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I Wonder Where She Is Tonight

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    Confession

    We met in the first year of University. Our relationship started in a wrong way. I never loved her, even from at the first place. I was with her only because I was too sympathetic to turn her down because of her past, too ignorant to distinguish sympathy from love, and too...
    lillyep lillyep 22-25, F Jan 22, 2011

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    Where Is She Now?

    Autumn's long nights are a time for introspection, reflection, and, sometimes, regret.  If I hadn't pushed her away from me, what would we be doing right now?  Would she be here with me now, sitting on my sofa reciting her newest poem?  How I wish she were...
    CanisMagnus CanisMagnus 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 20, 2007

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    Every Night

    I wonder where she is every night what she's doing if she's thinking about me I hate wondering, I'd much rather know soon...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2007

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    Googling Past Loves

    Do you ever Google her name, hoping and dreading at the same time to find news of her?  Or have you used the "find anyone" sites to glean information?  It's one step away from stalking, I guess.  That's why I don't go all the way and pay for an address or...
    CanisMagnus CanisMagnus 51-55, M 2 Responses Dec 17, 2007

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    My Hun

    I write this as if to you....with all my soul, I have never wanted to be close to anyone- as I do you, you treat me like a friend, I treat you like a goddess! I would do anything to see your smile- Its why I am near you so much.......I wake with you on my mind, I sleep with you...
    ExplorerSpirit ExplorerSpirit 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 11, 2012

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