I Wonder When Things Will Get Better For Me

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    MYLIFENOW

    It all started with my sister getting back in her abusive relationship. She asked for my help so after her bf beat her black and blue while I was asleep I stabbed him. I was arrested after calling the police and telling them what happened. He was sent to RI ...
    BPDSAM23 BPDSAM23
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2009

    When Does It Get Better?

    I have had a long hard battle in my life.  It's been one thing after another and no matter how many times I think...if I get through this one last hard time things will get better, it just never does.  I won't go into my many trials and tribulations, but though there...
    MissingMyMan MissingMyMan
    31-35
    Aug 8, 2008

    I Just Want to Know When

    a few weeks ago, my girlfriend that i was in love with me, then broke up with me a second time; claiming her heart belonged to women. i thought it was going to be different and she would have stayed with me, but i was wrong and she left. know she talks about her...
    papercut2211 papercut2211
    16-17, M
    1 Response Oct 22, 2008

    It Never Ends

    Today I got a belated birthday card in the mail. It had a hundred dollar bill in it. An hour later I got a call my daughters horse ripped its nose open in it's stall. The vet bill was almost five hundred dollars... You might be thinking I shouldn't complain I must have money I...
    Ebf5 Ebf5
    46-50, F
    Aug 31, 2012
    nataly160 nataly160
    13-15, F
    Sep 28, 2014

    When Will This Misery End

    I am a 29 year old woman. I feel like crap! So many things have happened in the last 4 years that make me think perhaps one of the foolish things I did in my younger days was that one too many and now I will pay for it for the rest of my life.I dont have the heart to go in to...
    arkansasblue arkansasblue
    26-30
    Dec 17, 2011

    just wanted to say things do get better.

    i used to have terrible depression and painful lonliness but i am stable and generally at peace now. it can happen for anyone hang in there.
    kpl2014 kpl2014
    26-30, F
    Dec 20, 2015

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