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I Wonder Where She Is Tonight

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    Where Is She Now?

    Autumn's long nights are a time for introspection, reflection, and, sometimes, regret.  If I hadn't pushed her away from me, what would we be doing right now?  Would she be here with me now, sitting on my sofa reciting her newest poem?  How I wish she were...
    CanisMagnus CanisMagnus 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 20, 2007

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    Googling Past Loves

    Do you ever Google her name, hoping and dreading at the same time to find news of her?  Or have you used the "find anyone" sites to glean information?  It's one step away from stalking, I guess.  That's why I don't go all the way and pay for an address or...
    CanisMagnus CanisMagnus 51-55, M 2 Responses Dec 17, 2007

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    My Hun

    I write this as if to you....with all my soul, I have never wanted to be close to anyone- as I do you, you treat me like a friend, I treat you like a goddess! I would do anything to see your smile- Its why I am near you so much.......I wake with you on my mind, I sleep with you...
    ExplorerSpirit ExplorerSpirit 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 11, 2012

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    Every Night

    I wonder where she is every night what she's doing if she's thinking about me I hate wondering, I'd much rather know soon...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2007

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    Confession

    We met in the first year of University. Our relationship started in a wrong way. I never loved her, even from at the first place. I was with her only because I was too sympathetic to turn her down because of her past, too ignorant to distinguish sympathy from love, and too...
    lillyep lillyep 22-25, F Jan 22, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    London! My school is technically in Essex though.
    ledarkknightess ledarkknightess 13-15, F Jul 6

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    From London lol. O_o It's weird when you find someone on here who lives kinda close to you. :p
    LittleKandi LittleKandi 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I know you know what I know, you've gotta. If you don't, every "truth" I've become comfortable with, will be a lie. That's not your fault though.
    Plutonianbabe Plutonianbabe 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    It's probably hard to see, being that it is so overshadowed by the sanctimonious condescension of people who create EP experiences like this one.
    KatieTreat KatieTreat 51-55, T 1 day ago

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    There's a weird one! It never occurd to me! I ran into somebody from my old schooldays recently. Back then. She was smart. Funny. Attractive. Part of the 'rich kids' club. Totally...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    “First day of seventh grade, Hmm hopefully this goes well.” I thought to myself as I went to my first period class. It was my second year at the Academy and I was looking...
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    My mom treats my cousin as if her own son and pushes me to the side.It makes me feel like she doesn't want me.for example today I was planning to go visit my dad and I haven't seen...
    shygirlaquamarine shygirlaquamarine 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    My whole life has been nothing but horrible struggle and things getting worse and worse. Bullied all growing up, kept trying to get by and ignore people, go to college with funding...
    tmac543 tmac543 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    She began occasionally showing up around 2009 - 2010. At first I wondered if she was someone else's, or if I was hallucinating from an earlier story I read. I wasn't. I saw her in...
    Yleng Yleng 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    Had another dream about her last night. Except everything was different. I actually changed for her. I treated her how she was suppose to be treated. I wonder why I'm still crazy...
    druggydavis druggydavis 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    i had a realization today....im not ready to be a mom. im not ok with being alive my mom told me to get the **** out of her house and that she didnt want to eat with me or her...
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I always think about this. There was this girl that I'd always catch staring at me but she never spoke a word to me. My friends would always say" Dude, that chick is checking you...
    QuiltedBathwater QuiltedBathwater 18-21, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Haha, seriously what is sleep? I can't seem to fall asleep tonight, but yet again. It seems like coffee and I are going to be close friends in the morning once again.
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 16-17, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I cry silently and I am alone. I seriously don't consider my mom and brother as friends because they are family. I am not confident about myself. Every friends I make leave me just...
    Fatimatam Fatimatam 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    My daughter had power of attorney , I am in a nursing home and I want to go home she says no she has control over every thing including me.
    AnitaMesser AnitaMesser 70+, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Eric Clapton really thought she looked Wonderful 'tonight', or was it just the 20th outfit she'd tried on & he just wanted to get to the party..........
    LoneRider72 LoneRider72 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 25

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    Tonight I want to change. I want to be different. I have a vague duplication in my head if what I believe I should be but I'm not that. Idk if I want to be that or if I just want...
    JMD62795 JMD62795 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I wonder that because I had a crush on this boy in 3rd grade and it looked like he liked me but I'm not sure ( I'll call him pasty , that's his nickname) pasty wasn't in my class...
    bela5562 bela5562 13-15, F 20 hrs ago

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    I really wonder, no one write to me, no one wants to be my friend. no one talk to me here? Am I so ugly? Why no woman wants to be my friend? Let me know please...
    hakantas hakantas 41-45, M 12 hrs ago

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    I am a loner. But this one time, this dude sat at me with lunch every day with the intention of asking me out. He was really surprised to find out we had a lot in common, so...
    dinorap1 dinorap1 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    Usually on nights like these when the house is silent and all I can hear is the crickets outside, I would reminisce about the past and wonder about the choices I've made and how it...
    kevin78pham kevin78pham 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I'm at a very strange point in my life. At one point I had everything sorted I was married and settled with my wife and we were planning on starting a family together. But then we...
    hopelessdreamer83 hopelessdreamer83 31-35, F 4 hrs ago

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    I can't sleep. Again. So I'm just wondering if there's someone who wants to talk then come on dont hesitate to message me :)
    spilledinklove spilledinklove 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    I can’t sleep, there are just too many things running through my mind; I think my heart is blurring my vision, but I was always warned that love is blind .. I lay staring at a...
    silvermoon9619 silvermoon9619 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I want to know who is h tonight ready to chat sexual
    dmedina513 dmedina513 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    To drink your self sober? I can't even count the number of drinks I had tonight and nothing!
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F Jul 4

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    04:28 ... Haven't slept much more than 3 hours for the last 4 nights each. My calories intake is negligible. I wonder how long a body can take that... it's like a funny experiment...
    Merinder Merinder 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    Sometimes, I sit alone under the stars and think of the galaxies inside my heart, and truly wonder if anyone will ever want to make sense of all that I am.
    Btimez3 Btimez3 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    The first time my wife handcuffed me...they were real handcuffs not those fuzzy ones you see now. I my wrists were right by my ears, she put the first one on and that sound of hem...
    Garraway Garraway 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    Tonight I have read several different stories very similar to mine and I have decided that what ever it takes tonight will be the last night I will ever pull I'm done for good I'm...
    Bustercherry69 Bustercherry69 16-17 1 Response Jun 27

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    White lips, pale face Breathing in snowflakes Burnt lungs, sour taste Light's gone, day's end Struggling to pay rent Long nights, strange men And they say She's in the Class A...
    Princessinmind Princessinmind 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Not looking to get bashed for any reason, I was just laying in bed last night, thinking. I'm pretty sure everyone knows how dangerous that can be.. But anyways, my mind was just...
    Ag0405 Ag0405 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    JOHNNY AND THE ANIMALS For me, the funniest moments of "The Tonight Show with Johnny Carson' were when guests brought out animals. Jim Fowler was a frequent Tonight Show guest...
    goodogstay goodogstay 46-50, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Let's just say that it doesn't exactly help to have depression either. So lately it's been getting worse, but this morning, well.. Let's just say I'm not apologizing. Even though...
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    From the first day I saw her I knew she was the one for me!Times has tested that faith on many levels due to the fact she was still married ..I still took her as my girl .I never...
    crissyred33 crissyred33 31-35, F 13 hrs ago

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    I love it. Ok. I'm a guy and I like women. Typical. I like to see skin. Typical. But I love seeing through them. It can be a white shirt or a sheer anything it is like being let in...
    upsidedwnfrown upsidedwnfrown 31-35, M 11 hrs ago

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    I'm 19, married, and a mother of a beautiful daughter. I feel like I lived my life too fast. Growing up as a child I was forced to mature faster than my peers. As a young girl I...
    journeyyy journeyyy 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Recently I just moved to a small town in Kansas last year for my significant other and I completely hate it here. I never thought I would ever have a problem with it since I've...
    fvcktopeka fvcktopeka 18-21 32 mins ago

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    Honestly I just don't know anymore every time I try to be positive on life things just go bad again. Every since 7th grade things haven't been all that but things didn't really get...
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Today had been one of those days.. Just everything was awful. And I cried because I almost had a panic attack over college stuff. And now... I'm thinking of my mom. How she's...
    TubaAtheist TubaAtheist 18-21, F Jul 1

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    I spent most of my life with one woman, We raised one child together, built a house together and lived a very comfortable life financially for almost forty five years. She was...
    bjf102 bjf102 66-70 2 Responses Jul 5

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    My husband has ED life gets lonely at night yes we can be intimate but its not the same. 44 in a sexless marriage where do I go from here. 5 years of living this way. Anyone out...
    Bindy9021 Bindy9021 41-45, F Jul 15

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