I Wonder Where She Is Tonight

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    My Hun

    I write this as if to you....with all my soul, I have never wanted to be close to anyone- as I do you, you treat me like a friend, I treat you like a goddess! I would do anything to see your smile- Its why I am near you so much.......I wake with you on my mind, I sleep with you...
    ExplorerSpirit ExplorerSpirit
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Apr 11, 2012

    Confession

    We met in the first year of University. Our relationship started in a wrong way. I never loved her, even from at the first place. I was with her only because I was too sympathetic to turn her down because of her past, too ignorant to distinguish sympathy from love, and too...
    lillyep lillyep
    22-25, F
    Jan 22, 2011

    Feeling Nostalgic and listening to musical

    melodies of Heaven Falls hard, I remember feeling just like this then walking into her place of employment I paid for my Food and Later she came to my booth Handed me a toy and made me smile. She was like this young edgy emo angel She farther sweetened the deal with a...
    rainyraven rainyraven
    31-35, T
    Jul 1, 2015

    Googling Past Loves

    Do you ever Google her name, hoping and dreading at the same time to find news of her?  Or have you used the "find anyone" sites to glean information?  It's one step away from stalking, I guess.  That's why I don't go all the way and pay for an address or...
    CanisMagnus CanisMagnus
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Dec 17, 2007

    Every Night

    I wonder where she is every night what she's doing if she's thinking about me I hate wondering, I'd much rather know soon...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 17, 2007

    Where Is She Now?

    Autumn's long nights are a time for introspection, reflection, and, sometimes, regret.  If I hadn't pushed her away from me, what would we be doing right now?  Would she be here with me now, sitting on my sofa reciting her newest poem?  How I wish she were...
    CanisMagnus CanisMagnus
    51-55, M
    1 Response Nov 20, 2007

    Related Experiences

    i write this to enshrine in electronic perpetuity. this is not written for any reason other than its what i feel. you know this is for you so i dont need to name you but the...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 21
    could have the Ep doomsday have been fake since it's past the marker or are they waiting until after today to close the place up hmm I wonder could it have been false or not maybe...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    Part 2 Second year is an interesting story. So much happened and yet so little. It started well, I returned to Uni and thanks to that final night out we’d all become friends...
    Tobey94 Tobey94
    18-21, M
    Apr 21
    I cannot begin to express my debt to EP nor how much the closing of the site saddens me. I met my soulmate, the woman who gives meaning to my life here. I was at a low ebb in my...
    Malchya56 Malchya56
    51-55, M
    Apr 21
    I wonder when I will be mature enough to say "Good bye!" smiling...
    whyacinth whyacinth
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 21
    She is my heart I will make her my life partner I will kiss her, hug and smooch her. I am 5'7.7" and she is 5'. I will lift her up and we will enjoy
    linkinparkiridescent linkinparkiridescent
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    EP rocks I met the most amazing man on here I had an injured soul and he made me whole again by words only not many men can do that he was very kind and patient with me guided me...
    Triplets111 Triplets111
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    I have a rubber sheet on my bed. Found it on eBay from a place called rubber fun. Love the way he feels
    knowdog knowdog
    61-65, M
    Apr 19
    I just brought a new rubber sheet. Found it on eBay. From a place called rubber fun. Love the way he feels found it on e bay
    knowdog knowdog
    61-65, M
    Apr 19
    This will be a long post but I hope you bear with because this is something that’s been eating at me for a while. I fell in love with the most amazing girl I’ve ever met. The...
    Tobey94 Tobey94
    18-21, M
    Apr 19
    In this story, I want to put in everything that I have felt lately. Now that EP is closing, I'll never get the chance again to post my truest of feelings anywhere as I did on here...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    she always targets me,like its always me she tortures with her long nails and her kicking,and then she starts acting nice later that day and is all up on me???? something is either...
    ShellBoss105342 ShellBoss105342
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    Sometimes I wonder if I wasn't as special as you thought I was. Maybe I'm just someone who stumbled into your path. Wide-eyed and unsuspecting. Not knowing how to shield my...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    Apr 18
    I am tired of circles. I'm tired of this life. Feeling black and white weather haunting me. I don't know where I can put the past behind me. just trying to survive but trying isn't...
    AnonymousF5 AnonymousF5
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    I went to my girlfriends house my girlfriend went to the bathroom and her mom forced me to j**k off until she got out of the bathroom and then she forced me to lick my girlfriends...
    elijoegreen78 elijoegreen78
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    I do have a job where I work nude. I never planned to be a nude dancer nor ever even thought of it. But because of certain events in my life it was an opportunity to support myself...
    lissa1101 lissa1101
    26-30, F
    10 Responses Apr 17
    I sometimes stumble across posts, where the user is so happy that she found someone. Someone who understands them, someone who accepts her imperfections, someone who says he'll...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 16
    Now that EP is closing, I'm really wondering if anybody here has ever had a crush on me. I guess we will never know ^-^
    notmyfaultyourenotoriginal notmyfaultyourenotoriginal
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Apr 16
    I wonder...when and where this obsession with happiness started.
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Apr 16
    Ok. This is really risky. But now I see e.ps closing down it makes me so sad. I hope this doesn't upset the person I'm wondering about, but I met them on here the first time I...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie
    31-35, F
    Apr 16
    I know I'll have lost my vision by then. That's all I know. I dunno WTF I'm going to do when I'm older - the issue with being a jack-of-all-trades - and it's given more brainaches...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    Apr 15
    How easily the fruits and veggies get cut! They don't resist, they don't oppose. Coz that's how they are made, soft, cutable, eatable.. Sounds a bit absurd lol, but while slicing...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    honestly have no idea but i know where i wanna be in 10 years i wanna be good at my career i wanna travel a few places in the world i wanna do something crazy like touching a...
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    Apr 14
    I want to kill myself but I feel like I'll miss out on something. Idk. Not looking for attention just wondering about your suicidal experiences?
    maloriemeow maloriemeow
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 14
    I have been told by a good friend here that in the beginning I was intimidating to her because of my strong opinions. I realise that I may look like that, but as a matter of fact...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    7 Responses Apr 14
    Many EP users can write really well. To be honest, I felt their writings can reach closer to my heart than the books I have read till today. Even in the category which I do not see...
    whyacinth whyacinth
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Apr 14
    I always wonder... why is it that those who always try to stay strong, always end up having to deal with other people's weaknesses? The strong pays for the strength that they hold...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 13
    Know matter who you are, where you live, what you believe, who you love, who you hate, how tall you are, what color you are, how strong you are, or how lonely you are we all bleed...
    Tallguy2223 Tallguy2223
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    i cant sleep tonight its so hot in my room even with two fans running
    choppers2244 choppers2244
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    I wonder why kids and young people had cowboys (or indians), cops (or robbers), firemen, soldiers, as idols, and nowadays it is not unfrequent that they have Steve Jobs or Bill...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Apr 12
    I have a Muslim friend . She's nice and beautiful. I saw her long hair . I bet she would look hot without her scarf . I'm jealous of her red lips . Her skin is not dark or light...
    SofiSerean000 SofiSerean000
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    seria left me and i think she forgot me and her other friends too.
    gwen12345678 gwen12345678
    13-15, F
    Apr 11
    I wonder if men just see us as a sex object
    LauraBowker LauraBowker
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Apr 11
    I miss the time that I visited Boracay and El Puerto Princesa with my girlfriend. It was so beautiful -- the clear water, the impossibly white sand, the strong sea shells. The...
    glitterpuff glitterpuff
    22-25, F
    Apr 11
    In 2015 I was diagnosed with Cushing's disease which was caused by a brain tumor. I had brain surgery on 20 July 2015. My best friend took leave the day of surgery and visited...
    Sanetvh Sanetvh
    41-45, F
    Apr 11
    Just have these thoughts when I'm gone I will most likely be forgotten cast adrift in the tides of time. I'm used to it but I wonder who would remember me for the actions I've did...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 11
    Well, not just tonight, but I've felt this way all day. Hell, practically this whole weekend. :/ I wish I didn't. I posted something like this last night as well, but I deleted it...
    Timster91 Timster91
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    Where is everyone going now that EP is closing? Any similar sites?
    kinkgal kinkgal
    18-21, F
    13 Responses Apr 9
    I am sure there are guys that tell her they love her every where she goes. I am reminded of that constantly here by one of them many many times and i am sure he will many more...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 9
    This may sound sexual but it's not. I want them but I don't want to get sugary or anything. I wonder if it can grow if I eat certain things if not then whatever. I want bigger b...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I was in love with a girl who I loved so much and she loved me madly.. An orphan who lost her mom and brother, but I came to fill that emptiness inside her heart. Two years...
    MessyGlaze MessyGlaze
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 8
    I wonder why some people don't get that the war against Islamic terrorism is not the same as being at war with a country. Terrorism, by its nature, is carried out by little local...
    HarryDemon HarryDemon
    51-55, M
    Apr 8
    My boyfriend and I broke up last week and I am having a hard time getting over him....I need a friend tonight
    sweetcandyxo sweetcandyxo
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 8
    My boyfriend and I broke up last week and I am having a hard time getting over him....I need a friend tonight
    sweetcandyxo sweetcandyxo
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    I check my phone in the morning time for her text message I usually get from her during the night, and she isn't there. I'm thinking she is busy. I wait later on in the day, still...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    I do wonder, sometimes. Not because I worry what they think of me, but because I show different people different facets of myself. Do I appear as simple as I portray myself to be...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    Many times I have thought about that very special one I have yet to meet... I wonder if he/she thinks of me sometimes too !
    AlipheeseVayentha AlipheeseVayentha
    18-21, F
    Apr 6
    I wonder are you thinking of me as I'm am always thinking about you ?? Are you okay my cockney darling ?
    Triplets111 Triplets111
    56-60, F
    Apr 6
    There isn't a day... maybe an hour even, that I don't think of you. I miss you. I wonder if you're doing okay. Are you still out there somewhere? Or have you completely left? I...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 5
    I used to call him silly billy, his name was billy lol. I met him online before I met my hubby and I wonder about him sometimes. He stopped talking to me over the phone for like a...
    XcookiexbakerXx XcookiexbakerXx
    22-25, F
    Apr 5
    It's hard sometimes to let go of the things we love. Maybe it's not so hard. If love is the way we show that we don't mind giving things up than this should be easy. Regardless of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 5
    Tired trying to make someone happy if she doesn't know what she wants. I would rather know then go and her achieve what she needs.
    equinereiki equinereiki
    61-65, M
    Apr 5
    When I saw her standing there and I said her name; she smiled... When she did, it was like seeing a smile for the first time... Seems like this is the way it always goes, I have...
    KikFindme12thNumber KikFindme12thNumber
    22-25, M
    Apr 4
    I'm really frightened by some of the things I've seen here tonight. i must go recover from this trauma... I'm scared.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 4
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