they want to be apart of it. Family is not what it use to be you can trust them as much as you can an enemy NOT AT ALL ! I guess it can't rain forever I know...

Persevering through trials
I’m not a pessimist. I’m an optimist, but I do always wonder when life will get better. It hasn’t really been an easy life for me. In fact, it’s been down right difficult and painful...

I know my problems are so minor compared to many, but it still hurts.  For the first time, the man I am in love with broke my heart.  I am 23 years old and have never been heartbroken.  I have never let a man bring me...