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I Wonder Where She Is Tonight

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    Where Is She Now?

    Autumn's long nights are a time for introspection, reflection, and, sometimes, regret.  If I hadn't pushed her away from me, what would we be doing right now?  Would she be here with me now, sitting on my sofa reciting her newest poem?  How I wish she were...
    CanisMagnus CanisMagnus 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 20, 2007

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    Googling Past Loves

    Do you ever Google her name, hoping and dreading at the same time to find news of her?  Or have you used the "find anyone" sites to glean information?  It's one step away from stalking, I guess.  That's why I don't go all the way and pay for an address or...
    CanisMagnus CanisMagnus 51-55, M 2 Responses Dec 17, 2007

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    My Hun

    I write this as if to you....with all my soul, I have never wanted to be close to anyone- as I do you, you treat me like a friend, I treat you like a goddess! I would do anything to see your smile- Its why I am near you so much.......I wake with you on my mind, I sleep with you...
    ExplorerSpirit ExplorerSpirit 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 11, 2012

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    Confession

    We met in the first year of University. Our relationship started in a wrong way. I never loved her, even from at the first place. I was with her only because I was too sympathetic to turn her down because of her past, too ignorant to distinguish sympathy from love, and too...
    lillyep lillyep 22-25, F Jan 22, 2011

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    Every Night

    I wonder where she is every night what she's doing if she's thinking about me I hate wondering, I'd much rather know soon...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    A very old joke but meaningful.. Boy: Darling lets go for a movie tonight. Girl: No, you will try to touch my B*** Boy: No, I swear. Girl: Then you will try to kiss me. Boy: No...
    satyr1007 satyr1007 26-30, M Jul 24

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    It's 4am and you are still not here. I wonder if you will come home at 4:30 like yesterday. I looked through the window in hopes I find you walking back but you are not there. I'm...
    mesoftly mesoftly 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    London! My school is technically in Essex though.
    ledarkknightess ledarkknightess 13-15, F Jul 6

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    From London lol. O_o It's weird when you find someone on here who lives kinda close to you. :p
    LittleKandi LittleKandi 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    I know you know what I know, you've gotta. If you don't, every "truth" I've become comfortable with, will be a lie. That's not your fault though.
    Plutonianbabe Plutonianbabe 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    It's probably hard to see, being that it is so overshadowed by the sanctimonious condescension of people who create EP experiences like this one.
    KatieTreat KatieTreat 51-55, T 1 Response Jul 22

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    “First day of seventh grade, Hmm hopefully this goes well.” I thought to myself as I went to my first period class. It was my second year at the Academy and I was looking...
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    There's a weird one! It never occurd to me! I ran into somebody from my old schooldays recently. Back then. She was smart. Funny. Attractive. Part of the 'rich kids' club. Totally...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    My mom treats my cousin as if her own son and pushes me to the side.It makes me feel like she doesn't want me.for example today I was planning to go visit my dad and I haven't seen...
    shygirlaquamarine shygirlaquamarine 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    My whole life has been nothing but horrible struggle and things getting worse and worse. Bullied all growing up, kept trying to get by and ignore people, go to college with funding...
    tmac543 tmac543 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 21

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    Sometime's I over think things.... I think maybe I've over endulged in sharing certain specifics about my personal life that maybe should have stayed hidden in the vault... I...
    thataussie thataussie 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    I thought I was laying uncomfortably on a sharp stick the whole time. She told me later that the whole time we were together that night, she was wondering if she wanted to kill me...
    rasputinoob rasputinoob 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I've been with my partner now for over 15 years, married for 5 years. I do love my wife, but over the years she has become so controlling and has over-ruled my decisions too many...
    PaulSm68 PaulSm68 46-50, M 5 hrs ago

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    i had a realization today....im not ready to be a mom. im not ok with being alive my mom told me to get the **** out of her house and that she didnt want to eat with me or her...
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    Tonight I want to change. I want to be different. I have a vague duplication in my head if what I believe I should be but I'm not that. Idk if I want to be that or if I just want...
    JMD62795 JMD62795 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    This is something I feel is eating me alive, it is something that most people would think I'm crazy or something. And I might be, but this is has put me in a state of mind, that...
    Hellogran Hellogran 61-65, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Usually on nights like these when the house is silent and all I can hear is the crickets outside, I would reminisce about the past and wonder about the choices I've made and how it...
    kevin78pham kevin78pham 18-21, M Jul 22

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    JOHNNY AND THE ANIMALS For me, the funniest moments of "The Tonight Show with Johnny Carson' were when guests brought out animals. Joan Embery, of the San Diego zoo, was a...
    goodogstay goodogstay 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    To drink your self sober? I can't even count the number of drinks I had tonight and nothing!
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F Jul 4

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    04:28 ... Haven't slept much more than 3 hours for the last 4 nights each. My calories intake is negligible. I wonder how long a body can take that... it's like a funny experiment...
    Merinder Merinder 46-50, M Jul 18

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    Sometimes, I sit alone under the stars and think of the galaxies inside my heart, and truly wonder if anyone will ever want to make sense of all that I am.
    Btimez3 Btimez3 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    White lips, pale face Breathing in snowflakes Burnt lungs, sour taste Light's gone, day's end Struggling to pay rent Long nights, strange men And they say She's in the Class A...
    Princessinmind Princessinmind 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Not looking to get bashed for any reason, I was just laying in bed last night, thinking. I'm pretty sure everyone knows how dangerous that can be.. But anyways, my mind was just...
    Ag0405 Ag0405 22-25, F Jul 21

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    Honestly I just don't know anymore every time I try to be positive on life things just go bad again. Every since 7th grade things haven't been all that but things didn't really get...
    SimplyAmazingx SimplyAmazingx 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Today had been one of those days.. Just everything was awful. And I cried because I almost had a panic attack over college stuff. And now... I'm thinking of my mom. How she's...
    TubaAtheist TubaAtheist 18-21, F Jul 1

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    I spent most of my life with one woman, We raised one child together, built a house together and lived a very comfortable life financially for almost forty five years. She was...
    bjf102 bjf102 66-70 2 Responses Jul 5

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    My husband has ED life gets lonely at night yes we can be intimate but its not the same. 44 in a sexless marriage where do I go from here. 5 years of living this way. Anyone out...
    Bindy9021 Bindy9021 41-45, F Jul 15

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    Affection. It's priceless. Sooo where is it?
    hisprincess11411 hisprincess11411 18-21, F Jul 15

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    Recently I have been doing my A-Levels and Skills Tests (to do teaching course at Uni). It seems as though there were a lot of times where I everything seemed to fit into place...
    Bks18 Bks18 18-21, M Jul 20

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    It's just one of those nights where I have so much **** on my mind and I can't stop think about it.
    TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm slowly frustrating not only her but myself by questioning.questioning if she truelly loves me questioning if she is truelly genuine in all she is.and never getting answers so...
    heartlessK heartlessK 31-35 2 days ago

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    I have always wondered what the point of life is. To exist by conjoined atoms surrounded by negatively charged electrons. Despite centuries of reflection and 6 billion people alive...
    BrainnahGrace BrainnahGrace 13-15, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's Thursday - I'm working til 630, then I need a good night out. Where to go? Who with?
    dannycarlson dannycarlson 31-35, M 23 hrs ago

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    I can't sleep tonight, Wide awake and so confused, Everything's in line, But I'm bruised.
    Error404nameunknown Error404nameunknown 13-15, F Jul 2

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    I cant sleep tonight because I'm to worried about my relationship!
    k525b k525b 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    The weather is calling for some nasty rain and storms tonight which is causing me to stay up .. I dont know what to do :(
    onlyrainbowsafterrain onlyrainbowsafterrain 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    I have been aching to see you, we had been planning it for over a week. The day arrived that we had both been looking forward to. Or so I thought. I would really love to see you...
    americanwitch americanwitch 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 10

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    I'm not completely unhappy with my life. In fact, I'm actually pretty happy with it overall with the exception of my education and career. When the economy collapsed, my education...
    PunkinH2O PunkinH2O 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    I would, I really would! Unfortunately we are not all well versed enough in the written language to communicate this effectively :( I feel a lot gets lost in translation. Also so...
    Goodbadladywoman Goodbadladywoman 31-35, F Jul 17

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    Ughh why can't I sleep tonight, Is anyone else here awake??
    yourbestnig yourbestnig 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    “There is a place where the sidewalk ends And before the street begins, And there the grass grows soft and white, And there the sun burns crimson bright, And there the moon-bird...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    I'm not avoiding the question :p I've been a little overwhelmed but definitely not avoiding telling you why I like you. You amaze me everyday! Every time I'm with you, saying...
    toughskinnygirl toughskinnygirl 31-35, F Jul 18

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